Cinga namhlanje ngothando lukaBawo waseZulwini
“Khawulezani nizise ingubo yokwaleka, eyona intle, nimambathise; wafaka umsesane emnweni wakhe, neembadada ezinyaweni zakhe. Thabatha ithole, eliya lityetyisiweyo, ulixhele; Masenze ke ngoko senze isidlo; ngokuba lo nyana wam ubefile, wabuya waphila; ibilahlekile yafunyanwa. ” Waqala ke umbhiyozo. Luka 15:22–24
Kweli bali liqhelekileyo loNyana wolahleko, sibona inkalipho kunyana ekhetha ukubuyela kuyise. Kwaye oku kubalulekile nokuba unyana wabuya ngokuyintloko ngenxa yentswelo enzima. Ewe, ngokuthobeka uyazivuma iimpazamo zakhe aze acele uyise ukuba amxolele aze amphathe njengomnye wabaqeshwa bakhe. Kodwa ubuyile! Umbuzo omele uphendule uthi "Kutheni?"
Kufanelekile ukutsho ukuba unyana wabuyela kuyise, okokuqala, kuba wayesazi entliziyweni yakhe ukulunga kukayise. Uyise wayengutata olungileyo. Wayebonakalise uthando nenkathalo ngonyana wakhe ubomi bakhe bonke. Yaye kwanokuba unyana wamlahla uyise, oko akusitshintshi isibakala sokuba unyana wayesoloko esazi ukuba wayethandwa nguye. Mhlawumbi wayengaqondi nokuba ungakanani na okunene wakufeza oko. Kodwa yayikukuqonda okuthile entliziyweni yakhe okwamnika isibindi sokubuyela kuyise enethemba lothando oluqhubekayo lukayise.
Oku kutyhila ukuba uthando lokwenyani luhlala lusebenza. Ihlala isebenza. Nokuba umntu uyala uthando olungcwele esilunikezayo, luhlala lubachaphazela. Uthando lokwenyani olungenamiqathango kunzima ukuluhoya kwaye kunzima ukulujika. Unyana wasiqonda esi sifundo yaye nathi simele sibe njalo.
Chitha ixesha ngomthandazo ucamngca ngentliziyo katata. Kufuneka sicamngce ngentlungu amele ukuba wayiva, kodwa siphinde sijonge ithemba eliqinisekileyo amele ukuba wayenalo njengoko wayelindele ukubuya konyana wakhe. Sifanele sicinge ngovuyo olwaluphuphuma entliziyweni yakhe xa wayebona unyana wakhe ebuya kude. Wabaleka waya kuye, wamyalela ukuba azigcine, waza wenza isidlo. Ezi zinto zonke ziyimpawu zothando olungenakuzibamba.
Olu luthando uBawo oseZulwini analo kumntu ngamnye wethu. AkangoThixo onomsindo okanye ongqwabalala. UnguThixo olangazelela ukusibuyisela umva aze axolelanise nathi. Unqwenela ukuvuya njengoko siguqukela kuYe kwintswelo yethu. Kwanokuba asiqinisekanga, uqinisekile ngothando lwakhe, usoloko esilindile yaye emazantsi eentliziyo zethu sonke siyakwazi oko.
Khawucinge namhlanje ngokubaluleka kokuxolelana noBawo wasezulwini. Ukuzila lelona xesha lifanelekileyo loMthendeleko woXolelwaniso. Loo Mthendeleko libali. Libali lokuya kwethu kuBawo ngezono zethu kwaye Yena ebonakalisa inceba yakhe kuthi. Ukuya kuvuma izono kunokoyikeka kwaye koyike, kodwa ukuba singena kulo mthendeleko ngokunyaniseka nangokunyaniseka, siya kumangaliswa ngokumangalisayo. UThixo uya kusibalekela, aphakamise imithwalo yethu, ayibeke emva kwethu. Le Nzila mayidlule ngaphandle kokuthatha inxaxheba kwesi sipho simangalisayo soMthendeleko woXolelwaniso.
Bawo, isono. Ndasuka kuwe ndazenza ndedwa. Ngoku lixesha lokubuyela kuWe ngentliziyo evulekileyo nenyanisekileyo. Ndinike inkalipho endiyidingayo ukuze ndilamkele olo thando kwiSakramente yoXolelwaniso. Enkosi ngothando lwakho olungagungqiyo nolugqibeleleyo. Bawo osemazulwini, Moya oyiNgcwele noYesu Nkosi yam, ndithembe wena.