Xa ungalufumani ulonwabo, khangela ngaphakathi
Umhlobo wam ndikubhalela ngoku ucinga ngokulula ngobomi. Ngexesha elidlulileyo bendibhala ukucamngca ngobomi "konke okona kulungileyo" onokukufumana kwimibhalo yam kodwa namhlanje ndifuna ukuya embindini wobomi bonke bendoda. Ukuba ukucamngca okokuqala ngobomi siqonde ukuba yonke into eyenzekayo ebomini ijolise kumandla aphezulu anoThixo onako kwaye ophetheyo kuyo yonke into, ngoku ndifuna ukukuxelela intsingiselo yokwenyani yobomi. Wena, mhlobo wam othandekayo, kufuneka uyazi ukuba awuyiyo le nto uyenzayo okanye uyithethayo ngawe, into onayo okanye into oza kuyisa kulo mhlaba. Aizizo iimpawu zakho okanye izipho okanye enye into ongayenza okanye unayo kodwa nguwe, inyaniso ibekwe ngaphakathi kuwe, emphefumlweni wakho. Yiyo le nto ngoku ndikuxelela ukuba "ukuba awufumani lonwabo, khangela ngaphakathi". Ewe, mhlobo othandekayo, le yeyona njongo yobomi yokufuna inyani kwaye uyenze intsingiselo yobomi, eyona njongo yakho iphambili, ngaphaya kwempumelelo yakho kunye nokuzonwabisa onako kweli hlabathi.
Ndiza kukuxelela ngam: emva kolutsha ngaphandle komdla kodwa ndadlula ngaphandle kokukhathazeka kakhulu kunye neengxaki ndaya kusebenza kwishishini losapho. Umsebenzi, inkosikazi, usapho, abantwana, imali, zizinto zonke ezilungileyo kwaye kufuneka zihlale zikhathalelwe kodwa wena mhlobo othandekayo akufuneki ulibale ukuba kungekudala ezi zinto ziyakudanisa, uyaphulukana nazo, azikho ngonaphakade, ziyatshintsha. Endaweni yokuba kufuneka uqonde apho uqala khona kwaye uyaphi, kuya kufuneka uqonde indlela elungileyo, kufuneka uyiqonde inyani. Ngapha koko, ndibuyela kumava am, xa ndadibana noYesu ndaza ndaqonda ukuba nguye onike intsingiselo kuwo wonke umntu kweli hlabathi ngenxa yemfundiso yakhe kunye nedini lakhe emnqamlezweni, emva koko ndazibona kum ukuba yonke into endiyenzayo nendiyenzayo intsingiselo yentsingiselo ukuba ijolise kwimfundiso kaYesu Krestu. Ngamanye amaxesha ngemini ndinezinto eziliwaka ekufuneka ndizinike kodwa xa ndiyeka umzuzu ndicinge ngentsingiselo yokwenyani yobomi bam, inyani, ndiye ndaziqonda ukuba yonke enye into eyenza ubomi bam yinto nje yokutya okumnandi.
Mhlobo othandekayo, musa ukuchitha elinye ixesha, ubomi bufutshane, yeka ngoku kwaye ujonge injongo yobomi bakho, khangela inyani. Uyakuyifumana ngaphakathi kuwe. Uya kuyifumana ukuba uthulisa imisindo yobomi kwaye uve ilizwi elingcwele nelinothando eliza kukuxelela into omele uyenze. Kule ndawo, kuloo lizwi, ngaphakathi kuwe, uya kuyifumana inyaniso.
Ndigqibezela into eyathethwa ngutitshala wam "funani inyaniso kwaye inyani iyakunikhulula" Uyindoda ekhululekileyo, sukuzivumela ubotshelelwe leli lizwe libonakalayo kodwa ufumane ulonwabo kuwe, uyakufumana ulonwabo, xa uqhagamshela uThixo nentliziyo yakho, uya kuqonda yonke into. Emva koko uya kubuphelisa ubukho bakho ngamazwi kaPaul waseTarso "ndicinga ngayo yonke inkunkuma ukuze ndoyise uThixo".
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