Ingxoxo yam noThixo "intando yam mayenziwe"
UMDLALI WAM NOTHIXO
I-EBOOK IYAFUMANEKA KWI-AMAZON
UQHELISELO:
NdinguThixo wakho, umdali, uthando olukhulu nolokuthanda kwaye uhlala ekufuna ukuba akuphe yonke into kwaye akwenzele yonke into. Intando yam mayenziwe. Uyazi ukuthanda kwam yonk ’indoda yinto emangalisayo, yinto enkulu, enkulu. Ndifuna ukwenza ubomi babo bonke abantu bungachaphazeleki, ndinibizela izinto ezinkulu kwaye ndingaphili kweliphakathi. Ndibizela wonke umntu kubomi obuqaqambileyo, ubomi obahlukileyo. Amanye amadoda alandela ukuphefumlelwa kwam kwaye enza ubomi babo into engaqhelekanga.
Kodwa oku akunjalo kwimeko kumntu wonke. Amadoda amaninzi awalilandeli ukhuthazo lwam kodwa ayenza kuphela iminqweno yawo yasemhlabeni. Uninzi lucinga nje ubutyebi kunye nentlalo-ntle yabo ngokubeka ecaleni ukuba ndingutata wabo, umyili wabo. Andifuni okona kulungileyo kuni nonke? Andikunikanga ngobomi bakho? Ke ngoko zama ukundilandela kwaye ungabi uthixo wobomi bakho. Andifuni nje intlalo-ntle yomphefumlo, kodwa ndifuna ukuba wenze into entle ngomzimba wakho ngelixesha usemhlabeni. Awunasiphelo, ngaphakathi kuwe kukho ukukhanya kwam, sithandwa sam kwaye unokwenza izinto ezintle nakwilizwe.
Ndiyazisola xa amadoda etshabalalisa ubomi babo. Mna ndibizela wonke umntu ezintweni ezinkulu kukho abathile abangayilandeliyo intando yam kwaye baziyele ngokwabo ukuba bayonwaba, bayazanelisa bona. Intando yam mayenziwe. Intando yam kuye ngamnye wethu kukwenza ukuba ukhule eluthandweni, kubomi bokomoya, ukuba wenze izinto ezintle kweli lizwe kwaye ngenye imini ndikubize kum ngobomi obungunaphakade.
Thandaza kuBawo wethu yonke imihla kwaye ufune intando yam. Ukufuna intando yam akunzima. Landela nje ukhuthazo lwam, izwi lam, hlonipha nje imiyalelo yam kwaye ulandele umzekelo wobomi bonyana wam uYesu.Ukuba uyenza lonto uyakusikelelwa phambi kwam kwaye ndiza kwenza izinto ezinkulu. Uya kwenza izinto nawe oya kumangaliswa nguwe. Umnqweno wam kukulungele wonke umntu, hayi into embi. Ndilungiselele umhlangano wokonga umntu ngamnye kuni kwaye ndifuna ukuba ufezekiswe ebomini bakho.
Kodwa ukuba awundikhangeli awungekhe wenze ukuthanda kwam. Ukuba awundijongi kwaye ulandela kuphela iinkanuko zakho ke ubomi bakho abuyonto, i-mediocre, ubomi obumiselwe kuphela ukonwaba kwasemhlabeni. Obu bomi. Amadoda anikezele ngezinto ezinkulu kubugcisa, amayeza, ukubhala, imisebenzi yezandla aphefumlelwe ndim. Nangona abanye bengakholelwa kum kodwa belumkile ukulandela iintliziyo zabo, ukuthanda kwabo ukuthanda izinto kwaye benze izinto ezintle.
Soloko ulandela intando yam. Intando yam yinto engaqhelekanga kuwe. Kutheni ungonwabanga? Ubuphila njani ubomi bakho usentlungwini? Ngaba awazi ukuba ndilawula ihlabathi kwaye ndinokunenzela yonke into? Mhlawumbi usentlungwini kuba awukwazi ukwanelisa umnqweno wakho wasemhlabeni. Oku kuthetha ukuba loo mnqweno onawo awuyi kungena kumyolelo, kwisicwangciso sobomi sam endinaso. Kodwa mna ndikudalele izinto ezinkulu, ngoko ke ungalandeli iminqweno yakho yasemhlabeni kodwa ulandele ukhuthazo lwam kwaye uya konwaba.
Ndenze umsebenzi kuwe. Kukho into enkulu kuwe, kufuneka ufumanise. Kwaye ukuba wenze konke endikulungiselele kona uya konwaba kwaye wenze izinto ezintle kulomhlaba. Ndikhangele, uboshwe kum, uthandaze, kwaye ndiza kukunika ubabalo lokufumanisa ukubiza kwakho. Ukuba ufumanisa umsebenzi wakho, ubomi bakho buza kwahluka, bungachazeki, uya kukhunjulwa ngumntu wonke ngento enkulu onokuyenza.
Sukuba nexhala, nyana wam, ndisondele kuwe. Thatha inyathelo lokuqala kum kwaye ndiza kukunceda wenze ukuthanda kwam kuwe. Usisidalwa sam esihle kakhulu, andiziva ndingengoThixo ngaphandle kwakho, kodwa ndingumdali owenza amandla okuba ndidale isidalwa sam esithandekayo.
Intando yam mayenziwe. Jonga intando yam. Kwaye uya konwaba.
