UMedjugorje "uluphilisile ulwimi lwam wawavula kwakhona amehlo am"
UYEVELE NELWIMI YAM UHLAWULE IIMBONO ZAM
Ndandineminyaka engama-20 ubudala, bendihlala kwindawo yobuKristu kodwa ngaphandle kukaKristu entliziyweni yam. Iqhutywa yimeko yokungathathi cala ngenxa yesithukuthezi, ndakhangela i-alibi kwiincwadi ezithetha ngesayensi yengqondo, ubuhenyu. Ke, yonke into ethathwe ngumnqweno wokuphuhlisa ubuchwephesha obuza kundenza ukuba ndoyise imeko yam, ndifumana "inkululeko" yeentanda-bulumko zaseMpuma! Akukho mntu undixelele ukuba nguyena kuphela "ophilisa zonke izifo zakho, asindise ubomi bakho emhadini kwaye akonwabise imihla yakho ngempahla" ngelixa "ubuvuselela ubutsha bakho njengokhozi" (iNdumiso 103).
Ndihlala ndikhangela ukusebenza kakuhle, bendicinga ukuba ndiyifumene igama lam kuluntu lwe-LFT oluphenjelelwa ziintanda-bulumko. Ezi zinto ndizishiyile kuyo yonke into, kwivenkile yemifuno. Ndikholelwa kwinkosi yabo (inkosi) Shree Anandamurti, ibanjwa eIndiya, ebezakuba yintloko yamaxesha akutshanje. Ukufundwa kabuhlungu kwezicatshulwa zeTao yaseBhagwan kunye neminye iminyaka emibini kuyiguqule ngokupheleleyo intloko yam yandenza ukuba ndiphulukane nokholo lwamaKatolika kwaye, emva koko, indlela eya ezincwadini zikaRa nokholo kubukho bukaThixo nangomphefumlo emva kokufa.
Ndisebenze kubo ngokusisigxina, ndixakekile kwivenkile yemveliso epheleleyo. Basiphatha ngoncedo lwethu kabini ngonyaka kaCatholic! Ndikhathazekile ngokufa, ukubandezeleka malunga nobomi obufutshane, ndayeka ukuzonwabisa ngekhamera kunye nokuzibhanxa: Ndafuna ukuba yi-monki yaseZen, enye intanda-bulumko yaseMpuma kufutshane neBuddhism.
Kodwa uMama wandijonga kwaye wandenza ukuba ndidibane neqela elinekratshi emva koko… incwadi ngeMedjugorje: Ndifuna ukubonisa umama wam kunye nam ukuba yayiyinkohliso leyo. Ndiye ndatyhalwa ndaya eMedjugorje ukuya kuziqinisekisa ngayo, kodwa kwanomdla ongaqondakaliyo. Kwakungokuhlwa kweKrisimesi '84. Phambi komfanekiso oqingqiweyo ombi kangako kwicawa yemiboniso ndaqala ukuziva ndiphakathi kwesihlwele: Bendingafuni ukuhlala okanye ukuguqa ngamadolo ndachasa ukuya kwinqanaba lokubandezeleka ndambombozela: "Ukuba nguwe, ndixolele undincede". Ububi baphantse baphela. Ngexesha lobunzima ngesiTaliyane ndaziva ndinomnqweno omkhulu wokufumana uMthendeleko nangona ndandiziva ngathi ndiyintlanzi emanzini. Ngokukhawuleza nje ukuba iMisa iphelile, ndafuna umntu oza kuvuma izono zakhe, ndaziva ndikhululekile kwaye kumlindo weKrisimesi ndafumana uYesu.
Ngosuku olulandelayo ndeva ilizwi: "Awufanelanga kodwa ndifuna wena". Ndaqala ukufumana uMthendeleko yonke imihla. Ndibuyele ekhaya bendizimisele ukwahlukana nefilosofi, ndingasayi kuchitha amakhulu amawaka eelottery kunye namachibi ebhola ekhatywayo: kuphela i-10.000 kuphela. Ndilahlekile kube kanye kwaye ndaziva ukuba ayinakwenzeka. Yayisisigqibo esitsha nesomeleleyo. NguMthendeleko wemihla ngemihla kuphela onokuthi andincede nditshintshe indlela endicinga ngayo, emva kokufundiswa kwezi ntanda-bulumko: ubabalo lukaThixo loyisa yonke imeko yengqondo. Ngoku ndibuyile evenkileni yam, ndisiya kwiqela lomthandazo kude nekhaya kabini ngeveki. Akukho mkhondo wokhubazeko lwangaphambili. Ndiseluxolweni. Umthandazo ugcwalisa usuku lwam. Ndiyathandaza ndihlupheka ngenxa yamadoda. Ndilindele ukunqwala okuvela eNkosini ngekamva lam kodwa andinawo omnye umnqweno. Ke uClaudio, ovela ku-X., Undixelele ukuba-njengesiqhelo sikhetha ukwaziwa kuphela kuThixo.
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