U-Ivanka waseMedjugorje: Inenekazi lethu lindixelele ngekamva leCawa
Ukususela ngo-1981 ukuya kuthi ga ngo-1985 bendinemibono yemihla ngemihla, yonke imihla. Kule minyaka, iNenekazi lethu landixelela ngobomi balo, ngekamva leCawe nangekamva lehlabathi. Ndizibhalile zonke ezizinto kwaye ziya kusiwa kubani kwaye ngubani uMfazi wethu oya kundixelela. Nge-7 kaMay 1985 yaba yimbonakalo yokugqibela yemihla ngemihla kum. Ngalo mhla uMfazi wethu wandiphathisa imfihlo ye-10 kunye neyokugqibela. Ngeli xesha lalesa-ndlebe iNenekazi lethu lahlala nam kangangeyure. Kwakunzima ke kum ukuba ndingakwazi ukumbona yonke imihla. Nge-7 kaMay, ngo-1985, iNenekazi lethu lathi kum: "Uyifezile yonke into elindelwe ngu-Nyana wam kuwe". Uye wandixelela nokuba ndizakumbona ubomi bam bonke ngonyaka, ngosuku lokugubha (nge-25 kaJuni). Emva koko wandinika isipho esikhulu kwaye ndilingqina eliphilayo ukuba ubomi basemva kobomi bakho: ngeli xesha lokuba ngumbono kaThixo kunye neLady yethu yandivumela ukuba ndibone umama! Kwaye kuloo ntlanganiso umama wathi kum: "Ntombi yam, ndiyaziqhenya ngawe". Ndisitsho nje: UThixo usibonisile indlela, kukithi ukuba sikhethe le ndlela yokuya ezulwini, ngonaphakade.
Emva kwayo yonke le minyaka ndisambuza uThixo isizathu sokuba andinyule, kutheni ndiziva ndingafani nezinye. UThixo undinike isipho esikhulu, esikhulu, kodwa noxanduva olukhulu, phambi koThixo naphambi kwabantu. Ndivakalelwa kukuba ebomini bam ndingalinceda iNenekazi lethu ngokudlulisela nokungqina kulo myalezo. Mhlawumbi kungenxa yesi sizathu le nto iLady yethu indiphathise umsebenzi wokuthandazela iintsapho. Inenekazi lethu lisimema ukuba sihlonele isakramente yomtshato, ukuhlala ngobuKristu kwiintsapho; isimema ukuba sivuselele umthandazo wosapho, ukufunda ibhayibhile, ukuya eMassim okungenani ngeCawa; usimema kwi-Confession eNgcwele kanye ngenyanga ... Ndithi: UThixo usicela kancinci, nokuba yimizuzu nje emihlanu, ukuba sihlangane kusapho kwaye sithandaze kunye. Kuba uSathana ufuna ukutshabalalisa iintsapho zethu, kodwa ngomthandazo singakoyisa. Kulo nyaka uLady wethu undiphathise umyalezo: “Bantwana abathandekayo, ndihlala ndinani, musani ukoyika. Vula intliziyo yakho uxolo nothando ukungena kuyo. Thandazela uxolo. Uxolo. Uxolo ”ndiyabuza namhlanje: vula iintliziyo zakho, uze noxolo kwiintsapho zakho, ezixekweni zakho nasezintlangeni zakho. Kuphela ngobomi bethu, ubungqina bethu obuphilayo, esinokuthi sincede iNenekazi lethu ukuba lifezekise izicwangciso zalo. Ndisoloko ndicela imithandazo yakho: usikhumbule silapha emithandazweni yakho kwaye siyokukuthandazela.