U-Ivan waseMedjugorje usixelela ngokwenzekileyo kwi -apparitions ezimbini zokuqala, amagama okuqala e-Madonna

Nge-24 kaJuni, ngo-1981 yayingulwe-Lwesithathu kwaye yayiliqela lethu elaziwayo: iSt. John the Baptist. Ngale ntsasa, njengawo onke amatheko, ndalala ixesha elide, kodwa kwakungekho thuba lide lokuya kwisininzi nabazali bam. Ndikhumbula kakuhle bendingenamnqweno wokuya kwi-Mass kuba ndifuna ukulala ixesha elide.

Abazali bam bangene kwigumbi lam lika-5 okanye ama-6 kwaye bayalele ukuba ndivuke kwangoko, ndizilungiselele ukuba ndingafiki. Ngalo mhla ndivuke ngokukhawuleza, mna kunye nabantakwethu abancinci, saya ecaweni siwela amasimi ngeenyawo. Ndikhe ndaya kwi-Mass ngaloo ntsasa, kodwa bendikhona ngokwasemzimbeni: umphefumlo nentliziyo yam ikude kakhulu. Bendilinde ukuba isiphelo siphele ngokukhawuleza. Ukubuya kwam ekhaya ndikhe ndatya isidlo sasemini, ndiye ndaya kudlala nabahlobo bam abasuka ezilalini. Sidlale kwade kwango 17pm. Endleleni egodukayo sadibana namantombazana ayi-3: u-Ivanka, uMirjana noVicka kunye nabanye babahlobo bam ababenabo. Khange ndibuze nto kuba ndinentloni kwaye ndingathethi kakhulu namantombazana. Ukugqiba kwam ukuthetha nabo, mna nabahlobo bam saya kumakhaya ethu. Ndiphume ndaya kubukela umdlalo webhasikithi. Ngexesha lekhefu, siye ekhaya siyokutya. Ukuya endlwini yomhlobo wam, uIvan, seva ilizwi elikude lindibiza: “Ivan, Ivan, yiza ubone! Kukho iNenekazi lethu! " Indlela esasihamba ngayo incinci kakhulu kwaye kwakungekho mntu apho. Ukuqhubela phambili eli lizwi liba namandla kwaye lixakeke ngakumbi kwaye ngalo mzuzu ndabona enye yamantombazana amathathu, uVicka, esasidibene naye kwiyure enye ngaphambili, bonke bangcangcazela luloyiko. Wayenganxibanga zihlangu, wabalekela kuthi wathi: “Yiza, ubone! Kukho uMadonna entabeni! " Andazi ukuba mandithini. "Kodwa yeyiphi Madonna?". "Myeke, uphumile engqondweni yakhe!" Kodwa, ujonge indlela aziphathe ngayo, kwenzeka into engaqhelekanga: wanyanzelisa wasibiza ngendlela engapheliyo "Yiza nam uzakubona!". Ndathi kumhlobo wam "Masihambe naye siye kubona ukuba kwenzeka ntoni!". Ukuhamba naye ukuya kule ndawo, ukubona indlela abavuya ngayo, kwakungekho lula nakuthi. Ukufika kwethu kule ndawo sabona amanye amantombazana amabini, uIvanka noMirjana, bejika bejongise iPodbrdo, eguqa ngamadolo elila ekhwaza into. Okwalo mzuzu uVicka wajika wabhekisa ngesandla “Jonga! Kukho phezulu! " Ndakhangela ndabona umfanekiso we-Madonna. Ndithe ndakubona oku kwangoko ndabaleka ndaya ekhaya ngokukhawuleza. Ekhaya khange ndithethe nto, nditsho nabazali bam. Ubusuku babubusuku yokoyika. Andikwazi ukuchaza ngamazwi am ngobusuku bube liwaka lemibuzo edlulile entlokweni yam “Kodwa inokwenzeka njani le nto? Kodwa ngaba yayingeloNenekazi lethu? ". Ndibone ngokuhlwa, kodwa ndandiqinisekile! Akuzange kwenzeke ngaphambili kwiminyaka yam eli-16 ubudala andinakuphupha into enjalo. Oku kunokwenzeka ukuba iMadonna ingavela. Ukuya kuthi ga kwi-16 iminyaka ndingazange ndizinikele ngokukhethekileyo kuNenekazi wethu, kwaye kude kube lelo xesha andizange ndifunde nantoni na ngokubanzi. Ndathembeka, ndisebenza, ndakhula elukholweni, ndafundiswa ukholo, ndithandaza nabazali bam, amaxesha amaninzi ngelixa ndithandazayo, ndamlinda ukuba agqibe ngokukhawuleza ukuba ahambe, njengomfana. Into ebendinayo phambi kwam ibubusuku bewaka lokuthandabuza. Nje ngentliziyo yam yonke ndandilinde ukusa, ukuze ubusuku buhlale. Bezile abazali bam, bevile elalini ukuba ndikhona, bandilinda emva komnyango egumbini lokulala. Kwangoko bandibuza, bacebisa, ngenxa yokuba ngexesha lobukomanisi umntu wayengenakuba nako ukuthetha ngokholo.

Ngosuku lwesibini abantu abaninzi sele behlanganisene macala onke kwaye bafuna ukulandela thina, bezibuza ukuba ingaba uMadonna ushiye naluphi na uphawu lobukho bakhe obunokuzenzekela kunye nabantu esikhuphukele kubo kwiPodbrdo. Phambi kokuba ifike phezulu, malunga ne-20 yeemitha, i-Madonna yayisele ilindile, ibambe uYesu omncinci ezingalweni zakhe. Ubeke iinyawo zakhe kwilifu kwaye wasisa ngesandla esinye. "Bantwana abathandekayo, sondelani!" Watsho. Ngowuphi umzuzu andinakukwazi ukuya phambili okanye ngasemva. Bendihleli ndicinga ukubaleka, kodwa into ibinamandla nangakumbi. Soze ndiyilibale loo mini. Xa singakwazi ukushukuma, sahamba phezu kwamatye saza saya kuye. Nje ukuba ndivale andinakukwazi ukuzichaza iimvakalelo endandiziva. Inenekazi lethu liza, lisondela kuthi, liphakamise izandla zethu phezu kweentloko zethu kwaye liqala ukuthetha amazwi okuqala kuthi: “Sithandwa seFiji, ndinani! Ndingunyoko! ". Sukoyikisa nantoni na! Ndiza kukunceda, ndiza kukukhusela! "