Ungakhethi nantoni na kum
Ndingutata wakho noThixo wozuko olukhulu, onamandla onke nomthombo wayo yonke inyhweba yokomoya neyokwenyama. Unyana wam endimthandayo kunye naye, ndifuna ukukuxelela "awukhethi nto kum". Ndingumdali wakho, lowo ukuthandayo kwaye uyokuxhasa kweli lizwe kunye nobomi bonke. Akunyanzelekanga ukuba ukhethe nayiphi na into kwaye akufuneki ubeke nantoni na phambi kwam. Kuya kufuneka undinike indawo yokuqala ebomini bakho, kufuneka ukhethe mna kuphela, mna ndihamba nobubele bakho kwaye ndikwenzele yonke into.
Amadoda amaninzi anezinto ezahlukeneyo azikhethayo ebomini babo. Bathanda umsebenzi, usapho, ishishini, iinkanuko zabo kwaye bandinika indawo yokugqibela. Ndibuhlungu kakhulu ngale nto. Ndikuthanda ndinothando olukhulu kangaka ndiyifumana ikhutshelwa ngaphandle kubomi babantwana bam, kwizidalwa zam. Kodwa ngubani okunika umoya? Ngubani okunika ukutya imihla ngemihla? Ngubani okunika amandla okuqhubeka? Yonke into, yonke into ivela kum, kodwa abantwana bam abaninzi abayazi le nto. Bathanda abanye thixo kwaye abamkeli uThixo oyinyaniso, umdali, ebomini babo. Ke xa bebona ukuba baswele kwaye abanakukwazi ukusombulula imeko enameva baphendukela kum.
Kodwa ukuba ufuna umthandazo wakho uphendulwe kufuneka ube nobuhlobo obuqhubekayo nam. Akufuneki undibize ngentswelo kuphela, kodwa ngalo lonke ixesha, ebomini bakho. Kuya kufuneka ucele ukuxolelwa iziphoso zakho, kufuneka undithande, kufuneka uqonde ukuba ndinguThixo wakho. Kodwa ukuba uphila kwimeko yesono, awuthandazi, unakekela iimfuno zakho kuphela, awunondibuza into endiza kusombulula yona, kodwa kuqala kufuneka ucele ukuguquka ngokunyaniseka emva koko ucele ukuba ndicombulule ingxaki yakho.
Amaxesha amaninzi ndingenelela kubomi babantwana bam. Ndithumela amadoda ukuba athumele umyalezo kubo, wokuba ababuyisele kum. Ndithumela amadoda alandela ilizwi lam, kubomi babantwana bam abakude, kodwa bahlala bengalamkeli umnxeba wam. Babanjwe yimicimbi yabo yehlabathi, abaqondi ukuba eyona nto ibalulekileyo ebomini kukuba ulandele kwaye uthembeke kum. Akunyanzelekanga ukuba ukhethe nantoni na kum. Ndim ndedwa, akukho thixo. Abo balandela uninzi lwakho ngoothixo bobuxoki, abangakuniki nto. Bangoothixo abanonakalisayo, Bokundulula kum. Ukonwaba kwabo kungokomzuzwana kodwa ke ebomini bakho uya kubona intshabalalo yabo, ukuphela kwabo. Ndim ndedwa, ongenasiphelo, ongafiyo, onamandla onke, kwaye ndinokubanika ubomi bangonaphakade ebukumkanini bam ngamnye kuni.
Ndilandele unyana wam endimthandayo. Lisasaze izwi lam, usasaze imiyalelo yam phakathi kwamadoda ahlala ecaleni kwakho. Ukuba uyenza le nto usikelelekile emehlweni am. Uninzi lunokukuthuka, lukugxothe kumakhaya abo, kodwa unyana wam uYesu wathi "usikelelekile xa bekuthuka ngenxa yegama lam, umvuzo wakho uya kuba mkhulu ezulwini." Nyana wam ndiyakuxelela ukuba ungoyiki ukusasaza umyalezo wam phakathi kwabantu, umvuzo wakho uya kuba mkhulu ezulwini.
Awunakuze ukhethe nayiphi na into yeli lizwe kum. Yonke into ekhoyo kulomhlaba yadalwa ndim. Bonke abantu zizidalwa zam. Ndiyazi yonke indoda ngaphambi kokuba ifunjwe esibelekweni sikamama. Awungekhe ukhethe izinto ezibonakalayo eziphela kwaye ubeke eceleni uThixo wobomi. UYesu wathi "izulu nomhlaba kuyadlula kodwa amazwi am awayi kudlula". Yonke into yeli lizwe iyaphela. Sukuzinamathela kwenye into ngaphandle kobuThixo, ngokomoya. Ukuphoxeka kwakho kuya kuba kuhle xa unamathela kwinto ethile kwaye ungamkhathalelanga uThixo wakho .UYesu wathi kwakhona "umntu unalungelo lini na ukuba uthe walifumana ilizwe liphela, ukuba ke ulahlekile umphefumlo wakhe?". Uye wathi "boyike abo banokutshabalalisa umzimba kunye nomphefumlo eGehena". Ke nyana wam mamela amazwi kunyana wam uYesu kwaye ulandele iimfundiso zakhe, kuphela ngale ndlela uya konwaba. Akunyanzelekanga ukuba ukhethe nantoni na kum, kodwa ndim kuphela oza kuba nguThixo wakho, injongo yakho, amandla akho kwaye uya kubona ukuba kunye siza kwenza izinto ezintle.
Ungakhethi nantoni na kum, nyana wam othandekayo. Akukho nto ndiyithandayo kuwe. Sisidalwa esihle endikhe ndasenzela sona kwaye ndiyazingca ngokuba ndikudalile. Yima udityaniswe kum njengomntwana ezingalweni zikamama kwaye uza kubona ukuba uvuyo lwakho luzele.