I-Medjugorje: ukusuka kwisono ukuya kwisicaka sikaThixo

Ukusuka kumoni ukuya kumkhonzi kaThixo

Ekuqaleni kukaNovemba ka-2004, ndaya eMelika kwiintlanganiso ezininzi zomthandazo kunye neenkomfa. Apho ndiye ndafumana ithuba lokuva ubungqina babantu abaguqukileyo enkosi eMedjugorje, ngokundwendwela nangeencwadi. Kum lo yayingomnye umboniso wokuba uThixo usebenza ngokunzulu namhlanje. Ndicinga ukuba kubalulekile ukuba wonke umntu ayazi loo nto, ukuze abe nesibindi aze omeleze ukholo lwakhe. Ngezantsi ungafunda ubungqina bomfundisi omncinci malunga nokuguqulwa kwakhe okungaqhelekanga.

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“Igama lam ndinguDonald Calloway kwaye ndazalelwa eWest Virginia. Ngelo xesha abazali bam babehlala bengazi nto. Ekubeni babengenamdla kukholo lobuKristu, abazange bandivumele nokuba ndibhaptizwe. Emva kwexeshana abazali bam bahlukana. Andizange ndifunde nto, nangemilinganiselo yokuziphatha, okanye ngomahluko phakathi kokulungileyo nokubi. Ndandingenayo imigaqo. Indoda yesibini umama awatshata nayo yayingengomKrestu, kodwa yayingumxhaphazi kamama. Wasela elandela abafazi. Nguye ekwakufuneka ondle intsapho, ngoko wangena kuMkhosi waseLwandle. Le meko yayithetha ukuba mandikhe ndihambe okwexeshana nale ndoda. Wachukumiseka yaye intsapho yakowethu kwafuneka ifuduke. Umama notata wesibini babesilwa ngalo lonke ixesha baza bahlukana.

Umama ngoku wayethandana nendoda eyayikuMkhosi waseLwandle njengaye. Khange ndiyithande. Wayahlukile kwamanye amadoda akhe. Naye wayengafani nezalamane zam ezingamadoda. Uthe xa ezosibona wafika enxibe iuniform ebonakala ukuba uzilungise kakuhle. Undiphathele nezipho. Kodwa ndabakhaba ndacinga ukuba umama wenza impazamo. Nangona kunjalo wayemthanda kwaye bobabini babetshatile. Ngoko kwangena into entsha ebomini bam. Le ndoda yayingumKristu kwaye ikwiCawa ye-Episcopal. Le nyani yayingandihoyi kwaye ndandingenamdla wayo. Wandamkela, yaye abazali bakhe bacinga ukuba ngoku ndingabhaptizwa. Ngesi sizathu ndifumene uBhaptizo. Xa ndandineminyaka elishumi ubudala, ndazalelwa umzalwana ngonina waza naye wabhaptizwa. Noko ke, kum uBhaptizo lwalungathethi nto. Namhlanje ndiyithanda kakhulu le ndoda njengotata kwaye ndimbiza ngolo hlobo naye.

Ekubeni abazali bam babefuduswa, kwafuneka sifuduke rhoqo, kuquka ukufudukela kuMazantsi eKhalifoniya naseJapan. Ndandingenambono kaThixo, ndandisiya ndiphila ubomi besono yaye ndandicinga ngokuzonwabisa kuphela. Ndaxoka, ndisela utywala, ndonwabile namantombazana ndaza ndaba likhoboka leziyobisi (iheroin neLSD).

EJapan ndaqalisa ubusela. Umama wangcungcutheka ngendlela engathethekiyo ngenxa yam waza wafa zintlungu, kodwa ndandingakhathali. Ibhinqa elithile umama awayezityand’ igila kuye lamcebisa ukuba axubushe ngazo zonke ezi zinto nomfundisi wamaKatolika kwiziko lomkhosi. Le yayisisitshixo sokuguquka kwakhe. Yayiluguquko olungaqhelekanga kwaye uThixo wangena ngenene ebomini bakhe.

Ngenxa yobomi bam obuvakalala, mna nomama kwafuneka sibuyele eUnited States, kodwa ngenxa yokuba ndandikhe ndabhadula, kwanyanzeleka ukuba ayishiye yedwa iJapan. Xa ekugqibeleni bandibambayo, ndagxothwa kweli lizwe. Ndandizaliswe yintiyo yaye ndandifuna ukubuyela kubomi bam bakudala eMerika. Ndahamba notata ndaya ePennsylvania. Umama wasibulisa ezinyembezini kwisikhululo seenqwelomoya. Wathi, “Owu, Donnie! Ndiyakuthanda. Ndiyavuya ukukubona kwaye bendisoyika kakhulu!" Ndimtyhale ndamkhuza ekhala. Umama wade waphelelwa ngamandla kodwa ndandingaboni ngasonye.

Kwafuneka ndiye kwiziko lokuchacha.

Apha bazama ukundixelela okuthile ngonqulo, kodwa ndasaba. Kwakhona andizange ndifunde nto ngonqulo. Ngelo xesha abazali bam babeguqukele kunqulo lwamaKatolika. Andizange ndikhathale ndaqhubeka nobomi bam bakudala, kodwa ngaphakathi ndandingenanto. Ndagoduka qha xa ndiziva ndithanda. Ndandikhohlakele. Ngenye imini epokothweni yebhatyi yam ndafumana imbasa kuGabriel, ingelosi enkulu, umama awayeyithubelele kuyo ngokufihlakeleyo. Emva koko ndacinga: "Hayi indlela engenamsebenzi!". Ubomi bam bekufanele ukuba bubomi bothando olukhululekileyo, kwaye endaweni yoko ndandiphila ubomi bokufa.

Kwiminyaka elishumi elinesithandathu ndemka ekhaya ndaza ndazama ukuqhubeka nemisebenzi engaqhelekanga, kodwa ekubeni ndandingafuni ukusebenza, ndalitshisa elo thuba. Ekugqibeleni ndabuyela kumama, owazama ukuthetha nam ngonqulo lwamaKatolika, kodwa ke ndandingafuni kwazi nto ngalo. Lwaya lusanda uloyiko ebomini bam. Ndandisoyika nokuba amapolisa angandibamba. Ngobunye ubusuku ndihleli egumbini lam ndaqonda ukuba ubomi kum buthetha ukufa.

Ndaya kwivenkile yeencwadi yabazali bam ukuze ndijonge imizobo yeencwadi. Ndifumene incwadi enomxholo othi: "UKumkanikazi woXolo undwendwela iMedjugorje". Yayiyintoni? Ndajonga imizekeliso ndabona abantwana abathandathu besonge izandla. Ndachukumiseka ndaza ndaqalisa ukufunda.

"Iimboni ezintandathu ngelixa zibona iNtombi Enyulu uMariya". Owaye engu? Ndandingazange ndive ngaye, ekuqaleni ndandingawaqondi amazwi endandiwafunda. Yayithetha ukuthini uMthendeleko, uMthendeleko oNgcwele, iSakramente eSikelelekileyo yesibingelelo kunye neRosari? Ndaqhubeka ndifunda. Ngaba uMariya ufanele abe ngumama wam? Mhlawumbi abazali bam balibele ukundixelela into? UMariya wathetha ngoYesu, wathi uyinyaniso, ukuba unguThixo, nokuba wafela bonke abantu emnqamlezweni, ukuze abasindise. Wathetha ngeCawa, yaye njengoko wayethetha ngayo, andizange ndiyeke ukumangaliswa. Ndaqonda ukuba leyo yinyaniso yaye andizange ndiyive loo nyaniso de kube ngoko! Wathetha nam ngaLowo unokundiguqula, ngoYesu! Bendimthanda lomama. Ubusuku bonke ndayifunda incwadi kwaye ngentsasa elandelayo ubomi bam abuzange bufane. Kwakusasa, ndaxelela umama ukuba kufuneka ndithethe nomfundisi wamaKatolika. Ngoko nangoko lafowunela umfundisi. Umfundisi wandithembisa ukuba emva kweMisa eNgcwele ndiza kuthetha naye. Ngoxa umbingeleli, ebudeni bokungcwaliswa, wathetha la mazwi: “Ngumzimba wam lo, owanikelwa ngenxa yenu!”, Ndandikholelwa ngokuqinileyo kubunyaniso bala mazwi. Ndandikholelwa kubukho bukaYesu bokwenyani kwaye ndonwabe ngendlela emangalisayo. Uguquko lwam lwaqhubela phambili. Ndaya kwindawo ethile ndaza ndafunda ezakwalizwi. Ekugqibeleni, ngo-2003, ndamiselwa njengomfundisi. Kwindawo endihlala kuyo kukho abanye abagqatswa abasithoba bobubingeleli abaguqukileyo bafumanisa ubizo lwabo ngeMedjugorje".

UYesu, uMsindisi noMkhululi wethu, wamkhupha lo mfana esihogweni waza wamsindisa ngendlela emangalisayo. Ngoku uhamba kwiindawo ngeendawo aze ashumayele. Ufuna bonke abantu bazi ukuba uYesu unokumenza umoni omkhulu abe ngumkhonzi kaThixo.

Konke kuyenzeka kuThixo! Masivumele uThixo, ngesibongozo seNtombi Enyulu uMariya, ukuba asikhokelele kuye nathi! Yaye sinethemba lokuba nathi siya kukwazi ukunikela ubungqina kuso.

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