IMedjugorje: UJacov uthetha nathi ngeParadesi. NguDade Emmanuel
Jakov, sixelele… ”kubuza abahambi ngezonqulo. -UGospa weza wasithatha.uVicka wayekunye nam, hamba uye kumbuza, uza kukuxelela ngaye ... Umama wethu unxibelelana naye. Kwelakhe icala, uVicka akaceli ukuba abuzwe kabini ukuba axelele “ngohambo lwakhe lobomi basemva kokufa”: - Besingayilindelanga- uthi - iGospa yeza egumbini loxa umama kaJakov wayesilungiselela isidlo sakusasa ikhitshi.
Ucebise ukuba sobabini sihambe naye siye ezulwini, kwindawo yentlambululo-miphefumlo nakwisihogo. Oku kusothuse kakhulu kwaye ekuqaleni noJakov nam khange nditsho. - Endaweni yokuhamba noVicka uhambe naye-uJakov wamxelela - unabantakwabo noodade wabo abaninzi, lo gama ndim kuphela umntwana kamama. -Kwicandelo lam - wongeza uVicka, -ndithe ngaphakathi kwam- “Sizodibana phi? Kuya kuthatha ixesha elingakanani? " Kodwa ekugqibeleni, sibona ukuba umnqweno weGospa yayikukuthatha nathi, samkela. Kwaye sazifumana siphezulu phaya ..- -Phezulu phaya? -Ndabuza uVicka, - kodwa wafika njani apho? - Ngokukhawuleza xa sathi ewe, uphahla lwavuleka kwaye sasiphezulu apho! Ushiye umzimba wakho? - - Ewe, njengokuba sinjalo ngoku! U-Gospa uthathe uJakov ngesandla sasekhohlo kunye nam ngesandla sasekunene sahamba naye, waqala wasibonisa izulu. Ngaba ungene ezulwini ngokulula? - - Kodwa hayi! - UVicka wandixelela-sangena emnyango. - Umnyango njani? - - Mah! Umnyango oqhelekileyo! Sabona iSt. Peter kufutshane nomnyango kwaye iGospa yavula umnyango… - UPeter oyiNgcwele? Ibinjani? -Mah! Kwakunjani emhlabeni! - Uthetha ukuthini? - Malunga namashumi amathandathu, amashumi asixhenxe eminyaka, hayi mde kakhulu kodwa hayi nokuba mncinci, iinwele ezingwevu ezingwevu, zityebile ngokwaneleyo ... - Akakuvulanga na? - Hayi, iGospa ivulwe yodwa ngaphandle kwesitshixo. Undixelele ukuba ibingu 5. Peter, khange athethe nto, sithe ndlela-ntle ngokulula. - Akakhange abonakale emangalisiwe ukukubona? - Hayi kuba? Uyaqonda, sasikunye neGospa. -Vicka uchaza imeko ngokungathi wayethetha ngokuhamba okungathathwanga izolo, nosapho, kwindawo engqongileyo. Uziva engenamqobo phakathi "kwezinto ezingaphezulu" kunye nezo zingezantsi. Ukhululekile ngokugqibeleleyo phakathi kwezi zinto kwaye uyamangaliswa yeminye imibuzo yam. Isimanga kukuba akaqondi ukuba amava akhe amele ubuncwane eluntwini kwaye ulwimi lwasezulwini oluqheleke kakhulu kuye luvula iwindow kwilizwe elihluke ngokupheleleyo kuluntu lwethu lwangoku, kuthi abo "bangaboniyo".
- Izulu yindawo enkulu engenamida. Kukho ukukhanya okungekhoyo emhlabeni. Ndibone abantu abaninzi kwaye wonke umntu wonwabile. Bayacula, bayadanisa ... banxibelelana nabanye ngendlela esingenakucinga ngayo. Bayazana ngokusondeleyo. Banxibe iilokhwe ezinde kwaye ndiqaphele imibala emithathu eyahlukeneyo. Kodwa le mibala ayifani naleyo yomhlaba. Zifana tyheli, ngwevu nobomvu. Kukwakho iingelosi nazo.
UGospa wasicacisela yonke into. “Uyayibona indlela abonwabe ngayo. Abasweli nto. - Vicka ungaluchaza olu lonwabo luhlala ezulwini ngokubusiswa? - - Hayi andinakuyichaza, kuba emhlabeni akukho magama anokuyithetha. Olu lonwabo lwabanyuliweyo, nam ndiluvile. Andinakukuxelela ngayo, ndingaphila kuphela entliziyweni yam. -Ngaba ubungafuni ukuhlala phezulu ungaze ubuyele emhlabeni? - - Ewe! Uphendula encumile. Kodwa akufuneki ucinge ngesiqu sakho nje! Uyazi olona lonwabo lwethu kukwenza iGospa yonwabe. Siyazi ukuba ufuna ukusigcina emhlabeni okwethutyana ixesha elide ukuhambisa imiyalezo yakhe. Kuluvuyo olukhulu ukwabelana ngemiyalezo yakhe! Ngethuba nje efuna mna, ndikulungele! Xa efuna ukundithatha ndihambe naye ndizobe ndilungile phofu! Yiprojekthi yakhe, hayi eyam ... - Abasikelelweyo, ngaba banokubona nawe? - Ngokuqinisekileyo basibonile! Sasikunye nabo! - Njengokuba bekunjalo? - Babemalunga namashumi amathathu. Zazintle kakhulu, zintle kakhulu. Akukho mntu wayemncinci kakhulu okanye emkhulu kakhulu. Kwakungekho bantu babhityileyo okanye abatyebileyo okanye abagulayo. Wonke umntu wayeqhuba kakuhle kakhulu. - Ke ngoku kutheni iSt.Peter wayemdala kwaye enxibe okomhlaba? -Ukuthula okufutshane kuye ... umbuzo awuzange ufike kuye. - Injalo loo nto, ndiza kukuxelela into endiyibonileyo! Ukuba imizimba yakho ibisezulwini kunye neGospa, ngaba ibingasekho emhlabeni, endlwini kaJakov? - Akunjalongo noko! Imizimba yethu inyamalale endlwini kaJakov. Wonke umntu ebesikhangela! Ithathe imizuzu engamashumi amabini iyonke. -Njengokuma okokuqala, ibali likaVicka lima apho.
Kuye, eyona nto ibaluleke kakhulu kukuba sele uqalile ukungcamla ulonwabo olungathethekiyo lwezulu, olu xolo lungaphazanyiswanga kwisithembiso sakhe esingasayi kuphinda siqinisekiswe. Imimoya eyomeleleyo ngokuqinisekileyo iya kuba nakho "ukuguqula" kwaye ixoxe ngale ndaba eluhlaza ibonakaliswe nguVicka. Kodwa ngaphandle kwento yokuba uJakov umele ubungqina besibini, olona phawu lucacileyo lokuba uVicka uhlala ezulwini kukuba olu vuyo lwasezulwini luhamba luphuma kubo bonke abo basondela kuye. Ngubani ongabala amawakawaka abo athe, ngoncumo olulula, wabuyisa ithemba?