Umfanekiso kaYesu Imbali ijikeleza umhlaba
Ukuba ekuqaleni kukaFebruwari 1971 kuculwa iingcwele zeCustody, kwinyanga elandelayo, ulwesiHlanu wokuqala ka-Matshi, kubhiyozelwe umlo weCrr. Le Cruz, i-40 yeemitha ubude, ixhonywe kwi "Chapel" eyayiligumbi eline "iintsuku ezingama-XNUMX" uMangaliso nesibingelelo ekwakukho kuso umnquba, iCustody kunye nemifanekiso emininzi. Kuhambo lwam lokuqala ndiye ndafumanisa ukuba ndiphupha ivumba elimnandi ledolo lam lasekunene.
Okokuqala, i-Crucifix yafunga igazi kwaye jonga neefoto. Ngokufanayo nento eyenzeka kuYesu emyezweni, "ukubila kungathi ngamaconsi egazi awela emhlabeni" (uLuka 22, 44). Ndafika ngemini elandelayo. UMaría Concepción wasibonisa kule chapel. Igazi lalisitsha, lisatsha. Iintlungu zikaYesu kunye nentlonipho enkulu yaqhaqeka kwaye yandenza ndaziva ndichukunyiswa. Kwakukho ukuthula okuphazamisayo. Nangona ubuso bukaYesu bukhangele phezulu, bandijonga, ndaziva ndixhoma inkangeleko. Ayikuko ukuba ndabona ukuba ishukumisa intloko yakhe, ukuba bekufanele ukuba ndiza kwehla kwaye ndijonge. Ndiva ukujongwa kwakhe kunzulu kwaye kubuhlungu. Okulandelayo, ndacela uMaria Concepcion ukuba andivumele ukuba ndithathe isampulu yegazi elincinci ukuze lihlaziywe. Uye wandinika iqhekeza elimhlophe wandisondeza emnqamlezweni, ndalidlulisa eli laphu ndasuka ndabuya nebala legazi. Elo gazi lahlaziywa kwi-Forensic Medical Institute eMadrid kwaye isiphumo soko sasiyi: iqela legazi lomntu 0, RH +. Andazi ukuba uhlobo lwegazi likaYesu ngokwenene yayingu-0, kodwa inentsingiselo: UMaría Concepción wabona uYesu ephila. Igazi laphalaza isithsaba sameva kunye nobuso bakhe, ukusuka kwi-chin ukuya kukhathala ukuya kufikelela kwisifuba kunye nemilenze. Ndibone abantu abaliqela ekuhlaleni nabanye abahambi ngezonqulo ababekhona eLadeira ngalo Lwesihlanu we-5 kaMatshi.
Izehlo ezinokubangela umdla ngokwenene zenzekile, zinqabile, kodwa eziya kuzama ukubuyisela kwakhona ezinye zazo, akunakwenzeka ukuphinda imbali yonke yeziganeko zibalulekileyo eLadeira. Andizimisele ukubhala ibali likaLadeira, nokuba sisishwankathelo esipheleleyo. Ndifuna ukuqaqambisa imicimbi ethile (kwimbono yam) kwaye ngaphezu kwako konke ukubanamava am kunye nobungqina kwezona zinto zibalulekileyo (ukungakwazi ukukhumbula yonke into) endayibonayo, ndeva ndayohlala eLadeira.
Umntu othathe inxaxheba kwezi ziganeko wabizwa ngokuba nguMaria Conceicao. Yonke le nto yaqala ngo-Okthobha ka-1959 xa uMaria Conceicao, umfazi ohluphekileyo ongafundanga, walaliswa esibhedlele, wagula kakhulu, kwisibhedlele iMisericordia eGolega. Ungena kwigumbi lesibhedlele wacela ukuba umfanekiso "nguNosso Mr. dos Passos" (uYesu onomnqamlezo) ukuba amnike ubungqina bokuba ukhona kwaye uzophola.
Ke ngoko, ngeCawe yokuqala ka-Epreli 1960, wabona umfanekiselo kaYesu wanikina intloko, wanikina intloko wavula wavala amehlo. Isiganeko saphindwa amatyeli aliqela kwaye nonina, kolunye utyelelo lakhe, wabona umfanekiso wancwina, amehlo akhe eqaqambe. Kungekudala emva koko waphiliswa kwaye wakhululwa. Ukususela ngoko kwaye ngoku uhlala eLadeira waqala ukuba "nemibono" eParadesi.
Ukususela nge-17 kaJuni waqala wabona uYesu ephethe umnqamlezo wakhe kunye nembalasane phambili. Lo "mbono" wahlala emehlweni kaMaria Concepción kunye nabantu awayehamba naye de kwangowe-1962. Nge-18 kaFebruwari ka-1962 iNtombi eNtsikelelo yavela kuye okokuqala. UMaria Concepción wayethandaza nabantu emnyango wendlu yakhe. INtombi enguSikelelweyo yeza ilifu elimhlophe kakhulu kunye nokubengezela kwepinki enemisonto yokukhanya okubonakala ngathi zintambo zegolide. Ilifu lalihleli phezu kophahla, ngokungathi yibhola yomlilo, eyayibonwa ngumntu wonke, yothuka xa yayiqonda ukuba indlu isemlilweni. Ilifu lavula kwaye lashiya iNkosazana enguSikelelekile, enxibe ezimhlophe, enesambatho esimnyama kunye nesithsaba seenkwenkwezi. Ukusukela ngala mhla, iNkosazana enguSikelelweyo yaqhubeka ukuvela, kaninzi, izihlandlo ezininzi ngenyanga.
Nge-7 kaMay, iNgilosi enkulu uSan Miguel wavela. Emva koko ubukho bakhe banda ngokuba sisityebi, kwinqanaba lokumbona yonke imihla. Xa uMaria Concepción exelela zonke ezi nyaniso malunga nomfundisi weTorres Novas, wachasa ngokukrakra, engakhange alifundele eli tyala, engabonisi nzala, etyeshela umsebenzi wakhe wobufundisi. Nokuba kusetyenziswe gwenxa gunya, bayikhanyela iisakramente ... Nangona kunjalo, iNgilosi enkulu uMichael uyaqhubeka ekukuthumela ukuba uye eTorres Novas ukuyokuvuma kwaye ufumane uMthendeleko oNgcwele, onqatshelwe ngocwangco. Nge-15 kaFebruwari ngo-1963, ngolwe-Sihlanu emva kokuba enqatshelwe uMthendeleko kwiCawa ye-Mercy yaseTorres Novas, uMaria Concepción wagoduka elila kwaye emanzi yimvula. Emva koko iNgilosi enkulu uMichael yavela yamnika uMthendeleko oNgcwele okokuqala.
Ukusukela ngala mhla ukuya nge-8 kaDisemba, ngo-1965, uSan Miguel wanika uMthendeleko yonke imihla, amakhulu ngakumbi ukuba iNgcwele yabonakala xa uSan Miguel wazinza ngolwimi lwakhe. Kukho ubungqina obuninzi kunye namaxwebhu ayimifanekiso. Oku kufundwe ngoogqirha abaliqela kunye namapolisa ezomthetho, abayibonileyo le nto "ngaphandle kokufumana nkcazo." Phakathi konyaka we-1963 nowe-1964, uMaria Concepción wahlaselwa kathathu. Olona dlakadlaka kwabathathu lwenzeka nge-3 ka-Epreli ngo-1964, xa amakhosikazi ama-5 angena endlwini yakhe indoda yambetha, yamphosa emhlabeni, yamaphula amazinyo, yachetywa kabuhlungu yasala ilele emhlabeni, umzimba ungazi kwaye ukhubazeke .
Ngokucacileyo, njengoko kwafundwayo kamva, yayingabantu ababedla ngokuhamba icawa, icawa kaTata Vitorino (igama elifanelekileyo miura), ababenqatshelwa kwiisakramente kwaye babetha ibandla esidlangalaleni ngokungena kumthendeleko. Kodwa zange balandele elityala. Bazama ukumtshisa ephila, bekhanyisa ingubo awayeyinxibile, ebambe umlilo ngelixa bekhokelela emthandazweni. Ngethamsanqa, abanye abantu bayanceda kwaye bawucime umlilo. Ukuthetha ngentshutshiso uLadeira akanasiphelo kwaye ngenene "Ayinakukholwa", akunakufikeleleka, incwadi encinci endayibhalayo inomxholo othi "Ladeira wentshutshiso, ameva kunye nokubandezeleka".
Ngapha koko, kwityala likaMaria Concepción, eliqhutywa ngo-1973 nalapho kwaboniswa ukuba lo Patriarchate wasePortugal "wamonakalisa" umntu, ukuba angqine ubuxoki ngokuchasene noMaria Concepción, igqwetha lakhe laseBasque elivela eGama Fernandes, wathi alikho kwimbali , akukho ntshutshiso yonqulo njengokugqithisa nokukhohlakala, emva kwamagqwirha aseSalem, aqhutywa ngokuchasene nokukhulelwa kukaMariya. Le ndoda inesidima, uFernandes Vasco da Gama, wayeneenyanga ezimbalwa emva komongameli wokuqala weCongress of Depadors ePortugal.
Imihla engama-40 yomangaliso
Nge-8 kaDisemba, ngo-1965 uMaria wafumana ukubanjwa komthendeleko okwenziwa nguSan Miguel, kodwa ngokungafaniyo ngamanye amaxesha, wawugcina umzi-lwazi ngolwimi kangangeentsuku ezingama-40, ehlala ejikelezwe ngabantu abathathe inxaxheba kuwo. Ngezi ntsuku zingama-40 uMariya ukondliwe kuphela kukuqonda kwe-Ekaristi eNgcwele. USan Miguel wayezisa uMthendeleko wakhe oNgcwele ntsasa nganye. Ngeli xesha uMaria Concepción wayenemisitho emininzi kwaye waqala ngokuphila "iPosta yeNkosi". Wayeneentlungu ezininzi novavanyo oluninzi, ngaphezu kwayo yonke indlala kunye nokunxanwa. "Ndilambile, sithandwa sam, kwaye kusekho iintsuku ezininzi!" Ndimve ekhwaza kwiintsuku zokuqala. Ndithethile namangqina aliqela ngesi siganeko simangalisayo kwaye wonke umntu wandiqinisekisa ukuba uMaria Concepción akakaze abe yedwa, ukuba abo babehamba naye bahlala bejongwa kwaye bathandazwa, ukuba uMaria Concepción wathandaza kunye nabo lonke eli xesha awuzange uqinisekise. musa ukuba yithontsi lamanzi, okanye nakuphi na okunye ukutya ngaphandle kwe-Ekrisarist eNgcwele. Ngomhla we-17 kaJanuwari esi siganeko sibalulekileyo singumangaliso, esiyingqayizivele kwimbali, saphela: gcina le ndlela ingcwele kangangeentsuku ezingama-40 emlonyeni ngaphandle kokutshintsha. Into engaqhelekanga kwaye engaqhelekanga. Eli xesha "lemimangaliso yeentsuku ezingama-40" seedjó UYesu wazila ukutya esentlango kwaye wayelungiselela "uthumo lwasesidlangalaleni" lukaMaria Concepción.
Isibhedlele ngengqondo eLisbon
Oku kube nefuthe lazo kunye nokuphendula kwabasemagunyeni basePortugal, inyathelo lokuqala labasemagunyeni bezenkolo, eliya kuyibeka kwisibhedlele sabagula ngengqondo saseJulio Matos eLisbon, ukuze igcinwe ngokujongwa. Ufike apho nge-12 kaMatshi. Into yokuqala abayenzayo kukususa zonke iimpahla zakhe, ibhegi kunye nezinto. Xa umntu eze kumbona, baphinda babeka esweni ukuba anganxibi iirabha (ukuba stigmata) okanye "imilo" (izikhongozelo) ukwenza imibutho yobudenge ebonakalayo okanye naziphi na ezinye izinto "ezikrokrelayo".
Ubudlelwane obonakalayo, ibala, uchulumanco ngokuphila iPastor: kodwa ezi zinto zingaqhelekanga ziye zaphindaphinda. Yaqala ukubonakala kwizandla eziqaqadekileyo, ezinyaweni nasezinqeni. U-Stigmata wabonakala ngezandla zombini nakwiinyawo zombini. Ubuye wenza umnqamlezo esifubeni sakhe ... ndinembali ebanzi kwaye inembali eneenkcukacha ngayo yonke into eyenzekileyo phakathi kuka-Matshi 25 noMeyi 16 kwimbali yesibhedlele. Ndibhala ukuba ngokucacileyo oku kuyireferensi nje emfutshane.
Oogqirha nabongikazi, kubandakanya nesibhedlela, banokucingisisa ngezi zinto, ngaphandle kwengcaciso kwezonyango okanye kwezesayensi. Ndinamagama ogqirha kunye neecawa zembali kwimbali ebendizithetha ngaphambili. Emva kweenyanga ezimbini ezinesiqingatha ebukele, akafumananga nto ingaqhelekanga okanye ngobuqhophololo kwaye kwafuneka ukuba ayikhuphe. Kodwa akukho namnye kule nto owakholelwa ku-Lisbon Patriarchate, owayesoloko eyala konke okuqinisekileyo kwaye esiya kubuxoki, ukunyelisa kunye nentshutshiso. Njengoko kubonakala ngathi. Ukubuyela kwakhe eLadeira, uMaria Concepción waqala ukuba nochulumanco apho iNkosi kunye neNtombi Enyulu yabonakaliswa ngokuthetha emlonyeni. Abanye ababingeleli babiza isipho sesiprofetho okanye "isiprofetho ecstasy". Baninzi abantu abaya e-Ladeira kwaye baba yi-Oração yendawo yokuthandaza.
Ihlazo lomnqamlezo ebunzini
Nge-9 kaJuni, umthendeleko kaCopus Christi, ihlazo lomnqamlezo ebunzini labonakala. Olu hlaselo lwalungesosigxina. Yayikhangeleka ngathi inenxeba, ngathilenxeba elinomnqamlezo Ke, ngokuthe ngcembe, bekunyamalala ukuhlala "kufutshane" kubuso obuqhelekileyo. Oku kuphindaphindwa ngokufanelekileyo iminyaka eliqela. Ndizibonele ngokwam izihlandlo ezininzi, ukusuka ekuqaleni ukuya ekugqibeleni. Ndiza kukuxelela kamva. Baqala nge-15 ka-Agasti kwangaloo nyaka we-1966, baqala ukuya kubalindi baka-Ladeira GNR (Republican National Guard), becelwa ngu Patriarchate wase Lisbon, ukuthintela umthandazo ukuba ungabikho apho. Beza ikakhulu ngoMgqibelo nangeCawa, owona mhla wokuhamba kwabantu abaninzi. Obu bukho kunye nentshutshiso ye-GNR yenziwa de kwaba ngoMeyi 1974, yafikelela kwimida egqithileyo ngo-Agasti ka-1972, njengoko ndiza kuthetha kamva. Kodwa akukho nanye kwezi yakwazi ukuwuphelisa umthandazo okanye uthumo lukaLadeira, ngaphandle kweenzame ezilungileyo zeLisbon Patriarchate.
Imfihlakalo yeenwele
Ekuqaleni kukaNovemba 1968 kukho inyani eyodwa. UMaria Concepcion ke wayeneenwele ezimfutshane kakhulu. Kufike umfundisi ku Ladeira, wanikwa intshutshiso yokuba uLadeira wayenyelisiwe kwaye edelelwa. Kwi-ecstasy, uMaria Concepción wavala isitshixo seenwele kwaye watsala iNkosi esithi iya kutyhila ngezo nwele, ukubonisa ubungqina bokwenyani nobungcwele balo mfundisi. UMaria Concepcion wayephethe le tumsi incinci yeenwele kwi-medallion ejikeleze intamo yakhe. Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa kamva, iinwele zakhe zanda kwaye ilokhi yayivuliwe ukuze inyuse umthamo weenwele. Emva koko faka ibhokisi yezihlangu. Apho yaqhubeka ikhula kwaye yanda ukuze iphume ebhokisini nayo. Abanye abahambi ngeenqanawa baphatha uQueluz Ladeira kwibhokisi enkulu yeglasi. Kukho iinwele eziye zaqhubeka nokukhula kwaye ziphindaphindwe ukuya kubude bebhokisi. Usagcinwe, emva kweminyaka engaphezu kwamashumi amane. Mangaphi amaxesha endicinga ngawo kuhambo lwam lokuqala, ihlala ipha ivumba elimnandi. Kwaye ndabona ukuba wayephakame ngokufanayo noMaria Concepción.
Ummangaliso weoyile
Nge-25 kaSeptemba ngo-1969, uYesu wathi ecstasy: "Kungekudala ndiza kwenza into efana nommangaliso womtshato eKana." Kwiintsuku ezimbini emva koko, kulandela umkhombandlela owanikwa yiNkosi yethu kwi-ecstasy yaseMaría Concepción, faka iilitha zamanzi kwisitya esinomthamo weelitha ezingama-25. Kwaye ngamangqina asibhozo, bavala kunye ne-lacraron, emva kokujonga ukuba kukho kuphela amanzi. Ngomhla wokuqala ku-Okthobha, isitya savulwa, phambi kwamangqina, sajonga ukuba kwakungekho manzi, kodwa iilitha ezili-1 zeoyile. Kubonakalisiwe ukuba le oyile ihlaziyiwe kunye neoyile entsha ekumgangatho ophezulu, ngaphandle kweeyure zomsebenzi kwii-cellars.
Ngoku ioyile le yayisonyusa ivolumu ukuya kufikelela kumthamo opheleleyo webhotile eyi-25 yeelitha. Oku kuphindwe kaninzi. Sonke sasifuna ukuba nezinye ioyile. Kwaye ke sasineebhotile, iibhotile kunye neebhotile ezinkulu, iMaría Concepción yokusinika ioyile. Esona siganeko simangalisayo senzeka nge-30 kaDisemba, ngo-1971. Kwakukho izimbiza ezininzi kunye neebhotile zikaMaria Concepción ezisinika ioyile. Ngejug, uMaria Concepcion uthathe ikota yeoyile ukugcwalisa ngesisa iphakheji yethu. Ekugqibeleni, emva kokususa iilitha ezisibhozo okanye ezilishumi, waqhubeka isitya sigcwele ioyile, ngokungathi akathathanga nethontsi. Bonke abakhoyo, isiPhuthukezi, iSpanish kunye nesiFrentshi, njengoko sele sikubonile ngokumangaliswa.
Kwakuyinto eqhelekileyo ukwehlisa inqanaba kwaye uphinde uphinde uphinde kwakhona kwakhona. Ngobunye ubusuku ndilele ecaleni kwe oyile. Ndifumanise ukuba ndisisiqingatha, nangaphezulu okanye ngaphantsi, kodwa iiyure ezimbalwa, bekungekho mntu ungene kwigumbi, isikhongozeli esigcwele sigcwala, sinombala wegolide entle kunye nevumba elitsha leoyile. Kwenzeka into efanayo kubantu abaninzi ngeoyile yabo yeLadeira: bayinika abanye abantu emva koko babuya bayokufumana imali efanayo nangaphambili. Ngale oyile kuninzi kweziganeko ezingaqhelekanga ezenzekileyo, ngakumbi ukuphiliswa.
Thetha nje ngento eyenzekileyo kumfundisi, emva koko uhlala eSan Sebastián. Lo mfundisi wayephethe i-snuff ye-snuff, wayengenakuhlala iyure ngaphandle kokutshaya. Ngenye imini ndikwivangeli kwaye ndadibana nenenekazi elingumFrentshi elalibuya eLadeira. Lomntu ubizwayo kunye no-Armande wayengumpostile omkhulu kaLadeira. UArmande wathetha noTata uJ. Ladeira, imimangaliso eyenzeka apho. Wayethetha ngeoyile kwaye emxelela ukuba uphethe ibhotile epheleleyo. Umfundisi, ethandabuza, wathi: "Ukuba ndiyawuyeka umkhwa wokutshaya ngokungummangaliso." Uye wafaka iminwe yakhe kwioli wenza umnqamlezo kulwimi lwakhe.
Emva kwethuba, wakhawula icuba kwaye kwafuneka akhuphe kuba "babazi ububi". “Ewe, ndisakhumbula ioyile kulwimi. Dlulile. Hayi, ayenzekanga. Wazama izihlandlo ezininzi kwaye uhlala eziva kakubi. Emva kwexesha wayeka ukutshaya. Emva kwexesha uLadeira watyelela kwaye waba ngomnye wabakhuseli bakaLadeira.
Isishwankathelo sokugqibela
Njengoko benditshilo ekuqaleni kweli phepha: Andizimisele ukubhala ibali likaLadeira, nokuba sisishwankathelo esipheleleyo. Ndifuna nje ukuqaqambisa iziganeko ezithile (ngokoluvo lwam) kwaye, ngaphezu kwako konke, ukuxelela amava am kunye nobungqina kwezona zinto zibalulekileyo (ukungakhumbuli yonke into) endiyibonileyo, ndiyivile kwaye ndinamava kuLadeira. Kwaye la mava, obona bomi bam bubalaseleyo, bendisoloko ndizikhusela kwaye ndiza kuzikhusela njengenye into yasezulwini, eyenzeka phakathi kowe-1970 nowe-1974. Kukho iinyani ezibaluleke ngakumbi endizibonileyo kwaye ndathatha inxaxheba kuzo.
UMaria Concepción wayethandazela iRosary njengaxa zonke, kodwa wayethandazela neRosari yobuOthodoki. Neemanyano ezininzi zobumnandi zenze ukuba ubonakale umamkeli, owawusoloko ungumnini, ukuba uSan Miguel ndithathe indawo yengcwele. (I-Orthodox inesakramente ezifanayo njengathi, kodwa zinxibelelana ngesonka esitywe yi wayini, samkelwa ngesipuni ...)
Iimbumbulu zakhe bezimnandi ngeengoma, ngesiqhumiso nangokugcina ulwazi olufanayo nolwabhalwa nguSt. John Chrysostom kwinkulungwane yokuqala yobuKrestu, xa bekukho iicawa enye kuphela. Kodwa ukusweleka kukaD. Gabriel I wasePortugal (Nge-18 kaFebruwari ka-1997) ngela xesha ndalubiza ngegama elithi "ukubola". Umlandeli wakhe waziqhelanisa noMaria Concepción, ngelixa egcina uLadeira ukuba lilonke lecawa ye-Orthodox ... Kwakuchaziwe ukuba uSathana, umhluli omkhulu (um divi), uLadeira wayezama ukumtshabalalisa ngaphakathi, kuba andivelanga nto ngaphandle. Umlo ovelayo kunye noMaria Concepcion wasala neqela elincinci kakhulu lababingeleli. Konke ukubandezeleka kube kuhle. Xa ndandiye eLadeira ndabona umsebenzi wabantu, kodwa ngaphambi kokuba ndiqonde uLadeira, uLadeira wam.
Okokugqibela xa ndandikunye noMaria Concepción kwakungoMeyi ka-2003. Ndisakhumbula ndihleli emva kwetafile, umphakathi osemnyango wegumbi lokutyela, ujikelezwe ngabantu abaninzi. Ndahamba nomfundisi nabanye abaninzi. UMaria Concepción wayesenentembelo enkulu kuthi (nakumbingeleli). Sathetha ngokubandezeleka kwabo, ukubaphatha kwabo kakhulu ngokwasemzimbeni nangakumbi ngokomoya. Cebisa ukuba umbingeleli abe ngumphathi weLadeira Opera iphela. Ukuhamba kwethu ndaziva ndisiva iintlungu, ukuba ndibone uMaria Concepción ediniwe kakhulu, zibuhlungu kakhulu ...
Nge-10 ka-Agasti, yayilikhaya losapho lomfazi wam ePortugal, babukele umabonwakude. Ubusuku be-telejornal (iindaba zithi) yaqala ngeli bali: "Uswelekile uLadeira". Ukukhwaza, ndibize umfazi wam, owabona iindaba ukuba zothukile. Samangaliswa. Ngemini elandelayo sajika saya ku Ladeira. Ikati yayizele. Ngamnye wethu sasisithi mhle kuMariya Concepción. Uninzi lwabantu belukhala. Ndibuyele kuLadeira izihlandlo ezininzi emva kokubhubha kukaMaria Concepción kunye namazwi embongi kaCid athi: "U-Thixo wayenenkosi elungileyo, inkosi elungileyo!" Imfazwe enkulu kangaka, intshutshiso engaka, ubuxoki obuninzi, umsindo omkhulu, ukungabikho kokusesikweni okunxamnye nomlimi lo ...!
Njengoko benditshilo kwizifundo zam kuLadeira: "Injongo yam ayisi kukuzama okanye ukukholisa, kodwa kukunyaniseka enyanisweni nokunikeza ubungqina ngento endiyibonileyo, ndiyivileyo kwaye ndinamava kuLadeira".