I-Medjugorje: umbono we-Ivanka usixelela nge-Madonna kunye neapparitions

Ubungqina buka-Ivanka ukusuka kwi-2013

Ipati, i-Ave, iGloria.

Kumkanikazi woxolo, sithandazele.

Ekuqaleni kwale ntlanganiso, bendifuna ukunibulisa ngowona mbuliso umhle: “Makabongwe uYesu Kristu”.

Ngalo lonke ixesha ibongwa!

Kutheni ngoku ndiphambi kwakho? Ndingubani? Ndingakuxelela ntoni?
Ndingumntu nje onjengani.

Kuyo yonke le minyaka ndihlala ndizibuza: “Nkosi, undinyulelani na? Kutheni undinike esi sipho sikhulu, sikhulu, kodwa kwangaxeshanye uxanduva olukhulu?” Apha emhlabeni, kodwa nangemini enye xa ndisiza phambi kwakhe.Ndamkele yonke lento. Esi sipho sikhulu kunye noxanduva olukhulu. Ndithandaza nje kuThixo ukuba andiphe amandla okuqhubeka nendlela ayifunayo kum.

Ndingangqina apha kuphela ukuba uThixo uyaphila; ukuba Uphakathi kwethu; ongemkanga kuthi. Thina ke sithe satyeka kuye.
Inenekazi lethu nguMama osithandayo. Akafuni kusishiya sodwa. Usibonisa indlela esikhokelela kuNyana wakhe. Le kuphela kwendlela eyinyani kulo mhlaba.
Ndingakuxelela ukuba umthandazo wam ufana nomthandazo wakho. Ukusondela kwam kuThixo kukwafana nokusondela kwakho kuye.
Konke kuxhomekeke kum nawe: ukuba sikuthemba kangakanani kwaye sinokwamkela kangakanani imiyalezo yakho.
Ukubona iMadonna ngamehlo akho yinto entle. Endaweni yoko, ukuyibona ngamehlo akho kwaye ungabi nayo entliziyweni yakho akuncedi nto. Ngamnye wethu unokuziva ezintliziyweni zethu ukuba siyafuna kwaye sinokuvula iintliziyo zethu.

Ngo-1981 ndandiyintombazana eneminyaka eli-15 ubudala. Nangona ndisuka kusapho lamaKristu apho sasihlala sithandaza ukuza kuthi ga kulo mzuzu ndandingazi ukuba uMama wethu angavela kwaye ubonakale ndaweni ithile. Kancinci bendicinga ukuba ndingakubona ngenye imini.
Ngowe-1981 intsapho yakowethu yayihlala eMostar noMirjana eSarajevo.
Ukuphuma kwesikolo, ngeeholide, sasidla ngokuza apha.
Kwilizwe lethu kulisiko ukungasebenzi ngeeCawa nangeeholide zikawonke-wonke kwaye ukuba sinako ukuya kwiMisa.
Ngaloo mini, ngoJuni 24, uJohn uMbhaptizi oNgcwele, emva koMthendeleko thina mantombazana savumelana ukuba sidibane emva kwemini ukuze sikhe sikrobe. Ngaloo mvakwemini, mna noMirjana sadibana kuqala. Silinde ukufika kwamanye amantombazana, sancokola njengamantombazana aneminyaka eyi-15. Saye sadinwa kukubalinda sahamba saya ezindlini.

Nanamhlanje andiyazi kwakutheni ukuze ndijike ndibheke ngasendulini xa kuxoxwa, andazi ukuba yintoni eyanditsalayo. Ndithe xa ndijika ndabona uMama kaThixo, andazi nokuba avela phi loo mazwi xa ndisithi kuMirjana: "Jonga: Inenekazi lethu liphaya phezulu!" Engakhange ajonge, wathi kum: “Uthini na? Kwenzeke ntoni ngawe?" Ndiye ndathula saqhubeka sahamba. Safika kwindlu yokuqala apho sadibana noMilka, udadeboMarija, owayeza kulanda iigusha. Andazi ukuba wabona ntoni ebusweni bam waza wandibuza: “Ivanka, kwenzeka ntoni ngawe? Ukhangeleka ungaqhelekanga." Ukubuya kwam ndamxelela lento ndiyibonileyo. Sithe xa sifika apho bendinombono khona nabo bajika intloko bayibona le bendiyibonile.

Ndingakuxelela kuphela ukuba zonke iimvakalelo endandinazo ngaphakathi zam zaphazamiseka. Kwabakho umthandazo, kuculwa, iinyembezi...
Ngelixesha uVicka naye wafika wabona ukuba kukho into eyenzekayo kuthi sonke. Sathi kuyo: “Baleka, kuba sibona iMadonna. Endaweni yoko wakhulula iimbadada zakhe wabalekela ekhaya. Endleleni wadibana namakhwenkwe amabini agama linguIvan waza wawaxelela oko sikubonileyo. Babuya ke bobathathu beza kuthi nabo bayibona lento siyibonileyo.

Inenekazi lethu lalikumgama oziimitha ezingama-400 ukuya kuma-600 ukusuka kuthi kwaye ngophawu lwesandla salo wasibonisa ukuba masisondele.
Njengoko ndanditshilo, zonke iimvakalelo zazixubene ngaphakathi kum, kodwa eyona nto yayindoyisa luloyiko. Nangona sasiliqela elihle, asizange sibe nabuganga bokuya kuye.
Ngoku andazi ukuba sahlala ixesha elingakanani apho.

Ndikhumbula nje ukuba abanye bethu bagoduka ngqo, ngoxa abanye baya kwindlu yothile uGiovanni owayebhiyozela usuku lwegama lakhe. Sigcwele inyembezi noloyiko sangena kuloo ndlu sathi: "Siyibonile iMadonna". Ndikhumbula bekukho amaapile phezu kwetafile bebesigibisela ngawo. Bathi kuthi: “Balekani nigoduke ngoko nangoko. Musa ukuzixela ezi zinto. Awukwazi ukudlala ngezi zinto. Sukuyiphinda nakubani le nto usixelele yona!”

Sifike endlini ndaxelela umakhulu, ubhuti nosisi ngento endiyibonileyo. Noba ndithini bandihleka ubhuti nosisi. Umakhulu wathi kum: “Ntombi yam, ayinakwenzeka le nto. Mhlawumbi ubone umntu owalusa iigusha.”

Akuzange kubekho ubusuku obude ebomini bam ngaphezu kobo. Ndandisoloko ndizibuza, “Kwenzeke ntoni kum? Ndiyibonile nyani lento ndiyibonileyo? Ndishiywe ziingqondo. Kwenzeka ntoni ngam?”
Nawuphi na umntu omdala esamxelela into esiyibonileyo waphendula ngelithi akunakwenzeka.
Kwangobo busuku nangemini elandelayo oko sasikubonile kwakusele kunwenwele.
Ngaloo mvakwemini sathi: “makhe sibuyele kulaa ndawo sikuyo sibone ukuba singaphinda siyibone na le nto siyibone izolo”. Ndikhumbula umakhulu endibambe ngesandla esithi, “Sukuhamba. Hlala nam apha!"
Sathi sakubona isibane izihlandlo ezithathu sabaleka ngokukhawuleza kangangokuba kungabikho mntu ufikelela kuthi. Kodwa xa sisondela kuwe...
Zithandwa zam, andazi ukuba ndingaludlulisa njani olu thando, obu buhle, ezi mvakalelo zobuthixo bendiziva.
Ndikuxelela nje ukuba kude kube namhlanje amehlo am zange abone enye into entle. Intombazana encinci ye-19 - 21 iminyaka ubudala, enesambatho esimpunga, isigqubuthelo esimhlophe kunye nesithsaba seenkwenkwezi entloko. Unamehlo amahle nathambileyo aluhlaza. Uneenwele ezimnyama kwaye ubhabha phezu kwelifu.
Loo mvakalelo yangaphakathi, obo buhle, olo thando kunye noThando lukaMama alunakuchazwa ngamagama. Kufuneka uzame kwaye uphile. Ngelo xesha ndazi: "Lo nguMama kaThixo."
Kwiinyanga ezimbini ngaphambi kweso siganeko umama waye wasweleka. Ndabuza:"Thixo wam uphi umama?" Encumile, wandixelela ukuba ukunye naye. Emva koko wasijonga sobathandathu waza wasixelela ukuba singoyiki kuba uya kuhlala enathi.
Kuyo yonke le minyaka, ukuba ubungekho nathi, thina bantu balula kunye nabantu ngesingakwazanga ukunyamezela yonke into.

Wazibonakalisa apha njengoKumkanikazi woXolo. Umyalezo wakhe wokuqala wawusithi: “Uxolo. Uxolo. Uxolo". Sinokufikelela kuphela eluxolweni ngomthandazo, ngokuzila ukutya, ngezohlwayo kunye neyona Ekaristi engcwele.
Ukusukela ngomhla wokuqala kude kube namhlanje le yeyona miyalezo ibalulekileyo apha eMedjugorje. Abo baphila le miyalezo bafumana imibuzo kunye neempendulo.

Ukususela ngo-1981 ukuya ku-1985 ndandimbona yonke imihla. Ngalo minyaka wandixelela ngobomi bakho, ikamva lehlabathi, ikamva leCawa. Ndibhale yonke le nto. Xa undixelela ukuba ndizise kubani eli phepha, ndiza kwenza njalo.
NgoMeyi 7, 1985, ndaba nombono wokugqibela imihla ngemihla. Inenekazi lethu landixelela ukuba soze ndiphinde ndimbone yonke imihla. Ukususela ngo-1985 kude kube namhlanje ndikubona kanye ngonyaka nge-25 kaJuni. Kuloo ndibano yokugqibela yemihla ngemihla, uThixo kunye neNenekazi lethu bandinika isipho esikhulu kakhulu kum. Isipho esikhulu kum, kodwa kunye nehlabathi lonke. Ukuba ulapha uyazibuza ukuba bukho na ubomi emva kobu bomi ndilapha njengengqina phambi kwakho. Ndingakuxelela ukuba apha emhlabeni senza indlela emfutshane kakhulu eya kumaphakade. Kuloo ntlanganiso ndibone umama njengoko ndinibona ngoku. Wandanga waza wandixelela: “Ntombi yam, ndiyazingca ngawe”.
Yabonani, izulu liyasivula lisithi: “Bantwana abathandekayo, buyelani endleleni yoxolo, inguquko, ukuzila, nenguquko”. Siyifundisiwe indlela kwaye sikhululekile ukuzikhethela indlela esiyifunayo.

Umntu ngamnye kuthi ababoni abathandathu unomsebenzi wakhe. Abanye bathandazela abefundisi, abanye abagulayo, abanye abantu abatsha, abanye bathandazela abangalwaziyo uthando lukaThixo kwaye umsebenzi wam kukuthandazela iintsapho.
Inenekazi lethu liyasimema ukuba sihloniphe umthendeleko womtshato, kuba iintsapho zethu kufuneka zibe ngcwele. Uyasimema ukuba sihlaziye umthandazo wosapho, siye kwiMisa eNgcwele ngeeCawe, sivume izono ngenyanga kwaye eyona nto ibalulekileyo kukuba iBhayibhile isembindini wosapho lwethu.
Ke, sihlobo esithandekayo, ukuba ufuna ukutshintsha ubomi bakho, inyathelo lokuqala liya kuba kukufumana uxolo. Uxolo nawe. Awunakufumana oku naphi na ngaphandle kwe-confessional, kuba uxoxisana nawe. Emva koko uye kumbindi wobomi bobuKristu, apho uYesu aphila khona. Vula intliziyo yakho kwaye uya kupholisa onke amanxeba akho kwaye uya kuthwala bonke ubunzima obo ebomini bakho ngokulula ngakumbi.
Vusa usapho lwakho ngomthandazo. Ungamvumeli ukuba amkele oko ihlabathi limnika kona. Kuba namhlanje sifuna iintsapho ezingcwele. Ngokuba ukuba ongendawo uyalutshabalalisa usapho uya kulitshabalalisa lonke ihlabathi. Kusuka kwintsapho elungileyo kuvela okulungileyo kakhulu: abapolitiki abalungileyo, oogqirha abalungileyo, ababingeleli abalungileyo.

Awunakutsho ukuba ixesha lokuthandaza awunalo, kuba uThixo usinike ixesha kwaye singabanikela kwizinto ezahlukeneyo.
Xa intlekele, ukugula okanye into enzulu isenzeka, sishiya yonke into ukuze siboleke abo basweleyo. UThixo kunye neNenekazi lethu basinika awona mayeza anamandla ngokuchasene nazo zonke izifo ezikulo mhlaba. Lo ngumthandazo osuka entliziyweni.
Kwangeentsuku zokuqala wawusimemile ukuba sithandaze uCreed kunye no-7 Pater, Ave, Gloria. Emva koko wasimema ukuba sithandaze irosari ngosuku. Kuyo yonke le minyaka usimema ukuba sizile ukutya kabini ngeveki ngesonka namanzi kunye nokuthandaza irosari engcwele yonke imihla. Inenekazi lethu lisixelele ukuba ngomthandazo kunye nokuzila ukutya sinokunqanda iimfazwe kunye neentlekele. Ndiyakumema ukuba ungazivumeli ukuba ulale phantsi kwaye uphumle ngeCawa. Ukuphumla kokwenyani kufumaneka kwiMisa eNgcwele. Kulapho kuphela onokufumana ukuphumla kokwenene. Kuba xa sivumela uMoya oyiNgcwele ukuba angene ezintliziyweni zethu kuya kuba lula kakhulu ukuthwala zonke iingxaki kunye nobunzima esinabo ebomini bethu.

Akunyanzelekanga ukuba ube ngumKristu ephepheni kuphela. Iicawe ayizozakhiwo nje: siyiCawe ephilayo. Sahlukile kwabanye. Sizaliswe luthando ngomzalwana wethu. Siyavuya yaye singumqondiso kubazalwana noodade wethu, kuba uYesu ufuna sibe ngabapostile ngoku emhlabeni. Ukwafuna ukukubulela, kuba ubufuna ukuva umyalezo weNkosikazi yethu. Uyanibulela ngakumbi ukuba nifuna ukuwufaka ezintliziyweni zenu lo myalezo. Bazise kwiintsapho zenu, ezibandleni zenu, kwiindawo zenu. Kungekuko ukuthetha ngalulwimi nje kuphela, koko kungqina ngobomi bukabani.
Kwakhona ndifuna ukunibulela ngokugxininisa ukuphulaphula oko kwathethwa yiNkosazana Yethu kuthi ababoni kwiintsuku ezimbalwa zokuqala: “Musani ukoyika nto, kuba ndinani yonke imihla”. Yiloo nto kanye eyithethayo kumntu ngamnye wethu.

Ndithandaza mihla le zonke iintsapho zalomhlaba, kodwa kwangaxeshanye ndiyanicela nonke ukuba nithandazele iintsapho zethu, ukuze simanyane sibe banye emthandazweni.
Ngoku ngomthandazo siyambulela uThixo ngale ntlanganiso.

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