Yesu, cinga ngako!… Ukucamngca okuhle ukufunda

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Shiya inkathalo yempahla yakho kum kwaye yonke into izokuthomalalisa. Ndikuxelela inyani ukuba yonke into eyinyani, etyebileyo kwaye ishiyeke ngokupheleleyo kum ivelisa isiphumo osinqwenelayo kwaye isombulule iimeko ezinameva. Ukunikezela kum akuthethi kusokola, ukukhathazeka kunye nokuphelelwa lithemba, emva koko ujike umthandazo ocaphukisayo kum ukuze ndikulandele, kukutshintsha ukuphazamiseka kube ngumthandazo. Ukuziyeka kuthetha ukuzivalela ngamehlo omphefumlo ngokuzolileyo, ukuguqula ingcinga zembandezelo kwaye uzibeke kum ukuze ndisebenze ndedwa, ndisithi: "uyayinyamekela". Ngokuchasene nokulahlwa: ixhala, ukuphazamiseka kunye nokufuna ukucinga ngeziphumo zenyani.
Kufana nokudideka okulethwa ngabantwana, abafuna ukuba umama acinge ngeemfuno zabo kwaye bafuna ukucinga ngabo, bemnqande umsebenzi ngeembono zabo kunye neemvakalelo zabo zobuntwana.
Vala amehlo akho kwaye uzivumele ukuba uqhutywe ngumoya wam wobabalo, vala amehlo akho kwaye ndisebenze, vala amehlo akho kwaye ucinge ngalo mzuzu wangoku, uphambukise ingcinga kwikamva njengakwisilingo. Phumla kum ndikholelwa ekulungeni kwam kwaye ndikufungisa ngothando lwam ukuba, ngokundixelela, ngezi meko "uyazikhathalela", ndicinga ngayo ngokupheleleyo, ndiyakuthuthuzela, ndikukhulule, ndikukhokele. Kwaye xa kufuneka ndikuthathe ngendlela eyahlukileyo kule uyifunayo, ndiyakuqeqesha, ndikuthwala ngeengalo zam, ndikwenza ukuba ufumane, njengeentsana zilele ezingalweni zikanina, kwelinye unxweme.
Into ekucaphukisayo kwaye ikukhathaza kakhulu kukucinga kwakho, ukukhangela kwakho kunye nomnqweno wazo naziphi na iindleko zokubonelela ngezinto ezikhathaza.
Zingaphi izinto endizenzayo xa umphefumlo, zombini kwiimfuno zawo zokomoya nakwizinto eziphathekayo, ujika kum usithi "uyayinyamekela", uvale amehlo uphumle!
Unobuncinci bendawo xa uzihluza ukuze uzivelise, unezinto ezininzi xa umthandazo uphelele kum.
Uthandaza usezintlungwini hayi ngenxa yokuba ndiyasebenza, kodwa ngenxa yokuba ndisebenza njengoko uyakholelwa ... Ungaguqukeli kum, kodwa ufuna ukuba ndikwazi ukuzivumelanisa nemibono yakho, awuguli ucela ugqirha ukuba amnyange, kodwa bayamcebisa.
Sukwenzi oku, kodwa thandaza njengoko bendikufundisile kwiPater: "Malingcwaliswe igama lakho", Oko kukuthi, malizukiswe kule mfuno yam, "Mabufike ubukumkani bakho", Oko kukuthi, yonke into inegalelo kubukumkani bakho kuthi nakwilizwe liphela, " Intando yakho mayenziwe emhlabeni njengokuba isenziwa ezulwini ”, oko kukuthi, zibeke kule ntswelo ngendlela othanda ngayo ubomi bethu banaphakade nobenyama.
Ukuba ngenene undixelela ukuba "Intando yakho mayenziwe", ngokufanayo nokuthi: "uyayinyamekela", ndingenelela ngawo onke amandla am ndize ndisombulule ezona meko zivaliweyo.
Uyayiqonda into yokuba esi sifo siyaqhubeka endaweni yokubola? Sukucaphuka, vala amehlo akho kwaye undixelele ngokuzithemba: "Intando yakho mayenziwe!". Ndiyakuxelela ukuba ndiyacinga ngayo kwaye ndingenelela njengogqirha kwaye ndenza ummangaliso xa kukho imfuneko. Uyabona ukuba imeko iya isiba mandundu? Sukucaphuka, vala amehlo uphinde uphinde: "yinyamekele!". Ndithi kuwe ndiyacinga ngayo kwaye akukho yeza linamandla ngaphezu kongenelelo lwam lothando. Ndicinga ngayo kuphela xa uvale amehlo akho
U-insomniac, ufuna ukuvavanya yonke into, ukhangele yonke into, ucinge yonke into kwaye ke uziyekele kwimikhosi yabantu okanye okubi kakhulu emadodeni, uthembele ungenelelo lwabo. Le nto ithintela amazwi am kunye neembono zam. Owu, ndiyinqwenela le ndlela yokulahlwa kuwe ukuze ndikwazi ukukunceda kwaye ndikhathazeke kanjani kukubona unqabile!
USathana uhendela ngokuthe ngqo oku: ukukukhathaza ukuba urhoxe kwisenzo sam kwaye ukuphose ekubambeni kwamanyathelo oluntu: ke thembela kum yedwa, phumla kum, ziyeke kum ezintweni zonke. Ndenza imimangaliso ngokokulishiya kwam ngokupheleleyo, ndingacingi njalo. Ndisasaza ubuncwane bobabalo xa ukwindlala epheleleyo. Ukuba unayo imithombo yobutyebi, nokuba incinci kangakanani, okanye uyikhangela, ukwintsingiselo yendalo kwaye ke ulandele indlela yendalo ehlala iphazanyiswa nguSathana. Akukho mntu uqiqileyo owenze imimangaliso, nditsho nakwabangcwele. Umntu wonke umntu oziyekela kuThixo, uyasebenza.
Xa ubona ukuba izinto ziya zisiba nzima, yithi ngamehlo omphefumlo wakho uvale: "Yesu, yinyamekele!". Yenza oku kuzo zonke iimfuno zakho. Yenza oku wonke umntu kwaye uyakubona imimangaliso emikhulu, eqhubekayo kunye ethe cwaka. Ndifunga wena for uthando lwam!
(NguDolindo Ruotolo)