Ndinenceba
NdinguThixo wakho, utata kunye nothando olungenasiphelo. Uyazi ukuba ndinemfesane kuwe ndisoloko ndikulungele ukuxolela nokuxolela zonke iziphoso zakho. Abaninzi bayoyika kwaye bayoyika. Bacinga ukuba ndikulungele ukohlwaya kwaye ndigwebe indlela abaziphethe ngayo. Kodwa ndinenceba engapheliyo.
Andigwebi mntu, ndinothando olungapheliyo kwaye nothando alugwebi.
Uninzi alucingi ngam. Bakholelwa ukuba andikho kwaye benze yonke into abayithandayo ukwanelisa iminqweno yabo yehlabathi. Kodwa mna, ngenceba yam engapheliyo, ndilinde ukuba babuyela kum ngentliziyo yam yonke kwaye xa bebuyele kum bonwabile, andigwebi ixesha labo elidlulileyo kodwa ndifumana amava ngoku umzuzu wokubuyela kwabo kum.
Ngaba nawe ucinga ukuba ndohlwaywa? Uyayazi nasebhayibhileni bendihlala sifunda ukuba bendiqeqesha abantu bakwa-Israyeli endabanyula njengentlahlela kodwa ukuba ngamanye amaxesha ndibanika isohlwayo yayikukubenza bakhule elukholweni naselwazini lwam. Kodwa ke bendihlala ndenzela kubo kwaye ndibancede kuzo zonke iimfuno zabo.
Ndenza njalo nam. Ndifuna ukhule elukholweni, nasekuthandeni kwam, nakwabanye. Andifuni kufa komoni kodwa ukuba uyakuguquka aze aphile.
Ndifuna bonke abantu baphile kwaye bakhule elukholweni nakulwazi lwam. Kodwa rhoqo amadoda anikezela indawo encinci kum ebomini babo, abacingi nto ngaphandle kwam.
Ndinenceba. Unyana wam uYesu kulomhlaba uzokubalisela, nceba wam ongenasiphelo. NguYesu omnye kulomhlaba endandimenze onamandla onke kuba wayethembekile kum nakwinjongo endandimphathise yona ukuba adlule kulo mhlaba ukuze aphilise, simahla kwaye aphilise. Wayenemfesane kuye wonke umntu njengoko ndinemfesane kuye wonke umntu. Andifuni ukuba amadoda acinge ukuba ndikulungele ukohlwaya kwaye ndigwebe kodwa kufuneka bacinge ukuba ndingutata olungileyo ukulungele ukuxolela kwaye ndenze yonke into kuye.
Ndikhathalela bonke ubomi bendoda. Nonke niyathandwa ndim kwaye ndibonelela ngamnye kuni. Ndihlala ndibonelela nokuba ucinga ukuba andiphenduli kodwa ngamanye amaxesha ubuza kakubi. Endaweni yoko cela izinto ezimbi ebomini bakho ngokomoya nangokwenyama.Ndinamandla onke kwaye ndiyayazi ikamva lakho.Ndiyayazi into oyifunayo phambi kokuba ubuze kum.
Ndinenceba kubo bonke. Ndikulungele ukuxolela lonke ityala lakho kodwa kufuneka uze kum uguquke ngentliziyo yam yonke. Ndiyazazi iimvakalelo zakho kwaye ke ndiyazi ukuba inguquko yakho inyanisekile. Ke yiza kum ngentliziyo yam yonke kwaye ndikwamkele ezingalweni zikatata ukulungele ukukunceda, nangaliphi na ixesha.
Ndiyanithanda nonke. Ndiluthando kwaye ke inceba yam lolona phawu lubalulekileyo lothando lwam. Kodwa ndifuna ukukuxelela ukuba nixolelane. Andifuni iimpikiswano kunye neengxabano phakathi kwenu nonke, nonke, kodwa ndifuna uthando lobuzalwana hayi ukwahlukana phakathi kolawulo phakathi kwenu. Zilungiselele ukuba nixolelane.
Nditsho nonyana wam uYesu xa wayebuzwa ngumpostile ukuba wayefanele axoleleni kangangezihlandlo ezisixhenxe ukuba uphendule kwade kwangamashumi asixhenxe anesixhenxe, ke oko kusoloko kunjalo. Ndihlala ndikuxolela. Uxolelo endinalo ngomntu ngamnye ngokunyaniseka. Ndizilibala kwangoko iziphoso zakho kwaye ndiyazicima kwaye ke ndifuna nenze phakathi kwenu. U-Yesu wamxolelela umfazi wakrexezayo ababefuna ukumxuluba ngamatye, wamxolela uZakeyu owayengumqokeleli werhafu, obizwa ngokuba nguMateyu njengompostile. Unyana wam ngokwakhe utye etafileni kunye naboni. UYesu wathetha naboni, ebabiza, abaxolele, ukuba baphakamise inceba yam engenasiphelo.
Ndinenceba. Ndinenceba kuwe ngoku ukuba ubuyela kum ngentliziyo yam yonke. Ngaba uye wazisola ngeempazamo zakho? Yiza kum nyana wam, andikukhumbuli okwedlulileyo, ndiyazi ukuba ngoku sisondele kwaye siyathandana. Inceba yam engapheliyo ithululele kuwe.