Ndinguxolo lwakho

NdinguThixo wakho, uthando, uxolo nemfesane engapheliyo. Iza njani intliziyo yakho ikhathazeke? Mhlawumbi ucinga ukuba kude nam kwaye andikhathali? Ndinguxolo lwakho. Ngaphandle kwam awunakwenza nto. Isidalwa ngaphandle komsunguli asinalo uxolo, ukuthula, uthando. Kodwa ndiza kukuxelela ukuba ndifuna ukugcwalisa ubomi bakho ngoxolo ngonaphakade, kanaphakade.

Nditsho nonyana wam uYesu kubafundi bakhe ngokucacileyo wathi "musani ukukhathazeka yintliziyo yenu" lowo kulomhlaba wayehlwayele uxolo nophiliso ebantwini. Kodwa ndiyabona ukuba intliziyo yakho ikhathazekile. Mhlawumbi ucinga ngeengxaki zakho, umsebenzi wakho, usapho lwakho, imeko yakho enzima yezoqoqosho, kodwa awoyiki ukuba ndikunye nawe ndizele ukuzisa uxolo.

Xa ubona ukuba izinto ziya ngokuchasene nawe kwaye ucaphukile ke unditsalele umnxeba kwaye ndiza kuba lapho ecaleni kwakho.
Andinguye uYihlo? Kutheni ufuna ukucombulula iingxaki zakho ngokwakho kwaye ungafuni ukuba ndikuncede? Mhlawumbi awukholwa kum? Ngaba awucingi ukuba ndingazisombulula zonke iingxaki zakho ndikhuphe kwiimeko ezinzulu? Ndingutata wakho, ndiyakuthanda, ndihlala ndikunceda kwaye ndizele ukuzisa uxolo lwam.

Ngoku njengokuba unyana wam uYesu etshilo kubapostile nditsho kuwe "sukukhathazeka ngentliziyo yakho". Ungakhathazeki nganto. Umphefumlo ofanayo uTeresa waseAvila uthe "akukho nto ikuphazamisayo, akukho nto ikothusayo, nguThixo kuphela owaneleyo, nabani na uThixo akaswele nto". Ndifuna ukuba wenze obu bomi bakho. Kweli binzana ndifuna ukuba udale ubukho bakho bonke kwaye ndiza kukucinga ngokupheleleyo ngaphandle kokuphoswa yinto. Ungaze ulibale, ndiluxolo lwakho.

Maninzi amadoda ahlala kwiingxabano, kwiphazamiso, kodwa andifuni ukuba ubomi babantwana bam bube njengolu. Ndikudalele uthando. Susa konke ukuhleba kuwe, Yibani noxolo phakathi kwenu, nincede abazalwana ababuthathaka, nithandane kwaye niyabona ukuba uxolo olukhulu luya kuza ebomini bakho. Uxolo lwezulu luya kwehla ebomini bakho, leyo akukho mntu unokukupha emhlabeni. Abandithandayo kwaye benze ukuthanda kwam baya kuphila ngoxolo. Ndinguxolo lwakho.

Sukuba ungazikhathazi ngentliziyo yakho. Ungasoloko ucinga ngemicimbi yakho yasemhlabeni. Ungakhathazeki, yonke into iya kusebenza. Kwaye ukuba ngethamsanqa ufumana imeko enzima kakhulu, yazi ukuba ndikunye nawe. Kwaye ukuba ndiyayivumela le meko ebomini bakho awunyanzelekanga ukuba woyike kuzo ezinye iimeko ezininzi ezintle ziya kuvela. Ndiyakwazi nokufumana okulungileyo kubo bonke ububi. NdinguThixo wakho, uyihlo, ndiyakuthanda isidalwa sam kwaye andisoze ndakulahla. Ndinguxolo lwakho.

Ukuze ube noxolo emhlabeni kufuneka uzinikele kum. Kufuneka ujike ingcinga yakho kwiingxaki zakho zasemhlabeni kwaye uzinikezele kum. Ndiyaphinda kuwe "ngaphandle kwam awunakwenza nto". Usisidalwa sam kwaye ngaphandle komenzi awukwazi ukuba noxolo. Mna entliziyweni yakho ndibeka imbewu ekhula kuphela xa ujonge kum.

Ndinguxolo lwakho. Ukuba ufuna uxolo kulomhlaba kufuneka uthathe inyathelo lokuqala kum. Ndihlala ndilungele ukulinda apha. Ngothando lwam ndikudalele ngokukhululekileyo ukuze ndenze into yokuba ndilinde ukuba uze kum kwaye sisonke siza kudala ubomi bakho obuza kuba mhle kwaye bube ntle.

Ndinguxolo lwakho. Njengonyana wam u-Yesu esithi "ndikushiyele uxolo lwam kodwa hayi njengokuba ilizwe likunika". Kukho uxolo lobuxoki kulomhlaba. Maninzi amadoda aphila ngaphandle kwam kwaye ngokubhekisele kwabanye abantu bazibonakalisa bonwabile kodwa ngaphakathi kubo banezithuba ezingafakwanga.
Kodwa musa ukuvumela ukuba kube njalo. Buyela kum ngentliziyo yakho yonke, cinga ngam, undijonge kwaye ndiza kuba lapho ecaleni kwakho kwaye uya kuwuva umphefumlo wakho unoxolo. Uya kugcoba inzolo.

NdinguThixo, uyihlo. Ungaze uyilibale kuphela kum uya kufumana uxolo. Ndinguxolo lwakho.