Ukudlula emhlabeni
Ndiye ebhedini yendlu yam, bonke abantwana bam, izihlobo, inkosikazi yam, ijikeleze kum iinyembezi ndilinde ukuphefumla kwam nokuphela kwam kweli lizwe. Ngelixa imehlo am liqaqambile ngakumbi kwaye isandi ngaphandle kweendlebe zam sincipha ndibona phambi kwam ingelosi eyayihleli ecaleni kwam.
“Ndiyingelosi yakho ekugcinayo ekukhokeleyo ebomini bakho bonke. Ubuyindoda elungileyo kodwa mhla wawuthatha kancinci ngoThixo nomphefumlo wakho. Ubusenza ishishini imini yonke kwaye ngamanye amaxesha kuphela ubukhumbula ekhaya ngezinto zokomoya. Ngamanye amaxesha ndibeka imiqobo phambi kwakho ukuze ndikukhokelele kwindlela elungileyo kodwa amaxesha amaninzi ubungayiqondi imiyalezo yam ".
Emva kokuba ingelosi yam indixelele la mazwi ajikeleze mna andise ubukho bezingelosi emva koko ndabona imiphefumlo eliqela inesambatho esimhlophe esimhlophe, yayingabaNgcwele bezulu apho umphefumlo wam owawushiya umzimba ngoku kwafuneka ujoyine .
Kutheni baninzi abaNgcwele? Kutheni iingelosi ezininzi kangaka? Obu Bongameli beza kuthi xa kusihla ubukho bukaYesu noMariya.
Ngapha koko, ubukho bukaYesu kwangoko. Ndaziva ndibuhlungu, ndisoyika, ndingakulungelanga izulu kwaye ingelosi yam ngamazwi ambalwa yandinika umfanekiso opheleleyo wobomi bam.
Ubuso buguqukile, impefumlo ihlulekile, ubomi bam buye baphela, iinyembezi zam ziba namandla, ngoku ndiziva ngathi ndimncinci, iya kuba lilishwa lam elingapheliyo, ngelixa ndibona kwaye ndicinga ngezinto ezininzi zobomi eziphelayo kunye nethemba elingapheliyo ekumele ukuba ndinalo. Nantsi ukukhanya okuqinileyo, into eqaqambisa yonke into ejikeleze mna, nantsi iNkosi uYesu.
UYesu undijongile, uyancuma andiphathe. Ngalo mzuzu wokubandezeleka kunye neenyembezi oyena mntu wayendincumele nguYesu. INkosi yandixelela "nokuba awungowona maKrestu alungileyo, kodwa uhlala uwukhathalela umcimbi wakho ungawunikanga kakhulu umphefumlo wakho, ndim ndize kukusa ezulwini. NdinguThixo wobomi noxolelo, nabani na okholelwa kum uphila kwaye zonke izono zakhe ziya kucinywa. Bonke obo bubi ubenzileyo ebomini, zonke izono zakho, ziya kuhlanjwa ligazi loMnqamlezo wam. Ungunyana wam ndiyakuthanda kwaye ndiyakuxolela ”.
Emva kwalamazwi intliziyo yam iyeka ukubetha, phambi kwam kukho ikhandlela lokukhanya apho zonke iingelosi kunye nabangcwele badlula khona kuqala emva koko uYesu ubeke isandla sakhe esinqeni kunye nam uhambe nam ebukumkanini bakhe obungenasiphelo apho umculo omangalisayo, kwaye uninzi miphefumlo eyonwabileyo, yamkeleni ukuza kwam.
Ingelosi endigcinayo yayindixelele ukuba iyinyani yobomi bam kodwa yona iNkosi uYesu oyiNkosi yobomi banaphakade yayibuguqile bonke ububi bam kwaye yandinika ubomi obungenasiphelo ngenxa yombulelo wayo ongathethekiyo.
Ngaba ucinga ukuba eli libali elilula elenziwe? Ngaba ucinga ukuba le yenye yezona zinto zibhaliweyo zenziweyo? Hayi, sithandwa, eli libali eliyinyani. Eli libali eliphilayo. Le yinto elindele wena nokuba awukholwa. Nokuba awukholwa, uYesu ubeka isandla sakhe esinqeni sakho, akuxolele kwaye ekuphelekelele ezulwini. UThixo wobomi akanakuze awukhanye umnqamlezo wakhe, akanakulikhanyela igazi elaphalalayo, akanakwenza ngaphandle kwenceba yakhe.
Ibhalwe nguPaolo Tescione