U-Bishop apho umfanekiso oqingqiweyo kaMadonna walila esandleni sakhe
Udliwanondlebe kwi-Madonnina kunye neMons .. Girolamo Grillo
1. Obalaseleyo, uthetha ngokuva ubunzima xa uMadonnina wayesinkcenkceshela ezandleni zakhe. Le meko yengqondo, ephantse yoyikiswa, iyaqondakala ngcono ukuba ebethetha nathi malunga nefilosofi yakhe, intlelo yakhe kunye neyokomoya. Ngexesha leenyembezi wazithathela ukuba ungumntu onengqondo okanye ongaqondakaliyo?
Ndifundele ifilosofi, isayensi kunye nobumoya kunye nooJesuit Fathers, bobabini kwiPontifical Seminary yeReggio Calabria nakwiYunivesithi yasePontifical Gregorian, apho, ngaphandle kwezifundo zeSayensi yezeNtlalontle, ngelo xesha eyayiyinxalenye yeFakhalthi yeFilosofi, ndafumana ithuba lokuya kwizifundo NguP. Dezza nabanye ootitshala ababalulekileyo bamanye amazwe. Ndikwanethuba lokuya kwezinye iikhosi zokomoya, ndokoyisa indlela yesintu yelo xesha. Ngelixesha iinyembezi, njengoko ibonakala ngokucacileyo kwidayari yam, nangona ndingengombali, ndandiqwalaselwa ndinjalo ngoba iminyaka emininzi bendisebenza ecaleni kwecandelo lolawulo lweSecretariat of State Msgr. UGiovanni Benelli. Ngapha koko, ndiye ndafunda ukuba, ngezo ntsuku, umhlobo wam owayesenguKhadinali, endakhe ndasebenza kunye naye iminyaka, wagqabaza ngale ndlela: "Mpofu Madonnina, ubuye walila phi, kanye ezandleni zikaGrillo? Kodwa loo nto iya kwenza yonke into ukufihla yonke into! ». Kumbuzo okhethekileyo, ukuba bendikhe ndazijonga njengengaziwa "ngommangaliso", ndiyaphendula: hayi akunjalo, nokuba ndawuthatha njengomthandazo njengenyaniso, ekungekho namnye umphefumlo ozinikezeleyo unokuwenza ngaphandle kokuba ngokwenene, ukuba unqwenela ukuhlala uthembekile kwiNkosi. Ndiyabawela amandla eemfihlakalo, kodwa andizange ndiyifumane leNkosi.
2. Ukusuka kubungqina bakho beminyaka eli-10 yesiganeko saseCivitavecchia, kubonakala ngathi unalo idayari, inomdla kwakhona kumbono wembali, apho ubhala phantsi indlela ebonakala imangalisa ngayo imihla ngemihla. Ngaba le Dayari ivela iinyembezi okanye ibalandela? Ziyintoni iinjongo zayo kunye neempawu zayo?
Kuyinyani: ndineDiary, endiqale ngayo nge-1994 kaJanuwari XNUMX, ngunyaka ophambi kweenyembezi. Ngaphambi koko ndibhale iingcinga ezimbalwa ngohlobo lwencwadana engabhalwanga. Kwidayari bendiqala ukubhala yonke intsasa, ndijonga usuku lwam lwangaphambili ndicamngca kwigumbi lam elincinci kwaye ndijonge kwi-Crucifix: ngenxa yoko, ndiyekile ukuma ukuze ndiqwalasele imicimbi ethile ebalulekileyo, ngokukhanya koMoya, ukuguqula yonke into ibe ngumthandazo. Ukuba sifuna, yayiyiyo ke, idayari yokomoya yokwenyani, akukho nto ingaphezulu. Khange ndicinge nakancinci ukuba kunyaka olandelayo, kuzofuneka ndibhale phantsi izibakala malunga noMadonnina.
3. Kwingxelo zakhe kuvela isiveliso esithile kwisigqibo sakhe malunga nosapho lukaGregori. Ngaba zikho izinto ezenzeka ngaphambi kokuba zilandele iinyembezi? Kutheni le nto abezindaba bengazihoyi, bevalelwe kuhlobo lokuthula?
Bendingayazi nefamily kaGregori, nditsho nangamagama. Umfundisi wecawa yokuqala uthethe nam xa eza kundizisela ingxelo malunga noMadonna omncinci owayekhala iinyembezi zinegazi, ubudlelwane endathi mna, kunye nethambo lam langaphakathi lokujonga ezi ndlela zingaqhelekanga, ndandingafuni nokufunda, ukuyichitha kwangoko. Ndaye ndabuza kuDokotela Natalini, umhlobo wam, owayekwangugqirha wolu sapho, ngolwazi. Ngokwenyani, bendixelele ukuba yayilusapho lwabasebenzi abanyanisekileyo, abanokuziphatha okuqinisekileyo. Kodwa ke, ndingakhange ndimthembe lo gqirha, ngasese ndamnika lo msebenzi kwi-Deputy Quaestor uGqr. Vignati, ukwenza uphando olululo kusapho nakwimeko apho imeko yayinokwenzeka khona. UGqr. UVignati undazise ngayo yonke into, eqinisekisa ukuba yintoni uGqr. ENatini. Emva kwexesha ndadibana nomninawa kaFabio Gregori ogama linguEnrico, owaba ngumhlobo wam kuphela emva kwengxabano yokuqala eyathatha iinyanga ezimbalwa! Yayinguye, ndiyacinga, ngubani owayeyifuna loo nto, ecaleni kukaProf. U-Angelo Fiori ovela kwiPoliclinico Gemelli, bekukho enye indoda yaseDy Sapienza University ngokwahlukileyo kum, kuba esoyika ukuba uMbhishobhi, esebenzisa iYunivesithi yamaKatolika, wayethanda ukuyifihla inyaniso. Andimazi omnye umzalwana uGianni, ngaphandle kokuba uthethe nathi ngamaxesha ambalwa anqabileyo. UFabio Gregori uthethile, kuphela emva kweenyembezi, ngezinye izinto ezazinokwenzakala ekhayeni lakhe kunye nenye uMadonnina ofana nalowo waqhekeza iinyembezi zegazi, elalizakuqala ukukhupha uhlobo lweoyile ukusukela ngelo xesha. ivumba elimnandi. Kodwa, mna, ngokuthandabuza kwam okuqhelekileyo, bendisoloko ndizama iminyaka eliqela ukuyikhupha. Kwiminyaka embalwa edluleyo, ndizifumana ndiphambi komqolomba omncinci apho ibikhona iMadonnina, ndabona le exudation kwenye indawo; Ngokumangalisayo yonke into isuswe kulwelo olukhangeleka ngathi yioli: wonke umqolomba, umthi owawungaphezulu kuwo kunye nee roses ezijikeleze umqolomba. Emva kwexesha ndiye ndaqokelela i-vial, yokufaka uviwo lwesayensi ku-Prof. UFiori, oqale waphendula wathi ayifanelekanga ukuba uchithe ixesha elininzi koku. Ngapha koko, isazinzulu sathi-umhlaba awunakukholwa kwanto. Emva koko, ngu-Prof. UFiori undithumelele ingxelo, apho wandixelela ukuba uzenzile iimvavanyo, ngeso siphumo: asiyoyile, kodwa sisicatshulwa, iDNA yakhe yayingengomntu okanye sisilwanyana kwindalo; mhlawumbi yendalo yemifuno, eneziqholo ezininzi. Andazi ngokunyani ukuba kutheni abezindaba bengayinaki le nto, nokuba bayayazi e-Civitavecchia. Ndiyakholelwa, nangona kunjalo, ukuba le nto yenziwa yaziwa yi-BBC, kuba esi sikhululo sikamabonwakude samanye amazwe (bonke babengamaProtestanti amaBritane), bethatha indawo apho iinyembezi zazenzekile, ngequbuliso bakubona oku kukothuka kukothuka (ngoko ke baxelele) abaqhubi, abangafuni ukukholwa ngamehlo abo. Le nto yenzeka rhoqo, kodwa ngakumbi kumthendeleko wo Nyana (iKrisimesi, i-Ista, njl. Njl.) Nakumthendeleko kaMariya (ngaphandle komhla weLady Yethu Yenimba). Wonke umntu uyazi, kodwa akukho mntu uthetha ngayo; Andazi ukuba kutheni olu hlobo "lweyelenqe lokuthula", njengoko usibiza njalo. Nam ngokwam, ukuthetha inyani, andikwazi ukuluqonda olu hlobo lwemfihlakalo. Mhlawumbi, akuyi kuba yinto embi ukuba umntu othile oyingcali asixelele into.