Imfihlakalo yokufa
NdinguThixo wakho omkhulu kwaye onenceba okuthandayo ngothando olukhulu kwaye yonke into ikuwe, uyakuzalisa ngobubele nothando. Kule ngxoxo phakathi kwam nawe ndifuna ukuthetha nawe ngemfihlakalo yokufa. Amadoda amaninzi ayakoyika ukufa ngelixa kukho abanye abangazange bacinge ngale mfihlakalo kubomi babo kwaye bazifumane bengalunganga ngomhla wokugqibela wobomi babo.
Ubomi kulomhlaba buyaphela. Nonke nina ninokufa ngokufanayo. Ukuba wahlukile komnye komnye isigama, imbonakalo yomzimba, indlela yokucinga, ngelixa lokufa iyimfihlakalo eqhelekileyo kuzo zonke izinto eziphilayo.
Kodwa awoyiki ukufa. Le mfihlakalo mayingoyiki, mna ndingutata wakho ngalo mzuzu ushiya lo mhlaba umphefumlo wakho uza kum ngonaphakade. Kwaye ukuba ngamathuba okuba emhlabeni ube ngumntu owathandayo, akusikelele, ubukumkani bamazulu bukulindile. Unyana wam uYesu xa wayekulo mhlaba wayethetha amatyeli amaninzi ngemifanekiso echaza abafundi bakhe imfihlo yokufa. Ngokokutsho kwakhe wathi "ebukumkanini bamazulu musa ukuthatha umfazi nendoda kodwa uya kufana nezingelosi". Ebukumkanini bam hlala uthando lwam ngokupheleleyo kwaye uyakuzifumana usonwabile olungapheliyo.
Ukufa yimfihlakalo eqhelekileyo kubo bonke. Unyana wam uYesu wazibonela ngokwakhe ukufa kulo mhlaba. Kodwa awunalo uloyiko lokufa, ndicela ukuba ululungiselele xa lufika. Ungaphili ubomi bakho kwimincili yehlabathi kodwa phila ubomi bakho ngenceba yam, eluthandweni lwam. Unyana wam uYesu ngokwakhe wathi "uzakufika ebusuku njengesela". Awazi ukuba ndizokufowunela nini kwaye amava akho ayaphela nini emhlabeni.
Ndicela ukuba ulungiselele imfihlakalo yokufa. Ukufa ayisosiphelo sayo yonke into kodwa ubomi bakho buza kuguqulwa kuphela, enyanisweni usuka kulomhlaba uzokuza kum ebukumkanini bamazulu ngonaphakade. Ukuba bendisazi ukuba mangaphi amadoda abuphilayo ubomi babo banelisa iminqweno yabo kwaye ke ekugqibeleni kobomi babo bazifumana bebephambi kwam bengakulungelanga. Mkhulu umonakalo owenzeka kwabo bangaphiliyo ubabalo lwam, abaphili uthando lwam. Ndamdalela umzimba nomphefumlo womntu, ngoko ke ndifuna ukuba aphile kulo mhlaba anakekela bobabini. Umntu akanakuphila kweli lizwe ukuze anelise kuphela iminqweno yomzimba. Kwaye uya kuba yintoni umphefumlo wakho? Xa uphambi kwam uzothini? Ndifuna ukwazi kuwe ukuba uyayihlonipha imiyalelo yam, ukuba uthandazile kwaye nokuba ubeseluthandweni ngummelwane wakho. Ewe andizukubuza malunga nempumelelo yakho, ishishini lakho okanye amandla onawo emhlabeni.
Ke unyana wam zama ukuqonda imfihlakalo enkulu yokufa. Ukufa kungachaphazela yonke indoda nangaliphi na ixesha kwaye ungalungelanga. Ukususela ngoku, zama ukuzilungiselela le mfihlakalo ngokuzama ukuthembeka kum. Ukuba uthembekile kum ndiyakwamkela ebukumkanini bam kwaye ndikunika ubomi obungenasiphelo. Sukuba sisithulu kule fowuni. Ukufa ngalomzuzu ungayilindelanga kuya kukubetha kwaye ukuba awukakulungeli, umonakalo wakho uya kuba mkhulu.
Ngalo nyana wam ngoku phila imiyalelo yam, thanda ummelwane wakho, uhlala umthande kwaye uthandaze kum ukuba ndinguyihlo olungileyo. Ukuba wenza njalo iminyango yobukumkani bam iya kuvulelwa. Ebukumkanini bam njengoko unyana wam uYesu wathi "zininzi iindawo", kodwa ndikulungiselele indawo esele ikho ngexesha lokudalwa kwakho.
Mkhulu imfihlakalo yokufa. Imfihlakalo eyenza wonke umntu alingane, imfihlakalo endiyenzileyo ukwenza indawo yakhe wonke umntu ebukumkanini bam. Ungazami ukugqwesa kulo mhlaba kodwa zama ukukhuphisana nezulu. Zama ukwenza oko ndikuthethileyo kule ncoko ke kwisibhakabhaka uya kukhanya njengeenkwenkwezi.
Nyana wam, ndifuna ukuba uhambe nam ngonaphakade, ngexesha lokufa kwakho. Nyana ndiyakuthanda kwaye kungoko ndifuna uhlala unam. Mna, ndingutata wakho, ndikubonisa indlela eyiyo kwaye uhlala uyilandela ke siya kuhlala sikunye.