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PADRE PIO: UDLIWANO-NDLEBE NANGABONAKALI
Nditsho noPadre Pio da Pietralcina odumileyo (igama lokuqala uFrancesco Forgione, 1887-1968), kwisigaba sokulungiswa ngelixa sihlanganisa lo msebenzi, sinokuthembela kubukho obuhlala buhleli ecaleni kwakhe, kwendoda enobungangamsha, enobuhle obunqabileyo, obukhazimla njengelanga , owambamba ngesandla wamkhuthaza: "Yiza nam kuba kungcono ukuba ulwe njengegorha elinobukroti".
Kwelinye icala, ingelosi eyabeka isigculelo kumfundisi, ngenye ingokuhlwa ngo-Agasti 1918, yayihlukile.Nantsi indlela ingxelo yexesha elabhalwa ngayo ngesi siganeko: "Kwabonakala kuye umntu wasezulwini, ephethe uhlobo lwesixhobo esifana neside kakhulu. Ishiti yentsimbi enendawo ebukhali kwaye ebonakala ngathi iphuma kuyo umlilo, awathi ngayo wabetha uPadre Pio emphefumlweni, wamenza wagcuma ziintlungu. Kungoko ibala lakhe lokuqala lavulwa ecaleni, elathi emva kobunzima lalandelwa zezinye ezibini ezandleni ”. UPadre Pio ngokwakhe uza kunika ingxelo ngalo mbandela: "Into endiyivileyo kum ngalo mzuzu andizokwazi ukukuxelela. Ndaziva ingathi ndiyafa ... ndaze ndaqonda ukuba izandla zam, iinyawo kunye necala lihlatywe ...
Kodwa kukho uncwadi oluninzi kunye ne-anecdotal etyebileyo ngobomi bukaPadre Pio kunye nobudlelwane bakhe nezinto zokukhanya. Nazi izicatshulwa ezimbalwa nje.
Omnye wababhali ngobomi bakhe usixelela: “Ndandisengumfundi oselula xa uPadre Pio wavuma isono kum, wandixolisa wandibuza ukuba ndiyakholelwa na kwingelosi yam. Ndaphendula ndithandabuza ukuba, ukuthetha inyani, andizange ndimbone ngaphambili kwaye, wandijonga ngamehlo angena ngaphakathi, wandijula ngempama ezimbalwa wongeza: - Jonga kakuhle, ilapho kwaye intle kakhulu! -Ndijike andabona kwanto, kodwa utata wayenembonakalo emehlweni omntu ojonge into. Wayengajongi emajukujukwini. Amehlo akhe ayakhazimla: abonisa ukukhanya kwelosi yam ”.
UPadre Pio wayehlala encokola nengelosi yakhe. Curio-Ndiyayazi le monologue (eyayiyincoko yababini kuye) ngempazamo yaxuthwa kuye yingqwayingqwayi yaseCapuchin: “Ingelosi kaThixo, ngelosi yam, awunguye umgcini wam? Unikwe mna nguThixo (…) Ngaba usisidalwa okanye ungumdali? (…) Usisidalwa, kukho umthetho kwaye kufuneka uwuthobele. Kuya kufuneka uhlale ecaleni kwam, nokuba uyayifuna okanye awuyifuni (…) Kodwa uyahleka! (…) Kwaye yintoni engaqhelekanga? (…) Ndixelele into (…) Kuya kufuneka undixelele. Owaye engu? Ngubani ebekhona izolo ekuseni? (ebhekisa kumntu obone ngasese enye yezinto zakhe ezimnandi) (...) Uyahleka (...) Kuya kufuneka undixelele (...) Ngaba yayinguloprofesa? UMgcini? Ewe, ndixelele! (: ..) Uyahleka. Ingelosi ehlekayo! (...) Andizukuyeka kude uhambe undixelele (...) "
Ubudlelwane bukaPadre Pio kunye nezinto zokukhanya babuqhelekile kangangokuba uninzi lwabantwana bakhe bokomoya babalisa ngendlela awayeqhele ukuzincomela ngayo kubo, ukuze xa kukho imfuneko, bamthumelele ingelosi yabo ebalindileyo. Kukwakho nenani elikhulu lembalelwano apho umbingeleli evakalisa izimvo zakhe ngale ndlela. Umzekelo ocacileyo yileta ka-1915 eyayisiya kuRaffaellina Cerase: "Kwicala lethu" kubhala uPadre Pio "kukho umoya wasezulwini othi, ukususela ekuzalweni ukuya engcwabeni, ongasilahli nangomzuzwana, osikhokelayo, asikhusele umhlobo, njengomntakwethu nosoloko esithuthuzela, ngakumbi kwezona yure zibuhlungu kuthi. Yazi ukuba le ngelosi ilungileyo iyakuthandazela: inika uThixo yonke imisebenzi elungileyo oyenzayo, eyona ngcwele yakho kunye neminqweno yakho esulungekileyo. Ngeeyure xa ubonakala ngathi uwedwa kwaye ulahliwe, ungalibali eli qabane lingabonakaliyo elihlala likho ukumamela, lisoloko likulungele ukuba nawe. Ulwalamano olusondeleyo! Inkampani eyonwabileyo ... "
Kuthekani ngeziqendu ezinegalelo ekuvuseleleni ilivo lendoda engcwele yasePietralcina: iitrafigram ezathi iimpendulo zazo zafika emva kwemizuzu embalwa. Iimpendulo ezingacacanga ezinje ngala "Ucinga ukuba ndisisithulu?" yinike abahlobo abanjengoFranco Rissone ababuza ukuba ulive nyani ilizwi lengelosi. Nditsho neengxabano ezincinci, ezinje ngezo zimnyanzele ukuba atyibilike kumgcini wakhe owayehambe ixesha elide emshiya ezofumana izilingo, njengoko kungqinwa yileta ilandelayo ka-1912: "Ndamthuka kakhulu ngokumenza alinde njalo ixesha elide, nangona ndingazange ndiyeke ukumbiza ukuba andihlangule. Ukumohlwaya, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndingamjonganga ebusweni: ndifuna ukumka, ukubaleka kuye. Kodwa yena, ulihlwempu, wafika kum phantse ngeenyembezi. Undibambe wandijamela, ndade ndaphakamisa amehlo, ndamjonga ebusweni ndabona ukuba uyazisola. Uthe: -Ndisoloko ndikufutshane nawe, sithandwa sam endisithandayo, ndihlala ndikungqonga ngothando olwazala umbulelo kwintanda yentliziyo yakho. Uthando endinalo ngawe aluyi kuphela nangaphezulu kobomi bakho.