IMedjugorje: Udade Emmanuel "bendinonyawo olunye esihogweni kwaye bendingazi"
NgoMeyi 1991: NDANDINONYAWO ESIHOGWENI YAYE NDANDINGINGAZI
UMYALEZO kaMeyi 25, 1991. “Bantwana abathandekayo, namhlanje ndiyanimema nonke, enisivileyo isigidimi sam soxolo, ukuba nisiphumeze ngokunzulu nangothando ebomini. Baninzi abacinga ukuba benza kakhulu kuba bethetha ngemiyalezo; kodwa abaphili ngabo. Ndiyakumema, bantwana abathandekayo, ebomini kwaye utshintshe yonke into engalunganga kuwe, ukuze yonke into iguqulwe ibe yinto enhle kwaye ibe nobomi. Bantwana abathandekayo, ndikunye nani yaye ndifuna ukunceda ngamnye wenu aphile yaye, ngobomi benu, anikele ubungqina ngeendaba ezilungileyo. Bantwana abathandekayo, ndikunye nani ukuninceda nokunikhokelela eZulwini. EZulwini kukho uvuyo: ngalo unokufumana iZulu ngoku. Enkosi ngokusabela ubizo lwam ”.
Wonke umntu ohlala eMedjugorje uyamazi uPatrick, waseKhanada othetha isiNgesi othatha inxaxheba yonke imihla kwiiyure ezintathu zomthandazo, ecaweni, kunye nenkosikazi yakhe uNancy kwaye, ngexesha leekhaya ezinde eCroatia, ucengceleza irosari yeNceba kaThixo njengengelosi. okanye imithandazo kaSanta Brigida.Nam ndacinga ukuba ndiyamazi de kwayimini awandixelela ngayo ngebali lakhe ...-Ndineminyaka engamashumi amahlanu anesithandathu ubudala. Nditshatile kathathu. Ndiye ndaqhawula umtshato kabini (ixesha ngalinye ngenxa yabakrexezi). Ngaphambi kokuba ndifunde imiyalezo yaseMedjugorje, ndandingenayo neBhayibhile. Ndisebenze kumzi mveliso weemoto eCanada kwaye kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu imali ibinguThixo wam kuphela. Ndandiwazi onke amaqhinga okwandisa i-swag yam.
Xa unyana wam wandibuza, “Tata, uyintoni uThixo?”, ndamnika ibhilikhwe yeedola ezingama-20 ndaza ndathi, “Nanku uThixo wakho! Okukhona unokuninzi, kokukhona uya kusondela ngakumbi kuThixo ”. Ndandingenalo unxibelelwano neCawa yaye andizange ndibe nokholo, nangona ndandingumKatolika obhaptiziweyo. Ndahlala noNancy singatshatanga, kodwa oku kwakubonakala kuyinto eqhelekileyo kuthi, njengoko wonke umntu wayesenza. Kwiminyaka esixhenxe kamva sagqiba kwelokuba sitshate. Ndaququzelela umtshato omkhulu ezintabeni. Ndandiqeshe inqwelo-ntaka ... umsitho wasekuhlaleni, ngoxa iokhestra yayidlala umculo wesiZukulwana Esitsha ...
Kwiiveki ezintandathu kamva uNancy wathi kum: - Andiziva ngathi nditshatile! Njengoko ndawangawangisa isatifiketi sethu somtshato phambi kwakhe, wathi: - Hayi, ngokwenene andiziva nditshatile. Umama akazange eze kwaye asizange siye ecaweni. - Kulungile, - ndamxelela - ukuba uyathanda, siya ecaweni. - Ndafumanisa kuphela ngoko ukuba umfazi wam wokuqala wayecele kwaye wafumana ukurhoxiswa komtshato wethu, kwiminyaka engamashumi amabini eyadlulayo ... Kwakungekho mqobo kum ukuba nditshate noNancy ecaweni. Umsitho wenziwa emva kwexesha kwicawe ye "Intliziyo Engagungqiyo kaMariya", ekuphela kwayo enalo gama kulo lonke elaseCanada!
Kancinci kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo iNenekazi Lethu lalisiza kum… Kwafuneka ndivume phambi komtshato kwaye yayisisivumo ngaphandle kwentliziyo. Mna noNancy asizange sithandaze, asizange siye kwimisa, singenzi kwanto yonqulo, kodwa sasinesiqinisekiso somtshato wamaKatolika ... Abantwana bam abane (amakhwenkwe amathathu nentombazana) babenobunzima, okanye kunokuba yintlekele. ubomi (utywala, iziyobisi, noqhawulo-mtshato ...) kodwa oko akuzange kundikhathaze kangako ... Ngubani ongenangxaki ngabantwana? Ebudeni bokufuduka, ndafumana ipasile awayesithumelele yona evela eCroatia (kudala!), umninawa kaNancy, ongumCroatia. Ukuthetha inyani, akukho mntu wayekhe wayivula ngokupheleleyo le phakheji. UNancy wayibeka esandleni sam esithi: “Mhedeni wam endimthandayo, ukuba nabani na kufuneka ayilahle, nguwe lowo! Kuya kuba nzima kwisazela sakho! " BekungoMgqibelo ebusuku.
Ndikhumbula kakuhle ngethuba ndivula ipakethe. Yayinemiyalezo yokuqala evela eMedjugorje awayeyiguqulele ngocoselelo umninawa kaNancy kwisiNgesi waza wasigcinela yona. Ndithathe iphepha kwiphakheji ndafunda umyalezo ovela eMedjugorje okokuqala. Kwaye umyalezo wokuqala endawufunda ebomini bam wawusithi: "Ndize ukubiza ihlabathi ukuba liguquke okokugqibela".
Kanye ngelo xesha kanye into etshintshileyo entliziyweni yam. Ayizange ithathe iyure, hayi imizuzu elishumi, yenzeka ngephanyazo. Yanyibilika intliziyo yam, ndalila; Khange ndikwazi ukuzibamba iinyembezi bezizehlela kum kumlambo ongaphazamiyo. Ndandingazange ndifunde into enje ngalo myalezo. Bendingazi nto ngeMedjugorje, nokuba ibikhona! Bendingayihoyi yonke lemiyalezo. Ekuphela kwento endayifundayo yayikukuba: “Ndize kubiza ihlabathi ukuba liguquke okokugqibela” kwaye ndandisazi ukuba lenzelwam, ndandisazi ukuba iNenekazi lethu lalithetha nam! Umyalezo wesibini endawufunda wawusithi: "Ndize kukuxelela ukuba uThixo ukho!" kwaye andiqondi ukuba ndakha ndakholelwa kuThixo ebomini bam ngaphambi kokuba ndifunde lo myalezo. Yenza zonke izinto zibe yinyaniso! Yonke imfundiso yamaKatolika endayifumana ndisengumntwana yayiYINYANISO! Yayingaseyontsomi okanye intsomi entle eyakhiwe ngokupheleleyo!
IBhayibhile yayinyanisile! Kwakungasekho mfuneko yakubuza loo miyalezo; Ndaqalisa ukuzifunda nganye nganye de ibe yeyekugqibela. Andizange ndikwazi ukuzikrazula kude naloo ncwadi kwaye ndiyigcine ikufuphi phakathi evekini, nangona kukho ungquzulwano oluqhelekileyo ngenxa yokufuduka. Ndifunde ndaphinda ndafunda kwaye imiyalezo yangena nzulu nangokunzulu entliziyweni yam, emphefumlweni wam. Ndandinobutyebi bobuncwane!
Ebudeni bokufuduka, ndeva ngempela-veki yezibini zase-Eugene (eUnited States), iintsuku ezimbini kude nathi. “Masiye phaya,” ndatsho kuNancy. - Yindlu ...? - Ungaxhalabi! Apho ndabona amawaka abantu abaziva ngale nto ndiyivayo ngeNenekazi lethu, kwindlela yakhe yokuthetha nehlabathi namhlanje. Wonke umntu wayeneencwadi eMedjugorje, eFatima, eDon Gobbi… Andizange ndiyibone into enje! Ngexesha leMisa bekukho umthandazo wokuphiliswa: UBawo uKen Robert wathi: - Bangcwalisele abantwana bakho kwiNtliziyo eNgcwele kaMariya! -Ndaphakama, ndisezinyembezini, ngenxa yokuba andizange ndiyeke ukukhala kumyalezo wam wokuqala waseMedjugorje, ndathi kuMariya: - Umama osikelelekileyo, thabatha abantwana bam! Ndiyakucela kuba ndingutata ombi! Ndiyazi ukuba uya kuphumelela ngakumbi kunam.” + Yaye abantwana bam ndabangcwalisa + oko kwandicaphukisa, kuba ndandingasayazi into emandiyenze kubo. Ubomi babo babudlule kuwo onke amanqanaba okuwohloka kokuziphatha. Kodwa emva kwaloo mpelaveki, yonke into yaqalisa ukutshintsha kwintsapho yakowethu.
Utata uKen Robert wayethe: - Yeka into oyithanda kakhulu! -Ndandimthanda kakhulu uNancy kunye nekofu…. Ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiyincame ikofu! Imiyalezo yaseMedjugorje yayilubabalo olukhulu lobomi bam: yandiguqula ngokupheleleyo. Ndandingaqhubeka nomjikelo wokuqhawula umtshato, ndandinemali eninzi. Ngoku, ingcamango yokukrexeza ikhutshiwe nje kwiingcinga zam. Uthando olwabekwa nguLethu phakathi kwam noNancy alukholeleki, lubabalo oluvela kuThixo.Unyana wam owayesebenzisa iziyobisi wagxothwa esikolweni eneminyaka elishumi elinesithandathu, waguquka, wabhaptizwa wacinga ngobufundisi. "Ukuba umntu kwintsapho uthatha inyathelo lokuqala, ndiya kwenza okuseleyo." Yiyo leyo! Ukuba umyalezo weMedjugorje uchukumisa ilungu losapho, kancinci kancinci usapho lonke luyaguqulwa.
Ngokuphathelele omnye unyana wam, obhengezwayo ongeyena ugqirha, weza eMedjugorje kunyaka odlulileyo waza wafumana ukholo (ukuvuma, umthendeleko wokuqala.) Abanye abantwana bam nabazali bam nabo basendleleni elungileyo, nokuba oku akusoloko kulula. Kwiintsuku ezisibhozo emva kokufumanisa imiyalezo yaseMedjugorje ndathi kuNancy: -Sihamba siye eMedjugorje! - Sihlala apha ukususela ngo-1993. Safika kungekho nto. Ngeentsuku ezintathu, iNenekazi lethu lasifumanela uphahla kunye nomsebenzi. UNancy uguqulela kuTata uJozo. Mna ke, ubomi bam ngoku buquka ukunceda abahambi ngezonqulo nokwenza imiyalezo yaziwe ngazo zonke iindlela. Inenekazi lethu, ndimthanda kakhulu, lisindise ubomi bam. Ndandinenyawo elinye esihogweni ndingazi!
Umthombo: UDade Emmanuel