IMedjugorje: Umama ucela ukwamkelwa kodwa impiliso iyeza
Umama nomntwana onesifo sikagawulayo: ukucela ulwamkelo… impiliso iyeza!
Apha Bawo, ndilinde ixesha elide ukuba ndibhale ndingajonganga ukwenza okanye kungenjalo, ndiye ndafunda amava ahlukeneyo abantu abaninzi ndacinga ukuba kulungile ukuba nam ndibalise ibali lam. Ndiyintombazana eneminyaka engama-27 ubudala. Kwiminyaka eyi-19 ndalishiya ikhaya: ndifuna ukukhululeka, ndenze ubomi bam. Ndikhulele kwintsapho yama Katolika, kodwa kungekudala ndalibala ngoThixo. Kungekudala ndafumanisa ukuba ndindedwa, ebushushwini kwaye ndikhangela ukuba ngubani owaziyo! Izizathu! Ngokungathandabuzekiyo ndawa iziyobisi: iminyaka eyoyikisayo, ndandihlala kwisono esifayo; Ndaba lixoki, inkohliso, isela, njl .; kodwa entliziyweni yam yayililangatye elincinci, elincinci kakhulu, elalingenakucinywa nguSathana! Ngamaxesha athile, ndide ndibekho, ndacela uncedo kwiNkosi, kodwa bendicinga ukuba akazundimamela! Andinandawo ngelo xesha entliziyweni yam ngenxa yakhe, Nkosi yam. Yayingeyonyani leyo !!! Emva kweminyaka emine yobomi obubi nobothusayo, ndiye ndahlutha into apha kum eyenze ukuba ndenze isigqibo sokutshintsha le meko. Ndafuna ukuyeka iziyobisi, ndancama yonke into, lalifikile ixesha xa uThixo wayeqalisa ukundiguqula!
Ndibuyele ebazalini bam, kodwa ukuba babamkelwe kakuhle, bandenza ndalinganisa imeko yonke, andisaziva ndisekhaya, (Ndatsho ukuba umama wam wasweleka xa ndandineminyaka eli-13 utata wam watshata emva kwexesha elincinci); Ndaye ndaya kuhlala notatomkhulu wam, umama okhoyo, inkolo kaFrancisan, owandifundisa ngomzekelo wokuthandaza. Ndahamba naye phantse yonke imihla esiya kwiMisa eNgcwele, ndaziva ngathi kukho into ezelwe kum: "umnqweno kaThixo !!" Saqala ukuphinda rosary yonke imihla: yayiyeyona nto ibalaseleyo yemini. Bendingayazi. Iintsuku zobumnyama besiyobisi besele ziba yimemori ekude. Lifikile ixesha lokuba uYesu noMariya bandibambe ngesandla bandincedise ukuphakama kwakhona, nangona amaxesha ngamaxesha, kodwa kunqabile, ndaqhubeka nokutshaya ngokudibeneyo. Ngesiyobisi esinzima endisenzileyo: Ndafumanisa ukuba andifuni ogqirha okanye amayeza; kodwa bendilungile.
Okwangoku, ndaqonda ukuba ndilinde unyana wam. Ndonwabile, ndiyifuna, sisipho esikhulu esivela kuThixo kum! Ndalindela ukuzalwa ngovuyo, kwaye ndicacelwe ngeli xesha ndafunda ngeMedjugorje: Ndakholelwa kwangoko, umnqweno wokuhamba uye wazalwa kum, kodwa andazi ukuba nini, bendingenamsebenzi kwaye ndinomntwana osendleleni! Ndalinda ndibeka yonke into ezandleni zikaMama wam waseZulwini othandekayo! Umntwana wam uAsa wazalwa. Ngelishwa, emva kovavanyo lonyango oluninzi, kwafumaniseka ukuba mna nomntwana wam sinentsholongwane kagawulayo; kodwa andizange ndoyike. Ndabona ukuba, ukuba lo yayingumnqamlezo ekufuneka ndiwuthwele, ngendiwuthwele! Ukuthetha inyani, ndisoyika uDavide kuphela. Kodwa ndinokholo kwiNkosi, ndiqinisekile ukuba iyakundinceda.
Ndiqale ngeMigqibelo elishumi elinesihlanu ku-Our Lady e-novena, ukucela ubabalo, xa usana lwam lwajika iinyanga ezili-9 ekugqibeleni ndawubona umnqweno wokuya kuhambo oluya eMedjugorje (ndafumana umsebenzi njengesicakakazi kwaye ndanyusa imali efunekayo kuhambo). Kwaye, ngokudibeneyo, ndiye ndaqonda ukuba ukuphela kwe-novena ndiza kuyidlula eMedjugorje. Ndazimisela ngazo zonke iindleko ukufumana ubabalo lokuphiliswa komntwana wam. Ukufika kwam eMedjugorje, umoya woxolo noxolo wawundigubungele, ndandihlala ngokungathi ndiphume emhlabeni, ndandihlala ndibuva ubukho beNkosazana yethu, eyayithetha nam ngabantu endidibana nabo. Ndidibene nabantu abagulayo basemzini bonke behlangene emthandazweni ngeelwimi ezahlukeneyo, kodwa belingana phambi koThixo! Yayingamava amnandi! Andisayi kuze ndiyilibale kwakhona. Ndihleli iintsuku ezintathu, iintsuku ezintathu ndizele lubabalo lokomoya; Ndandiqonda ukubaluleka komthandazo, ukuvuma izono, nokuba andinathamsanqa lokuvuma eMedjugorje ngenxa yabantu abaninzi kakhulu ababekhona ngezo ntsuku, kodwa ndavuma kusuku olungaphambi kokuhamba kwam ndaya eMilan.
Ndiqaphele ukuba, xa sasizokugoduka, ukuba lonke ixesha lokuhlala kwam eMjjororje andizange ndicele ubabalo kumntwana wam kodwa kuphela ukuze ndikwazi ukwamkela ukugula komntwana njengesipho, ukuba le yayenzelwe ubuqaqawuli beNkosi! Ndaza ke ndathi: "Nkosi, ukuba uyafuna, kodwa ukuba kuyintando yakho, makube njalo." kwaye ndathembisa ukuba andisokuze ndiphinde ndibatshaye. Kwintliziyo yam bendisazi, bendiqinisekile, ukuba ngenye indlela iNkosi indimamele kwaye iza kundinceda. Ndibuyile eMedjugorje ngaphezulu ndalungiselela ukwamkela nantoni na iNkosi efuna ukuyilawula!
Kwiintsuku ezimbini emva kokuba sifikile eMilan, sabonana kunye nogqirha oyingcali kwesi sifo. Bamvavanya umntwana wam; kwiveki kamva ndafumana isiphumo: "Ezingalunganga", UDavid wam waphiliswa ngokupheleleyo !!! kwaye akukho mkhondo wale ntsholongwane imbi kangaka! Nokuba yintoni na into abayithethayo oogqirha (ukuba ukunyanga kungenzeka, ukuba nabantwana ngakumbi kwii-antibodies) ndiyakholelwa ukuba iNkosi indinike ubabalo, ngoku umntwana wam uphantse abe neminyaka emi-2 kwaye uqhuba kakuhle; Ndisasiphethe esi sifo kodwa ndithembele eNkosini! kwaye yamkele yonke into!
Ngoku ndisiya kwiqela lomthandazo wokudumisa ebusuku kwicawa yaseMilan, kwaye ndonwabile, iNkosi ihlala isondele kum, ndisenazo izilingo ezincinci zemihla ngemihla, iingxaki ezithile, kodwa iNkosi iyandinceda ukuba ndoyise kuzo. INkosi ihlala iknkqonkqoza emnyango wentliziyo yam nakula maxesha anzima, ngoku kuba ndimngenisile, andisoze ndimyeke ahambe !! Ukusukela ngoko ndibuyele eMedjugorje kwakhona ngoNyaka oMtsha woNyaka kulo nyaka: ezinye iziqhamo kunye nezinye izithsaba zokomoya!
Ngamanye amaxesha andinakuthetha izinto ezininzi ngaphandle kokuba ... enkosi Nkosi !!
UMilan, nge-26 kaMeyi, ngo-1988 CINZIA
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