IMedjugorje: U-Emanuela waphinda wavela ebuchotsheni

Igama lam ngu-Emanuela NG kwaye ndiza kuzama ukulixela kancinci ibali lam, ndiyathemba ukuba liya kuba luncedo kwikhomishini eza kudibana eMedjugorje. Ndineminyaka engama-35 ubudala, nditshatile kwaye ndinabantwana ababini: isi-5 nesiqingatha sokuqala kunye neenyanga ezili-14 kwesesibini kwaye ndingugqirha.
Malunga nonyaka ophelileyo ndenziwa utyando nge-astrocytoma, ethe yavela ngequbuliso kwi-lobe yexeshana elungileyo kwaye emva koko yahamba umjikelo we-BCNU kunye nenyanga ye-telecobaltotherapy eyona dosage inokubakho; ngaxeshanye bendithatha 8 mg. ye-Decadron ngosuku, malunga nesiqingatha sonyango, ndadlula kwimasisi. Emva konyango lwe-cobalt ndayimisa ngokukhawuleza i-cortisone, ndaneengxaki ezithile ekwindla. Ukuthintela ukubanjwa kwe-epileptic yohlobo lwe-epileptic ngenxa yesikhephe kwi-lobe yexeshana, ndalandela unyango lwe-anticonvulsant. Ngo-Okthobha, i-scan yokuqala yolawulo lwe-CT: kulungile ngaphandle kwento enye: ngelixa ndilandela iindlela zonyango ezimiselweyo, ndandineengxaki ezi-15 zokuxhuzula ngosuku. Okwangoku ndaye ndaqala ukucinga ukuba unyango endaweni yokundinika uncedo lwalundibangela ukuba ndibenempembelelo, kwaye, uxanduva olupheleleyo ngoncedo lolo Thixo kunye neNtombi eNgcwele eNgcwele endandisoloko ndiziva ndisondele ukusukela ngeentsuku zoqhaqho Ndithathe isigqibo sokushiya ngokuthe ngcembe iTegretol kunye neGardenal kwaye, ngokudibeneyo, ukusukela ngoNovemba andikhange ndibenangxaki nokuba ndiphantsi koxinzelelo lomzimba okanye lweemvakalelo, nditsho nasekunyanzelweni ngumoya. Kodwa ngelishwa isimanga esibi sasindilindile. Ngaphandle kwengxaki kunye neempawu ezinesidima semithambo-luvo kwi-CT elandelayo ekupheleni kukaFebruwari ka -85, kwenzeka kaninzi, kugwetywe kungasebenzi nguProf. IGeuna. Ndaphinda ndaziva ukuba eli asiloxesha lokuyeka. Ngokukhawuleza, ukusuka ePavia, ngelixa ndisahleli umbono omnye wokuqonda isifo, kwagqitywa ekubeni kufuneka ndibenomjikelo weCCNU (iicapsles ezi-5- iiveki ezi-8 zokuphumla, ezinye iifomsile ezi-5) emva koko ulawulo olutsha ukuya kongenelelo olunokwenzeka. Ndenze njengoko bendixelele. Ngelixa usapho lwam luye lwajika laya kumazwe angaphandle ukufumana uluvo, ukuthumela onke amaxwebhu, umnqweno onamandla wokuya eMedjugorje wazalelwa ngaphakathi kum, ngelixa bendihlala ndisithi, impilo ivumela, ndiza kuya eLourdes ndibulele ngokuba uluphumelele kakuhle ungenelelo. Kwaye apha, nje ukuba uhambo ku-Medjugorje kugqitywe, iindaba ezilungileyo zokuqala zifika: ukusuka eMinnesota prof. IMITHETHO ibhala ukuba inokuba yi-radionecrosis emva kwexesha ngenxa ye-cobaltotherapy. Ukusuka eParis, prof. I-ISRAEL iphakamisa ukungaqiniseki okufanayo kwaye iphakamise ukucinga kwenyukliya kwimbonakalo yophando ukwenza umahluko okhoyo. Okwangoku, ndiya eMedjugorje ndithandaze kwaye ndibone ukubonakala kukaMama wethu endlwini kaVicka kwaye ukukhutshwa kuhamba ngomqolo wam. Ngelixa ingqondo yam kagqirha indixelela ukuba ayisiyonto ingekhoyo, iba ngathi amandla andibambe ngalo mzuzu; Ngemini elandelayo ndikhwela encotsheni yeNtaba iKrizevac ngemizuzu engama-33, ngelixa kwiinyanga nje zakutshanje bekunzima kakhulu kum ukuba ndinyuke nditsho umahluko omncinci kakhulu kwindawo eziphakamileyo. Kuhambo lwangaphandle ngenqwelomoya xa usuka nasekufikeni bendinentloko ebonakalayo ngenxa ye-edema, ndihlala ndibuyela ngenqwelomoya andisaziva nto, ingathi intloko yam ikhaphukhaphu, iphilisiwe. Ndiyaqhubeka unyango lwe-anti-edema, kuba kwaneradionecrosis ibangela i-edema kwaye yiyo. Ngo-Matshi ndiya eGeneva kwisandi semagnethi yenyukliya kwaye enyanisweni akukho nto ngaphandle kwe-radionecrosis, i-pemawound edema iphantse yanyamalala, izakhiwo eziphakathi ezikwi-CT scan ekupheleni kukaFebruwari ziye zalungelelaniswa. Kusekho indawo encinci engaqinisekanga endiza kuyiphinda ndiyijonge ngoJulayi. Ngoku kufanele kuthathelwe ingqalelo ukuba umfanekiso we-CT scan ubonwe zii-radiologists ezisibhozo, ii-neurologists kunye nee-neurosurgeons, kubandakanya ezinye izikhanyiso zase-Itali naseFrance, kuphela ngeyethoba, i-American Doctor LAWS yeza nenye into esele yenzekile Ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiye eMedjugorje ukuze sikwazi ukuthetha ngommangaliso kwi-umbungu kwinqanaba lokuqonda isifo. Kodwa kukwakho nezinye izinto ezincinci ekufuneka ziqwalaselwe: Ndilungile, andinaxinzelelo, andinaempawu zemithambo kwaye ndaphila ubomi obuqhelekileyo; Utshintsho kuphela, ukholo olunyanisekayo, olungenantsingiselo lungene entliziyweni yam, ukuba ufuna into endinokuba nayo njengomntwana. Ukuba uThixo endikholwe kuye, kodwa owaziva ekude kuthi, uhlala kum kwaye ndithandaza kuye ngoyena mama ungoyena Ngcwele mihla le nguBawo Oyingcwele.
Ukuba kukho imfuneko, ndifaka ifotokopi yengxelo ye-CT.
Ngombulelo omkhulu ngokufunda ibali lam kwaye ndinethemba lokuba ngenye imini liza kuyazi. Ngokholo.