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Bathunywa abathandekayo, zihlobo ezithandekayo kuKristu, ekuqalekeni kwale ntlanganiso yakusasa ndinqwenela ukunibulisa nonke ngokusuka entliziyweni.
Umnqweno wam kukuba ndikwazi ukwabelana nani ngezinto ezibaluleke kakhulu asimema ngazo uMama wethu ongcwele kule minyaka ingama-31.
Ndifuna ukucacisela le miyalezo ukuba uyiqonde kwaye uyiphile ngakumbi.
Ngalo lonke ixesha iLady yethu iphendukela kuthi ukusinika umyalezo, amazwi akhe okuqala athi: “Bantwana bam abathandekayo”. Kuba unguMama. Kuba usithanda sonke. Sonke sibalulekile kuwe. Akukho bantu banqatshelwe nawe. Ungumama kwaye sonke singabantwana bakhe.
Kule minyaka ingama-31, iNenekazi lethu alikaze lithe "iiCroats" ezithandekayo, "amaTaliyane othandekayo". Hayi. Inenekazi lethu lihlala lisithi: "Bantwana bam abathandekayo". Ujongisa kwihlabathi liphela. Ijolise kubo bonke abantwana bakho. Usimema sonke ngomyalezo we-universal, ukuba sibuyele kuThixo, sibuyele eluxolweni.
Ekupheleni komyalezo ngamnye iNenekazi lethu lithi: "Enkosi bantwana abathandekayo, kuba nisabele umnxeba wam". Kananjalo kusasa namhlanje iNenekazi lethu lifuna ukuthi kuthi: "Enkosi bantwana abathandekayo, kuba nindamkele". Kutheni uyamkele imiyalezo yam? Nawe uya kuba zizixhobo ezandleni zam ”.
UYesu uthi kwiVangeli engcwele: “Yiza kum udiniwe, ucinezelekile, kwaye ndiza kukuhlaziya; Ndiza kukunika amandla ”. Uninzi lwenu nize apha ndidiniwe, nilambele uxolo, uthando, nenyaniso, nguThixo.Uze apha kumama. Ukuze uziphose embusweni Wakhe. Ukufumana ukhuseleko kunye nawe.
Uzile apha ukumnika iintsapho zakho kunye neemfuno zakho. Uza kumxelela: “Mama, sithandazele kwaye uthandaze kunyana wakho ngamnye wethu. Umama asithandazeleni sonke ”. Usiphatha entliziyweni yakhe. Wasibeka entliziyweni yakhe. Utsho kumyalezo: "Bantwana abathandekayo, ukuba niyazi ukuba ndinithanda kangakanani, ndinithanda kangakanani, beningalila ngovuyo". Uthando lukhulu lukaMama.
Andifuni ukuba undijonge namhlanje njengengcwele, egqibeleleyo, ngoba andikho. Ndizabalazela ukuba bhetele, ukuba ngcwele. Lo ngumnqweno wam. Lo mnqweno ubhalwe ngokunzulu entliziyweni yam. Anditshintshanga konke ngequbuliso, nokuba ndibona iNenekazi lethu. Ndiyazi ukuba ukuguqulwa kwam yinkqubo, yinkqubo yobomi bam. Kodwa kufuneka ndenze isigqibo sale nkqubo kwaye kufuneka ndinyamezele. Yonke imihla kufuneka ndishiye isono, ububi kunye nayo yonke into endiphazamisayo kwindlela yobungcwele. Kufuneka ndizivulele kuMoya oyiNgcwele, kwisisa sikaThixo, ukwamkela iLizwi likaYesu kwiVangeli engcwele kwaye nokukhula ebungcweleni.
Kodwa kule minyaka ingama-31 kuphakama umbuzo ngaphakathi kwam yonke imihla: “Mama, kutheni nam? Mama kutheni undikhethile? Kodwa Mama, kwakungekho bhetele kunam? Mama ndizokwazi ukwenza yonke into oyifunayo nangendlela oyifunayo? Akukho suku kule minyaka ingama-31 ingekabikho mibuzo ngaphakathi kwam.
Ngesinye isihlandlo, xa ndandindedwa kwi-apparition, ndabuza iNenekazi lethu: "Kutheni undinyule?" Unikeze uncumo oluhle waphendula wathi: "Nyana othandekayo, uyazi: Andisoloko ndikhangela okona kulungileyo". Spha: kwiminyaka engama-31 eyadlulayo Inenekazi lethu landikhetha Undifundisile esikolweni sakho. Isikolo soxolo, uthando, umthandazo. Kule minyaka ingama-31 ndizimisele ukuba ngumfundi olungileyo kwesi sikolo. Yonke imihla ndifuna ukwenza zonke izinto ngeyona ndlela. Kodwa ndikholelwe: akukho lula. Akulula ukuba kunye neNenekazi lethu mihla le, ukuthetha Naye mihla le. Imizuzu emi-5 okanye eli-10 ngamanye amaxesha. Kwaye emva kokudibana ngakunye neNenekazi lethu, buyelani apha emhlabeni, niphile apha emhlabeni. Akulula. Ukuba neNkosikazi yethu mihla le kuthetha ukubona izulu. Kuba xa uMfazi wethu efika esiza neqhekeza lezulu. Ukuba ubunokubona iNenekazi lethu lesibini. Ndithi "nje okwesibini" ... andazi ukuba ubomi bakho emhlabeni buza kuba umdla. Emva kokudibana qho neNenekazi lethu imihla ngemihla, ndifuna iiyure ezimbalwa ukubuyela ngaphakathi kum nakwinyani yeli lizwe.