Ungakunqweneli izinto zabanye

Ndinguyihlo, uThixo wakho owakudalayo kwaye uyakuthanda, uhlala enenceba kuwe kwaye uhlala ekunceda. Andifuni ukuba ufune yonke into eyabanye. Ndifuna ukuba undinike uthando lwakho ke ndiza kwenza imimangaliso ebomini bakho. Njani ixesha lakho, unqwenela ntoni? Yonke into enamadoda ndiyinike mna, ndinika iqabane, abantwana, basebenze. Kutheni ungonelisekanga yile nto ndikunike yona kwaye usebenzisa ixesha lakho elixabisekileyo ukuba unqweneleke? Andifuni ukuba ufune nantoni na, ndifuna ukuba ufuna uthando lwam.

NdinguThixo wakho kwaye ndihlala ndikunika, ngalo lonke ixesha lobomi bakho. Kodwa awuphileli ubomi bakho ngokupheleleyo kwaye uchithe ixesha lakho unqwenela into engeyoyakho. Ukuba andikunikanga, kukho isizathu ongasazi, kodwa mna onamandla onke ndiyazi yonke into kwaye ndiyasazi nesizathu sokuba ndingakuniki. Eyona ngcinga yam inkulu yile uyenzayo uyenza ebomini uthando, ndiluthando kwaye ke andifuni ukuba uchithe ixesha lakho phakathi kwezinto zeli lizwe, kunye neminqweno yakho.

Umfuna njani umfazi womntakwenu? Ngaba awazi ukuba iinyunyana ezingcwele kulomhlaba zindenza zona? Okanye ucinga ukuba wonke umntu ukhululekile ukuba azikhethele into ayifunayo. Ndim owadala indoda nomfazi kwaye ndim odala umanyano phakathi kwezithandani. Ndim endimisela ukuzalwa, indalo, usapho. Ndingusomandla kwaye ndiqinisekisa yonke into ngaphambi kokuba udalwe.

Rhoqo kulomhlaba iintsapho ziyahlulahlana kwaye ufuna ukulandela iinkanuko zakho. Kodwa ndikushiya ukhululekile ukukwenza oko kuba enye yeempawu zam zothando endinalo ngawe yinkululeko. Kodwa andifuni ukuba yenzeke le kwaye xa isenzeka njalo kodwa ndihlala ndibiza abantwana bam kum andibashiyi ngenxa yokunxaxha kwabo kodwa ndihlala ndibasikelela ukuba babuyela kum ngentliziyo yam yonke.

Ndenza umsebenzi owenzayo. Ndibeka lo mfazi ecaleni kwakho. Ndikunike ubabalo lokuvelisa. Usapho lwakho lwadalwa ndim. Kufuneka uqiniseke ukuba ndingumyili wayo yonke into kwaye ndizikhathalele zonke izidalwa zam. Ndikuthanda ngothando olungachazekiyo kwaye ndilandela onke amanyathelo akho. Kodwa awunqweneli. Kuya kufuneka wonwabe ngento endikunike yona kwaye ukuba ngethamsanqa uyeva ukuba kungenzeka ukuba ikho into eswelekileyo ebomini bakho ke undibuze, ungoyiki, ndim onika yonke into kwaye ndilawula umhlaba.

Akunyanzelekanga ukuba unqwenele yonke into eyomninawa wakho, kodwa xa kukho into elahlekileyo ebomini bakho, ndibuze ndizokukhathalela. Ndibonelela wonke umntu, ndim onika ubomi kwaye ndim onokuwenza ube luhle ukuba ujika uze kum ngentliziyo yam yonke. Musa ukoyika ukuba ndingutata wakho kwaye ndinika izinto kumntu ngamnye ngokwenkonzo yakhe emhlabeni. Kukho abo banethuba lokuba ngutata, abanye balawule, abanye badale kwaye abanye baqonde, kodwa ngalo mzuzu wokudalwa ndinika ukubizwa komntu kwaye ndalathise amanyathelo akhe. Ke wena awufuni okungekokwakho kodwa zama ukuthanda nokulawula kakuhle oko ndikunike kona.

Ungabunqwenela njani ubutyebi? Ufuna umsebenzi owahlukileyo, umfazi owahlukileyo okanye abantwana abohlukileyo. Akukho mfuneko yokuba ufune enye into ngaphandle kwale ndikunike yona. Le yeyona njongo yakho kulomhlaba kwaye kufuneka uyenze kude kube lusuku lokugqibela lobomi bakho ngokubonisa ukuthembeka kwanto kum

Ukuba ulahlekelwe yinto, ndibuze, kodwa ungafuni into engeyoyakho. Ndingakunika yonke into kwaye ukuba ngamanye amaxesha andiyenzi, isizathu kukuba inokonakalisa ubomi bakho kwaye ibeke esichengeni usindiso lwakho lwanaphakade. Ndenza yonke into kakuhle kwaye ngenxa yoko andifuni into engeyoyakho kodwa zibophe kwaye uzame ukulawula ngcono oko ndikunike kona.

Ungakunqweneli okungekokwakho. Ndinguyihlo kwaye ndiyayazi into oyifunayo ngaphambi kokuba undibuze. Musa ukoyika, ndim lowo ndikunyamekelayo, nyana wam, isidalwa endisithandayo.