UBOMI EMVA KOKUFA: "bendifile kodwa ndibone ogqirha abandivuselelayo"
“Uhambo oluya kwisibhedlele esisiseko lwalubuhlungu. Ukufika kwabo basixelela mna notata ukuba mandilinde, nangona iimpawu zazisele zazisiwe kubasebenzi. Gqiba bandibeka ebhedini egumbini, ndiye ndaqala ukuziva ubomi bam ukuba bandibaleka, iingcinga zam bezizezabantwana bam kwaye kuzokwenzeka ntoni, bazothini ukubathanda nokubaphatha?
Ukuva kwam bekukuhle, ndive onke amagama atshintshana kwigumbi. Oogqirha ababini babekhona kunye nabancedisi abathathu. Ndingathi bebengonwabanga xa bezama ukuziva ukubetha noxinzelelo. Okwalo mzuzu, bendiqala ukuntywila ngobunono ukuya kwisilingi apho bendime khona kwaye ntsho amehlo am ajonge kwindawo ebedlala ezantsi. Umzimba wam ongaphili ubusetafileni kwaye ugqirha uthe omnye odlulayo emnyango: Ukuphi, sikubize, ngoku kusemva kwexesha, uhambile, asinasiporho okanye uxinzelelo. Omnye ugqirha wathi: Siza kuthini kumyeni wakho, wathunyelwa eNgilani iveki kuphela. Ukusuka kwisikhundla sam ngaphezulu kwabo, ndiye ndazixelela ukuba: Ewe, uza ntoni, uza kuthini kumyeni wam ngumbuzo olungileyo. Well! »Ndikhumbula ndicinga ngalo mzuzu: Ndingazihlekisa njani kumzuzwana onje? »
Azange ndizibone ndikwetafile ingezantsi, ndingasahlali egumbini. Ngesiquphe ndabona esona sibhakabhaka siphezulu esibonisa yonke into. Intlungu yam ihambile kwaye ndandiwuva umzimba wam ngokungathi awukaze ngaphambili, ukhululekile. Ndaziva ndonwabile kwaye ndoneliseka. Ndivile umculo omnandi kakhulu, unokuthi uvele ezulwini, ndacinga: Le yindlela umculo wezulu uphela ngayo ». Ndiqaphele imvakalelo yoxolo edlulela ngaphaya kokuqonda. Ndiqale ukujonga oku kukhanya kwaye ndibone ukuba kwenzeka ntoni kum, andifuni ukubuyela umva. Ndaphambi kobukho bomntu ekwathiwa babizwa ngokuba ngunyana kaThixo, uMntwana nguYesu. Andimbonanga, kodwa ebelukhanyweni kwaye ebethetha nam ngocingo. Ndive uthando lukaThixo luphuphuma. Undixelele ukuba kufuneka ndibuyele ecaleni kwabantwana bam kwaye ndinomsebenzi endiwenzayo emhlabeni. Bendingafuni ukubuyela umva, kodwa kancinci kancinci ndibuyele emzimbeni wam, ngeloxesha owayekwelinye igumbi elindele utyando. Ndihlale ixesha elide ngokwaneleyo ukuba abasebenzi bandicacisele ukuba intliziyo yam ibibetha kwakhona kwaye bendizokwenza utyando ukuze kukhulelwe i-ectopic kunye negazi esiswini sam ukuba lisuswe. Ukusukela ngoku ukuya kwiiyure ezininzi, andazi kwanto. "
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