Ndihlala ndikukhathalela
NdinguThixo wakho, uthando oluninzi kunye nozuko olungapheliyo. Ndilapha ukukuxelela ukuba awuzukuba naxhala ngayo nantoni na kodwa ndikhathalela zonke iimfuno zakho. Ndinguye, ndingubani, unamandla onke kwaye akukho nto inokwenzeka kum. Ukhathazwa yintoni? Ucinga ukuba ilizwe liya ngokuchasene nawe, ukuba izinto azihambi ngendlela othanda ngayo, kodwa akufuneki ukhathazeke nganto, ndim onikhathaleleyo.
Ngamanye amaxesha ndiyakuvumela ukuba uphile kwintlungu. Kodwa iintlungu zikwenza ukuba ukhule elukholweni nasebomini. Kuphela zisezintlungwini xa ujika kum ndicela undincedise kwiingxaki. Kodwa ndicinga ngawe ngokupheleleyo. Ndihlala ndicinga ngawe, ndiyakuthanda kwaye ndisondele kuwe, ndikunika zonke iimfuno zakho.
Ndihlala ndinawe. Ndibona ubomi bakho, yonke into oyenzayo, izono zakho, ubuthathaka bakho, umsebenzi wakho, usapho lwakho kwaye uhlala uhleli kuzo zonke iimeko ndikubonelela.
Nokuba awuboni, kodwa ndikwe kuzo zonke iimeko zobomi bakho. Ndihlala ndikhona kwaye ndingenelela ukukunika yonke into oyifunayo. Ungoyiki nyana wam, sithandwa sam, isidalwa sam, ndihlala ndikunakekela kwaye ndihlala ndikufutshane.
Unyana wam uYesu naye wathetha ngokwam ukuqina. Ngokucacileyo uxelele ukuba ungacingi ngento oza kuyitya, ukusela okanye indlela oza kunxiba ngayo, kodwa kuqala kufuneka uzinikezele ebukumkanini bukaThixo.Ukuba unexhala kakhulu ngobomi bakho. Ucinga ukuba izinto azihambi kakuhle, uyoyika, uyoyika kwaye uziva ngathi ndikude. Undicele uncedo kwaye ucinga ukuba andimamameli. Kodwa ndihlala ndinawe, ndihlala ndicinga ngawe kwaye ndibonelela zonke iimfuno zakho.
Awundikholelwa? Ngaba ucinga ukuba ndinguThixo okude? Mangaphi amaxesha endikuncede kwaye awukaqapheli? Ndihlala ndikunceda, kwanaxa usenza isenzo esiza kuwe ndim umntu okuphembelelayo ukuba uyenze nokuba ucinga uzenzela yonke into ngokwakho. Ndim okwenzayo ukuba ucinge ukuba ungcwele, umhle, ucinga ukuba uphilile kwaye ukhokelela ekwenzeni izinto ezintle ebomini bakho.
Amaxesha amaninzi uziva unesithukuthezi. Kodwa ungakhathazeki, ndikunye nawe ndedwa. Xa ubona ukuba yonke into iza ngokuchasene nawe, uziva wedwa, uyoyika kwaye ubona isithunzi phambi kwakho, cinga ngam ngokukhawuleza kwaye uya kubona ukuba uxolo luya kubuyela kuwe, ndiluxolo lwenene. Ndihlala ndibonelela Kwaye xa ubona ukuba andiyiphenduli kwangoko imithandazo yakho, musa ukoyika. Uyazi ngaphambi kokuba ufumane i-sighed enkosi kufuneka wenze indlela yobomi ekwenza ukhule kwaye ikuzise kum ngentliziyo yam yonke.
Ndihlala ndikukhathalela. Kufuneka uqiniseke. NdinguThixo wakho, utata wakho ukulungele ukunceda. Awuboni ukuba unyana wam uYesu ebomini bakhe basemhlabeni akazange acinge ngezinto ezibonakalayo kodwa wazama ukusasaza igama lam kuphela, ingcinga yam. Ndamnika yonke into ayidingayo, injongo yakhe yayikukuphumeza i-mission endandimphathise yona. Nawe uyayenza. Yazi intando yam ebomini bakho kwaye uzame ukugqiba umsebenzi endikuphathise wona, kwaye ke ndiya kubonelela zonke iimfuno zakho.
Ndihlala ndikukhathalela. Ndinguyihlo. Unyana wam u-Yesu wayecacile kwaye wathi "ukuba unyana ucela uyise isonka, angakhe amnike ilitye? Ke ukuba nina babi niyabanika abantwana bakho izinto ezilungileyo, kokukhona uya kwenza ngakumbi ubawo osezulwini ”. Ndinganinika izinto ezintle omnye nomnye kuni. Nonke nina bantwana bam, ndingumdali wenu kwaye uthando olunamandla onke ndinokubanika uthando nezinto ezintle komnye nomnye.
Ndiza kukukhathalela. Kufuneka uqiniseke ngayo. Kufuneka ungathandabuzi kwaye ungoyiki. Ndikunika isidalwa sam, sithandwa sam. Ukuba andikhathalelanga, ithini imeko yakho? Ngapha koko, andifuni ukucinga ukuba awunakwenza nto ngaphandle kwam kodwa ndikujongile kuzo zonke iimfuno zakho. Kufuneka uqiniseke, ndiza kukukhathalela.