Ileta kaThixo eluntwini (nguPaolo Tescione)

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Ngelixa ndandinikele ingqalelo kwimilindo yasebusuku uThixo wam waphula ubuthulu kwaye wathi kum: “Nditya iiNgxoxo ukuze ndizisasaze kodwa ayinguye wonke umntu oziqwalaseleyo. Ndithethile nawe kodwa kancinci kuphela ukuba bayayiqonda eyona ntsingiselo yale nto ndikuxelele yona. Ngoku ndiyakuxelela ukuba wenzeni, yintoni ongayichaza kumagama am kwaye ubhalele abantu ileta. Abantu abayifundayo mabayisasaze. NdinguBawo kwaye wonke umntu kufuneka ayazi ”. Konke oku kwenzeka ekujikeni kwePasika xa utitshala wam ezincama emnqamlezweni ngenxa yosindiso. Kwiintsuku zamva nje bendigobile ngenxa yokubandezeleka kwehlabathi kodwa uThixo undixelele "Ndikunyibilikise emlilweni njengoko kunyibilikiswa igolide." Kuzo zonke ezi zinto kuza "ileta kaThixo eluntwini".

Njengakwiingxoxo, uThixo wandixelela "Ngoku bhala" kwaye ke ndenza njengoko bendiyalelwe.

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Ileta kaThixo eluntwini

Sekela ubomi bakho eluthandweni. Ndithande nonke, ngamaxesha onke. Ndithande njengoko ndikuthandile, hayi njengoko ndikuthanda, kunye nombuyiselo. Ukulungele ukuthanda abo bathanda kuphela, kodwa kufuneka uthande zonke iintshaba zakho. Iintshaba zakho ngabantu abangahlali eluthandweni kodwa bahlukane kwaye bengayiqondi eyona ntsingiselo yobomi, kodwa uphendula ngothando kwaye ubone uthando lwakho kwaye uqonde ukuba luthando kuphela oluwinayo.

Andikwazi kuba sisithulu kwizicelo zakho. Ndimamela imithandazo yakho, ndimamela wonke umntu, ndimamela wonke umntu. Kodwa uhlala ucela izinto ezimbi kumphefumlo wakho. Ke andimameli ngenxa yenu.

Ndinithanda nonke!!! Udalwe nguwe kwaye ndiyakubona, ndiyakuncoma kwaye ndiyakuvuyela into endiyenzileyo. Ndiyaphindaphinda kuwe "ndiyanithanda nonke".

Ingcebiso endikunika yona namhlanje yile "mandikuthande". Ndithande ngaphezulu kwayo nantoni na. Olu thando phakathi kwam nawe lujike lube lubabalo, kuphela kwesisa esikusindisayo. Kuphela ubabalo oluvumela ukuba uhlale ngoxolo. Phila ubabalo lwam ngamaxesha onke, ngalo mzuzu, ndikulungele ukumamela, ukuzalisekisa kunye nokuphila kubudlelwane nawe. Ziyekelweni luthando lwam olukhulu kunye nenceba kwaye niyakusindiswa kumandla am onke ”.

Ukuba uyandithemba uyintsikelelo. Unyana wam uYesu wathi "usikelelekile xa bekuthuka ngenxa yam." Ukuba uyagculelwa, ukhathazekile lukholo lwakho, umvuzo wakho ebukumkanini bamazulu uya kuba mkhulu. Usikelelekile ukuba uyandithemba. Ukuzithemba kum yeyona nto ibalulekileyo kwaye ibaluleke kakhulu onokuthi uyenze kum. Ukushiya ngokupheleleyo kum sesona sixhobo sisebenzayo onokusisebenzisa kweli lizwe. Andikulahli kodwa ndihlala ecaleni kwakho kwaye ndikuxhasa kuzo zonke izenzo zakho, kuzo zonke iingcinga zakho.

Ndithembe ngentliziyo iphela. Amadoda endithembayo kuwo amagama abo abhaliwe entendeni yesandla sam kwaye ndikulungele ukuhambisa ingalo yam enamandla kubo. Akukho nto iza kubenzakalisa kwaye ukuba ngamanye amaxesha kubonakala ngathi ukuphela kwabo akunakulunga ukuba ndikulungele ukungenelela ukubuyisela imeko yabo, ubomi babo.

Unoyolo umntu othembela kum. Usikelelekile ukuba uyandithemba, umphefumlo wakho ukhanya kweli lizwe njengendawo yokukhanyisa ebusuku, umphefumlo wakho uyaqaqamba ngenye imini esibhakabhakeni. Usikelelekile ukuba uyandithemba. Ndingutata wakho wothando olukhulu kwaye ndikulungele ukukwenzela yonke into. Ndithembe bonke abantwana bam abathandekayo kum. Mna ndingutata wakho andikulahli kwaye ndikulungele ukwamkela ezandleni zam zothando ngonaphakade.

NdiyiNkosi yakho, Somandla uThixo omkhulu eluthandweni olunokwenza yonke into kwaye luhamba ngemfesane kubantwana bakhe. Ndithi kuwe "cela kwaye uya kunikwa". Ukuba awuthandazi, ukuba awuceli, ukuba awunalo ukholo kum, ndingahamba njani ndikuncedisa? Ndiyayazi into oyifunayo nangaphambi kokuba undibuze kodwa ukuvavanya ukholo lwakho kunye nokuthembeka kwakho kufuneka ndiqiniseke ukuba uyandibuza into oyifunayo kwaye ukuba ukholo lwakho aluboni ndikwenza konke . Ungazami ukusombulula zonke iingxaki zakho wedwa kodwa phila ubomi bakho kunye nam kwaye ndikwenzela izinto ezinkulu, ezinkulu kunezo uzilindeleyo.

Cela kwaye uya kwamkela. Njengokuba unyana wam u Yesu wathi “ukuba unyana wakho ucela isonka, ungamnika ilitye? Ke ukuba uyakwazi ukuhlala ulungile nabantwana bakho, utata wasezulwini uya kwenza nangakumbi kuwe ”. Unyana wam uYesu wayecacile. Watsho ngokucacileyo ukuba njengokuba nisazi ukuba nobubele kubantwana benu nam ndilungile kuni nonke ningabantwana bam endibathandayo. Ke musa ukuthandaza, ucele, unokholo kum. Ndingakwenzela yonke into kwaye ndifuna ukukwenza izinto ezinkulu kodwa kufuneka uthembeke kum, kufuneka ube nokholo kum, ndinguThixo wakho, ndinguyihlo.

Wena kulo mhlaba unemishini endikuphathise yona. Ukuba ngutata wosapho, ukufundisa abantwana, ukusebenza, ukukhathalela abazali, ubudlelane babazalwana abakufutshane nawe, yonke into iza kum ikwenza ukuba uzalisekise injongo yakho, amava akho kulo mhlaba emva koko uze kum, usuku olunye, ngonaphakade.

Phila usentlungwini, unditsalele umnxeba. Ndinguyihlo, kwaye njengoko benditshilo kuwe, andizizithuluezibongozo zakho. Ungunyana wam oyintanda. Ngubani phakathi kwakho, obona umntwana ebunzimeni ecela uncedo, umshiye? Ukuba ke ulungile ebantwaneni bakho, ndilungile nakumnye kuni. Ndim umdali, uthando olunyulu, ukulunga okungenasiphelo, ubabalo olukhulu.

Ukuba ebomini ujongene neziganeko zibuhlungu, ungabeki tyala ububi bakho kum. Uninzi lwamadoda lutsala ububi ebomini kuba ukude nam, bahlala kude kum nangona ndihlala ndibajonga kodwa abafuni ukufunwa. Abanye nangona bahlala kufutshane nam kwaye bebandezeleka zizinto ezibuhlungu, yonke into inxulunyaniswa nesicwangciso sobomi endinaso nganye nganye. Uyayikhumbula indlela awathi ngayo unyana wam uYesu? Ubomi bakho bunjengezityalo, ezinye ezingathwali siqhamo ziyancothulwa ngelixa ezi thwala isiqhamo zisuswa. Kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ukuthenwa kubandakanya ukuziva iintlungu zesityalo, kodwa kubalulekile ekukhuleni kwayo okuhle.

Phila ubomi bakho ngokupheleleyo. Ukuba ulandela eli cebiso ndikunika lona namhlanje, ndiyakuthembisa ukuba ndiza kukunika zonke iziza eziyimfuneko ukuze usindiswe kwaye uphile kulo mhlaba. Ndiyaphinda, ungasichithi isipho sobomi esihle kodwa wenze ube ngumsebenzi wobugcisa ekufuneka ukhunjulwe ziimvakalelo zakho, ngawo onke amadoda awaziyo kule minyaka xa ushiya lo mhlaba.

Ukuba ufuna ukwenza ubomi bakho bugqibelele landela ukhuthazo lwam. Ndihlala ndisondele kuwe ukukunika ingcebiso elungileyo yokwenza ubomi bakho bube ngumsebenzi wobugcisa. Kodwa uhlala uthathwa ziinkxalabo zakho, iingxaki zakho kwaye ushiya esona sipho sihle ndikunike sona, sobomi.
Soloko ulandela izikhuthazo zam. Wena kweli lizwe wahlukile omnye komnye kwaye ndinike ngamnye ubizo. Wonke umntu kufuneka alandele ukubizwa kwakhe kwaye onwabile kulomhlaba. Ndikunike iitalente, awuzingcwabanga kodwa uzama ukuphinda-phinda izipho zakho kwaye wenze ubomi ndikunike into emangalisayo, into engaqhelekanga, enkulu.

Phila ubomi bakho ngokupheleleyo. Sukuchitha nokuba sisiqingatha sobomi bakho. Wena kweli lizwe uhlukile kwaye ungachazeki, yenza ubomi bakho bube ngumsebenzi wobugcisa.

Thandaza kuBawo wethu yonke imihla kwaye ufune intando yam. Ukufuna intando yam akunzima. Landela nje ukhuthazo lwam, izwi lam, hlonipha nje imiyalelo yam kwaye ulandele umzekelo wobomi bonyana wam uYesu.Ukuba uyenza lonto uyakusikelelwa phambi kwam kwaye ndiza kwenza izinto ezinkulu. Uya kwenza izinto nawe oya kumangaliswa nguwe. Umnqweno wam kukulungele wonke umntu, hayi into embi. Ndilungiselele umhlangano wokonga umntu ngamnye kuni kwaye ndifuna ukuba ufezekiswe ebomini bakho.

Kodwa ukuba awundikhangeli awungekhe wenze ukuthanda kwam. Ukuba awundijongi kwaye ulandela kuphela iinkanuko zakho ke ubomi bakho abuyonto, i-mediocre, ubomi obumiselwe kuphela ukonwaba kwasemhlabeni. Obu bomi. Amadoda anikezele ngezinto ezinkulu kubugcisa, amayeza, ukubhala, imisebenzi yezandla aphefumlelwe ndim. Nangona abanye bengakholelwa kum kodwa belumkile ukulandela iintliziyo zabo, ukuthanda kwabo ukuthanda izinto kwaye benze izinto ezintle.

Soloko ulandela intando yam. Intando yam yinto engaqhelekanga kuwe. Kutheni ungonwabanga? Ubuphila njani ubomi bakho usentlungwini? Ngaba awazi ukuba ndilawula ihlabathi kwaye ndinokunenzela yonke into? Mhlawumbi usentlungwini kuba awukwazi ukwanelisa umnqweno wakho wasemhlabeni. Oku kuthetha ukuba loo mnqweno onawo awuyi kungena kumyolelo, kwisicwangciso sobomi sam endinaso. Kodwa mna ndikudalele izinto ezinkulu, ngoko ke ungalandeli iminqweno yakho yasemhlabeni kodwa ulandele ukhuthazo lwam kwaye uya konwaba.

Thandaza ke ", Yesu nyana kaDavide, ndibabale." Lo mthandazo wenziwa kunyana wam ngula mntu wayengaboniyo waseJeriko kwaye waphendulwa kwangoko. Unyana wam wambuza lo mbuzo "ucinga ukuba ndingayenza lento?" kwaye wayenokholo kunyana wam waphiliswa. Nawe kufuneka uyenze. Kufuneka uqiniseke ukuba unyana wam unokuphilisa, akhulule kwaye akunike yonke into oyifunayo. Ndifuna ukuba ujike iingcinga zakho kwizinto zasemhlabeni, uzibeke ethuleni komphefumlo wakho uphinde umthandazo lo "Yesu nyana kaDavide, ndenzele inceba" amaxesha amaninzi. Lo mthandazo ushukumisa intliziyo yonyana wam kunye neyam kwaye siya kukwenzela yonke into. Kufuneka uthandaze ngentliziyo yakho, nangokholo oluninzi kwaye uya kubona ukuba ezona meko zininzi zobomi bakho ziya kusonjululwa.

Ke ndifuna ukuba nawe uthandaze "UYesu undikhumbule xa uthe wangena ebukumkanini bakho". Lo mthandazo wenziwe lisela elihle emnqamlezweni kwaye unyana wam wamamkela kwangoko ebukumkanini bakhe. Nangona izono zakhe zazininzi, unyana wam wayenobubele ngesela elilungileyo. Isenzo sakhe sokholo ku-nyana wam, kunye nalo mthandazo umfutshane, wamkhulula kwangoko kuzo zonke iziphoso zakhe kwaye nasezulwini wanikwa yena. Ndifuna nawe uyenze le nto. Ndifuna ukuba uzibone zonke iziphoso zakho kwaye ubone kum ubawo onenceba elungele ukwamkela wonke umntwana oguqukayo ngentliziyo yakhe yonke. Lo mthandazo umfutshane uvula amasango eZulu, ucime zonke izono, ukhulule onke amakhonkco kwaye uwenze umphefumlo wakho ucoceke kwaye ukhanyise.

Landela umzekelo kaTeresa waseCalcutta. Wayekhangela bonke abazalwana ababeswele kwaye ebanceda kuzo zonke iimfuno zabo. Wayefuna uxolo phakathi kwamadoda kwaye wasasaza umyalezo wam wothando. Ukuba wenza oku nawe uyakubona ukuba uxolo olomeleleyo luza kwehla kuwe. Isazela sakho siya kuphakanyiswa kum kwaye uyakuba ngumenzi woxolo. Naphi na apho uzifumana khona, uyakuva uxolo onalo kwaye amadoda aya kukhangela ukuba uchukumise ubabalo lwam. Kodwa ukuba, kwelinye icala, ucinga kuphela ukwanelisa inkanuko yakho, yokuzityebisa, uya kubona ukuba umphefumlo wakho uya kuba yinyumba kwaye uya kuhlala uphila ukungazinzi. Ukuba ufuna ukusikelelwa kweli hlabathi kufuneka ufune uxolo, kufuneka ube ngumenzi woxolo. Andikuceli ukuba wenze izinto ezinkulu kodwa ndicela kuphela ukuba usasaze igama lam kunye noxolo lwam kwindawo ohlala kuyo kunye nesiqhelo. Ungazami ukwenza izinto ezinkulu kunawe kodwa zama ukuba ngumenzi woxolo kwizinto ezincinci. Zama ukusasaza igama lam noxolo lwam kusapho lwakho, kwindawo osebenza kuyo, phakathi kwabahlobo bakho kwaye uya kubona ukuba umvuzo wam uya kuba mkhulu kangakanani na kuwe.

Soloko ufuna uxolo. Zama ukuba ube luxolo. Ndithembe nyana wam kwaye ndiza kwenza izinto ezinkulu kunye nawe kwaye uya kubona imimangaliso emininzi encinci ebomini bakho.

Usikelelekile ukuba ungumntu odala uxolo.

Kutheni ungakholelwa kum? Kutheni ungazilahli kum? Andinguye na uThixo wakho? Ukuba uziyekela kum ubona imimangaliso iyenzeka ebomini bakho. Ubona imimangaliso yonke imihla yobomi bakho. Andiceleli nto kuphela kodwa luthando nokholo kum. Ewe, ndicela kuphela kum. Yiba nokholo kum kwaye zonke iimeko zakho ziya kulungiswa ngcono.

Kubuhlungu kangakanani xa amadoda engakholelwa kum kwaye endishiya. Ndim umyili wazo, ndizibona ndibekwa ecaleni. Oku bakwenza ukwanelisa inkanuko yabo yenyama kwaye abaze bacinge ngomphefumlo wabo, bubukumkani bam, ubomi banaphakade.

Musa ukoyika. Ndihlala ndeza kuwe xa usondela kum. Soloko uphinda-phinda "Thixo wam, ndithembele kuwe" kwaye nentliziyo yam ishukunyisiwe, ubabalo lwam luphuphumile kwaye kwimeko yam yonke ndikwenzela konke. Nyana wam othandekayo, sithandwa sam, isidalwa sam, yonke into yam.

Ndinguyihlo. Nditsalele umnxeba kuThando, Tata. Ewe ndibize utata. Andikude kuwe kodwa ndihlala kuwe kwaye ndithetha nawe, ndiyakucebisa, ndikunika konke ukukunandipha kwakho ukuze ndikubone ukonwaba kwaye ndikwenze uphile ubomi bakho kuthando olupheleleyo. Musa ukuziva ukude nam, kodwa uhlala unditsalela umnxeba, kuyo nayiphi na imeko, xa wonwabile ndifuna ukonwaba nawe xa usentlungwini ndifuna ukuthuthuzela.

Ukuba bendisazi ukuba angakanani amadoda angabunaki ubukho bam. Bacinga ukuba andikho okanye andibaboneleli. Babona ububi obabasingqongileyo kwaye bandibeka ityala. Ngenye imini umphefumlo wam uthandekayo, uFra Pio da Pietrelcina, ebuzwa isizathu sobubi obungaka emhlabeni, waphendula wathi “umama ubambekile kwaye intombi yakhe ihleli kwisitulo esisezantsi kwaye yabona umva wengubo yangaphantsi. Yandula ke intombi yathi kunina: mama kodwa yintoni le uyenzayo ndiyayibona yonke imisonto elukiweyo kwaye andiyiboni imfashini yakho. Emva koko umama wagoba kwaye wabonisa intombi yakhe ukwaluka kwaye yonke imisonto yayicwangcisiwe nkqu nakwimibala. Bona sibona ububi emhlabeni kuba sihleli kwisitulo esisezantsi kwaye sibona imisonto ejijekileyo kodwa asinakubona lo mfanekiso mhle uvela kuThixo ebomini bethu ".

Uyabona ke ububi ebomini bakho kodwa ndibhinqe ubuciko bakho. Awuqondi ngoku kuba ubona i-reverse kodwa ndenzela umsebenzi wobugcisa. Musa ukoyika ukuhlala ukhumbula ukuba ndinguyihlo. Ndingutata olungileyo ogcwele uthando nemfesane ukulungele ukunceda wonke umntwana wam othandazayo aze andicele uncedo. Andizukunceda kodwa ukukunceda kwaye ubekhona ngaphandle kwesidalwa sam endizenzileyo.

Ndihlale ndikubiza, ndibize, ndinguyihlo. Utata wenza yonke into ngomntwana kwaye yonke into ndiyenzela wena. Nokuba ngoku uhlala entlungwini, ungalahlani. Unyana wam u-Yesu, owayeyazi kakuhle i-mission awayefanele ukuba ayiphumeze emhlabeni, akazange aphelelwe lithemba kodwa waqhubeka ethandaza kwaye endithemba. Nawe uyakwenza njalo. Xa usezintlungwini, ndibize. Yazi ukuba uyawufezekisa umsebenzi wakho emhlabeni nokuba kungathi kanti ngamanye amaxesha kubuhlungu, ungoyiki, ndikunye nawe, ndinguyihlo.

Phila usentlungwini, unditsalele umnxeba. Ngephanyazo ndimi ecaleni kwakho ukuze ndikukhulule, ndikuphilise, ndikunike ithemba, ndikuthuthuzele. Ndikuthanda ndinothando olukhulu kwaye ukuba uhlala entlungwini, ndibize. Ndingutata obaleka esiya kunyana ambizayo. Uthando lwam kuwe lugqitha kwimida yonke.

Ukuba uhlala kwintlungu, fowunela kum.

Ndinguye endinguye, umdali wezulu nomhlaba, uyihlo, onenceba nothando olunamandla onke. Akusayi kuba thixo wumbi ngaphandle kwam. Xa bendinika umthetho kwisicaka sam uMosisi, owokuqala nomyalelo wokuqala yayikukuba "awusayi kuthixo wumbi ngaphandle kwam". NdinguThixo wakho, umdali wakho, ndakumbumba esibelekweni sikanyoko kwaye ndinekhwele ngawe, luthando lwakho. Andifuni ukuba unikezele ngobomi bakho kwabanye thixo njengemali, ubuhle, intlalo-ntle, umsebenzi, iinkanuko zakho. Ndifuna ukuba unikezele ngobomi bakho kum, ngubani uyihlo nomdali wakho?

Usisidalwa esihle kwaye sodwa kum. Ngaba akucingi ukuba, mna ndinguThixo, ukujongisa amehlo akho kuwe? Mna, ndinguThixo, andinasizathu sokubakho ukuba andidalanga. NdinguThixo, ndiyaphila kwaye ndiphefumla ngawe, sisidalwa sam esihle nesithandekayo. Kodwa ngoku buyela kum ngentliziyo yakho iphela, ungavumeli ubomi bakho bonke ngaphandle kokuba wazi umzuzwana wokuthandana kwam nawe. Sukuba nexhala, ndiyakuthanda kwaye ngaphandle kwakho andiyi kwazi ukuba ndenze ntoni.

Ndikuthanda ngaphezu kwayo nantoni na. Ukhethekile kum, uthando lwam ngawe lwahlukile, uthando lwam kuyo yonke indoda yahlukile. Yiza kum endimthandayo, yazi uthando lwam endinalo ngawe kwaye ungandoyiki. Akukho sizathu sakukukohlwaya nokuba izono zakho zazininzi kuneenwele zakho. Ndifuna wazi kuphela uthando lwam, uthando olukhulu kunye nolukhulu. Ndisoloko ndikufuna nam, ngonaphakade kwaye ndiyazi ukuba usisidalwa sokuba uyandidinga. Awonwabanga ngaphandle kwam kwaye ndifuna ukwenza ubomi bakho, ubukho bakho bonwabe.

Musa ukoyika, sidalwa sam, wahlukile kum. Uthando lwam kuwe lukhulu. Awungekhe wazi uthando endinalo ngawe. Luthando lobuthixo ongenakuliqonda. Ukuba ubunokuluqonda uthando endinalo ngawe, ungatsiba ngovuyo. Ndifuna ukuzalisa ubomi bakho ngovuyo, ulonwabo, uthando, kodwa kufuneka uze kum, kufanele ukuba ungowam. Ndonwabile, ndiluyolo, ndiluthando.

Ndingumdali wakho. Ndidalwe nguwe kwaye ndinothando olukhulu ngawe, ndinothando olukhulu ngawe. Ndidale yonke indalo kodwa yonke indalo ayibukhathalelanga ubomi bakho, yonke indalo ayixabisekanga kunomphefumlo wakho. Iingelosi ezihlala ezulwini kwaye zikuncede kwinjongo yakho yasemhlabeni ziyazi kakuhle ukuba ukusindiswa komphefumlo omnye kubaluleke ngaphezu kwehlabathi liphela. Ndifuna ukhuseleke, ndifuna ukuba wonwabe, ndifuna ukukuthanda ngonaphakade.

Kodwa kuya kufuneka ubuyele kum ngentliziyo iphela. Ukuba awubuyela kum ndiyaphumla. Andihlali ngokupheleleyo kobukho bam kwaye ndihlala ndikulindile, ude ubuye kum. Xa ndakudalayo andikwenzeli eli lizwe kuphela kodwa ndadala wena ngonaphakade. Wakhelwa ubomi obungenasiphelo kwaye andizukuzinikeza uxolo ndide ndikubone umanyene nam ngonaphakade. Ndingumdali wakho kwaye ndikuthanda ngothando olungapheliyo. Uthando lwam luthululela phezu kwakho, inceba yam ikugubungele kwaye ukuba ngamathuba ubona inyani yakho yangaphambili, iziphoso zakho, ungoyiki ukuba sele ndilibele yonke into. Ndonwabile nje ukuba ubuyela kum ngentliziyo yam yonke. Andiziva ndindedwa ngaphandle kwakho, ndinosizi ukuba awukho kum, ndinguThixo kwaye konke endinako Umgama wakho kum undenza ndizive ndibuhlungu.

Buyela kuThixo okungokaThixo.Ungalandeli iinkqubo zeli kodwa landela ilizwi lam. Ndingakwenzela yonke into kodwa ndifuna ukuba uthembeke kum kwaye ungabi ngunyana ongekho kum. Ndinguyihlo kwaye andifuni ukufa kwakho kodwa ndifuna uphile. Ndifuna ukuba uphile kulo mhlaba naphakade. Ukuba wenza ubomi bakho kum, mna ndinenceba ndikwenzela yonke into, ndenza imimangaliso, ndihambisa isandla sam esinamandla kukukhumbula kwaye izinto ezingaqhelekanga ziya kwenzeka ebomini bakho.

Ndiyanicela ke ukuba nibuye nezinto zalomhlaba. Sebenza, uphathe kakuhle ubutyebi bakho, ungaze wenzakalise ummelwane wakho. Lawula ubomi bakho kakuhle kweli lizwe nalo, musa ukuchitha ubomi bakho. Amadoda amaninzi aphosa ubomi bawo kweyona minqweno imbi yasemhlabeni ngokutshabalalisa ubomi bawo. Kodwa andifuni oku kuwe. Ndifuna ukuba uphathe kakuhle ubomi bakho, endikunike bona. Ndifuna ushiye uphawu kweli lizwe. Umqondiso wothando lwam, umqondiso wokuba onke amandla am, ndifuna ukuba ulandele iinkuthazo zam kweli lizwe kwaye ndiza kwenza izinto ezintle.

Nceda ubuyisele kuThixo izinto zikaThixo kunye nezelizwe. Ungazivumeli ukuba uhambe wedwa kwiinkanuko zakho kodwa unakekele umphefumlo wakho ongonaphakade kwaye ngenye imini uya kuza kum. Ukuba undibonisile ukunyaniseka okukhulu, umvuzo wakho uya kuba. Ukuba undibonisa ukunyaniseka uzakubona izibonelelo esele zikho ngeli xesha siphila kulo mhlaba. Ndiyanicenga nani ukuba nithandazele abaphathi benu endibabizele kule njongo. Uninzi lwazo alungenzi ngesazela esilungileyo, lungamameli kum kwaye lucinge ukuba lusekumdla wabo. Bayayidinga imithandazo yakho kakhulu ukufumana uguquko, ukufumana amabala ayimfuneko ekusindisweni komphefumlo wabo.

Ungumzimba nomphefumlo kwaye awungekhe uphilele umzimba kuphela kodwa kufuneka ukhathalele umphefumlo wakho. Umphefumlo udinga ukubotshelwa kuThixo wawo, udinga umthandazo, ukholo kunye nothando. Awunakuphila kuphela ngeemfuno zezinto ezibonakalayo kodwa uyandidinga mna ongumyili wakho okuthandayo ngothando olungapheliyo. Ngoku kufuneka ube nokholo kum. Ndizinikezele ngokupheleleyo kum kuzo zonke iimeko zobomi bakho. Xa ufuna ukusombulula ingxaki, ndibize kwaye siza kuyicombulula sisonke. Uya kubona ukuba yonke into iya kuba lula, uya konwaba ngakumbi kwaye ubomi bubonakale lula. Kodwa ukuba ufuna ukukwenza wedwa kwaye ulandele iingcinga zakho emva koko iindonga ziya kwenza phambi kwakho eziya kwenza indlela yobomi bakho ibe nzima kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ibe kukufa.

Kodwa ungakhathazeki, yiba nokholo kum, ngalo lonke ixesha. Ukuba unokholo kum yonwabise intliziyo yam kwaye ndikubeka kuluhlu lweyona miphefumlo ndiyithandayo, loo mphefumlo ithi, nangona ujongene nobunzima basemhlabeni, ungaphelelwa lithemba, undikhokelele kwiimfuno zabo kwaye ndiyabaxhasa, loo miphefumlo imiselwe amazulu kunye phila nam ngonaphakade.

NdinguThixo wakho, ubawo onenceba othanda yonke into kwaye oxolelela yonke into ecothayo ukuba nomsindo kwaye nothando olukhulu. Kule ncoko ndifuna ukukuxelela ukuba usikelelekile ukuba uyandithemba. Ukuba uyandithemba uyayiqonda intsingiselo yobomi. Ukuba uyandithemba ndiza kuba lutshaba lweentshaba zakho, umphikisi wabachasi bakho. Ukuzithemba kum yeyona nto ndiyithandayo kakhulu. Bantwana bam endibathandayo bahlala bethembela kum, bayandithanda kwaye ndibenzela izinto ezintle.

Ngamana umthetho wam ungaluyolo lwakho. Ukuba uyonwaba kwimiyalelo yam ke "usikelelekile", uyindoda eyiqondileyo intsingiselo yobomi kwaye kweli lizwe awusadingi kwanto kuba unayo yonke into ngokuhlala uthembekile kum. Akunamsebenzi kuwe ukuphinda-phinda imithandazo yakho ukuba ufuna ukwenza nantoni na oyifunayo ebomini bakho kwaye uzama ukwanelisa iinkanuko zakho. Into yokuqala ekufuneka uyenzile kukuphulaphula ilizwi lam, imiyalelo yam kwaye uyenze. Akukho mthandazo ulungileyo ngaphandle kwenceba yam. Kwaye uyakufumana ubabalo lwam ukuba uthembekile kwimiyalelo yam, kwiimfundiso zam.
Ngoku buyela kum ngentliziyo iphela. Ukuba izono zakho zininzi, ndihlala ndilahlekile kwaye ndihlala ndikulungele ukwamkela bonke abantu. Kodwa kufuneka uzimisele ukutshintsha ubomi bakho, utshintshe indlela ocinga ngayo kwaye ujike intliziyo yakho kum.

Ndiluthando lwakho olukhulu, uyihlo noThixo onenceba okwenzela yonke into kwaye akusoloko ekunceda kwimfuno zakho zonke. Ndilapha ukuba sithi "buza uMoya oyiNgcwele". Xa umntu ebomini bakhe efumene isipho soMoya oyiNgcwele unayo yonke into, akadingi nto ngaphandle kwako konke angayilindelanga. UMoya oyiNgcwele wenza ukuba uqonde intsingiselo yokwenyani yobomi, ngezipho zakhe zikwenza ukuba uphile ubomi bokomoya, ukugcwalisa ngobulumko kwaye ukunika isipho sokuqonda kukhetho lobomi bakho.

Xa unyana wam uYesu wayenawe wathi "utata uya kubanika uMoya oyiNgcwele abo bamcelayo". Ndikulungele ukukunika esi sipho kodwa kufuneka undivulele, kufuneka udibane nam kwaye ndikugcwalisa ngoMoya oyiNgcwele, ndikugcwalisa ngobutyebi bokomoya. Unyana wam uYesu ngokwakhe esibelekweni sikaMariya wenziwa ngumsebenzi kaMoya oyiNgcwele. Kwaye ngokuhamba kwexesha imiphefumlo emininzi ethandekayo ndiyabulela kuMoya oyiNgcwele ukuba banike ubungqina ngam kwaye benza ubomi babo baba lidini eliqhubekayo kum. Nabapostile, abanyulwe ngunyana wam u-Yesu, babenoloyiko, bengaliqondi igama lonyana wam, kodwa ke xa begcwele nguMoya oyiNgcwele banikela ubungqina bade bafa ngenxa yam.

Ndikhathalela bonke ubomi bendoda. Nonke niyathandwa ndim kwaye ndibonelela ngamnye kuni. Ndihlala ndibonelela nokuba ucinga ukuba andiphenduli kodwa ngamanye amaxesha ubuza kakubi. Endaweni yoko cela izinto ezimbi ebomini bakho ngokomoya nangokwenyama.Ndinamandla onke kwaye ndiyayazi ikamva lakho.Ndiyayazi into oyifunayo phambi kokuba ubuze kum.

Ndinenceba kubo bonke. Ndikulungele ukuxolela lonke ityala lakho kodwa kufuneka uze kum uguquke ngentliziyo yam yonke. Ndiyazazi iimvakalelo zakho kwaye ke ndiyazi ukuba inguquko yakho inyanisekile. Ke yiza kum ngentliziyo yam yonke kwaye ndikwamkele ezingalweni zikatata ukulungele ukukunceda, nangaliphi na ixesha.

Ndiyanithanda nonke. Ndiluthando kwaye ke inceba yam lolona phawu lubalulekileyo lothando lwam. Kodwa ndifuna ukukuxelela ukuba nixolelane. Andifuni iimpikiswano kunye neengxabano phakathi kwenu nonke, nonke, kodwa ndifuna uthando lobuzalwana hayi ukwahlukana phakathi kolawulo phakathi kwenu. Zilungiselele ukuba nixolelane.

Ndinguyihlo, uThixo wakho owakudalayo kwaye uyakuthanda, uhlala enenceba kuwe kwaye uhlala ekunceda. Andifuni ukuba ufune yonke into eyabanye. Ndifuna ukuba undinike uthando lwakho ke ndiza kwenza imimangaliso ebomini bakho. Njani ixesha lakho, unqwenela ntoni? Yonke into enamadoda ndiyinike mna, ndinika iqabane, abantwana, basebenze. Kutheni ungonelisekanga yile nto ndikunike yona kwaye usebenzisa ixesha lakho elixabisekileyo ukuba unqweneleke? Andifuni ukuba ufune nantoni na, ndifuna ukuba ufuna uthando lwam.

NdinguThixo wakho kwaye ndihlala ndikunika, ngalo lonke ixesha lobomi bakho. Kodwa awuphileli ubomi bakho ngokupheleleyo kwaye uchithe ixesha lakho unqwenela into engeyoyakho. Ukuba andikunikanga, kukho isizathu ongasazi, kodwa mna onamandla onke ndiyazi yonke into kwaye ndiyasazi nesizathu sokuba ndingakuniki. Eyona ngcinga yam inkulu yile uyenzayo uyenza ebomini uthando, ndiluthando kwaye ke andifuni ukuba uchithe ixesha lakho phakathi kwezinto zeli lizwe, kunye neminqweno yakho.

Umfuna njani umfazi womntakwenu? Ngaba awazi ukuba iinyunyana ezingcwele kulomhlaba zindenza zona? Okanye ucinga ukuba wonke umntu ukhululekile ukuba azikhethele into ayifunayo. Ndim owadala indoda nomfazi kwaye ndim odala umanyano phakathi kwezithandani. Ndim endimisela ukuzalwa, indalo, usapho. Ndingusomandla kwaye ndiqinisekisa yonke into ngaphambi kokuba udalwe.

Ndenze umsebenzi kuwe. Kukho into enkulu kuwe, kufuneka ufumanise. Kwaye ukuba wenze konke endikulungiselele kona uya konwaba kwaye wenze izinto ezintle kulomhlaba. Ndikhangele, uboshwe kum, uthandaze, kwaye ndiza kukunika ubabalo lokufumanisa ukubiza kwakho. Ukuba ufumanisa umsebenzi wakho, ubomi bakho buza kwahluka, bungachazeki, uya kukhunjulwa ngumntu wonke ngento enkulu onokuyenza.

Sukuba nexhala, nyana wam, ndisondele kuwe. Thatha inyathelo lokuqala kum kwaye ndiza kukunceda wenze ukuthanda kwam kuwe. Usisidalwa sam esihle kakhulu, andiziva ndingengoThixo ngaphandle kwakho, kodwa ndingumdali owenza amandla okuba ndidale isidalwa sam esithandekayo.

Intando yam mayenziwe. Jonga intando yam. Kwaye uya konwaba.

Thandaza rhoqo nyana wam, ndimamele umthandazo wakho. Ungabi ngaphandle kokholo kodwa kufuneka uqiniseke ukuba ndisondele kuwe xa uthandaza kwaye umamela izicelo zakho zonke. Xa uthandaza, jika iingcinga zakho kude neengxaki zakho kwaye ucinga ngam. Jika iingcinga zakho kum kunye nam ndihlala kuzo zonke iindawo kwanaphakathi kuwe, ndithetha kuwe kwaye ndibonisa yonke into ekufuneka uyenzile. Ndikunika imiyalelo elungileyo, indlela yokuhamba kwaye ndihamba nemfesane yakho. Nyana wam othandekayo, akukho namnye kwimithandazo yakho oyenzileyo kwixesha elidlulileyo elahlekileyo kwaye akukho mithandazo oya kuyenza kwixesha elizayo iya kulahleka. Umthandazo bubuncwane obubekwe emazulwini kwaye ngenye imini xa uza kum uza kubona bonke ubuncwane obubuqokelele emhlabeni bulela umthandazo.

Ngoku ndiyakuxelela, thandaza ngentliziyo yakho. Ndizibona iinjongo zentliziyo yomntu wonke. Ndiyazi ukuba kukho ukunyaniseka okanye uhanahaniso kuwe. Ukuba uthandaza ngentliziyo yakho andinakukunceda kodwa ekuphenduleni. Umama kaYesu ezityhila kwimiphefumlo ethandekayo emhlabeni ebesoloko esithi thandaza. Lowo ebengumfazi othandazayo ngokugqwesa kukunika ingcebiso elungileyo yokwenza imiphefumlo endiyithandayo kweli lizwe. Mamela ingcebiso kamama osezulwini, owaziyo ubuncwane bezulu wazi kakuhle ixabiso lomthandazo obhekiswa kum ngentliziyo. Thanda umthandazo kwaye uyathandwa ndim.

Nditsho nonyana wam u-Yesu xa wayesemhlabeni ukuzokwenza umsebenzi wakhe wokuhlawulela uthandaze kakhulu kwaye bendinobudlelwane obugqibeleleyo naye. Ubuye athandaze kum kumyezo weminquma xa eqala inkanuko yakhe esithi "Bawo ukuba ufuna ukuyithatha le ndebe kum kodwa ayisiyonto yam kodwa mayenziwe intando yakho". Xa ndithanda olu hlobo lomthandazo. Ndiyayithanda kakhulu kuba ndisoloko ndifuna ukulunga komphefumlo kwaye abo bafuna intando yam bafuna yonke into kuba ndibanceda konke ukulunga ngokomoya kunye nokukhula.

Rhoqo uyandithandaza kodwa ke uyabona ukuba andikuva kwaye uyema. Kodwa uyawazi amaxesha am? Uyazi ngamanye amaxesha nokuba undicelile ubabalo ndiyazi ukuba awukakulungeli ukulufumana ke ndiye ndilinde de ukhule ebomini kwaye ukulungele ukuyifumana le nto uyifunayo. Kwaye ukuba ngekhe andimameli kuwe isizathu kukuba ucele into ebuhlungu ebomini bakho kwaye awusiqondi kodwa njengomntwana onenkani uphelelwe lithemba.

Ungaze ulibale ukuba ndikuthanda kakhulu. Ke ukuba xa uthandaza kum ndihlala ndikulindile okanye andimameli, ndisoloko ndikwenzela oko. Andikho mbi kodwa ndingenasiphelo, ndilungele ukukunika zonke izigaba eziyimfuneko ebomini bakho bokomoya nangokwenyama.

Amagama am "umoya kunye nobomi" ngamazwi obomi obungenasiphelo kwaye ndifuna ukuba ubamamele kwaye bawenze. Abantu abaninzi zange bayifunde iBhayibhile. Zikulungele ukufunda amabali eendaba, iinoveli, amabali, kodwa bayibeka ecaleni incwadi engcwele. Ebhayibhelini kukho yonke ingcinga yam, yonke into xa bekufuneka ndikuxelele. Ngoku kumele ukuba ibe nguwe oza kufunda, ucamngce ngegama lam ukuze ube nolwazi olunzulu ngam. UYesu ngokwakhe wathi "nabani na ophulaphula la mazwi aze awenze kwaye afane nendoda eyakhe indlu elulwalweni. Kwavuthuza imimoya, imilambo yaphuphuma kodwa le ndlu ayizange iwele kuba yayakhiwe elulwalweni. " Ukuba uyamamela amazwi am kwaye uwabeke ekusebenzeni akukho nto iya kukubetha ebomini bakho kodwa uya kuba yimpumelelo yeentshaba zakho.

Ke la mazwi am anika ubomi. Lowo ulivayo ilizwi lam, aligcine ebomini, uhlala ngonaphakade. Ilizwi lothando. Isicatshulwa esingcwele sonke sithetha ngothando. Ke ngoko ufunda, ucamngce, yonke imihla ilizwi lam kwaye ulisebenzise kwaye uya kubona imimangaliso encinci izaliseka yonke imihla ebomini bakho. Ndisondele kuyo yonke indoda kodwa ndinenkcukacha ezingenamandla kulamadoda azama ukundimamela kwaye athembeke kum. Nditsho nonyana wam uYesu wayethembekile kum de kwaba sekufeni, kwada kwaba sekufeni emnqamlezweni. Kungenxa yesi sizathu le nto ndimphakamisile ndamkhulisa kuba yena, owayesoloko ethembekile kum, ebengenasiphelo. Ngoku uhlala esibhakabhakeni kwaye isecaleni kwam kwaye yonke into inokwenzeka kuye ngamnye wabo, kwabo bamamela amazwi akhe kwaye bawagcine.

Kufuneka uphile ubabalo lwam. Hlonipha imiyalelo yam. Ndikunike imithetho yokuhlonipha ukuze ukhululeke ungabi ngamakhoboka. Isono sikwenze ikhoboka ngelixa umthetho wam ukukhulula amadoda, amadoda athanda uThixo wawo nobukumkani bakhe. Isono silawula yonke indawo kulomhlaba. Ndibona abantwana bam abaninzi beya konakala njengoko bengayihloniphi imiyalelo yam. Uninzi lonakalisa ubukho babo ngelixa abanye becinga nje ngobutyebi. Kodwa ke kufuneka ungayithobi intliziyo yakho kwizilangazelelo zelizwe kodwa kum. Amadoda ayihloniphayo imiyalelo yam kwaye athobekile ahlala kweli lizwe bonwabile, bayazi ukuba ndisondele kubo kwaye ukuba ngamanye amaxesha ukholo lwabo kunye nokuvavanywa kwabo abaphulukani nethemba kodwa bahlala bethembela kum. Ndifuna oku kuwe sithandwa sam. Andinakuyinyamezela into yokuba awuhlali nobomi bam kwaye uhlale kude kum. Mna ndingusomandla ndinobuhlungu obukhulu kukubona amadoda angamanxuwa kwaye ehlala kude kum.

Nyana wam oyintanda kule ncoko bendifuna ukukunika izixhobo zokusindisa, izixhobo zokuphila ubabalo lwam. Ukuba unesisa, thandaza kwaye uhloniphe imiyalelo yam uyisikelelekile, indoda eyiqondileyo eyona ntsingiselo yobomi, umntu ongadingi nto kuba enayo yonke into, uphila ubabalo lwam. Akukho buncwane bukhulu kunesisa sam. Musani ukufuna izinto ezililize kulomhlaba kodwa funa ubabalo lwam. Ukuba uphila ubabalo lwam ngenye imini ndiya kunamkela ebukumkanini bam kwaye ndibhiyozele kunye nawe isidalwa sam esithandekayo. Ukuba uphila ubabalo lwam uyonwaba kulomhlaba kwaye uzobona ukuba awuzukuswela nto.

Kodwa kunceda ntoni ukuba ufumane umhlaba wonke ukuba ke uphulukene nomphefumlo wakho? Ngaba awazi ukuba uza kushiya yonke into kodwa kunye nawe uza umphefumlo wakho kuphela? Emva koko unexhala. Phila ubabalo lwam. Eyona nto ibalulekileyo kuwe kwaye uhlale ubabalwe ndim ke ndiya kubonelela zonke iimfuno zakho. Kwaye ukuba ulandela ukuthanda kwam, kufuneka uqonde ukuba yonke into ihamba ngendlela yakho. Ndihlala ndingenelela kubomi babantwana bam ukuze ndibanike yonke into abayifunayo. Kodwa andikwazi ukwanelisa iinkanuko zakho zenyama. Kufuneka ufune intando yam, uhlale ulungile, hlonipha imiyalelo yam kwaye uyakubona ukuba mkhulu umvuzo wakho esibhakabhakeni.

Amadoda amaninzi aphila kweli lizwe ngokungathi ubomi abupheli. Abaze bacinge ukuba banokulishiya eli lizwe. Babuqokelela ubutyebi, ubumnandi behlabathi kwaye abaze banakekele umphefumlo wabo. Kufuneka uhlale ulungile. Ukuba uyawushiya lo mhlaba kwaye awuzange uphile ubabalo lwam phambi kwam, uya kuziva uneentloni kwaye nawe ngokwakho uya kugweba ihambo yakho kwaye umke kude kum ngonaphakade. Kodwa andifuni oku. Ndifuna wonke umntwana wam ukuba aphile ngonaphakade kunye nam. Ndithumele unyana wam u-Yesu emhlabeni ukuba asindise wonke umntu kwaye andifuni ukuba uzibeke ityala ngonaphakade. Kodwa abaninzi abazizithulu malunga nalo mnxeba. Abakholelwa nakum kwaye bachitha ubomi babo bonke kwishishini labo.

Nyana wam, ndifuna ukuba umamele ngentliziyo epheleleyo kumnxeba endikunika wona kule ncoko. Phila ubomi bakho ngalo lonke ixesha ubabalo kunye nam. Ungavumeli nesibini esinye sexesha lakho ukuba sidlule kum. Ngamaxesha onke zama ukuba ulungele ukuba njengoko unyana wam uYesu wathi "xa ungalindi unyana womntu ukuba eze". Unyana wam kufuneka abuyele emhlabeni azokugweba umntu ngamnye ngokwezenzo zakho. Qaphela indlela oziphatha ngayo kwaye uzame ukulandela iimfundiso unyana wam akushiye ngazo. Awunakuqonda umonakalo owenzeka ngoku ukuba awuthobeli imiyalelo yam. Ngoku ucinga kuphela ngokuphila kulomhlaba nokwenza ubomi bakho bube bobuhle, kodwa ukuba uphila obu bomi kude nam ke ngonaphakade kuya kuba sisohlwayo kuwe. Wakhelwa ubomi obungenasiphelo. Unina kaYesu evele kaninzi kulomhlaba wathi ngokucacileyo "ubomi bakho kukukhanya kweliso". Ubomi bakho xa buthelekiswa nobaphakade lixesha.