I-Medjugorje: umbono we-Ivan usixelela oko iNenekazi lethu likufunayo kuthi
Imboni uIvan uthetha nabahambi ngezonqulo
Bahlobo abathandekayo baseTaliyane, ndonwabile kakhulu ukuba ndikwazi ukunibulisa kule ndawo iminyaka engama-21 esikelelwe bubukho bukaMariya.
Ndifuna ukunixelela ngemiyalezo asinika iimboniselo; ngeli xesha lifutshane ndiza kukuxelela ngemiyalezo ephambili.
Kodwa kuqala ndifuna ukunixelela ukuba ningandijongi njengongcwele, nokuba ndinqwenela ukuba ngcono; ukuba ngcwele ngumnqweno endiwuvayo entliziyweni yam. Nokuba ndibona uLethu, ayithethi ukuba ndiguqukile. Eyam, njengoguquko lwakho, yinkqubo ekufuneka sigqibe ngayo kwaye sizibophelele ngokunyamezela.
Yonke imihla kule minyaka ingama-21 kusoloko kukho umbuzo ongaphakathi kum: Kwakutheni ukuze uMama undikhethe? Kutheni ungabonakali tu? Zange ebomini bam ndikhe ndibe nomfanekiso-ngqondweni wokubona iNenekazi lethu ngenye imini. Ekuqaleni ndandineminyaka eli-16 ubudala, ndandingumKatolika okhutheleyo njengaye wonke umntu, kodwa akukho mntu wayendixelele ngembonakalo eyahlukahlukeneyo yeNtombi Enyulu. Xa ndisiva ngaye esithi “NdinguKumkanikazi woXolo” ndaqiniseka ukuba nguMama kaThixo.Uvuyo noxolo endiluvayo ngalo lonke ixesha entliziyweni yam lunokuvela kuThixo kuphela.Yonke leminyaka ndikhulela kuye. isikolo ngoxolo, uthando, umthandazo. Andinakuze ndimbulele ngokwaneleyo uThixo ngesi sipho. Ndibona uLethu njengoba ndikubona ngoku, ndithetha naye, ndingambamba. Emva kokudibana ngakunye, akukho lula kum ukubuyela kubomi bokwenyani, bemihla ngemihla. Ukuba naye yonke imihla kuthetha ukuba seParadesi.
Nokuba ayinguye wonke umntu ombonayo, iNenekazi lethu liza kuye wonke umntu, ukuze kusindiswe ngamnye wabantwana bakhe. "Ndiza kuba uNyana wam undithumile kwaye ukuze ndikuncede", watsho ekuqaleni ... "Ihlabathi lisengozini enkulu, linokuzitshabalalisa". UnguMama, ufuna ukusibamba ngesandla asikhokelele eluxolweni. “Bantwana bam, ukuba akukho luxolo entliziyweni yomntu, akukho luxolo ehlabathini; ngenxa yoko musani ukuthetha ngoxolo, kodwa philani ngoxolo, musani ukuthetha ngomthandazo, kodwa qalani ukuphila ngomthandazo”… “Bantwana abathandekayo, maninzi kakhulu amazwi ehlabathini; thethani kancinci, kodwa sebenzelani ngakumbi ubumoya benu”… “Bantwana abathandekayo, ndinani ukuze ndinincede, ndifuna nizise uxolo”.
UMary nguMama wethu, uthetha nathi ngamazwi alula, akadinwa kukusimema ukuba silandele imiyalezo yakhe eliyeza lokubandezeleka koluntu. Akazi kusizisa uloyiko, akathethi ngeentlekele okanye isiphelo sehlabathi, uza njengoMama wethemba. Umhlaba, uthi, uya kuba nekamva loxolo ukuba siqala ukuthandaza ngentliziyo, ukuthatha inxaxheba kwiMisa eNgcwele kungekuphela nje ngeeholide, ngovumo lwenyanga, ukuba siyayazi indlela yokubeka uThixo kuqala ebomini bethu. UMaria usibongoza ukuba sinqule amaSS. I-Sacramento, ukuthandaza iRosari kunye nokufunda iLizwi likaThixo kwiintsapho, ikhuthaza ukuzila ukudla ngoLwesithathu nangoLwesihlanu, isicela ukuba sixolele, sithande kwaye sincede abanye. Usifundisa izinto ezintle ngobumnandi kunye nothando lukaMama owathi: "Ukuba ubusazi ukuba ndikuthanda kangakanani, ubuya kukhala ngovuyo!". Soloko uqalisa imiyalezo ngokuthi "Bantwana abathandekayo" kuba ibhekiswa kuye wonke umntu, ngaphandle kokwahlula ubuzwe, inkcubeko, umbala. Kuye, bonke abantwana bakhe babaluleke ngokulinganayo. Inenekazi lethu liphindaphinda izihlandlo eziliwaka: "Thandaza, thandaza, thandaza". Ukuba sifuna ukuya kwisikolo soxolo, kwesi sikolo akukho mpelaveki, akukho khefu, kufuneka sithandaze sodwa, neentsapho, ngamaqela yonke imihla. Inenekazi lethu lisathi: "Ukuba ufuna ukuthandaza ngcono, kufuneka uthandaze ngakumbi". Umthandazo sisigqibo somntu ngamnye, kodwa ukuthandaza ngakumbi kulubabalo. UMariya usimema ukuba sithandaze ngothando ukuze umthandazo ube kukuhlangana noYesu ngokumanyene naye, ubuhlobo kunye naye, ukuphumla kunye naye: ukuze umthandazo wethu ube luvuyo.
Ngokuhlwa ngokuhlwa ndiza kucebisa wonke umntu kwiNenekazi Lethu, ngakumbi nina bantu batsha, ndiza kuzisa iingxaki zenu kunye neenjongo zenu.
Umnqweno wam kukuba ukusukela namhlanje, ukusukela ngoku ngokuhlwa, wonke umntu avule iintliziyo zakhe kwaye enze isigqibo sokuqalisa ukuphila imiyalezo ebesinikwe yiGospa iminyaka engama-21 ngokubonakala kwakhe eMedjugorje.