UMirjana waseMedjugorje "masilandele indlela efunwa linenekazi lethu"

Imboni uMirjana Dragicevic-Soldo waya kwimiboniso yemihla ngemihla ukusuka nge-24 kaJuni, 1981 de kube nguDisemba 25, 1982. Kwimbonakalo yokugqibela yemihla ngemihla, iNenekazi lethu lamxelela, emva kokumxelela imfihlo ye-10, ukuba ukusukela ngoko uya kubonakala kuye kanye ngonyaka, kwaye ngokuchanekileyo nge-18 kaMatshi. Kwaye bekunjalo kwiminyaka edlulileyo. Ngesihlandlo somboniso wokugqibela ngoMatshi 18, 2006, amawakawaka abahambi ngezonqulo abasuka kwihlabathi liphela babehlanganisene ukuze bacengceleze iRosari kwiCenacle, ekuhlaleni kukaDade Elvira. Ngomthandazo babelindele ukufika kukaMadonna. UMirjana weza nomyeni wakhe uMarko kunye nezalamane ezisondeleyo. Ukubonakala kwaqala ngo-13.59pm kwaye kwahlala kude kube yi-14.04pm. Inenekazi lethu linike lo myalezo ulandelayo:

“Bantwana abathandekayo! Ngeli xesha leNzila ndiyakumema ukuba uncame ngaphakathi. Indlela eya ekulahlekeni ikukhokelela ngothando, ukuzila ukutya, umthandazo kunye nemisebenzi emihle. Kuphela kukulahlwa okugqibeleleyo okungaphakathi oya kuthi uluqonde uthando lukaThixo kunye nemiqondiso yamaxesha ophila kuwo. Uya kungqina le miqondiso kwaye uqalise ukuthetha ngayo. Kulapho endifuna ukukusa khona. Enkosi ngokundilandela." Ngemini elandelayo, kumthendeleko weSt. Joseph, saya kubona uMirjana ekhayeni lakhe saza sathetha naye. Uye wasinika olu dliwano-ndlebe lulandelayo:

Mirjana, izolo uye kumboniso wonyaka. Ungasixelela ntoni ngokuvela kwanamhlanje? Sele ndiyithethile rhoqo: umntu unokubona iNenekazi lethu amawakawaka amaxesha, kodwa xa ebonakala, kum kuba ngathi sisihlandlo sokuqala. Enyanisweni, kuhlala kukho uvuyo olukhulu, uthando, ukhuseleko kunye nobabalo. Yile nto uyibonayo emehlweni akho xa ndikujonga ngexesha lombono. Ngexesha lokubonakala, iNenekazi lethu lijonga bonke abantu abakhoyo, umntu ngamnye. Ngamanye amaxesha xa ejonga umntu, ndibona intlungu emehlweni abo, ngamanye amaxesha uvuyo, ngamanye amaxesha ukuzola, ngamanye amaxesha usizi. Konke oku kundenza ndiqonde ukuba uhlala nomntu ngamnye okhoyo kwaye wabelane ngovuyo, intlungu okanye ukubandezeleka kwabo.

Izolo, ngexesha lokuvela, bekumangalisa. Ndaguqa ndathandaza kunye nabanye abahambi ngezonqulo. Ndibabonile, ndiwuvile umthandazo wabo. Lathi lakufika ixesha lokuvela kweNkosikazi Yethu, iimvakalelo zam zazinamandla kangangokuba ndandisazi ukuba eli yayilixesha awayeza kuza ngalo.

Ukuba uLady wethu ebengafikanga ngalamzuzu, ngendaqhuma, iimvakalelo zam bezinamandla. Xa iNenekazi lethu libonakala, yonke enye into iyanyamalala. Ke kum akusekho bahambi ngezonqulo, akusekho ndawo apho ndilinde khona ukubonakala, yonke into iba luhlaza njengesibhakabhaka kwaye Ubaluleke ngaphezu kwayo yonke into.

UMadonna wayenxibe ilokhwe engwevu kunye nesigqubuthelo esimhlophe, njengesiqhelo. Kwaye ndiyambulela uThixo kuba akazange abe buhlungu. Ngokubanzi kusoloko kulusizi xa ndinombono nge-2nd enyangeni.

Ngesi sihlandlo wonwabile. Andithi wavuya kakhulu wahleka. Kodwa ndiyambulela uThixo kuba kwakungekho ntlungu nalusizi okanye iinyembezi emehlweni akhe. Wayenembonakalo kamama kwaye kwakubonakala ngathi ufuna ukusenza siqonde ngentliziyo yakhe, ngothando kunye noncumo, into ayifunayo kuthi. Undinike lomyalezo ndambuza eminye imibuzo ngabantu abakwimeko ezinzima zobomi. Uphendule imibuzo yam. Wasisikelela sonke, njengoko esenza njalo, ngentsikelelo yakhe kamama.

Waphinda waphinda wathi le yintsikelelo yakhe kamama, kodwa eyona ntsikelelo inkulu esinokuyifumana emhlabeni yintsikelelo yobubingeleli, kuba nguNyana wakhe osisikelela ngombingeleli.

Ngexesha lokubonakala kwakho ufumene umyalezo. Uyitolika njani?

Kum ngokwam umyalezo unzulu kakhulu.

Ndiye ndangena kumkhwa, emva kokubonakala ngakunye, wokucengceleza iRosari kwaye ndicamngce ngawo onke amazwi athethwa linenekazi lethu ngexesha lomyalezo nakuwo onke amazwi obuso bakhe. Okokuqala ndiye ndizame ukukuqonda oko uThixo afuna ukukuthetha kum ngokobuqu, yaye kuphela emva koko ndiye ndicinge ngoko afuna ukukuthetha kwabanye ngam.

Asinalungelo lokutolika isigidimi, kuba wonke umntu umele acamngce ngokobuqu aze aqonde oko uThixo afuna ukukuthetha kubo. Esi sigidimi sibhekiswa kuthi sonke kuba uThixo ufuna sisive yaye sonke siphile. Kumyalezo wokugqibela, kangangoko ndikwazile ukuwubamba, ibinzana elithi "ukulahla ngaphakathi" liye landichukumisa ngaphezu kwako konke. Inenekazi lethu lifuna ukusixelela ntoni ngale nto? Ndicinga ukuba akunzima ukuyiqonda kwaye ndicinga ukuba ukulahlwa kwangaphakathi akuyimfuneko kuphela kwi-lent, kodwa ubomi bethu bonke kufuneka bube kukukhanyela kwangaphakathi.

Inenekazi lethu alisiceli nantoni na esingenakuyenza. Ndiyakholelwa ukuba ukulahlwa kwangaphakathi kuthetha ukubeka iNkosi elungileyo noYesu kuqala ezintliziyweni zethu nakwiintsapho zethu. Ukuba uThixo noYesu bathabatha indawo yokuqala, sinayo yonk’ into, kuba sinoxolo lokwenyaniso olunikelwa ngabo kuphela.

Kumyalezo, iNenekazi lethu likwatsho ukuba indlela yokwala ngaphakathi idlula eluthandweni. Luthetha ukuthini uthando? Kum oko kuthetha ukuba simele simqonde uYesu kuyo yonke indoda esidibana nayo nesiyaziyo, kwaye kufuneka simthande ngolo hlobo singamgwebi okanye simgxeke: enyanisweni asinakuthabatha izinto zikaThixo ezandleni zethu, kuba siyabagweba abantu. ngendlela eyahlukileyo ngokupheleleyo. UThixo ugweba abantu ngokothando kwaye uyakwazi oko kusentliziyweni yomntu, kodwa asinakwazi. Emva koko iNenekazi lethu lithetha ngokuzila ukutya. Nawe uyazi kwimiyalezo ukuba kubaluleke kangakanani ukuzila ukutya ngesonka namanzi ngooLwezithathu nangooLwezihlanu kwiNenekazi Lethu. Ukuzila ukutya kufanele kube bubomi bethu. Kodwa uyasiqonda kwaye usixelela sonke ukuba ngumthandazo kanye apho siya kuqonda ukuba leliphi idini esinokulinikela endaweni yokuzila ukutya. Kwabo bangazange bazile ukutya, ndingacebisa ukuba benze le nto iNenekazi lethu lenza nathi xa kwaqala ukubonakala. Ukuvela kwakhe eMedjugorje, akazange asicele ukuba sizile ukutya kunye namanzi ngooLwezithathu nangooLwezihlanu, kodwa waqala wathetha nathi ngentsingiselo yokuzila ukutya ngolweSihlanu, kwaye ke wasiqalisa ukuba sizile ukutya kanye ngeveki, nguLwesihlanu. Kuphela kamva, emva kwexesha elithile, wongezelela ngelithi kwakufuneka sizile ukutya ngesonka namanzi ngooLwezithathu.

Ngapha koko, kumyalezo, iNenekazi lethu liqaqambisa umthandazo. Ufanele ube yintoni umthandazo kuthi? Umthandazo kufuneka ube yingxoxo yethu yemihla ngemihla noThixo, ukunxibelelana kwethu rhoqo. Ndingatsho njani ukuba ndiyamthanda umntu obalulekileyo kum nobambe indawo yokuqala entliziyweni yam, ukuba andizange ndithethe naye?

Ngoko ke, umthandazo akufanele ube ngumthwalo, kodwa ukuphumla nje komphefumlo kunye nobudlelwane nomntu othandekayo.

Ekugqibeleni, iNenekazi lethu lathetha ngemisebenzi emihle. Ndiyakholwa ukuba ukuzila ukutya, ukuthandaza kunye nothando kusikhokelela kwimisebenzi emihle. Inenekazi lethu belisoloko lisibongoza kule misebenzi mihle kwaye lifuna ukuba sibonakalise ukuba singamaKristu, ukuba singamakholwa, kwaye siyabelana ngeentlungu kunye nokubandezeleka kwabanye. Kufuneka sinike into esuka entliziyweni, kwaye kungekhona into esingasayidingiyo, kodwa ngokuchanekileyo oko sikufuna ngokwenene kwaye sikunqwenela ngokunzulu kunye nothando. Kule nto kukho ubukhulu bethu njengamaKristu. Kwaye le yindlela kanye esikhokelela ekulahlekeni kwangaphakathi.

Usatsho ukuba siya kuyiqonda imiqondiso yamaxesha esiphila kuwo kwaye wongezelela ngelithi siza kuqalisa ukuthetha ngawo. Kuthetha ukuthini ukuba siza kuthetha ngemiqondiso? Thina maKristu ngandlel’ ithile siyifundile into eyathethwa nguYesu: uEWE wenu makabe nguEWE, noHAYI wenu abe nguHAYI. Ke ngoku nam ndiyazibuza ukuba uThixo uthetha ukuthini ngeNenekazi Lethu xa esithi: uyayiqonda imiqondiso kwaye uyakuqala ukuthetha ngayo?

Mhlawumbi ixesha elingaqhelekanga lifikile yaye kufuneka sinikele ubungqina ngokholo lwethu, kodwa kungekhona ngokucebisa abantu ngento emasiyenze. Wonke umntu uyakwazi ukuthetha. Ndicinga ngokubaluleka kokuthetha ngobomi bethu, ukuphila imiyalezo yeNkosikazi yethu, ukuhlala noThixo yonke imihla.

Ndicinga ngokubaluleka kokuphakamisa ilizwi lethu kwizinto ezilungileyo kunye nezinto ezimbi, ukuqonda ngokwenene ukuba oku kufuneka kube lilizwi lethu. Kwaye ndicinga ukuba iNenekazi Lethu lalithetha oku xa lalisithi: kulapho ndifuna ukukusa khona.

Ukuqukumbela, wathi: “Enkosi ngokundilandela”! Ngokwesiqhelo iNenekazi lethu lithi: "Enkosi ngokuphendula umnxeba wam"! Kodwa ngesi sihlandlo wathi: “Enkosi ngokundilandela”! Oku kuthetha ukuba kusafuneka sithandaze kakhulu ukuze sikwazi ukuqonda onke amagama ebefuna ukulithetha kuthi iNenekazi lethu. Inenekazi lethu alizange lithi: "Mirjana othandekayo, ndikunika umyalezo", kodwa "Abantwana abathandekayo". Ndihlala ndisithi kwiNenekazi Lethu andixabisekanga kunani nonke, kuba kuMama akukho lungelo lomntwana. Sonke singabantwana bakhe, abakhethela imisebenzi eyahlukeneyo. Umbuzo ngoku ngowokuba mangaphi amaxesha esikulungeleyo ukulandela indlela yeNkosikazi yethu, apho Asibizela kuyo sonke ngendlela efanayo. Kwaye olu luxanduva lomntu.

Mirjana, ubuphakathi kweemboni zokuqala ezabona iNenekazi Lethu. Sibhiyozela iminyaka engama-25 yobukho bakho. Uzibona njani, njengemboni, emva kweminyaka engama-25?

Xa ndikhangela emva ngoku ndize ndibone ukuba kudlule iminyaka engama-25, kuba ngathi bekuyizolo. Andiqondi ukuba ibilixesha elide kangako. Kwiintsuku zokuqala zokubonakala kwam ndaziva ndingaqhelekanga kwaye kukho amakhulu emibuzo engacacanga. Sasihlala eSarajevo ngoko. Yayilixesha lobukomanisi yaye ngenxa yoloyiko abazali bam abazange bathethe kakhulu ngokholo, nangona sasiqhelisela oko. Sasisiya kwiMisa rhoqo ngeCawa yaye njengentsapho sasicengceleza iRosari rhoqo ngorhatya neminye imithandazo.

Lathi lavela kum uMakazi wethu, ndandingazi nokuba ndisaphila okanye ndifile. Ndaziva ndisezulwini kunasemhlabeni. Ndandisenza umsebenzi wam wesiqhelo, kodwa iingcinga zam zazisoloko zisezulwini noMadonna othandekayo. Ndacela iNkosi elungileyo ukuba indenze ndiqonde ukuba kunokwenzeka ukuba ndiyibona ngokwenene i-Madonna kwaye ndijongene nayo yonke le nto. Ndikhumbula ngoko ndicinga ukuba ngekumnandi ukuba ubomi bam bebuphelile ngokukhawuleza kwaye ngendandikunye neNkosikazi yethu. Enyanisweni ndandifuna ukuphila ngakumbi kwihlabathi lam leengcamango kunokuba ngokwenene. Eyona nto bendiyithanda ibikukwazi ukuthula ndicamngce. Kwaye ke emini ndiye ndacinga ndithule kuyo yonke into enxulumene nokudibana neNenekazi lethu. Kwandula ke, ekuhambeni kwexesha nangoncedo lukaMama wethu othandekayo, ndaqhelana nako konke oku. Inenekazi lethu landinceda ukuba ndiqonde kwaye ndamkele yonke into. Kwakhona kuye kwandinceda ukunceda abanye abantu, ukuze nabo baqonde. Kwaye ke iminyaka engama-25 ihambe ngokukhawuleza.

Kule minyaka ingama-25 iNenekazi lethu belisoloko lifana kwaye lineprojekthi yalo ekufuneka liyenze. Ngomhla we-16 iNenekazi lethu lathi: “Ndineminyaka eli-16 ndinawe. Oku kubonisa indlela uThixo akuthanda ngayo.” Ke, kule minyaka ingama-25 sinokubona ngokwenene ukuba uThixo usithanda kangakanani, nokuba uMama wakhe usithumela ixesha elingakanani ukuze asincede siqonde kwaye silandele indlela elungileyo.

Kum, yonke intlanganiso kunye neNkosikazi yethu ifana neyokuqala, ngoko andinakuthi: "Yonke into iyinto eqhelekileyo". Ayiqhelekanga, kodwa yimvakalelo enkulu.

Umthombo: Medjugorje, isimemo somthandazo, uMary Queen of Peace n. 68