I-Medjugorje: Ukuphiliswa okungenakuchazeka komfazi wase-Belgian

UPascale Gryson-Selmeci, ongumhlali waseBelgian Braban, inkosikazi nomama wosapho, uyangqina ngokuchacha kwakhe okwenzeka eMedjugorje ngolwesiHlanu umhla we-3 ku-Agasti emva kokuthatha uMthendeleko ngexesha loMthendeleko oNgcwele. Eli nenekazi liphethwe "yi-leukoencephalopathy", isifo esinqabileyo nesinganyangekiyo esineempawu ze-multiple sclerosis, sithatha inxaxheba kuhambo olwalulungiselelwe ukuphela kukaJulayi, kumnyhadala wolutsha. UPatrick d'Ursel, omnye wabaququzeleli, wabona ubungqina bokuchacha kwakhe.

Ngokwamangqina, lo mhlali waseBelgian Braban wayegula eneminyaka eli-14, kwaye wayengasakwazi ukuzityhila. Emva kokuthatha uMthendeleko oNgcwele, uPascale waziva enamandla ngaphakathi kuye. Ukumangaliswa kakhulu ngumyeni wakhe kunye nabantu ababathandayo, ngexesha elithile uqala ukuthetha kwaye ... aphakame esihlalweni sakhe! UPatrick d'Ursel waqokelela ubungqina bukaPascale Gryson.

“Kudala ndicela ukuchacha. Kufuneka yaziwe ukuba bendigula ngaphezulu kweminyaka eli-14. Bendihleli ndilikholwa, ndikholwa ngokunzulu, ndisebenza kwinkosi yeNkosi ubomi bam bonke, kwaye ke xa kwavela iimpawu zokuqala (zesifo), kwiminyaka yokuqala, ndabuza ndacela. Amanye amalungu osapho lwam nawo ajoyine kwimithandazo yam kodwa impendulo ebendiyilindile ayifikanga (ubuncinci le bendiyilindele) kodwa abanye bafikile! - ngexesha elithile, ndazixelela ukuba, ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo, iNkosi ibindilungiselela ezinye izinto. Iimpendulo zokuqala endizifumeneyo zazilubabalo lokuba ndikwazi ukunyamezela isigulo sam, ubabalo loMandla noVuyo. Ayilulo uvuyo oluqhubekayo, kodwa olunzulu, kubunzulu bomphefumlo; umntu angatsho eyona ncam iphambili yoMphefumlo eyathi, nakwezona zihlandlo zobumnyama, yahlala kwinceba yovuyo lukaThixo .. Ndikholelwa ngokuqinileyo ukuba isandla sikaThixo sihleli simi kum. Andizange ndiluthandabuze nothando lwakhe ngam, nangona esi sifo besinokundenza ndiluthandabuze uthando lukaThixo ngathi.

Kwiinyanga ezimbalwa, umyeni wam uDavid kwaye ndifumene umnxeba ongxamisekileyo wokuya eMedjugorje, ngaphandle kokwazi ukuba uMary wayesilungiselela ntoni, kwabonakala ngathi yinto engenakuphikiswa. Le fowuni yomeleleyo yandothusa kakhulu, ngakumbi into yokuba sayifumana sisibini, umyeni wam kunye nam, ngendlela efanayo. Kwelinye icala, abantwana bethu, bahlala bengenamdla kwaphela, kwakubonakala ngathi bayachasa esi sifo ngokubhekisele kuThixo ... Babeqhubeka bendibuza ukuba kutheni uThixo ebaphilisa abanye hayi abanye. Intombi yam yayihlala isithi kum: "Mama, kutheni uthandaza, ungathandazeli ukuba uchache?". Kodwa ndandikwamkele ukugula kwam njengesipho esivela kuThixo, emva kweminyaka emininzi ndihamba ngenyawo.

Ndingathanda ukwabelana nawe ukuba esi sifo sindinike ntoni. Ndicinga ukuba ngekhe ndibengulomntu ndinguye ngoku ukuba bendingenabo ubabalo lwesi sifo. Ndandingumntu ozithembileyo; INkosi yandinika izipho ngokwembono yomntu; Ndandingumzobi okrelekrele, ndinekratshi kakhulu; Ndifunde ubugcisa bokuthetha kwaye nomsebenzi wam wesikolo wawulula kwaye kancinci ngaphandle kwesiqhelo (…). Isishwankathelo, ndicinga ukuba esi sifo siyivule kakhulu intliziyo yam kwaye sicoce amehlo am. Kuba esi sisifo esichaphazela isiqu sakho. Ndilahlekelwe yiyo yonke into, ndatshitshisa ngokwasemzimbeni, ngokomoya nangokwengqondo, kodwa ndakwazi amava kunye nokuqonda entliziyweni yam oko abanye babejamelana nako. Ukugula kwavula intliziyo yam namehlo am; Ndicinga ukuba ngaphambi kokuba ndibe yimfama kwaye ngoku ndiyakwazi ukubona amava abanye; Ndiyabathanda, ndifuna ukubanceda, ndifuna ukusondela kubo. Ndikwazile ukuba nobutyebi kunye nobuhle bobudlelwane kunye nabanye. Ubudlelwane bethu njengesibini bunzulu ngaphandle kwalo lonke ithemba. Andizange ndicinge nzulu ngolu hlobo. Ngokufutshane, ndafumanisa uthando (…).

Kungekudala ngaphambi kokuba siye kolu hambo, sagqiba kwelokuba sithathe nabantwana bethu bobabini. Intombi yam emva koko- ndingathi "unikwe umyalelo" -ukuthandazela ukubuyela kwam, hayi kuba bendifuna okanye ndifuna, kodwa ngenxa yokuba ebefuna (…). Ndibakhuthazile, bobabini kunye nonyana wam, ukuba bacele olu lubabalo ngokwabo, konina kwaye bayenza ngokoyisa bonke ubunzima babo okanye imvukelo yangaphakathi.

Kwelinye icala, kumyeni wam nakum, olu hambo lumele umngeni ongathethekiyo. Shiya ngezitulo zamavili ezimbini; singakwazi ukuhlala phantsi, sasifuna isitulo esinokuhlala phantsi kangangoko kunokwenzeka, ngoko saqesha esinye; Besineveni engenaxhobanga kodwa "iingalo ezivumayo" zibonise amatyeli amaninzi ukuba zindithathe, siphume sibuyele emva ...

Andinakuze ndilibale ubumbano, olona phawu lukhulu lobukho bukaThixo.Kubo bonke abo bandincedileyo ukusukela ngoku andikwazi ukuthetha, ukwamkelwa kwabaququzeleli, kuye wonke umntu obenento enye yobumbano kunye nam, ndacela iGospa ukuba imnike intsikelelo yakhe ekhethekileyo kunye noomama kwaye ambuyisele ngokuphindwe kalikhulu kwento ngamnye andinike yona. Umnqweno wam omkhulu yayikukubona ukubonakala kukaMary kuMirjana. Umphathi wethu waqinisekisa ukuba mna nomyeni wam siyaya. Kwaye ke ndalufumana ubabalo endingasokuze ndilulibale: abantu abahlukeneyo batshintshana ngokundithatha nesihlalo sedan kwisihlwele esixineneyo, ndicela umngeni kwimithetho engenakwenzeka, ukuze ndikwazi ukufikelela kwindawo apho ukubonakala kukaMariya bekuya kwenzeka khona (... ). Umfundisi wenkolo wathetha nathi, ephinda umyalezo uMariya awumisele ngaphezu kwabo bonke abagulayo (…).

Ngosuku olulandelayo, ngolwesiHlanu, nge-3 ka-Agasti, umyeni wam wasuka waya eNtabeni yoMnqamlezo. Kwakushushu kakhulu kwaye elona phupha lam likhulu yayikukukhapha. Kodwa kwakungekho baphetheyo kwaye imeko yam yayinzima kakhulu ukuyilawula. Bekukhetha ukuba ndihlale ebhedini… ndiyalukhumbula olo suku njengelona "libuhlungu kakhulu" kwisigulo sam… Nangona ndandinesixhobo sokuphefumla esiqhotyoshelweyo, konke ukuphefumla kwakunzima kum (…). Nangona umyeni wam wemkile ngemvume yam - kwaye andizange ndifune ukuba anikezele - andinakwenza nantoni na elula njengokusela, ukutya okanye ukuthatha iyeza. Ndabethelelwa ebhedini yam ... bendingenawo namandla okuthandaza, ndijongane neNkosi ...

Umyeni wam ubuyile onwabile, echukumiseke ngokunzulu yilento wayesandula ukuhlangabezana nayo endleleni yomnqamlezo. Ugcwele uvelwano ngam, ngaphandle kokuba ndimchazele neyona nto incinci kuye, wayeqonda ukuba uhambo lomnqamlezo, bendihlala kulo ebhedini yam (…).

Ekupheleni kosuku, ngaphandle kokudinwa nokudinwa, uPascale Gryson kunye nomyeni wakhe baya phambi kukaYesu uMthendeleko. Eli nenekazi liyaqhubeka:
Ndishiyeke ndingenawo umatshini wokuphefumla, kuba ubunzima bekhilogram yeso sixhobo buhleli emilenzeni yam, bebunganyamezeleki. Sifikile emva kwexesha… andinabuganga bokuthi ... kwisibhengezo seVangeli… (…). Ukufika kwethu, ndaqala ukucenga uMoya oyiNgcwele ngovuyo olungachazekiyo. Ndamcela ukuba athathe yonke into yam. Ndaphinda ndavakalisa umnqweno wam wokuba ngowakhe ngokupheleleyo emzimbeni, emphefumlweni nasemoyeni (…). Lo mbhiyozo uqhubeke de kwaba lixesha loMthendeleko, ebendilindele wona. Umyeni wam wandisa kulayini owawusemva kwecawa. Umfundisi uhambe ngakwindlela ephakathi kukaMzimba kaKristu, edlula kubo bonke abanye abantu abalinde emgceni, esiya kuthi ngqo. Sobabini safumana uMthendeleko, ekuphela kwabo babemgceni ngelo xesha. Semka saya kunika abanye ukuze sikwazi ukuqala isenzo sobabalo. Bendinevumba lesiqholo elinamandla neliswiti (…). Emva koko ndeva amandla edlula kum esuka kwelinye icala esiya kwelinye, ingekuko ubushushu kodwa amandla. Imisipha eyayingasetyenziswanga kude kube ngoko yabethwa yimeko yobomi. Ndaye ndathi ke kuThixo: “Bawo, Nyana noMoya oyiNgcwele, ukuba ucinga ukuba wenza into endiyikholelwayo, kwaye uzalisekisa lo mmangaliso ungacingekiyo, ndicela umqondiso nobabalo: qiniseka ukuba ndiyakwazi ukunxibelelana neqabane lam ". Ndaguqukela kumyeni wam ndazama ukumxelela "uyanuka la mafutha?" Uphendule ngeyona ndlela iqhelekileyo emhlabeni "hayi, impumlo yam iyabanda"! Ndiye ndamphendula ndathi "icacile", kuba ebenganuki eyam. ilizwi lonyaka ngoku! Kwaye ukumvusa ndongeze "hey, ndiyathetha, uyandiva?". Ngalo mzuzu ndaqonda ukuba uThixo uwenzile umsebenzi wakhe kwaye ngesenzo sokholo, ndatsala iinyawo zam esitulweni ndaphakama. Bonke abantu abandingqongileyo ngelo xesha bakuqonda okwenzekayo (…). Kwiintsuku ezilandelayo, imeko yam yaphucuka ngeyure. Andisafuni ukulala ngokuqhubekayo kwaye iintlungu ezinxulumene nokugula kwam ziye zathoba ngenxa yomzamo womzimba endingakwazanga ukuwenza iminyaka esi-7 ngoku ...

“Bazifumene njani ezi ndaba zakho?” Kubuza uPatrick d'Ursel. Impendulo esuka kuPascal Gryson:
Ndicinga ukuba amakhwenkwe onwabe kakhulu kodwa ke kufuneka sichaze ukuba badibana nam phantse kuphela njengomntu ogulayo kwaye kuya kubathatha ixesha ukuziqhelanisa.

Ufuna ukwenza ntoni ebomini bakho ngoku?
Umbuzo onzima kakhulu kuba xa uThixo esipha ubabalo, lubabalo olukhulu (…). Owona mnqweno wam mkhulu, ikwangulowo weqabane lam, kukuzibonakalisa sinombulelo kwaye sithembekile eNkosini, kubabalo lwayo, kwaye kangangoko sinako, singamdanisi. Ke ukuba ikhonkrithi yokwenene, okubonakala kucacile kum ngoku kukuba ekugqibeleni ndiza kuba nakho ukuthatha uxanduva lokuba ngumama nomtshakazi. Le nto iphambili.

Elona themba lam linzulu kukuba sikwazi ukuphila ubomi bomthandazo ngendlela efanayo naleyo yobomi bomntu, nobasemhlabeni; ubomi bokucamngca. Ndingathanda ukubanakho ukuphendula bonke abo bantu bacela uncedo kum, nokuba bangobani. Kwaye ukungqina uthando lukaThixo ebomini bethu. Inokwenzeka ukuba eminye imisebenzi izakuza phambi kwam kodwa, ngoku, andifuni kwenza izigqibo ngaphandle kokuqonda okunzulu nokucacileyo, ndincediswa sisikhokelo sasemoyeni phantsi kwamehlo kaThixo.

UPatrick d'Ursel ubulela uPascale Gryson ngobungqina bakhe, kodwa ucela ukuba iifoto ezinokuba zithathiwe ngexesha lohambo zingasasazwa ngakumbi kwi-Intanethi ukukhusela ubomi babucala balo mama. Uyacacisa: „IPascale inokubuyela umva, kuba iziganeko ezinjalo sele zenzekile. Kufuneka silumke njengoko icawe ngokwayo icela oko.