UMedjugorje: "Ubomi bam noMama wethu" umbonisi uJacov uxelela
Ubomi bam noMadonna: imboni (uJacov) iyavuma kwaye isikhumbuza ...
UJakov Colo uthi: Ndandineminyaka elishumi ubudala xa kwavela inenekazi lethu kwaye ngaphambi koko ndandingazange ndacinga ngeapparition. Besihlala apha elalini: ibiyindlala nyani, bekungekho ndaba, sasingazi ngezinye iiapparitions, nokuba zezaseLourdes, okanye zeFatima, okanye ezinye iindawo apho kwavela iNenekazi lethu. Ke nenkwenkwe eneminyaka elishumi ubudala ayicingi ngokwenyani, Thixo, loo minyaka. Unezinye izinto entlokweni yakhe ezibaluleke ngakumbi kuye: ukuba nabahlobo, ukudlala, ukungacingi ngomthandazo. Kodwa xa ndabona okwesihlandlo sokuqala, phantsi kwentaba, umfanekiso wasetyhini wasimema ukuba siye phezulu, entliziyweni yam ndaziva ngokukhawuleza into ekhethekileyo. Ngokukhawuleza ndaqonda ukuba ubomi bam buza kutshintsha ngokupheleleyo. Ke xa saqhubeka, xa sabona uMadonna esondele, olo buhle bakhe, olo xolo, olo lonwabo waludlulisela kuwe, ngalo mzuzu ayikho enye into eyenye. Okwalo mzuzu kuphela ebekhona kwaye entliziyweni yam bekukho kuphela umnqweno wokuba looapparation iphinde iphindwe, ukuba siphinde siyibone.
Ukuqala kwethu ukuyibona, ngenxa yovuyo kunye neemvakalelo asizange sitsho nelizwi; silile kuphela ngenxa yovuyo kwaye sithandazile ukuba le nto iphinde yenzeke. Ngemini enye, xa sibuyele emakhayeni ethu, kwavela ingxaki: uza kubaxelela njani abazali bethu ukuba siyibonile iMadonna? Ngeba basixelele ukuba siphambene! Ngapha koko, ekuqaleni ukusabela kwabo kwakungekho mhle kwaphela. Kodwa ukusibona, indlela esiziphatha ngayo, (njengoko umama watshoyo, ndandihlukile kangangokuba ndandingasafuni ukuphuma nabahlobo, ndifuna ukuya eMass, ndifuna ukuya kuthandaza, ndifuna ukunyuka ndiye kwintaba yeapparitions), baqala ukukholwa kwaye Ndingatsho ukuba ngalo mzuzu ubomi bam noMadonna baqala. Ndiyibonile iminyaka elishumi elinesixhenxe. Ingathi ndakhulela kuwe, ndafunda yonke into kuwe, zininzi izinto endandingazazi ngaphambili.
Ukufika kwethu kweNenekazi, wasimemela kwangoko kwimiyalezo yakhe enkulu ebintsha kakhulu, umzekelo umthandazo, iinxalenye ezintathu zeRosary. Ndazibuza: kutheni le nto ndithandaza la macandelo mabini eRosary, kwaye yintoni iRosary? Kutheni uzila ukutya nje? kwaye andiqondi ukuba ibiyintoni, ibithetha ukuthini ukuguqula, kutheni ndithandazela uxolo. Zonke zazintsha kum. Kodwa ukusuka ekuqaleni bendiqonda into ibenye: ukwamkela yonke into asixelela yona iNenekazi lethu, kufuneka sizivulele kuye ngokupheleleyo. Inenekazi lethu lithi kaninzi kwimiyalezo yalo: kwanele ukuba ungavula intliziyo yakho kum nakwabanye ndicinga. Ndiye ndaqonda, ndinikezela ngobomi bam ezandleni zika Madonna. Ndamxelela ukuba andikhokele ukuze yonke into endiya kuyenza ukuba ibe yintando yakhe, ngoko ke uhambo lwam noLwazana lwethu lwaqala. Inenekazi lethu lisimeme ukuba sithandaze kwaye sacebisa ukuba iRosary eNgcwele ibuyiselwe kwiintsapho zethu kuba isithi akukho nto inkulu enokumanyanisa usapho ngaphandle kokuthandazela iRosari eNgcwele kunye nabantwana bethu. Ndibona ukuba baninzi abantu xa besiza apha bandibuza: unyana wam akathandazi, intombi yam ayithandazi, masenze ntoni? Kwaye ndiyababuza: ngaba ngamanye amaxesha uthandazile nabantwana bakho? Uninzi luthi hayi, ngenxa yoko asinakulindela ukuba abantwana bethu bathandaze beneminyaka engamashumi amabini xa bengakhange babone umthandazo kwiintsapho zabo, zange babone ukuba uThixo ukho kwiintsapho zabo. Kufuneka sibe ngumzekelo kubantwana bethu, kufuneka sibafundise, akunakuze kuqale kakhulu ukufundisa abantwana bethu. Kwiminyaka emi-4 okanye emi-5 akufuneki bathandaze nathi kwiinxalenye ezintathu zeRosary, kodwa ubuncinci banikezele ixesha kuThixo, baqonde ukuba uThixo kufuneka abe kwindawo yokuqala kwiintsapho zethu. (...) Kutheni Lwethu liza? Iza kuthi, yekamva lethu. Uthi: Ndifuna ukunisindisa nonke kwaye ndininike usuku olunye njengelona donga lihle kakhulu lo Nyana wam.
Into esingayiqondiyo kukuba iMadonna iza apha kuthi. Olunjani uthando lwakhe ngathi! Uhlala usithi ngomthandazo kunye nokuzila ukutya singenza yonke into, nokuba ziyeke iimfazwe. Kuya kufuneka siyiqonde imiyalezo yeLady yethu, kodwa kufuneka siqale siyiqonde ezintliziyweni zethu. Ukuba asizivuli iintliziyo zethu kwiNenekazi lethu, asinakwenza nto, asinakho ukuyamkela imiyalezo yakhe. Ndihlala ndisithi uthando lweNenekazi lethu lukhulu kwaye kule minyaka ili-18 usibonisile yona kaninzi, ehlala ephindaphinda imiyalezo efanayo yokusindiswa kwethu. Cinga ngomama osoloko esithi kunyana wakhe: yenza le kwaye uyenze loo nto, ekugqibeleni akazukuyenza kwaye siyenzakala. Ngaphandle koku, iNenekazi lethu liyaqhubeka nokuza apha kunye nokusimema kwakhona kwimiyalezo efanayo. Jonga nje uthando lwakhe ngomyalezo asinika wona ngomhla wamashumi amabini anesixhenxe enyangeni, athi ngalo lonke ixesha esiphelweni athi: enkosi ngokuphendula umnxeba wam. Unjani umakazi wethu xa esithi "enkosi ngoba siphendule umnxeba wakhe". Endaweni yethu singabo kufuneka sitsho njalo kwisibini sobomi bethu bulela ku-Nenekazi wethu kuba uyeza apha, kuba eza kusisindisa, kuba esiza kusinceda. Inenekazi lethu lisimema ukuba sithandaze sicele uxolo kuba weza apha njengeNkosikazi yoXolo kwaye ngokuza kwakhe asizisela uxolo kwaye uThixo usinika uxolo, kufuneka sithathe isigqibo kuphela ukuba sifuna uxolo. Uninzi lwaluzibuza kwasekuqaleni ukuba kutheni iNenekazi lethu lanyanzelisa kakhulu ukuba lithandaze licela uxolo, kuba ngelo xesha sasinoxolo. Kodwa ke basiqonda isizathu sokuba iNenekazi lethu linyanzelise okungaka, kutheni lathi ngomthandazo kunye nokuzila ukutya ungamisa iimfazwe. Kwiminyaka elishumi emva kwesimemo sakhe semihla ngemihla sokuthandazela uxolo, kwaqalwa imfazwe apha. Ndiqinisekile entliziyweni yam ukuba ukuba wonke umntu wayeyamkele imiyalezo yeLady yethu, izinto ezininzi ngekhe zenzekile. Hayi uxolo kuphela kumhlaba wethu kodwa nakwilizwe liphela. Nonke nifanele ukuba ngabathunywa bevangeli bakhe kwaye nizise imiyalezo yakhe. Ukwasimema ukuba siguqule, kodwa uthi kuqala kufuneka siguqule iintliziyo zethu, kuba ngaphandle kokuguquka kwentliziyo asinakufika kuThixo. Kwaye ke kusengqiqweni ukuba ukuba asinayo uThixo entliziyweni yethu, asinakukwamkela nokuba into asixelela yona iNenekazi lethu; ukuba asinalo uxolo ezintliziyweni zethu, asinakuba sithandazela uxolo emhlabeni. Amaxesha amaninzi ndeva abahambi ngezonqulo besithi: "Ndiyamcaphukela umntakwethu, ndimxolele kodwa kungcono ukuba ahlukane nam". Olu asilulo uxolo, aluxolelo, kuba inenekazi lethu lisizisela uthando kwaye kufuneka sibonise uthando kummelwane kwaye sithande wonke umntu. Kufuneka siqale ngokuxolela wonke umntu uxolo lwentliziyo. Uninzi xa lufika eMedjugorje luthi: mhlawumbi siza kubona into, mhlawumbi siza kubona iNenekazi lethu, ilanga elijikajike ... Kodwa ndixelela wonke umntu oza apha ukuba eyona nto iphambili, owona mqondiso mkhulu anokunikwa nguThixo, kukuguquka ngokuchanekileyo. Olona phawu lubalaseleyo unokuthi wonke umhambi aqhubeke apha eMedjugorje. Unokuzisa ntoni kuMedjugorje njenge souvenir? Esona sikhumbuzo sikhulu saseMedjugorje yimiyalezo yeLady Yethu: kufuneka unike ubungqina, ungabi nazintloni. Kufuneka nje siqonde ukuba asinakunyanzela nabani na ukuba akholelwe. Ngamnye wethu unokhetho olukhululekileyo lokukholelwa okanye cha, kufuneka sinike ubungqina kodwa kungekuphela ngamazwi. Unokwenza amaqela amaqela emithandazweni kumakhaya akho, akukho mfuneko yokuba kungabikho amakhulu amabini okanye elinye, singakho sibabini okanye abathathu, kodwa iqela lokuqala lomthandazo kufuneka libe lusapho lwethu, ke kufuneka samkele abanye sibameme ukuba bathandaze nathi. Emva koko ubalisa into yokugqibela awayifumana kuMadonna eMiami nge-12 Septemba.
(Udliwanondlebe we-7.12.1998, uhlelwe nguFranco Silvi kunye no-Alberto Bonifacio)
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