Ummangaliso eMedjugorje: esi sifo siyanyamalala ngokupheleleyo ...
Ibali lam liqala xa ndineminyaka eli-16 ubudala, xa, ngenxa yeengxaki ezibonakalayo ezibonakala rhoqo, ndafunda ukuba ndine-arteriovenous malformation (angioma), kwindawo yangasemva engaphambili, malunga ne-3 cm ubukhulu. Ubomi bam butshintshe kakhulu ukusukela ngoko. Ndiphila uloyiko, usizi, ukungazi, lusizi kunye nexhala lemihla ngemihla ... wento enokwenzeka nangaliphi na ixesha.
Ndihamba ndikhangela "umntu" ... umntu onokuthi andinike iinkcazo, uncedo, ithemba. Ndihamba ihafu ye-Itali ngenkxaso kunye nokusondelelana kwabazali bam, ndikhangela loo mntu onokuthi andinike loo themba kunye nezo mpendulo ziyimfuneko kum. Emva kokuphoxeka okukhulu okuvela ko gqirha bandiphatha njengento, hayi njengomntu, ngaphandle kwengqwalaselo emncinci kwinto ebaluleke kakhulu ziimvakalelo zomntu, "icala lomntu" ... ndifumana isipho ivela ezulwini, iNgelosi yam eyi-Guardian: U-Edoardo Boccardi, ugqirha oyi-neurologist wecandelo lesibhedlele iNiguarda eMilan.
Lo mntu kum, ukongeza ekubeni kufutshane nam ukusuka kwindawo yokujonga imeko yezonyango, ngobungcali obugqithisileyo kunye namava, ngokusebenzisa iimvavanyo, iimvavanyo zokuxilongwa eziphindaphindwe emva kwexesha, uhlala ekwazi ukundinika ukuzithemba, ezo mpendulo kunye nethemba endandilijonge ... elikhulu kakhulu kwaye ibaluleke kakhulu kangangokuba ndinokuzinikezela kuye ngokupheleleyo ... nangona izinto zihamba, bendisazi ukuba ndinomntu okhethekileyo kwaye olungiselelwe ecaleni kwam. Undixelele ukuba, ngelo xesha, ngekhe asebenzise okanye enze naluphi na uhlobo lonyango, kuba indawo leyo inkulu kakhulu kwaye inqabile ukuba inyangwe ngonyango lweradiyo; Ndingabukhokelela ebomini bam ngokuzinza okukhulu kodwa ndinokuziphepha ezo zinto zinokubangela ukunyuka koxinzelelo lweengqondo; Umngcipheko endinokuba phantsi kwaso sisifo sokungasebenzi kakuhle kwengqondo ngenxa yokuqhekeka kweenqanawa okanye ukonyuka kobungakanani besidleke semithambo esinokuthi sivelise ukubandezeleka kwezicubu zobuchopho ezijikelezileyo.
Ndiyi physiotherapist kwaye ndisebenza mihla le nabantu abaneziphene ezibangelwa ziimeko ezinjengezam ... masithi akusoloko kulula ukuba namandla kunye nentando yokuphendula, ngaphandle kokuphulukana nentliziyo. Ngaphandle kwamandla am onke, ukuthanda kwam kunye nomnqweno omkhulu wokuba yiphysotherapist elungileyo, bandikhokelela ukuba ndoyise iindlela ezinzima kakhulu njengokuthwesa izidanga, ukuzama ukugqithisa kwiimviwo ezinjenge-neurosurgery, tumors, ... ukuba "wayethetha" indlela yam kunye nemeko yam.
Ndiyabulela kuThixo, iziphumo zokucinga kwam komazibuko ezibonakala rhoqo zenzeka rhoqo ngonyaka eMilan zazinokubonakalayo, ngaphandle kotshintsho olukhulu ekuhambeni kwexesha. I-penultimate magnetic resonance imagingance eqala emva kwiminyaka emi-5 eyadlulayo, kanye ngo-Epreli 21, 2007; ukusukela ngoko bendihlala ndibeka itshekhi elandelayo kuba ndisoyika ukuba into itshintshile ngokuhamba kwexesha.
Ebomini sihamba ngamaxesha eentlungu, ukuphelelwa lithemba, umsindo, ngenxa yeemeko ezahlukeneyo, ezinje ngesiphelo sobudlelwane bothando obubalulekileyo, ubunzima emsebenzini, kusapho kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo awufuni kuthatha enye ndacinga ngeloxesha. Ngexesha lobomi bam apho intliziyo yam ihambele khona kukubandezeleka okukhulu, ndiye ndazivumela ukuba ndiqinisekiswe ngumhlobo endimthandayo kunye nogxa osebenza naye, uhambo oluya eMedjugorje, indawo esiya kuyo, ingxelo ngaye, yoxolo olukhulu nokuzola kwangaphakathi, yeyiphi Ndifuna ngalo mzuzu. Kwaye ke, ngomdla omkhulu kwaye ndithandabuza kancinci, nge-2 ka-Agasti ka-2011 ndahamba ndaya eMladplay (Umnyhadala woLutsha) eMedjugorje, ndikunye nomama. Ndihlala iintsuku ezi-4 zeemvakalelo ezigqithisileyo; Ndisondele kakhulu kukholo kunye nomthandazo (ukuba ngaphambi kokuba ndicengceleze u- "Ave Maria" kwakudinwa, ngoku ndiziva ndifuna kunye novuyo).
Ukukhwela siye kwezi ntaba zimbini, ngakumbi kwiKrizevac (intaba yomnqamlezo omhlophe) apho iinyembezi ziyawothusayo emva komthandazo, ziindawo zoxolo olukhulu, uvuyo kunye nokuzola ngaphakathi. Ngokufanelekileyo ezo mvakalelo ukuba umhlobo wam wayesoloko ebhekisa kum, endikufumanisa kunzima ukuzikholelwa.
Kwakungathi kukho into "ongenayo ngaphakathi ngokwakho" engenileyo. Ndithandaze kakhulu kodwa andikaze ndikwazi ukucela nantoni na ngoba bendisoloko ndicinga ukuba kukho abantu ababenembono eziphambili kunye eziphambili kum ... ngaphezulu kweengxaki zam. Ndigoduka nditshintshile emoyeni, ngovuyo emehlweni am nokuqina kwentliziyo yam. Ndinokujamelana neengxaki zemihla ngemihla ngomoya owahlukileyo kunye namandla, ndiziva ndinemfuno yokuthetha kwihlabathi malunga nendlela endivakalelwa ngayo kunye nezinto endiye ndaziva. Umthandazo uba yinto yemihla ngemihla: indenza ndizive ndilungile. Ixesha elingaphezulu, ndiqinisekile ukuba ndiyifumene iGrace yam enkulu. Ndifumana isibindi kunye nesigqibo, emva kweminyaka emi-5, yokubhukisha itsheki eqhelekileyo eMilan, ebekelwe uAprili 16, 2012.
Kodwa kuqala, kwakubalulekile kum ukuba ndivume kumfundisi wecawa yaseFlorence, uDon Francesco Bazzoffi, indoda enetalente enkulu kunye nexabisekileyo kum, ndiziva ndisondele kakhulu. Ndiya kuye kwiintsuku ezimbalwa phambi kovavanyo, kanye ngomgqibelo we-14 ku-Epreli, nasemva kokuvuma kwam, apho inkxalabo yam malunga nophando lwangoMvulo olandelayo yema ngaphandle, uthatha isigqibo sokundisikelela ngokwakhe ngengxaki yam yezempilo ngokubekwa kwalonto. izandla. Uthi kum: "kuhle, ayikabi inkulu kakhulu ...": iyandimangalisa kwaye indenza ndicinge (bendazi ukuba yayiziisentimitha ezi-3 ngobukhulu), eqhubeka athi: "izakuba yintoni? Malunga ne-1 cm? !!!! "... Phambi kokuba ahambe kwigumbi uthe kum:" Elena, uza kubuya nini uzondibona? … NgoMeyi???!! ... Ndixelele ke ukuba ihambe njani! " Ndibhideke kakhulu, ndimangalisiwe, ndaphendula ukuba ndiza kubuya ngoMeyi.
NgoMvulo ndiye eMilan nabazali bam abangazange bandishiya ndedwa kuba nditshekishwa kwaye ndihlala imini ezele ziimvakalelo. Emva kokucinga ngemagneti kwakhona, ndindwendwela ugqirha wam: ethelekisa isifundo sokugqibela neseminyaka emi-5 eyadlulayo, kukho ukuncitshiswa okucacileyo kubungakanani besiza sethambo kunye nokwehliswa ngokubanzi kwekalati yendawo enkulu yokuhambisa amanzi, kunye nentetho yokubandezeleka kwe-parenchymal . Ngokwemvelo ndijonga umama kwaye kubengathi sikhe sadibana ngexesha elinye, kwindawo enye. Sobabini saziva izinto ezifanayo kwaye sineenyembezi emehlweni ethu, sasingathandabuzi ukuba ndifumene uBabalo lwesibini.
Ukusuka kudliwanondlebe nogqirha ozinzisayo kuvela ukuba:
- ubungakanani besidleke semithambo malunga ne-1 cm (kwaye oku kunxulunyaniswa nentetho yomfundisi wepherishi)
-kuba akunakwenzeka ukuba i-AVM inciphe ngokuzenzekelayo, ngaphandle konyango (ugqirha wam undixelele ukuba ndilityala lakhe lokuqala, kumava akhe amakhulu, nakwilizwe langaphandle), ihlala iyandisa okanye ihlale ilingana .
Wonke ugqirha, njengaye wonke umntu "wesayensi", kufuneka afumane unyango olufanelekileyo oluvelisa iziphumo ezithile. Ngokuqinisekileyo andinakuba yinxalenye yale nto. Okwalo mzuzu umlingo ungako kum, ndifuna kuphela ukuba ndibaleke ndilile, ngaphandle kokunika naluphi na uhlobo lwenkcazo nakubani na. Ndifumene into enkulu kakhulu, imnandi kakhulu, kakhulu kwaye iphupha kuphela.
Emotweni, ebheke ekhaya, bendincumile isibhakabhaka ndibuze "kutheni yonke lento ... kum", enyanisweni khange ndibenaso isibindi sokubuza kwanto. Ndinikwe kakhulu: ukuphiliswa ngokwasemzimbeni ngokungathandabuzekiyo yinto ebonakalayo, ebonakalayo, enkulu ngokwenene kodwa enkulu ngakumbi ndiyakuqonda ukuphiliswa ngokomoya kwangaphakathi, indlela yokuguqula, ukuzola kunye namandla okwam, Ixabiso layo kwaye ayinakuthelekiswa.
Kuphela namhlanje, ndingatsho ngovuyo nangokuzola, ukuba nantoni na eza kwenzeka kum kwixesha elizayo, ndiya kujongana nayo ngommoya owahlukileyo, ngokuzola okukhulu kunye nenkalipho kunye noloyiko oluncinci, ngenxa yokuba andiziva ndedwa kwaye into endiyinikiweyo yile. into eneneni BIG. Ndiphila ubomi obunzulu; yonke imihla iyisipho. Kulo nyaka ndibuyele eMedjugorje kuMnyhadala woLutsha UKUZE NDIBULE. Ndiqinisekile ukuba, ngosuku loviwo, uMaria wayengaphakathi kwam kwaye abantu abaliqela bayiphawula, beyenza icacisa ngamazwi. Abantu abaninzi ngoku bandixelela ukuba ndinokukhanya okungafaniyo emehlweni am ...
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