Umyalezo wokugqibela kaNadia Toffa "ubomi buthetha noThixo"

(Lo myalezo uvela kwimithombo ethile ukuba ingabalelwa kuNadia Toffa. Ndiyipapashe ngokungenangqondo ukuze ndisasaze lo myalezo. Nangona kunjalo, ndikumema ukuba uwufunde njengoko iliphepha elihle kwizinto zomoya). Ihlaziywe ngo-Agasti 16, inqaku elipapashwe ngo-Agasti 14.

UMYALEZO WOKUGQIBELA KANADIA TOFFA
Ukuba ubunokubona umzimba wam ungapha kwembonakalo ndiyazi ubungeke ukwazi ukundiqaphela ubuso bam, kubuhlungu qho xa ndiphefumla, ndinentlungu yonke indawo, umzimba wam ubuhlungu andikwazi kwenza nto, wagqiba ekubeni abaleke. ikhosi ngaphandle kwam!
Kwenzeka ntoni kum? Ndifuna ukuphila, ndikhululeke ukuphila njengomphefumlo wam, ingqondo yam nomzimba wam ukhululekile, ndifuna ukuphila, ukuphefumla, ukuvuya, ndifuna ukwamkela obu bomi kwaye ndonwabele yonke isekhondi enye njengesipho, kodwa mna. m tired, andikwazi, mandiphumle, ukuba ndiyakwazi, ukuphumla kuye kwaba yinjongo yofezekiswa, yonke i-cm yomzimba wam ibuhlungu, ndifuna ukusabela, ndiyazama ukuyenza kodwa ndibuyele ibhedi yam!!!
Ndibona ubomi ngokwahlukileyo, yonke into iye yaba banal kum…. imali yamandla iyaxabanisa umona iminqweno yobudenge, ahhhh ukuba obu buntu bebuqonda ukuba ubomi sisipho kwaye ndinganikela kangakanani ukuze ndiphile ngaphandle kwezi ntlungu, ngaphandle kwesi sifo!
Kutheni uchitha ubomi bakho bonke uyonakalisa ngokusukela iinjongo zasemhlabeni? xa eyona njongo ibubomi ngokwabo, ndiqale ndithethe noThixo, Nkosi yam, kuzokwenzekani na kum? ebomini bam? yentsapho yam?
Ngalo mzuzu ndiyabona ukuba akhonto yeyam qha ibibolekiwe kum, ndibambelele kuThixo, ndiqala ukubona ubom ukusuka phezulu ukuya ezantsi, ndizinikele ngokupheleleyo ezingalweni zikaThixo, ndiqonde ukuba bukhona. Indawo yam ukusukela ekuphefumleni kwam!Ekugqibeleni okubalulekileyo yindlela oye wajongana ngayo nalobu bomi.Okubalulekileyo yimizekelo enikiweyo, iinkumbulo ozishiyayo, uthando olunyanyekelweyo, amaqhina adaliweyo,,,ibalulekile.
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