Thixo wam, uyinto yam yonke (nguPaolo Tescione)

Somandla Bawo wozuko lwanaphakade uthethe nam amaxesha amaninzi kodwa ngoku ndifuna ukujikela kuwe ndifuna usive isikhalo sam sentlungu esiphuma entliziyweni yam ngoku. Ndingumoni! Ngamana ukukhala kwam kungafikelela endlebeni yakho, kushukumise izibilini zakho ukuze inceba yakho enkulu noxolelo lwehlele phezu kwam. Bawo Ongcwele zininzi izinto ondenzele zona. Nguwe owandidalayo, wandilukwa esizalweni sikamama, wadala amathambo am, wawubumba umzimba wam, wandinika ubomi, wandinika umphefumlo, ubomi obungunaphakade. Ngoku intliziyo yam inesingqala njengomfazi ozalayo, ukubandezeleka kwam kufike kuwe. Ndiyakucela Bawo ndixolele. Ndibujongile ubomi bam, ndakhalaza phambi kwetrone yobuqaqawuli bakho, ndakubuza konke. Kodwa ngoku undinike yonke into ndiyaqonda ukuba bendinayo yonke into ekubeni uyinto yam yonke. UnguBawo, umdali wam, uyinto yonke kum. Ngoku ndiyayiqonda eyona ntsingiselo yobomi. Ngoku ndiyazi ukuba akukho golide, nasilivere, nabutyebi, akunakukunika okulungileyo okunikayo. Ngoku ndiyaqonda ukuba uyandithanda ungandilahli nokuba isono sindigubungele ihlazo, usefestileni njengoBawo olungileyo nam njengonyana wolahleko ndize kuwe ndikulinde ubhiyozele ukubuya kwam. . Bawo uyinto yonke kum. Ulubabalo lwam. Ngaphandle kwakho ndibona inzondo nokufa kuphela. Ukujonga kwakho, uthando lwakho lundenza ndibe ngokhethekileyo, ndomelele, ndithandeke. Bawo Ongcwele, kwanga isikhalo sam singafikelela kuwe.
Ndibubonile ubomi bam kwaye ndabona ukuba ndifanelwe sisohlwayo esibuhlungu kakhulu kodwa amehlo am ajonge kuwe, ngokubhekisele kwimfesane yakho enkulu. Ngoku Bawo vula iingalo zakho. Bawo Ongcwele Ndifuna ukuphumla intloko yam esifubeni sakho. Ndifuna ukuva ukufudumala kukatata ondithandayo kwaye oxolelayo ngobubi bam. Ndifuna ukuva ilizwi lakho lihleba igama lam. Ndifuna i-caress yakho, ukwanga kwakho. Xa ndandihamba kwizitrato zeli lizwe ndimamele ilizwi lakho lisithi "uphi" la mazwi wawathethayo kuAdam emva kokutya isiqhamo nasemveni kokuzala kwendalo. Uye wandikhwaza ndisuka emazantsi entliziyweni yam "uphi". Bawo ndisenzonzobileni, ndiphalazwe ebubini. Bawo jonga kum uze kundamkela ebukumkanini bakho obuzukileyo. Iyinto yam yonke. Konke oko kwanele kum. Nguwe kuphela into endiyifunayo. Zonke ezinye aziyiyo nto kwaye akukho nto iphambi kwegama lakho elizukileyo nelingcwele. Khange ndibenayo into kodwa bendinawe kwaye ngoku ndinayo yonke into kwaye ndikulahlekile ndiziva ndisegungxunyeni olungenanto, enzonzobileni ndingenanto. Bawo oyiNgcwele mandivise imfudumalo yakho, uthando lwakho. Ndikunika abantu endibathandayo. Bathandane nabo njengoko wandithandayo. Ngoku ukuxolelwa kwakho kuza kum. Ndiziva ndingenwe luthando olungapheliyo. Ndiyazi ubabalo lwakho lukunye nam kwaye uyandithanda. Enkosi ngokuxolelwa. Ndiyakwazi kwaye ndingqina ukuba nokuba andikubonanga ndiyakwazi. Ngaphambi kokuba ndikwazi ngokuva ngoku ndiyakwazi ngenxa yokuba uzityhile. Thixo wam nayo yonke into yam.