Ufile imizuzu eyi-14 emva kokunyathelwa ngamahashe, usixelela ngobomi basemva kobomi

Ngaba wakha wanamava okusondela ekufeni? Ngaba ububonile ubomi bakho bukhanya phambi kwamehlo akho okanye mhlawumbi amava angaphandle komzimba?

Kwiminyaka engama-31 eyadlulayo, uLesley Lupo wasweleka kangangemizuzu eli-14 emva kokunyathelwa ngamahashe, kodwa ke yinto eyenzekileyo kule mizuzu ili-14 abantu abaninzi besokola ukuyikholelwa, kuba ayinguye wonke umntu onamava okusondela ekufeni. "Ndaphuma emzimbeni wam kwaye ndandimalunga ne-15m, kwaye loo nto yayindenza ingqondo kuba ndandingenalo utyekelo lokomoya," utshilo uLupo.

Yayingamava aphuma emzimbeni kaLupo owayeneminyaka engama-36 ubudala, njengoko wayenyathelwa ngamahashe angaphezu kwesibhozo kwifama.

“Bendingayiqondi into eyenzekayo. Ndivele ndothuka, ”utshilo uLupo. “Kwaye ke, malunga neminye imizuzwana eli-10, ndabona elinye lamahashe likhwaza, kwaye wonke umntu wabaleka, kwaye ndazibukela ndibambeke koku kwaye ndandiphantse, ngathi, ndicotha kakhulu, uyazi. Ndaguquka, ingalo yam yahamba ngesithonga, amahashe abaleka, kodwa ngoku ndiyarhuqa, ndisokola ukuphuma endleleni yam, ndikhwaza. Ingcuka ayiva zintlungu. Uchaza imvakalelo yokuzola, ngaphandle kobuhlungu benyama yomzimba wakhe.

"Ukuba kukho umntu ondijongileyo ngalomzuzu ngewayethe, oh nkosi yam, bahlupheke kakhulu, kwaye andizange ndibandezeleke tu kuba ndingaziva," utshilo uWolf. “Amahashe ayendikhaba, kwaye ekugqibeleni umzimba wam wabhabha usuka eshedini wakhubeka, kwaye ndazi ukuba ndifile, kuphelile. Ndaqala ndagigitheka. Ndijonge ngapha kocingo xa uthuli luzinzile. " Njengoko abantu babebalekela kwicala likaWolf ukumnceda, wayefumana indawo eyahlukileyo. Uyibiza ngokuba "phezulu" kwaye kubantu abaninzi inokuba lizulu.

KuLupo, owayengakholelwa kubukho bukaThixo, yayisisiphithiphithi esipheleleyo. "I-Tucson iyaqala ukuphela," utshilo uLupo. “Kwaqala - ukundijikeleza, ngequbuliso ndisehlathini. Kwakufana nehlathi lom-okhi elinomlambo emva kwam, kwaye wawunobuqili kakhulu, kwaye noxolo endandiluva eMhlabeni xa ndandizibona xa ndiyeka umzimba wam. Kwakungathi ukhulula ibhanti lomzimba ngobukhulu obuncinci obuncinci kwaye uyiphosa ebhedini. "

U-Lupo ukhumbule ukudibana nabantu angazange adibane nabo, kodwa abanye abantu baxela ukuba babone izihlobo ezingasekhoyo ababengazange bahlangane nazo, nditsho nokuva ngeziganeko. "Oku kungangqinwa ngokuhamba uyokufumanisa ulwazi kwaye uxelele ukuba lo mntu ubhubhile ngaphambi kokuba lo mntu abe namava, kwaye baziva bedibene naye kumava abo. Le ngcamango iyinyani, ”yatsho i-International Association for Near-Death Studies.

Amava ayengekho lula xa ubuya. ULupo uthe waziva eyedwa. Kwenye, kwakunzima ngokwasemzimbeni kwaye kwakhathaza, kuba akukho mntu wayemkholelwa. "Yayiluhambo lwam olukumgangatho ophezulu kwaye ndifuna ukuthetha nawo wonke umntu malunga nalo," utshilo uLupo. “Ewe, ugqirha wam ebendicinga ukuba ndonwabile. Khange ndibenasiphumo samachiza kwaye bendingekho kwiziyobisi. Kwezinye zeenkolo ezihlanganisiweyo, akukho mntu ufuna ukuva ngalo, nangona ungabaxelela ewe, ndiyalazi izulu, bendikhe ndaya, kuba wonke umntu ukuphethe ngokungathi uyaphambana. "

Kwiminyaka emininzi, abantu bebecinga ukuba kukugula ngengqondo okanye ukubona izinto ezingekhoyo, kodwa xa abantu bejonga iimpawu zezi zimbini, kukho amanqaku ngokufanayo. Nangona kunjalo, xa ujonga kwiimpawu zesifo sengqondo kunye namava okusondela ekufeni, akukho mhlaba ufanayo.

Umzekelo, inkumbulo yamava icacile kwaye ayitshintshi ngokuhamba kwexesha. Njengokuba kunjalo, ngamanye amaxesha, kunokuba luhlobo lokuzama ukuva umvavanyi axelele zonke ezo nkcukacha, kuba xa beqala ukubanakho ukwabelana nabo okokuqala ukufumana ubungqina, iinkcukacha zabo ziyasebenza Amava, kwaye ngakumbi xa bezikhumbula ezo nkcukacha, kokukhona bahlala kunye nabo rhoqo. Ngelixa, ukuba unayo imibono okanye ulahlekiso, ezo zinto ziyaphela ngeentsuku kunye neeyure kwaye abanakulikhumbula ibali elinye kabini. "

Ingcuka ayinguye yedwa umntu onamava oku. Ngapha koko, izigidi zabantu kwihlabathi liphela ziye zabelana ngamabali abo. Nokuba sele benamava angaphandle komzimba, babubonile ubomi babo bukhanya phambi kwamehlo abo, okanye bafikile kummandla owahlukileyo emva kokufa, kunokwenzeka ukuba kubekho enye into engaphaya.

“Ukuba umntu ufuna ukucinga ukuba akukho nto, cinga njalo. Olu lukhetho lwakhe, ”utshilo uLupo. "Andinakuze ndibuyele mva."