UPadre Pio kwiileta zakhe uthetha ngeNgelosi yoMgcini: yile nto ayithethayo
Kwileta ebhalwe nguPadre Pio eya kuRaffaelina Cerase ngo-Epreli 20, 1915, iNgcwele iphakamisa uthando lukaThixo onike umntu isipho esikhulu njengeNgelosi yokuGcina:
«O Raffaelina, kuthuthuzela kangakanani ukwazi ukuba sihlala sisesitokisini somoya wasezulwini, ongasishiyiyo (into encomekayo!) Kwisenzo sokumcekisa uThixo! Hayi indlela emnandi ngayo le nyaniso yomphefumlo okholwayo! Ngubani ke ngoko, umntu ozinikeleyo owoyikayo ozama ukuthanda uYesu, esoloko enaye kwigorha elibaluleke kangaka? Okanye ngaba wayengenguye omnye wabaninzi abathi kunye nengelosi enguMichael phezulu phaya kwi-empyrean bakhusele imbeko kaThixo kuSathana nakubo bonke abanye oomoya abavukelayo kwaye ekugqibeleni babanciphise ilahleko yabo bababopha esihogweni?
Ewe, yazini ukuba unamandla ngokuchasene noSathana kunye neesatellite zakhe, uthando lwayo aluzange lusilele, kwaye akangekhe asilele ukusikhusela. Yenza umkhwa olungileyo wokuhlala ucinga ngaye. Kukho umoya wezulu kufutshane nathi, othi ukusuka ebukhweni ukuya engcwabeni ungasishiyi ngephanyazo, usikhokele, usikhusele njengomhlobo, bhuti, kufuneka siphumelele rhoqo ukusithuthuzela, ngakumbi ngeeyure ezilusizi kuthi. .
Yazi, wena Raphael, ukuba le ngelosi ilungileyo ikuthandazelayo: inika uThixo yonke imisebenzi yakho emihle oyenzayo, iminqweno yakho nengcwele. Kwiiyure xa ubonakala uwedwa kwaye ulahliwe, musa ukukhalaza ukuba awunamntu unobuhlobo, onokuthi uvule kuye kwaye uxelele iintlungu zakho kuye: ngenxa yezulu, ungalibali eli qabane lingabonakaliyo, lihlala lilungele ukumamela iselfowuni.
Ulwalamano olusondeleyo, nkampani enoyolo! Okanye ukuba bonke abantu bayayazi indlela yokusiqonda nokusixabisa esi sipho sikhulu kangaka, athe uThixo, ngokungaphezulu kokuthanda kwakhe umntu, wasinika lo moya wasezulwini! Rhoqo khumbula ubukho bakhe: kuyimfuneko ukumlungisa ngamehlo omphefumlo; mbulele, mthandaze. Ubuthathaka, ubuthathaka; yihloniphe. Yoyika rhoqo ukhubekisa ukucoceka kwamehlo akhe. Rhoqo cela le ngelosi ingumlondolozi, le ngelosi iluncedo, ihlala iphindaphinda umthandazo omnandi: "Ingelosi kaThixo, ongumgcini wam, ophathiswe wena ngokulunga kukaBawo wasezulwini, ndikhanyisele, undigcine, undikhokele ngoku kwaye rhoqo" (Ep. II, (p. 403-404).
Apha ngezantsi kucatshulwe kwi-ecstasy uPadre Pio awayenayo kwi-convent yaseVenafro ngoNovemba 29, 1911, apho iNgcwele ithetha neNgelosi yakhe enguMgcini:
«, Angel of God, Angel yam… awukho elugcinweni lwam na?… UThixo ukunikile kum! Ngaba usisidalwa?… okanye usisidalwa okanye ungumdali… Ngaba ungumdali? Hayi. Ke usisidalwa kwaye unomthetho kwaye kufuneka uwuthobele… Kufuneka uhlale ecaleni kwam, nokuba uyafuna okanye awufuni… kakade…Waye waqalisa ukuhleka… yintoni ekhoyo ukuhleka. malunga? … Ndixelele into… kufuneka undixelele… ngubani obelapha kusasa izolo?… aze aqalise ukuhleka… kufuneka undixelele… ibingubani?… inokuba nguMfundi okanye uMgcini… kulungile, ndixelele… ingaba ibinguye wabo. unobhala omncinci?… phendula kakuhle… ukuba akundiphenduli, ndiza kuthi ibingomnye wabo bane… Wasuka wahleka… iNgelosi yasuka yahleka!… ndixelele ke… andizukukushiya de undixelele. me...Ukuba akunjalo, ndiza kubuza kuYesu... kwaye ke uyakuva!... Nokuba yeyiphi na imeko, andimbuzi laa Mammina, ela Nenekazi... elindijonge kalusizi... lime apho. acting demure!... Yesu, ayiyonyani na into yokuba uMama wakho udemure?... Wasuka wahleka!...Ngoko ke, mfo omncinane (isithunywa sakhe esimgadileyo), ndixelele ukuba ibingubani... akaphenduli...ukhona...njengeqhekeza elenziwe ngabom...ndifuna ukwazi...ndinibuze into enye kwaye kudala ndilapha...Yesu uyaxela. me… Kwaye kwathatha ixesha elide ukuyithetha, Signorino!… Undenze ndancokola kakhulu!… Ewe, ewe uMfundi, uMfundi oNcinci!… Ke, ngelosi yam, ungamsindisa na kwimfazwe irhwaphilizi elilungiselela ukulwa nalo! yena? Ngaba uya kumsindisa? … Yesu, ndixelele, kutheni uyivumele? ... awuzondixelela?... uzondixelela... ukuba awuphindi uvele, kulungile... kodwa ukuba uyeza, kuza kufuneka ndikudinise... Kwaye loo Mama. ... ndihlala ndikwikona yeliso lam... ndifuna ukukujonga ebusweni... kufuneka undijonge ngocoselelo... Aqale ahleke...andifulathele... ewe, ewe, hleka ... Ndiyazi ukuba uyandithanda ... kodwa kufuneka ujonge kum ngokucacileyo.
Yesu, kutheni ungamxeleli uMama wakho?...kodwa khawundixelele, unguYesu?... yithi Yesu!... Kulungile! ukuba unguYesu kutheni uMamakho endijonge ngolohlobo nje?... Ndifuna ukwazi!...Yesu xa uphinda usiza kufuneka ndikubuze izinto ezithile..uyazazi...kodwa okwangoku ndifuna ukubakhankanya... ngawaphi ngale ntsasa loo madangatye asentliziyweni?... ukuba yayingenguye uRogerio (uFr. Rogerio wayengumrhanelwa owayekwikhaya loonongendi eVenafro ngelo xesha) owandicudisayo. ngokuqinileyo... emva koko uMfundi naye... intliziyo yam yayifuna ukuqhwesha... yayiyintoni?... mhlawumbi yayifuna ukubethwa ngumoya?… enye into… Nolunxano?… Thixo wam… yayiyintoni? yona? Ngobubusuku kuthe xa kuhanjwa uGcigci kunye noLector ndasela ibhotile yonke unxano zange luphele...yandihlaba...yandikrazula yaya kutsho eMthendelekweni...ibiyintoni?...Jonga! Mama akunamsebenzi ukuba ujonge kum ngoluhlobo..ndizokunika ndikuthanda ngaphezu kwezidalwa zonke zasemhlabeni nezulu...emva koYesu kakade...kodwa ndiyakuthanda. Yesu, ingaba laa mkhohlakali uza kuza ngobu busuku?… Ke, bancede abo babini bandincedayo, bakhusele, bakhusele… Ndiyazi, ukho… kodwa… Silosi yam, hlala nam! UYesu into yokugqibela… mandikuncamise… Mhle!… onjani ubumnandi kula manxeba!… Wopha… kodwa eliGazi limnandi, limnandi… Yesu, ubumnandi… Isonka esisicaba esingcwele… Uthando, Uthando olundixhasayo, Uthando, bona wena kwakhona!…»