Incoko yam kunye noThixo "awuzukuphila ngesonka kuphela"
UMDLALI WAM NOTHIXO
I-EBOOK IYAFUMANEKA KWI-AMAZON
UQHELISELO:
NdinguThixo wakho, uthando oluninzi oluxolela bonke, unika banzi kwaye uthanda ngaphandle komlinganiso wonke umntu osemhlabeni. Ndifuna ukukuxelela ukuba injongo yakho apha emhlabeni kukundithanda, ndazi kwaye undibone. Ayizukuphila ngesonka kuphela kodwa nangothando lwam, ngenceba yam, nangamandla am onke. Awuyi kuphila ngesonka sodwa, kufuneka uphile kum, kufuneka uphile nam.
Kutheni uchitha ixesha elininzi kwishishini lakho kwaye ushiye uThixo wakho ngasemva? Anazi ukuba inye into efunekayo kulomhlaba, kukuphila ngobudlelwane obugqibeleleyo kunye nam, yokuphila uthando lwam hayi ngokuqokelela ubutyebi namandla. Yonke into oyiqokelelayo kulo mhlaba kwaye yeyomzuzwana, kunye nawe ayithathi nto, kunye nawe uthatha kuphela uthando, uthando kum kunye nolwenu lwabazalwana. Uchitha ixesha kwishishini lakho kwaye undinika indawo yokugqibela okanye awukholwa kum, awundicingi ngokungathi ndinguThixo okude, kodwa ndihlala ndikufutshane ukuze ndikuncede.
Awuyi kuphila ngesonka sodwa. Kufuneka uphile kum, kufuneka uphile nam. Kuya kufuneka uchithe ubomi bakho kweli lizwe ngokusondelelene nolwalamano oluqhubekayo kunye nam. Sele ndikuxelele, awunakwenza nto ngaphandle kwam. Endaweni yoko ucinga ukuba ungu thixo wobomi bakho. Kodwa awazi ukuba ndikudalile? Nyana wam uYesu ukushiye umyalezo ocacileyo kwivangeli yakhe, kwimifanekiso yakhe. Indoda eyaqokelela ubutyebi kwaye ihlelele ubomi bayo kwizinto zokuphila kakuhle yaxelelwa ngokucacileyo ukuba "bubudenge ngobu busuku umphefumlo wakho uya kufunwa." Ngaba uyafuna ukwenza le nto? Ngaba uyafuna ukuchitha ixesha kulomhlaba uqokelela ubutyebi, ngaphandle kokucinga ngam? Kwaye uya kubuzwa nini umphefumlo wakho ukuba buza kuba yintoni ubutyebi bakho? Uya kuzimisa njani phambi kwam?
Nyana wam, uze kum, sithethe. Njengoko benditshilo ku-Isaya nokuba izono zakho zibomvu ngokungafaniyo ziya kuba mhlophe njengekhephu, ukuba ubuyela kum ngentliziyo yakho yonke. Ungamoyiki uThixo wakho, ndinguyihlo nomdali kwaye ndikwenzela yonke into. Kodwa kuya kufuneka ubuyele kum ngentliziyo yakho yonke, ngaphandle kokuzibamba kufuneka undithande, ngaphandle kokulalanisa kwaye ndisindisa ubomi bakho, ndiyanceda wena, ndikwenzela izinto ezintle.
Awuyi kuphila ngesonka sodwa. Thatha ubomi basemhlabeni bonyana wam uYesu nakwimiphefumlo endiyithandayo njengomzekelo. Kubomi babo abakhange bacinge nangayiphi na into ngaphandle kokuhlala benobudlelwane nam rhoqo. Andifuni ukuba uphile kwintlupheko, kodwa ndifuna ukuba wenze impilo-ntle emzimbeni wakho, ukuba nje le nto ayisiyiyo uthixo wakho. NdinguThixo wakho kuphela kwaye konke onako ndikunikile kwaye ndifuna wena ukuba ube ngumphathi wobutyebi bakho wenza okuhle nako kubazalwana abahlala ebunzimeni.
Anizukuphila ngesonka kuphela, kodwa niphile nani. Mna ndinguThixo wakho, andingomsebenzi wakho, nobutyebi bakho, nokunqwenela kwakho. Kukulungele ukuchitha imini yonke emsebenzini, ukuqokelela ubutyebi kwaye ungachithi xesha kum.
Awunalo ixesha lokuthandaza, lokucingisisa, lokucamngca, kodwa ugxile kuphela kwishishini lakho, kwizinto zakho. Kufuneka uphile nam, kufuneka uphile nam.
Ndithande, ndikhangele, unditsalele umnxeba kwaye ndiza kuza kuwe. Ukhululekile kulomhlaba ukuba ukhethe nokuba wenza okuhle okanye okubi kwaye kufuneka uthathe inyathelo lokuqala kum, kodwa xa unditsalela umnxeba ndihlala ndeza kuwe.
Basikelelekile abo bahlala ngam. Babesazi ukuba wonke umntu uphila kungekuphela kwesonka kodwa ngamazwi onke aphuma emlonyeni kaThixo.Balifunda ilizwi lam, bacamngca, bayithobela imiyalelo yam kwaye bathandaza kum.
Aba bantu basikelelekile, ndimi ecaleni komntu ngamnye kubo kwaye xa umsebenzi wabo uphela kulo mhlaba ndikulungele ukubamkela ezandleni zam ngonaphakade. Usikelelekile wena xa undifuna.
Awuyi kuphila ngesonka sodwa. Kufuneka uphila ngam, kufuneka uphile nam. Ndifuna ukuphila ubomi bakho kunye nawe, njengotata olungileyo ukulungele ukwamkela kwaye akwenzele yonke into, nyana wam othandekayo.
