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Tata othandekayo Mfundisi izolo ndizamile emva kweminyaka ndingabikho eCaweni ukuba ndize kuwe ndizokuqinisekisa kwaye ndifune ukuxolelwa nguThixo, wena ungumlungiseleli wakhe. Kodwa intliziyo yam ibindekile yimpendulo yakho engalindelekanga "Andinako ukuxolela izono zakho ngokweemfundiso zeCawa". Le mpendulo yayiyeyona nto imbi inokwenzeka kum, andizange ndikulindele ukuba isigwebo sokugqibela, kodwa emva kokuvuma izono ndiza kuhamba ndize ndicinge ngezinto ezininzi.
Ndacinga xa ndifika kwi-Mass kwaye ufunda umzekeliso wonyana wolahleko esithi uThixo njengoBawo olungileyo ulindele ukuguqulwa komntwana wakhe ngamnye.
Bendicinga ngentshumayelo oyenzileyo kwigusha elahlekileyo ebhiyozelwa ezulwini ngomoni oguqulweyo hayi amashumi asithoba anesithoba amalungisa.
Ndawacinga onke amazwi amnandi awawathethayo ngenceba kaThixo xa wawucaphula indinyana yeVangeli echaza ukungafumani kwamfazi okrexezayo ngamatye kulandela amazwi kaYesu.
Mfundisi othandekayo, ugcwalisa umlomo wakho ngolwazi lwakho lwezethiyolo kwaye wenza iintshumayelo ezintle kwipulpiti yeCawa uze emva koko undixelele ukuba ubomi bam buchasene nento ethethwa yiCawe. Kodwa kuya kufuneka uyazi ukuba andihlali kwizindlu ezinqabileyo okanye izakhiwo ezikhuselekileyo kodwa ngamanye amaxesha ubomi kwihlathi lehlabathi kuthatha ukubetha okuphantsi kwaye ke kunyanzelekile ukuba sizikhusele senze oko sikwaziyo.
Uninzi lweendlela zam zokucinga okanye masithi ngcono kunelethu ukuba sibizwa ngokuba "ngaboni" kungenxa yothotho lwezinto ezenzekileyo ebomini ezisivise ubuhlungu kwaye ngoku apha sicela uxolelo nenceba oyishumayelayo, uxolelo ukuba uYesu ufuna ukundinika kodwa into oyithethayo ngokuchasene nomthetho.
Ndiphume kwiCawe yakho, mfundisi othandekayo, emva kokusilela kwakho ukubangabaluleki kwaye ulusizi, udanile, kwiinyembezi ndizihambele iiyure kwaye ndizifumene emva kweekhilomitha ezimbalwa zokuhamba ngevenkile yamanqaku enkolo. Injongo yam yayingekokuthenga kodwa ukuya kukhangela umfanekiso othile wonqulo oza kuthetha naye, kuba ndaphuma ecaweni yakho ndinobunzima besigwebo.
Imehlo lam labanjwa nguCrucifix owayenesandla esinye esinqatyisiweyo kwaye omnye ehlisiwe. Ngaphandle kwento endiyaziyo ndithandaze kufutshane nelo Crucifix noxolo lwabuya kum. Ndiyaqonda ukuba ndingabelana ngokwam ukuba uYesu uyandithanda kwaye kufuneka ndiqhubeke nendlela ndide ndifikelele kubudlelwane obugqibeleleyo neCawe.
Ndithe ndisacinga yonke lento, umthengisi weza kum athi "ndoda elungileyo, unomdla ekuthengeni lomnqamlezo? Sisiqwenga esinqabileyo ekungekho lula ukusifumana ”. Emva koko ndacela ingcaciso malunga nokucaca kwaloo mfanekiso kwaye umabhalana waphendula wathi “uyabona uYesu emnqamlezweni unesandla esitshixiwe esikhonkwaneni. Kuthiwa bekukho umoni ongazange afumane ukuxolelwa kumfundisi kwaye ke umntu oguqukayo ekhala kufutshane noMnqamlezo yayinguYesu ngokwakhe owasusa isandla sakhe esikhonkwaneni wamxolela loo moni ”.
Emva kwayo yonke lento bendiqonda ukuba ayenzeki ngengozi ukuba bendikufuphi neloo Crucifix kodwa u Yesu wayimamele isikhalo sam sokuphelelwa lithemba kwaye wayefuna ukwenza into ngokusilela kwalowo mphathiswa wakhe.
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Ababingeleli abathandekayo, andinanto endinokufundisa yona, kodwa xa uthe wasondela kuye othembekileyo wenze into ephosakeleyo, zama ukungamameli amazwi akhe kodwa uyiqonde intliziyo yakhe. Ngokucacileyo, uYesu wasinika imithetho yokuziphatha ukuba ihlonitshwe, kodwa kwicala leengqekembe, uYesu ngokwakhe washumayela uxolelo olungenasiphelo kwaye wafa umnqamlezo wesono. Yiba ngabalungiseleli bakaYesu oxolelayo, ungabi ngabagwebi bemithetho.
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