U-Ivan waseMedjugorje: Ndikuxelela indlela okwenzeka ngayo noMama wethu
Molo Ivan, ungasichaza kuthi ukuba luhlobo lunjani lwe-Lady Lwethu?
«Vicka, Marija kunye nam ndidibana noMadonna yonke imihla. Sizilungiselela ngokucengcelezela i-rosari nge-18 kunye nabo bonke abantu kwisahluko. Njengoko umzuzu usondela, i-7 minus 20, ndiziva ngakumbi ubukho beMadonna entliziyweni yam. Umqondiso wokuqala wokufika kwakhe kukukhanya, ukukhanya kweParadesi, isiqwenga seParadesi siza kuthi. Kamsinya nje ukuba uMadonna afike, andiboni kwanto ijikeleze mna: ndimbona kuphela! Okwalo mzuzu andiziva ndikhala okanye xesha. Kuzo zonke izixhobo, iNenekazi lethu lithandaza lizolulele izandla kubabingeleli abakhoyo; sisikelele sonke ngentsikelelo yakhe yoomama. Kumaxesha akutshanje, iNenekazi lethu lithandazela ubungcwele kwiintsapho. Thandaza ngolwimi lwakhe lwesiAramiki. Ke, incoko yabucala ilandela phakathi kwethu sobabini. Kunzima ukuchaza ukuba ukudibana kweMadonna kunjani. Kwintlanganiso nganye uyandidibanisa nengcinga entle yokuba ndingaphila ngeli lizwi losuku ».
Uziva njani emva kovalo?
«Kunzima ukudlulisa olu lonwabo kwabanye. Kukho umnqweno, ithemba, ngexesha lovalo, kwaye ndisithi entliziyweni yam: "Mama, hlalani ixesha elincinci, kuba kumnandi ukuba nani!". Uncumo wakhe, ejonge ngamehlo agcwele luthando ... Uxolo novuyo endiziva ngalo ngexesha lokusebenza lihamba nam imini yonke. Kwaye xa ndingakwazi ukulala ebusuku, ndiyacinga: uza kundixelela ntoni uMakazi wethu ngemini elandelayo? Ndivavanya isazela sam ndicinga ukuba ingaba isenzo sam sisekuthandeni kweNkosi, kwaye ukuba uLwethu uyonwaba? Inkuthazo yakho indinika imali ekhethekileyo ».
Inenekazi lethu belikuthumela imiyalezo ngaphezulu kweminyaka engamashumi amathathu. Zintoni eziphambili?
«Uxolo, ukuguquka, ukubuyela kuThixo, umthandazo ngentliziyo, ukuguquka nokuzila ukutya, umyalezo wothando, umyalezo woxolelo, uMthendeleko, ukufundwa kobhalo olungcwele, umyalezo wethemba. Inenekazi lethu lifuna ukuziqhelanisa nathi kwaye ke sibenze lula ukusinceda ukuba sizilolonge kwaye sibiphile ngcono. Xa echaza umyalezo, uthatha umzamo omkhulu ukuze awuqonde. Imiyalezo ibhekiswa kwihlabathi liphela. Inenekazi lethu alithethanga "baseNtaliyane abathandekayo ... baseMelika abathandekayo ...". Ngalo lonke ixesha esithi "Bathandekayo bantwana bam", kuba sonke sibalulekile kuye. Ekugqibeleni uthi: "Enkosi bantwana abathandekayo, kuba uphendule umnxeba wam". Inenekazi lethu liyasibulela ».
Ngaba iNenekazi lethu lithi masimamkele imiyalezo yakhe "ngentliziyo"?
«Ngokudibene nomyalezo woxolo, oyena uphindwayo kakhulu kule minyaka ngumyalezo wokuthandaza ngentliziyo. Yonke eminye imiyalezo isekwe kwezi zimbini. Ngaphandle komthandazo akukho luxolo, asinakusamkela isono, asinakuxolelwa, asinakuthanda. Ukuthandaza ngentliziyo, hayi ngoomatshini, ukungalandeli isiko, ukungajongi iwotshi ... Inenekazi lethu lifuna ukuba sinikezele ixesha kuThixo.ukuthandaza ngayo yonke into yethu yokuba yindibano ephilayo noYesu, incoko yababini, kunye nokuphumla . Yiyo ke loo nto singazala luvuyo noxolo, ngaphandle kwemithwalo entliziyweni ».
Kutheni ekucela ukuba uthandaze?
«Inenekazi lethu linqwenela ukuba sithandaze iiyure ezintathu yonke imihla. Xa abantu besiva esi sicelo boyika. Kodwa xa ethetha ngeyure ezintathu zomthandazo akuthethi kuphela ukuphinda urosari, kodwa nokufunda isibhalo esingcwele, iMisa, ukudunyiswa kweSakramente eNtsikelelo kunye nokwabelana nosapho ngeLizwi LikaThixo.Ndongeza imisebenzi yenceba noncedo uye kwelandelayo. Ndikhumbula ukuba kwiminyaka eyadlulayo umhambi othandabuzayo wase-Italiya wafika malunga neeyure ezintathu zomthandazo. Besincokola kancinci. Kunyaka olandelayo ubuyile: "Ngaba iNenekazi lethu lisoloko licela iiyure ezintathu zomthandazo?". Ndaphendula: “Uleythi ufika kade. Ngoku ufuna ukuba sithandaze iiyure ezingama-24. "
Oko kukuthi, iNenekazi lethu licela ukuguqulwa kwentliziyo.
"Ewe kunjalo. Ukuvula intliziyo yinkqubo yobomi bethu, njengokuguqula kwethu. Andiguqulanga ngequbuliso: ukuguqulwa kwam yindlela eya ebomini. Inenekazi lethu lijikela kum kunye nosapho lwam kwaye lisinceda kuba lifuna usapho lwam lube ngumzekelo kwabanye »