Umzuzu wakho ngoku, wangoku. i-carpe diem
Mhlobo othandekayo, ngalo mzuzu ndinexesha elininzi lokubonisa nokucinga. Ndivaleleke endlini ngenxa yentsholongwane yehlabathi ngeli xesha lika-Matshi 2020. Kusebusuku kakhulu, ndimamele umculo, ndibonakalisa. Ngoku mhlobo wam ndifuna ukukuxelela into ekungekho mntu unokukuxelela yona okanye abantu abambalwa abathanda mna ngokukhawuleza kwaye ngokungathandabuzekiyo batshintshe ubukho babo.
Abo bantu bandithandayo baye bavela emajukujukwini baya ezinkwenkwezini. Abo bantu baphila amaxesha ahlukeneyo ebomini ngokungathi bebohlukileyo ubomi kodwa enyanisweni bubomi bodwa obwenziweyo notshintsho, utshintsho.
Ngaba ndingumyili wolu tshintsho? Ndikhe ndalingwa ngobukho bam? Hayi, sihlobo. Sinezandla ezomeleleyo ezingabonakaliyo, sinamandla agqithisileyo avela, adala, aqondise bonke ubukho bethu. SinoThixo osithumela indlela eya phambili xa usithumela kulomhlaba.
Kutheni le nto ndikuxelela yonke lento? Isizathu esilula esingamele kuphinda sibaleke engqondweni yakho. Phila ngoku, thambisa imitya, thabatha ixesha lakho lokudlula.
Ndikwenza ukuba ube nokuzithemba okuncinci okunene kungqina ukuba ndikwenzile oko ndikuxelela kona. Xa ndimbi kakhulu ndikhangela okuhle. Ngoku ukuba ndilungile, ndicinga ngexesha elidlulileyo kwaye ndiyazisola ngento. Umakhulu wabantu endijongile kwaye ndicinga ngexesha lam xa bendihlala nabambalwa. Kodwa xa ndandikho nabambalwa ndakhangela uninzi.
Mhlawumbi ndim ongonelisekanga? Okanye ndihlala ndikhala? Mhlobo wam, isimo sam sengqondo siqhelekile, sisimo sengqondo sabantu, kodwa kufanelekile ukuba siqonde ukuba eli xesha siphila kulo libekwe nguThixo phambi kwethu kwaye kufuneka siphile ngalo.
Okwangoku okwangoku obona bunzima kuluntu sibizelwe ukuba siwuphila njengophawu lukaThixo. Ngapha koko ukuba andinyanzelwanga ukuba ndihlale ekhaya andikhange ndibonakalise kule nto kwaye uninzi lokubonakalisa kunye nezigqibo zabantu namhlanje khange zenzeke ukuba besingenguye uhlangabezana nomzuzu wanamhlanje.
Ubomi bethu bufana namanqaku amaninzi esidibeneyo esingakwaziyo ukunika inkcazo ngawo kodwa ngexesha ukuba sijonga emva siyaqonda ukuba yonke into inentsingiselo, yonke into ilungelelaniswe, yonke into idityanisiwe, nkqu nezo zinto sizichaza njengezimbi.
Ngoku ekupheleni kolu suku ndingakushiya yenye yezona mfundiso zibalulekileyo ndizifumene ebomini bam. Ndiyakwazi ukukuxelela sithandwa sam ukwamkela ubomi okwangoku. NguThixo onika oku, nguThixo owenza ukuba uthathe indlela oyifunayo, amava akho. Ungaze uthi "kutheni le", ndingakuxelela kuphela ukuba okwangoku awunakuphendula ngelixa kwiminyaka embalwa ngokuqinisekileyo uya kuphendula. Ebomini bam ndibona isandla sikaThixo kuyo yonke into.
Andikho apha ukuba ndibhale yonke into kodwa ndinokukuxelela ukuba akukho nto yenzekileyo yabakho ngamabona-ndenzile. Ngoku izinto ziyenzeka kwaye andikwazi ukukuxelela ukuba kutheni kodwa ndiqinisekile ukuba kwiminyaka embalwa siya kuba nayo yonke into icacile.
Sihlobo sam, uxolo. Phila umzuzu wakho, phila ngoku. Kwaye nokuba ngamanye amaxesha umlomo wokuphoswa phantsi ukrakra ungoyiki ngamanye amaxesha kufuneka ezi zinto siqonde ukuba ubomi bethu sisixhobo esimibalabala apho umambathi umyili wobomi uqobo, nguThixo uYise.
NguPaolo Tescione