Umthandazo kuSikelele Chiara Badano ukucela ubabalo
Owu Bawo, mthombo wakho konke ukulunga,
Siyanibulela ngokuncomekayo
ubungqina buka-Sikelela Chiara Badano.
Yenziwe ngobabalo loMoya oyiNgcwele
khokelwe ngumzekelo kaYesu ukhanyayo,
Ndiyakholelwa ngokupheleleyo kuthando lwakho olukhulu,
Ndimisele ukubuyisela ngamandla akhe onke,
Ukuyeka ukuzithemba ngokupheleleyo kwintando kabawo.
Sikubuza ngokuzithoba:
usinike isipho sokuhlala nawe kunye nawe,
Ngexa sinethemba lokubuza ukuba iyinxalenye yomyolelo wakho,
ubabalo ... (ukuveza)
ngezifaneleko zikaKristu, iNkosi yethu.
Amen
E-Sassello, idolophu ebukekayo kwi-Ligurian Apennines ye-diquese yase-Acqui, u-Chiara Badano wazalwa nge-29 ka-Okthobha ka-1971, emva kokuba abazali bakhe babemlinde iminyaka eli-11.
Ukufika kwakhe kuthathwa njengobabalo lweMadonna delle Rocche, apho utata wakhe waphendukela kumthandazo othobekileyo kunye nokuzithemba.
Cacile ngegama kwaye enyanisweni, ngamehlo acacileyo kwaye makhulu, ngoncumo olumnandi nolunxibelelanayo, onobuqili kwaye onamandla omeleleyo, ophilayo, onwabileyo kunye nomdlalo, ufundiswe ngunina-ngemifanekiso yeVangeli- ukuthetha noYesu kwaye uthi «uhlala ewe ».
Usempilweni, uyayithanda indalo kwaye uyadlala, kodwa kwasebutsheni uyabonakala ngothando "omncinci", awugubungela ngononophelo kunye neenkonzo, uhlala enikezela amaxesha okuzonwabisa. Ukusukela enkulisa ugalela imali yakhe ayigcinileyo kwibhokisi encinci ye "negretti" yakhe; emva koko uya kuphupha ngokushiya iAfrika njengogqirha ukuze anyange abo bantwana.
UChiara uyintombazana eqhelekileyo, kodwa enento engakumbi: uyathanda ngokuzithandela; Ungumntu obabalayo ububele bukaThixo kunye nesicwangciso sakhe, esiya kuthi siveliswe kuye ngokuthe ngcembe.
Ukusuka kwiincwadana zakhe ezisusela kwiminyaka yokuqala yesikolo samabanga aphantsi, uvuyo kunye nokumangala ekufumaneni ubomi bukhanya: ungumntwana owonwabileyo.
Ngosuku lomthendeleko wakhe wokuqala ufumana incwadi yeVangeli njengesipho. Iya kuba kuye "incwadi entle" kunye "nomyalezo ongaqhelekanga"; uyakuqinisekisa: "Njengokuba kulula kum ukufunda oonobumba, ngokunjalo kufuneka uphile iVangeli!".
Kwiminyaka eyi-9 wajoyina i-Focolare Movement njengoGen kwaye ngokuthe chu wabandakanyeka kubazali bakhe. Ukususela ngelo xesha ubomi bakhe buya kuba konke ukunyuka, ekukhangeleni "ukubeka uThixo kuqala".
Waqhubeka nezifundo zakhe de waya kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo, xa wayeneminyaka eyi-17, ngesiquphe ispasm esibuhlungu egxalabeni lasekhohlo sityhila i-osteosarcoma phakathi kweemviwo kunye nongenelelo olungenamsebenzi, eqala ubunzima obuza kuhlala malunga neminyaka emithathu. Akufundile ukuxilongwa, u-Chiara akakhali, akavukeli: ngoko nangoko uhlala ethe cwaka, kodwa emva kwemizuzu nje engama-25 u-ewe ekuphumeni kukaThixo kuphuma emilebeni yakhe. Uhlala ephinda athi: "Ukuba uyayifuna, Yesu, Nam ndiyayifuna ".
Akalahlekelwa luncumo lwakhe oluqaqambileyo; Izandla zabazali bakhe, ujongene nonyango olubuhlungu kwaye utsalela abo basondela kuye kuThando olufanayo.
I-morphine elahliweyo kuba ithatha ubutyebi bayo, inika yonke into eCaweni, abancinci, abangakholwayo, uMbutho, imishini…, ukuhlala uzolile kwaye womelele, uqinisekile ukuba «ukwamkela iintlungu kukwenza ukhululeke». Uphinda athi: "Andinanto iseleyo, kodwa ndinentliziyo kwaye ndinako ukuhlala ndikuthanda".
Igumbi lokulala, isibhedlele eTurin kunye nasekhaya, yindawo yokuhlangana, i-apostus, umanyano: yicawe yayo. Nditsho nogqirha, ngamanye amaxesha bengengabo abongikazi, bothuswa luxolo oluhlala lujikeleze kuye, kwaye abanye basondela kuThixo.Baziva "betsalwa ngathi yimagnethi" kwaye basakhumbula, bathetha ngayo kwaye bayabiza.
Kunina ombuza ukuba ubandezeleka kakhulu, uphendula athi: «UYesu naye ubeka amachaphaza am amnyama ngeblitshi kunye neblitshi yokutsha. Xa ndifika ezulwini ndiya kuba mhlophe njengekhephu ". Uqinisekile ngothando lukaThixo ngaye: uqinisekisa, enyanisweni:" UThixo undithanda kakhulu ", kwaye uyakuqinisekisa oko, nokuba ubanjwe ziintlungu: "Ukanti kuyinyani: UThixo uyandithanda!». Emva kobusuku obunzima kakhulu uza kuza athi: «Ndabandezeleka kakhulu, kodwa umphefumlo wam wacula ...».
Kubahlobo abaya kuye ukuze bamthuthuzele, kodwa babuyele ekhaya bazithuthuzele, kungekudala ngaphambi kokuba baye eZulwini uya kuzityand 'igila: "... Awunakucinga ukuba bunjani ubudlelwane bam noYesu ngoku ... Ndiva ukuba uThixo undicela into engaphezulu, enkulu ngakumbi. Mhlawumbi ndingahlala kule bhedi iminyaka, andazi. Ndinomdla kuphela kwintando kaThixo, ukuyenza kakuhle ngalo mzuzu wangoku: ukudlala umdlalo kaThixo ”. Kwaye kwakhona: “Bendixakeke kakhulu ngamabhongo amaninzi, iiprojekthi kwaye ngubani owaziyo ukuba yintoni. Ngoku zibonakala zingabalulekanga, zililize kwaye ziyinto edlulayo kum ... Ngoku ndiziva ndisongelwe uyilo oluhle olutyhilwe kancinci kum. Ukuba ngoku bebendibuza ukuba ndiyafuna na ukuhamba (ungenelelo lumenze wakhubazeka), bendizakuthi hayi, kuba ngale ndlela ndisondele kuYesu ”.
Akayilindelanga ngommangaliso wokuphiliswa, nokuba ebibhalele iNenekazi lethu: «Mama wezulu, ndiyakucela ngommangaliso wokuphiliswa kwam; ukuba le ayisiyonto intando kaThixo, ndiyakucela amandla ukuba ungaze unikezele! " kwaye ndiyakuphila ngokwesi sithembiso.
Ukusukela ukuba wayeyintombazana encinci wayecebisa ukuba "angamniki uYesu izihlobo zakhe ngamazwi, kodwa ngokuziphatha". Konke oku akusoloko kulula; Ngapha koko, uya kuphinda amatyeli ambalwa: "Kunzima kangakanani ukungahambelani nomsinga!". Kwaye ukuze akwazi ukoyisa yonke imiqobo, uyaphinda: «Kungenxa yakho, Yesu!».
UChiara uyazinceda ukuba aphile ubomi bobuKristu kakuhle, ngokuthatha kwakhe inxaxheba imihla ngemihla kwiMisa eNgcwele, apho afumana khona uYesu amthanda kakhulu; ngokufunda ilizwi likaThixo nangokucamngca. Rhoqo ubonakalisa amazwi kaChiara Lubich: "Ndingcwele, ukuba ndingcwele ngokukhawuleza".
Kunina, enexhala lokulindela ukuhlala ngaphandle kwakhe, uyaqhubeka nokuphindaphinda: "Kholosa ngoThixo, ke uyenzile yonke into"; kwaye "xa ndingekho, landela uThixo kwaye uya kufumana amandla okuqhubeka".
Kwabo baya kumbona uchaza iinjongo zakhe, uhlala ebeka abanye kuqala. Kubhishophu "wakhe", uMons. Livio Maritano, ubonakalisa uthando Kwiintlanganiso zabo zokugqibela, ezimfutshane kodwa ezinzulu, umoya ongaphaya kwendalo ubaphatha: Ethandweni baba banye: bayiCawe! Kodwa iintlungu ziqhubela phambili kwaye iintlungu ziyanda. Hayi isililo; emilebeni: "Ukuba uyayifuna, Yesu, ndiyayifuna nam."
UChiara ulungiselela intlanganiso: «NguMyeni oza kundityelela», kwaye ukhetha ilokhwe yomtshato, iingoma kunye nemithandazo yeMisa "yakhe"; isithethe kufuneka sibe "yipati", apho "kungekho mntu kufuneka akhale!".
Ukufumana uYesu uMthendeleko okokugqibela, ubonakala ebhaptiziwe kuye kwaye ucela ukuba afundwe "loo mthandazo: Yiza, Moya oyiNgcwele, usithumelele umbane wokukhanya kwakho uvela ezulwini".
Ebizwa ngegama elithi "UKUKHANYA" nguLubich, onobhalelwano olunamandla nolusenyongweni ukusukela ebuntwaneni, ngoku ulukhanyiso lokwenene kuye wonke umntu kwaye kungekudala uzakuba sekuKhanyeni. Ingcinga eyodwa iya kubantu abatsha: «… Abantu abatsha likamva. Andisakwazi ukubaleka, kodwa ndingathanda ukudlulisa itotshi kubo njengakwiiOlimpiki. Abantu abancinci banobomi obunye kuphela kwaye kufanelekile ukuba bachithe kakuhle! ».
Akoyiki ukufa. Wayesithi kunina: «Andisaceli kuYesu ukuba andithathe andise ezulwini, kuba ndisafuna ukumnika intlungu yam, ukuze ndibelane naye umnqamlezo ithutyana».
Kwaye "uMyeni" eze kumlanda ekuseni nge-7 ka-Okthobha ka-1990, emva kobusuku obubuhlungu kakhulu. Lusuku lweNtombi Enyulu yaseRosari. La ngamazwi akhe okugqibela: “Mama, yonwabani, ngokuba ndinguye. Mholo". Esinye isipho: i-corneas.
Amakhulu ngamakhulu abantu abancinci kunye neqela lababingeleli eliqela baya emngcwabeni obhiyozelwa ngu-Bishop. Amalungu eGen Rosso neGen Verde aphakamisa iingoma ezikhethwe nguye.
Ukusukela ngala mini, ingcwaba lakhe liyindawo yokuhambela abantu ngezonqulo: iintyatyambo, oonopopi, izibonelelo zabantwana baseAfrika, iileta, izicelo zokubulela ... Kwaye minyaka le, ngeCawa elandelayo ye-7 Okthobha, abantu abancinci nabantu abakhoyo Ubunzima bonyuka ngakumbi nangakumbi. Beza ngokuzenzekelayo kwaye bameme omnye nomnye ukuba athathe inxaxheba kwisithethe, njengoko wayefuna, ngumzuzu wovuyo olukhulu. Isiko landulelwe iminyaka yonke lusuku lonke "lombhiyozo": ngeengoma, ubungqina, imithandazo ...
"Idumela lakhe lobungcwele" linwenwele kwiindawo ezahlukeneyo zehlabathi; ezininzi "iziqhamo". Umkhondo okhanyayo oshiywe nguChiara "Luce" ukhokelela kuThixo kubulula kunye novuyo lokushiya uthando. sisidingo esiqatha soluntu lwanamhlanje kwaye, ngaphezu kwako konke, sobutsha: eyona ntsingiselo yobomi, impendulo kwintlungu kunye nethemba "ekuhambeni kwexesha" elingasokuze liphele kwaye kukuqiniseka "kokoyisa" ukufa.
Umhla wakhe wecawa wabekelwa Okthobha 29th.