"Bendikumasango ezulu kunye nesihogo"

UGloria Polo, ugqirha wamazinyo eBogota (Colombia), wayeseLisbon naseFatima, kwiveki yokugqibela kaFebruwari 2007, ukuba anike ubungqina. Kwiwebhusayithi yakhe: www.gloriapolo.com, isicatshulwa (ngesiNgesi) lodliwano-ndlebe osinike iRadio Maria eColombia siyavela. Sibulela uMnu. D. D. ngokusenzela lo msebenzi ngokuzithandela.

“Bhuti noodade, kulungile kum ukuba sabelane nani ngeli thuba, ububele obungasifanelanga endabunikwa yiNkosi yethu, ngoku ngaphezulu kweminyaka elishumi eyadlulayo.

NdandikwiYunivesithi yeSizwe yaseColombia eBogota (ngoMeyi 1995). Ndikunye nomtshana wam, ugqirha wamazinyo njengam, silungiselela isifundo.

Ngolo Lwesihlanu emva kwemini, umyeni wam uhambe nathi kuba kwakufuneka sifumane iincwadi kwigumbi lokufundela. Kwakusina kakhulu kwaye umtshana wam kunye nam, sahlala phantsi kwesambrela esincinci. Umyeni wam, egqunywe ngesiko lemvula, waya kwithala leencwadi ekhampasi. Umtshana wam kunye nam samlandela, sahamba saya emithini ukuze sibaleke amanzi akhawulezayo.

Okwalo mzuzu sobabini sabethwa ngumbane. Umtshana wam wasweleka ngoko nangoko; wayesemncinci kwaye nangona wayesemncinci, waye wazinikezela kwiNkosi yethu; wayenokuzinikela okukhulu kumntwana onguYesu.

Yonke imihla wayenxiba umfanekiso wakhe Oyingcwele kwikristale ye-quartz esifubeni sakhe. Ngokwe-autopsy imibane idlulile kumfanekiso; yatsho yaqaqamba intliziyo yakhe, lwaphuma phantsi kweenyawo zakhe.

Ngaphandle kwakungekho lutsha lokutsha.

Ke mna, umzimba wam utshiswe kabuhlungu, ngaphakathi nangaphandle. Lo mzimba unawo ngoku phambi kwakho, uphilisiweyo, unombulelo kwisisa senceba kaThixo. Umbane wawundenze ndanesifudumezi, bendingenawo amabele kwaye yonke inyama yam kwaye iinxalenye zeembambo zam bezingasekho. Imibane yaphuma yonyawo lwam lwasekunene emva kokuba iphantse yashushu ngokupheleleyo isisu, isibindi, izintso zam nemiphunga yam.

Ndenza ucwangciso lokuthintela inzala kwaye ndinxiba indawo ye-intrauterine yobhedu. I-Copper ngokuba ngumqhubi wombane obalaseleyo, yanditshisa ii-ovari zam Ndizifumene ke ndibanjelwe yintliziyo, ngaphandle kobomi, umzimba wam ungcungcutheke ngombane osenawo.

Kodwa oku kuphela kokuchaphazela ngokwasemzimbeni ngenxa yokuba, xa inyama yam yayitshisiwe, kwangoko kwaoko ndazifumana ndikumjelo wokukhanya omhlophe, uzele luxolo noxolo; akukho lizwi linokuchaza ubukhulu belo xesha lonwabo. I-apotheosis yaphanyayo yayinkulu.

Ndaziva ndonwabile kwaye ndizele luvuyo, kuba ndandingasaxhomekeki kumthetho wedrafti. Ukuphela komgaqo, ndabona ngathi lilanga apho ukukhanya okungaqhelekanga kwavela khona. Ndingawuchaza njengomhlophe ukukunika uluvo oluthile, kodwa enyanisweni akukho mbala weli lizwe uthelekiswa nobuhle. Ndawuqonda owona mthombo walo lonke uthando noxolo.

Ukuvuka kwam, ndaqonda ukuba ndiyafa. Ngephanyazo ndacinga ngabantwana bam ndaza ndazixelela oku: “Owu, Thixo wam, bantwana bam, banokucinga ntoni ngam? Umama ebekhuthele, ebengakaze abenalo nexesha lokuzinikela kubo! " Kwakunokwenzeka ukuba ndibubone ubomi bam njengoko bunjalo kwaye ibibuhlungu le nto kum.

Ndagoduka yonke imihla ukutshintsha umhlaba kwaye andizange ndikwazi ukhathalela abantwana bam.

Kwangelo thuba lokuziva ndililolo ndaziva ngenxa yabantwana bam ndibone into entle: umzimba wam wawungasenxalenye yendawo nexesha. Ngephanyazo nje kwaba lula kum ukwamkela ihlabathi lonke ngamehlo am: le yabaphilayo neyabafileyo.

Ndandibava utat'omkhulu kunye nabazali bam ababhubhileyo. Ndingabamba umhlaba wonke kufutshane nam, yayingumzuzu omnandi!

Ndaye ndaqonda ukuba ndenze impazamo ngokukholelwa ekuzukweni ngokutsha komntu ndaba ligqwetha.

Bendihlala "ndibona" ​​utat'omkhulu notamkhulu notatomkhulu kuyo yonke indawo. Kodwa phaya bandamkela kwaye ndandiphakathi kwabo. Kwangelo xesha sasisondele kubo bonke abantu endibaziyo ebomini bam.

Ngeli xesha limnandi ngaphandle komzimba wam, bendilahlekelwe ngumbono wexesha. Indlela yam yokubona yayitshintshile: (emhlabeni) ndahlula phakathi ukuba ngubani otyebileyo, wayengowolunye uluhlanga okanye ngelishwa, kuba bendihlala ndinomkhethe.

Ngaphandle komzimba wam ndandibajonga abantu ngaphakathi (umphefumlo),. Hayi indlela entle ngayo ukubona abantu ngaphakathi (umphefumlo)!

Ndiyazazi iingcinga zabo kunye neemvakalelo zabo. Ndibanxibise bonke ngephanyazo xa ndiqhubeka ndinyuka ndisihla ndinyuka kwaye ndizele yimincili. Ndayiqonda ke ukuba ndingayonwabela umbono omangalisayo, ichibi lobuhle obungathethekiyo.

Kodwa ngalo mzuzu, ndeva izwi lomyeni wam ekhala kwaye endibiza esithi: "Gloria, nceda ungahambi! Vuka uzuko! Sukushiya amakhwenkwe, uGloria ”ndamjonga ndingambonanga nje kodwa ndaziva iintlungu zakhe.

Kwaye iNkosi yandivumela ukuba ndibuye nokuba kwakungekho mnqweno wam. Ndiva uvuyo olukhulu, uxolo kunye nolonwabo olukhulu! Kwaye apha ngoku ndihla kancinci ukuya emzimbeni wam apho ndingaphili khona. Yayibekwe kwisibambiso kwiziko lezonyango laseCampus.

Ndabona oogqirha ababendenzela into yokungcangcazela ngombane kwaye bezama ukundivuselela emva kokubanjwa kwentliziyo ebendinayo. Sahlala apho iiyure ezimbini ezinesiqingatha. Ngaphambili, aba gqirha babengenakusichukumisa kuba imizimba yethu yayisaqhuba kakhulu ngombane; kamva, xa benako, babezama ukusibuyisela ebomini.

Ndizibeka kufutshane nentloko kwaye ndaziva ngathi ndothukile engena ngaphakathi kwam emzimbeni. Oku kwakubuhlungu kuba oku kwakuphuma kumacala onke. Ndizibone ndidityaniswa nento encinci. Inyama yam efileyo nenomzimba ovuthayo. Bakhuphe umsi kunye nomusi.

Kodwa esona silonda sisoyikisayo yayilize Ndiye ndazilolonga iiyure ezine ngosuku ukuba ndibenomzimba omdaka: unyango lwe-massage, ukutya kwazo zonke iintlobo, njl. Obu ibubomi bam, indlela endandibambeke ngayo kwinkolo yobuhle bomzimba. Ndathi ngaphakathi: “Ndine amabele amahle, ndingawabonisa. Akukho sizathu sokuba bazifihle.

Efanayo kwimilenze yam, kuba ndicinga ukuba ndinemilenze enhle kunye nesifuba esihle! Kodwa ngephanyazo, bendibone ngelishwa ukuba ndchithe ubomi bam ndinyamekela umzimba wam. Uthando lomzimba wam lwaba sisiseko sobukho bam.

Ngoku, ngalo mzuzu, bendingenawo umzimba, isifuba, akukho nto ngaphandle komothuko owoyikisayo. Ibele lam lasekhohlo ingakumbi belingasekho. Kodwa eyona imbi kukuba imilenze yam yayingeyonto ngaphandle kwezilonda ezivulekileyo ngaphandle kwenyama, itshiswe ngokupheleleyo kwaye ihlanjwa.

Ukusuka apho, bandithatha bandisa esibhedlele apho bandiphuthuma kwigumbi lokusebenza apho baqala ukukrala kwaye bacoce ukutshisa.

Xa bendiphantsi kweanesthesia, apha ndiphuma emzimbeni wam kwakhona kwaye ndibona ukuba yintoni le ingaka enokwenziwa kuyo.

Ndandixakiwe yimilenze yam.

Ngesiquphe ndadlula umzuzu owoyikisayo: ubomi bam bonke, bendingu "Katolika" wedwa: Ubudlelwane bam neNkosi yi-Mass yeCawa, ngaphandle kwemizuzu engama-25, apho amakhaya Umfundisi mfutshane, kuba andizukwazi kuthwala ngaphezulu. Olo yayilolwalamano lwam neNkosi. Yonke imisinga (yeengcinga) yehlabathi yayindichaphazele njengomoya we-vane.

Ngenye imini, xa ndandisele ndiyingcali yamazinyo, ndeva umfundisi esitsho ukuba isihogo njengeedemon asikho. Ngoku le yayiyeyona nto ibindibambile ukuba ndingayi ecaweni. Ukuva le ntetho, ndazixelela ukuba sonke siya ezulwini, nokuba singoobani na, ndiyicekisile iNkosi.

Iincoko zam zaba zezingalunganga ngenxa yokuba ndingasakwazi ukuphinda ndibeke esonweni. Ndiqale ukuxelela wonke umntu ukuba usathana akekho kwaye ukuba le yinto eyenziwayo ngabefundisi, ukuba kukho ubuqhetseba ...

Ukuphuma kwam kunye nabantu endisebenza nabo eyunivesithi, ndabaxelela ukuba uThixo akakho, kwaye siyinto yokuba sazivelela. Kodwa ngephanyazo, phaya, kwigumbi lokusebenzela, ndothukile kakhulu, ndabona iidemon zisiza kum kuba ndalixhoba lazo. Ukusuka kwiindonga zegumbi lokusebenza ndabona abantu abaninzi bevela.

Ekuqaleni, babebonakala beqhelekileyo, kodwa kamva baba nobuso obunentiyo, nezothe. Okwalo mzuzu, ngokuphuma kwezinye izinto endizinikiweyo, ndiye ndayiqonda ukuba ndingomnye wabo.

Ndandiqonda ukuba isono asikho ngaphandle kwemiphumo kwaye ubuxoki obudume kakhulu boMtyholi kukwenza ukuba bakholelwe ukuba akabikho.

Ndababona bonke beza kundikhangela, khawuthelekelele uloyiko lwam! Umoya wam wobukrelekrele kunye nasayensi wawungaluncedo kum. Ndifuna ukubuyela emzimbeni wam, kodwa ayizange indingenise. Ndabaleka ndaya ngaphandle kwegumbi, ndinethemba lokuba ndizakufihla kwenye indawo kwiipaseji zesibhedlele kodwa enyanisweni ndigqibile ukutsiba kwisithuba.

Ndawela kumhubhe ondibambayo. Ekuqaleni bekukhanya kwaye oku kwakukhangeleka ngathi yinyosi yenyosi. Kwakukho abantu abaninzi. Kodwa kungekudala ndaqala ukuhla ngemijelo emnyama ngokupheleleyo.

Akukho mahluko phakathi kobumnyama baloo ndawo kunye nobumnyama bonke bomhlaba xa ukukhanya kweenkwenkwezi akunakuvela. Obu bumnyama buvuselela ukubandezeleka, ukoyikeka neentloni. Ivumba lalinobulwelwe.

Xa ndigqibileyo ukuhla le mijelo, ndiza kuwela eqongeni. Mna bendidla ngokubhengeza ukuba ndinomyolelo wensimbi kwaye akukho nto ininzi kum ... apho, intando yam ibingelolize, andinakuphindela emva.

Ngasihlandlo sithile, ndazibona ndivulekile emhlabeni ngathi kukuphoswa enzonzobileni kwaye ndabona enzonzobila enkulu engenanto. Eyona nto yoyikisayo ngalo mngxunya wawukho kukuba akukho thando luThixo ngokupheleleyo kwaye, ngaphandle kwethemba elincinci.

Umphambili wandimunca ngaphakathi kwaye ndisoyika. Ndandisazi ukuba ukuba ndingangena apho, umphefumlo wam uyakufa ngawo. Nditsalele kule ndlela yoyikekayo, kukho umntu ondibambe ngeenyawo. Umzimba wam ngoku wawungena kula mngxunya kwaye yayingumzuzu wokubandezeleka okukhulu kwaye woyika.

Ukungakholelwa kuTixo kundilahlile kwaye ndaqala ukukhala kwimiphefumlo yasePurigatori ndicela uncedo.

Njengoko ndandikhwaza, ndeva intlungu engathethekiyo kuba ndanikwa ukuqonda ukuba amawaka kunye namawaka abantu bekhona, ingakumbi abantu abancinci.

Kungenxa yokoyika ukuva amazinyo eqabhuqa, isikhalo esimanyumnyezi, kunye nokumbambazelela okuye kwandingcungcuthekisa enzonzobileni zam.

Kwandithatha iminyaka ukuba ndilulame kuba ngalo lonke ixesha bendikhumbula la maxesha, bendilila ndicinga ngeentlungu zabo ezibi. Ndiye ndaqonda ukuba le yilapho imiphefumlo yokuzibulala iye khona, abathi ngexeshana lokuphelelwa lithemba bazifumane buphakathi kwezi zinto zoyikisayo. Kodwa eyona nto yayiyeyona ntlungu yayikukungabikho kwabo nguThixo.

Kwezo ntlungu, ndaqalisa ukukhwaza ndisithi: "Ngubani umntu onokwenza impazamo enje?

Ndiphantse ndaba ngcwele: Andizange ndibiwe, andizange ndibulale, ndondla abasweleyo, ndanika unyango lwamazinyo simahla kwabo baludingayo; ndenzani apha? Ndikhe ndaya kwi-Mass ngeCawa ... andikaze ndibaphose ngeCawa isisi-sihlanu okanye ngaphezulu ebomini bam! Ke kutheni ndilapha? NdingumKatolika, ndiyacela, ndingumKatolika, ndikhuphe apha! "

Njengoko ndandikhwaza ukuba ndingumKatolika, ndabona ukukhanya. Kwaye ndiyakuqinisekisa ukuba kuloo ndawo ukukhanya okuncinci kwakuyeyona nto intle kwezona zipho. Ndibone amanyathelo angaphezulu kweleenjiko kwaye ndamqaphela ubawo, osweleke kwiminyaka emihlanu eyadlulayo.

Ukusondele kakhulu kwaye amanyathelo amanqanaba aphezulu, umama wema emthandazweni, ekhanyiselwe ngakumbi ngokukhanya.

Ukuwabona kwandizalisa yimincili ndaza ndathi kuwo: “Tata, Mama, ndikhuphe! Ndicela undikhuphe!

Xa ancamathela zijolise enzonzobileni. Kuya kufuneka ubone ukungonwabisi kwabo.

Kwindawo, unokuziva iimvakalelo zabanye kwaye uziva iintlungu zabo. Utata waqala ukulila ebambe intloko yakhe ezandleni: "ntombi yam, ntombi yam!" uthe. Umama uthandazile kwaye ndiyaqonda ukuba abanakukwazi ukundikhupha apho, iintlungu zam ziyonyuka ngenxa yabo kuba babelana ngeyam.

Ke ndiye ndaqala ukukhwaza: “Ndiyakucela, ndikhuphe apha! NdinguMkatolike! Ngubani onokwenza impazamo enjalo? Ndicela undikhuphe apha!

Ngeli xesha, izwi lenze ukuba liviwe, ilizwi limnandi kangangokuba lawushukumisa umphefumlo wam. Yonke into yayikhukuliswe luthando noxolo kwaye zonke ezi zidalwa zimnyama zindingxamile zibalekile kuba azinakho ukuma phambi koThando. Eli lizwi lixabisekileyo liyandixelela: "Kulungile, kuba ungumKatolika, ndixelele le mithetho kaThixo."

Nantsi intshukumo engalunganga kwicala lam. Ndayazi ukuba kukho imiyalelo elishumi, ixesha kunye nokunye. Kwenziwe ntoni? Umama wayehlala ethetha nam ngomyalelo wokuqala wothando: Kwakufuneka ndaphinda into awayeyithetha kum. Ndacinga ngokuphucula kwaye ke ukufihla ukungazi kwam abanye (imiyalelo). Ndacinga ukuba ndingahambelana nayo, njengasemhlabeni apho ndihlala ndifumana isizathu esihle; kwaye ndizithethelele ngokuzikhusela kwimaski yokungazi kwam.

Ndathi, "Uya kuyithanda iNkosi uThixo wakho ngaphezu kwabo bonke nabamelwane bakho njengoko uzithanda ngako." Ndabe ndeva: "Well, ubathandile?" Ndaphendula. "Ewe bendibathanda, ndiyabathanda, ndiyabathanda!"

Kwaye ndaphendulwa, "Hayi. Awumthandi uYehova uThixo wakho ngaphezu kwakho konke, nangaphantsi kommelwane wakho njengoko uzithanda ngako. Udale uthixo owaziqhelanisa nobomi bakho kwaye wawusebenzisa kuphela kwimeko yemfuneko engxamisekileyo.

Uqubude phambi kwakhe xa ulihlwempu, xa usapho lwakho lwaluthobekile kwaye xa ufuna ukuya eyunivesithi. Ngalo mzuzu, uhlala uthandaza kwaye uguqa kangangeyure ucela uthixo wakho ukuba akukhuphe ebubini; ukukunikeza idiploma ekuvumela ukuba ube ngumntu. Nanini na xa ufuna imali, uyicengceleze rosari. Nabu ubudlelwane bakho neNkosi ”.

Ewe, kufuneka ndiqonde ukuba ndithathe irosari kwaye ndilinde ukubuyiselwa kwemali, olo yayilolwalamano lwam neNkosi.

Ndanikwa kwangoko idiploma endayenzayo kunye nodumo endalufumanayo, andizange ndibenalo nolwazelelelo oluncinci lokuthanda iNkosi. Yiba nombulelo, hayi, ungaze!

Ndithe xa ndivula amehlo ekuseni, khange ndibenawo nombulelo ngalomhla undinikwe yiNkosi ukuba ndiphile, andikaze ndimbulele ngempilo yam, ngobomi babantwana bam, ngayo yonke into andinike yona. Yayikukuba ngabathe ngokupheleleyo. Khange ndibenovelwano ke abasweleyo.

Ngokuziqhelanisa, ubeke iNkosi ephantsi kangangokuba ube nokuzithemba ngakumbi kwiimpendulo zeMercury neVenus. Ubumfanyekiswe kukuvumisa ngeenkwenkwezi, uvakalisa ukuba iinkwenkwezi zikhokelela ebomini bakho!

Uzula zonke iimfundiso zehlabathi, Ukholelwe ukuba uyakufa ukuzalwa ngokutsha! Kwaye ulibele nenceba. Ulibele ukuba ukhululwe ngeGazi likaThixo.Ngoku iyandivavanya ngemithetho elishumi. Ngoku iyandibonisa ukuba ndenza ngathi ndiyamthanda uThixo kodwa enyanisweni, yayinguSathana endimthandayo.

Ke ngenye imini umfazi weza e-ofisini yam yamazinyo eza kundinika iinkonzo zomlingo kwaye ndathi, "Andiyikholelwa loo nto, kodwa shiya le ntengiso inethamsanqa apha ukuba iyasebenza." Ndibeke kwikona, ihashe kunye ne-cactus, ndigcina ukubamba amandla amabi.

Hayi indlela ekwakuhlazeka ngayo konke oku! Olu yayiluvavanyo lobomi bam ukuqala kwimithetho elishumi. Ndaboniswa indlela endiziphethe ngayo ubuso ngobuso nommelwane wam. Ndaboniswa indlela endandizenza ngayo ukuba ndiyamthanda uThixo ngelixa ndandihlala ndigxeka wonke umntu, ndikhomba umnwe kuwo ngamnye, mna ubuqaqawuli obungcwele! Yandibonisa indlela endinomona nengenambulelo ngayo! Zange ndive umbulelo ongazenzisiyo kubazali bam abaye bandinika uthando lwabo kwaye bazincama ngokundifundisa ukuze bandithumele eyunivesithi. Ekufumaneni idiploma, baba ngabaphantsi kwam; Ndaba neentloni ngomama ngenxa yentlupheko, indlela elula kunye nokuthobeka kwakhe.

Ngokuphathelene nokuziphatha kwam njengomfazi, ndaboniswa ukuba ndihlala ndikhalaza, ukusukela kusasa kusebusuku. Ukuba umyeni wam uthe kum: "Molo kusasa", bendiya kuphendula: "Kuba olu suku luhle xa kunetha phandle." Ndisoloko ndikhalaza ngabantwana bam: Kwaboniswa kum ukuba andizange ndibathande okanye ndinemfesane ngabantakwethu noodadewethu abasemhlabeni.

Kwaye iNkosi ithi kum: “Awukaze ubacingele abantu abagula bodwa, awuzange ubancede. Akuzange ube nemfesane kwiinkedama, kubo bonke aba bantwana bangonwabanga. Ndandinentliziyo yelitye ngaphakathi ngaphakathi. Kolu vavanyo lwemiyalelo elishumi, khange ndibenayo impendulo eyihafu.

Kwakukubi, konakalisa! Ndaphakama ndacaphuka. Ndaza ndazixelela ukuba: “Ubuncinci awuzukundibeka ityala ngokubulala umntu! Umzekelo, ndathenga iimpahla zabasweleyo; Oku akungenxa yothando, kunokuba ndibonakale ndinesisa, kwaye ngenxa yovuyo endandinalo ngokuphatha abo basweleyo. Ndathi kubo: "Thatha ezi zinto nizise endaweni yabazali kunye nabefundisi 'kuba andinalo ixesha lokuthatha inxaxheba."

Kwaye, ndandikuthanda ukuba phakathi kwabantu abandiqumbisayo. Ndandinomfanekiso othile.

Uthixo wakho yimali, usandibalisile. Ugwetywe ngenxa yemali. Kungenxa yesi sizathu le nto ukuba uphume ujikeleze enzonzobileni kwaye ufulathele iNkosi.

Ngokwenene sasizizityebi, kodwa ke ekugqibeleni sasingabinakho ukuhlawula amatyala, iipeni kunye nokuhlawulwa kwetyala. Ekuphenduleni, ndakhwaza, "Yeyiphi imali? Emhlabeni, sishiya amatyala amaninzi! "

Ukufika kwam kumyalelo wesibini, ndabona ngosizi ukuba ebuntwaneni bam, ndakhawuleza ndabona ukuba ukuxoka yindlela efanelekileyo yokuphepha isohlwayo esiqatha sika mama.

Ndiqale ukubambana notata wamanga (satan) ndaba lixoki. Izono zam zikhula njengamaxoki. Ndayiqaphelisisa indlela umama awayeyihlonipha ngayo iNkosi kunye negama laYena Oyingcwele. Ndizifumene isixhobo ndifunga igama lakhe. Ndathi: Mama, ndiyafunga kuThixo ukuba ... ". Kwaye ngenxa yoko ndinqanda isohlwayo. Khawufane ucinge ubuxoki bam, ubhekisa kweyona Ngcwele yeNkosi ...

Kwaye qaphela, bazalwana noodade ukuba amazwi awaze abe lilize kuba xa umama engakhange andikholelwe, ndingene kumkhwa uthi: "Mama, ukuba ndiyaxoka, eso sibane sibethe apha kwaye kwangoko". Ukuba amazwi aphelile lixesha, kufumaniseke ukuba umbane undibethile kakuhle; wandibulisa kwaye ndiyabulela ngenceba kaThixo ukuba ndilapha.

Kwaboniswa kum ukuba mna, endizibanga ndingumKatolika, ndingahloniphi naziphi na izithembiso zam kwaye nokuba ndilisebenzise kanjani igama likaThixo.

Ndamangaliswa kukubona ukuba ebusweni beNkosi, zonke ezi zinto zoyikekayo zandiqubuda zinqula. Ndabona intombi enguMariya ezinyaweni zeNkosi eyayindithandazela.

Ngokuphathelele ukuhlonela imini yeNkosi. Ndibuhlungu kwaye ndiziva zintlungu kakhulu. Ilizwi landixelela ukuba ngeeCawa, ndichithe iiyure ezine okanye ezintlanu ndikhangela umzimba wam; Andinayo nemizuzu elishumi yesenzo sobabalo okanye umthandazo wokuzinikezela kwiNkosi. Ukuba ndiqale irosari, ndazixelela ukuba: "Ndingayenza ngexesha lokuthengisa, ngaphambi komboniso". Umbulelo ongazenzisiyo phambi kweNkosi wandikhuza. Xa ndandingafuni ukuya kwi-Mass, ndathi kuMama: "UThixo ukuyo yonke indawo, kutheni kufanele ndiye apho? ...

Ilizwi kwakhona landikhumbuza ukuba uThixo undijongile ubusuku nemini kwaye ukubuya kwam andithandazanga kuye; kwaye ngeeCawa, khange ndimbulele kwaye khange ndimbonise umbulelo okanye uthando lwam. Ngokuchasene noko, ndawukhathalela umzimba wam, ndandilikhoboka kuwo kwaye ndalibala ngokupheleleyo ukuba ndinomphefumlo kwaye kwakufuneka ndondla. Kodwa andikhange ndimondle ngelizwi likaThixo, kuba ndatsho ukuba wonke umntu ofunda iLizwi LikaThixo (iBhayibhile), uyahlanya.

Kwaye malunga neesakramente, ndandichanekile kuyo yonke into. Ndatsho ukuba soze ndihambe ndiyokuvuma izono ngoba kaloku amadala amadala ayembi kunam. Usathana wandigxotha ekuvumeni kwaye yile ndlela wawunqanda ngayo umphefumlo wam ekubeni ucoceke kwaye uphiliswe.

Ubunyulu obumsulwa bomphefumlo wam bahlawula ixabiso ngalo lonke ixesha ndona. USathana washiya uphawu lwayo: uphawu olumnyama.

Ngaphandle kwetyala lam lokuqala, ndingazange ndenze uvumo olulungileyo. Ukusuka apho, andikhange ndiyifumane iNkosi ngokufanelekileyo.

Ukusilela kwemvisiswano kufikelele esiphelweni kangangokuba ndanyelisa: “I-Ekrisarist eNgcwele?

Ngaba ungamjonga uThixo ethengisa kwisiqwengana sesonka? Nantsi imeko apho ulwalamano lwam noThixo lwaluncitshisiweyo.Ndingazange ndondle umphefumlo wam kwaye nangaphezulu, ndihlala ndibagxeka abefundisi. Kwakufuneka ubone indlela endizinikele ngayo kuyo! Ukusukela ebuntwaneni bam obunothando, utata wayedla ngokuthi abo bantu babelapho ngakumbi be-femizer kunabantu abalalayo. Ithe ke kum, Kum, Ungubani na wena ukuba ugwebe ukungcwaliswa kwam? La ngamadoda kwaye ubungcwele bababingeleli buxhaswa ngabantu ekuhlaleni abamthandazelayo, abamthandayo nabamncedayo.

Xa umbingeleli enze impazamo, yindawo yakhe uxanduva olo, ingenguye. Ngasihlandlo sithile ebomini bam, ndatyhola umfundisi ngobufanasini kwaye uluntu lwaxelelwa ngalo. Awunabucinga ububi endibenzileyo!

Ngokuphathelele kumyalelo wesine "Uya kumhlonela uyihlo nonyoko 'njengoko bendinixelele, iNkosi yandibonisa ukubujonga kwam ubuso nobuso nabazali bam. Ndikhalaze kuba bengakwazi ukundinika zonke izinto ebezinazo iitshomi zam.

Khange ndibulele kubo ngayo yonke lento bandenzela yona kwaye bendingekangeni kwinqanaba apho ndatsho khona ukuba andimazi umama ngoba akekho kwinqanaba lam. INkosi yandibonisa ukuba ndingawugcina njani lo mthetho.

Ngapha koko, bendihlawule amatyala amayeza kunye nogqirha xa abazali bam begula, kodwa indlela endandiyihlahlela ngayo yonke imali ndinayo. Ndaye ndalithatha ke ithuba lokuzikhohlisa kwaye bendizele ukuzobaxinzelela.

Ndiva kakubi xa ndibona utata elila kabuhlungu ngoba nangona wayengutata olungileyo owayendifundise ukusebenza nzima nokwenza, wayelibele iinkcukacha ezibalulekileyo: ukuba ndinomphefumlo kwaye ngokomzekelo wakhe ombi yena ubomi bam babuqalile ukuguquguquka. Utshaye, wasela, walandela abafazi kangangokuba ngenye imini ndacebisa ukuba uMama amshiye umyeni wakhe. Akusayi kufuneka uqhubeke ixesha elide kunye nendoda enje. Yiba nesidima, ubabonise ukuba uyifanele into. " Kwaye umama uphendula athi: "Hayi sithandwa sam, ndiyabandezeleka kodwa ndiyazincama ngenxa yokuba ndinabantwana abasixhenxe kwaye ke, emva kosuku, utata wakho uba nguyise olungileyo; Andinakuze ndihlukane notata wakho; ngaphezulu ukuba ndimkile, ngubani oya kuthandazela ukusindiswa kwakhe. Ndim kuphela onokuyenza ngoba zonke ezi ntlungu kunye namanxeba andiphathela, ndiyabamanyanisa kwiimbandezelo zikaKrestu emnqamlezweni. Yonke imihla ndithetha eNkosini: intlungu yam ayisiyo nto xa ithelekiswa noMnqamlezo wakho, ke, nceda usindise umyeni wam nabantwana bam ".

Ngokwam, andikwazanga ukuyiqonda kwaye ndaba nemvukelo, ndaqala ukuthatha ukhuselo lwabasetyhini, ukukhuthaza ukuqhomfa, ukungahlali kunye nokuqhawula umtshato

Ukufika kwakhe kumyalelo wesihlanu, iNkosi yandibonisa ukubulala endoyikisayo ngokwenza into embi kakhulu: ukukhupha isisu.

Ngapha koko, bendixhasile imali yokuphuma kwezisu kuba ndifuna ibango ukuba umntu obhinqileyo unelungelo lokukhetha ukukhulelwa okanye angafuni. Ndinikwe ukuba ndifunde kwiNcwadi yoBomi kwaye ndinesimilo kakhulu, kuba intombazana eneminyaka eli-14 ubudala yayilahle ingcebiso yam.

Ndisindise ngokulinganayo amacebiso amabi kumantombazana amancinci amathathu angabazukulwana bam ngokuthetha nabo ngokunyelisa, imfashini, ukubacebisa ukuba basebenzise imizimba yabo, kwaye babaxelele ukuba basebenzise izinto zokuthintela inzala: Olu luhlobo lwenkohliso yabantwana ekwandayo. isono esothusayo sokukhipha isisu.

Nanini na liphalazwa igazi lomntwana, kukuphanziswa kukaSathana, okukhawulezileyo nokwenza iNkosi ingcangcazeliswe. Ndabona kwincwadi yoBomi indlela umphefumlo wethu owakhiwa ngayo, xa imbewu ifika kwiqanda. Isithabazi esihle sibethe, ukukhanya okufana nokukhanya kwelanga okuvela kuThixo uYise. Kamsinya nje xa sele kuhlwayelwe isibeleko sikamama, kukhanya ngokukhanya komphefumlo.

Ngexesha lokukhipha isisu, umphefumlo uyalila kwaye uyakhala entlungwini kwaye isikhalo sayo sivakala ezulwini ngoba siyanyikiswa yiyo. Esi sikhalo sijikeleza ngokulingana esihogweni, kodwa sisikhalo sovuyo. Bangaphi abantwana ababulawa mihla le!

Luyoloyiso lwesihogo. Ixabiso leli gazi lingenatyala likhulula idemon enye ngakumbi ixesha ngalinye. Mna, ndazijula ​​kweli gazi umphefumlo wam waba mnyama ngokupheleleyo. Ngenxa yezi ziphene, ndiye ndaphelelwa sisono. Kum, yonke into yayilungile. Kwaye kuthini ngabo bonke abantwana ababo ubomi babo endibenqabe ngenxa yoku () ukuthintela inzala). Kwaye ndiye ndangena nzulu enzonzobileni. Ndingathini ukuba ndingazange ndibulale!

Kwaye bonke abantu endibacekisileyo, ndibathiyile, endingabathandanga! Nangona kunjalo, ndingumbulali ngenxa yokuba akazibulale nje ngesibhamu. Unokuzibulala nangokuthiya, ngokwenza izinto ezimbi, umona nokuba nomona.

Ngokuphathelele kumyalelo wesithandathu, umyeni wam wayekuphela kwendoda ebomini bam. Kodwa ndanikwa ukubona ukuba ngalo lonke ixesha ndibonisa esfubeni sam ndinxibe ibhulukhwe yam yempuphu endandixokisa ngayo emadodeni nasekungcoleni.

Ngapha koko, ndacebisa abafazi ukuba bangathembeki kumadoda abo, bashumayele ngokuchasene noxolelo kwaye bakhuthaza uqhawulo-mtshato. Ndiye ndaqonda ukuba izono zenyama zibuhlungu kwaye zigxekile nokuba ilizwe langoku liyamkeleka ukuba siziphathe njengezilwanyana.

Kwakubuhlungu kakhulu ukubona indlela izono zikatata zokukrexeza zabenza buhlungu ngayo abantwana bakhe.

Abakhuluwa bam abathathu baba iikopi eziqinisekisiweyo zikatata wabo, umntu obhinqileyo kunye notywala, bengayazi into embi abayenzileyo ebantwaneni babo. Kungenxa yoko le nto utata wam wayelila ngokuzisola okukhulu ukuba umzekelo ombi awabanikayo waba nemiphumela kubo bonke abantwana bakhe.

Ngokuphathelele kumthetho wesixhenxe, - musa ukuba - - mna, mntu ndizigwebileyo, iNkosi yandibonisa ukutya okuphelileyo endlwini yam ngelixa ilizwe liphela libulawa yindlala. Sathi kum: “Ndilambile kwaye jonga wenze ntoni ngale nto ndikunike yona, indlela ebe uchithe ngayo! Bendibanda kwaye ujongeka ngathi ulikhoboka lemfashini kunye nokubonakala, ukulahla imali eninzi kwizidlo ukuze unciphise umzimba.

Uzenzile uthixo emzimbeni wakho!

Kwandenza ndabona ukuba ndinesabelo kwisazela kubuhlwempu belizwe lam. Uye wandibonisa ukuba qho xa ndigxeka umntu, ndiyeba imbeko yakhe. Kungaba lula ngam ukuba ndibambe imali, kuba imali ingasoloko ibuyiselwa, kodwa idumela! ... Ngakumbi ndebile abantwana bam ubabalo lokuba nesisa kwaye luzele uthando lukamama.

Ndibashiyile abantwana bam ukuba bangene kwihlabathi, ndibashiye phambi komabonwakude, ikhompyuter, imidlalo yevidiyo; Nokuthula isazela sam, ndibathengele iimpahla ezinophawu. Hayi indlela eyoyikisayo ngayo! Olunjani lona ukonwaba!

KwiNcwadi yoBomi yonke into ibonwa kwifilimu. Abantwana bam bathi, "Masithembe ukuba uMama akabuyi kungekudala kwaye kukho i-traffic jams kuba uyacaphukisa kwaye uyabhabha."

Ngapha koko, ndebile umama wabo kubo, bendibile kubo uxolo ebendilungene ekuveni kwam. Andifundisanga uthando lukaThixo okanye ukuthanda ummelwane. Ilula: ukuba andibathandi abantakwethu, andinanto yakwenza neNkosi: ukuba andinayo imfesane, andisenanto yakwenza naye.

Ngoku ndiza kuthetha ngobungqina bobuxoki kunye nobuxoki kuba ndandiyingcali kwisifundo. Akukho buxoki bamsulwa, yonke into ivela kuSatan onguyise wabo. Iziphoso endizenzileyo ngolwimi lwam zazisoyikeka nyani.

Ndayibona indlela endibuhlungu ngayo ngolwimi lwam. Nanini na xa ndhletywa, ndithuka umntu, okanye ndimthiya igama elirhabaxa, ndiye ndimenzakalise loo mntu. Isiduko esingendawo sinokulimaza kangakanani! Ndingaqamba umfazi ngokumbiza: "omkhulu"

Ngeli xesha lokugwetywa kwimithetho elishumi, kwaboniswa kum ukuba zonke izono zam zinomnqweno, lo mnqweno ungathandekiyo. Ndizibone ndonwabile ngemali eninzi. Kwaye imali yaba yinto yam yokuphawuleka. Kubuhlungu ngokwenene, kuba umphefumlo wam ngowona mzuzu owoyikisayo xa ndandinemali eninzi.

Bendikhe ndacinga ngokuzibulala. Ndandinemali eninzi kwaye ndiziva ndindedwa, ndingenanto, ndikrakra kwaye ndinxunguphele. Oku kugcwala kwemali kwandisusa kwiNkosi kwaye kwandisusa ezandleni zakhe.

Emva kokuvavanya imiyalelo eli-10, iNcwadi yoBomi yaboniswa kum. Ndingathanda amagama afanelekileyo ukuchaza. Incwadi yam yoBomi yaqala xa iiseli zabazali bam zahlangana. Apho kwavele kwangoko, kwabakho iqhuma, intaba-mlilo enkulu kunye nomphefumlo owenziwe, owam, odalwe zizandla zikaThixo, ubawo wethu, uThixo olungileyo! Kuyamangalisa ngokwenene! Usijonge iiyure ezingama-24 ngemini.Uthando lwakhe yayisohlwayo sam kuba wayengandijonganga umzimba wam wenyama kodwa umphefumlo wam kwaye uyayibona indlela endisuke ngayo sindisindiswe.

Ndingathanda ukukuxelela ukuba ngeloxesha ndingumhanahanisi! Ndathi kumhlobo wam: "Uyanomdla kule ngubo, ubonakala umhle kuwe!" Kodwa ndacinga ngesiqu sam: yingubo emnandi, kwaye naye uyakholelwa ekubeni ukumkanikazi!

KwiNcwadi yoBomi, yonke into yayijongeka ngokuchanekileyo kwaye bendicinga ngayo ungabona imeko engaphakathi yomphefumlo. Bonke ubuxoki bam babonakaliswa, babonwa ngabantu bonke.

Ndandihlala ndisiya ngesikhephe esikolweni, kuba umama kuba umama wayengandivumeli ukuba ndiye apho ndifuna khona.

Umzekelo, ndayixokisa ngaye malunga nomsebenzi wophando endawenza kwithala leencwadi leyunivesithi kwaye, endaweni yoko, ndandiye kubona ividiyo bhanyabhanya okanye ukuba nebhiya kwindawo enomgqomo kunye nabahlobo. Xa ndicinga ukuba umama uyibonile iparitha yam yobomi kwaye akukho nto ilityelweyo!

Incwadi yoBomi intle ngokwenene. Umama wayedla ngokubeka ibhanana kwibhasikithi yesidlo sam sasemini, i-guava paste njengobisi, kuba ebuntwaneni bam, sasimpofu kakhulu. Ndenzekile ndatya iibhanana ndaphosa iipele emhlabeni ndingacingi ukuba umntu angazithela phezu kwakhe aze enzakale.

INkosi yandibonisa indlela umntu otyibilika ngayo kwenye yeepile zam zebhanana; Ngekhe ndambulala ngokuswela kwam ububele. Elona xesha kuphela ebomini bam lokuba ndivume ukuzisola nokuguquka, xa umfazi wandinika ii-pesos ezingama-4500 ezongezelelweyo kwivenkile yokutya eBogota. Utata wayesifundise ukunyaniseka. Ukuya emsebenzini ngelixa uqhuba, ndiye ndayibona impazamo.

"Lo idiot undinike ubunzima obungama-4500 kwaye kufuneka ndibuyele kwivenkile yakhe kwangoko," ndatsho ngaphakathi. Kwakukho ithrafikhi enkulu kwaye ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndingaphindi. Kodwa ukuzisola kwakungaphakathi kum kwaye ndaya kuzivuma kwangeCawa elandelayo bendityhola ngokuba ndinobusela abangama-4500 ngaphandle kokuba ndibabuyisele. Khange ndimamele amazwi evumo.

Ngaba uyayazi into ayithethileyo yiNkosi kum? Awuyibuyiseli le nto ngokuswela uthando. Kuwe, ibiyimali yeendleko ezincinci, kodwa kowomfazi ofumene kuphela ubuncinci, eso sixa sibonisa iintsuku ezintathu zesondlo. "

INkosi yandibonisa indlela awabandezeleka ngayo, yazithoba kwiintsana zayo ezimbini ezilambayo iintsuku ezininzi.

Ke iNkosi indibuza lo mbuzo ulandelayo: "Bubuphi ubutyebi bokomoya obuzisa kunye?"

Ubutyebi bokomoya? Izandla zam azinanto!

"Yintoni oyifunayo, wongeze, ukuba namamagumbi amabini, izindlu kunye neeofisi ukuba awukwazi ukuzithatha, ayizukuba luthuli oluncinci?

Wenze ntoni ngeetalente endikunike zona? Unomishini: lo msebenzi yayikukukhusela uBukumkani boThando, uBukumkani bukaThixo ”.

Ewe, ndandilibele ukuba ndinomphefumlo, kanye njengoko ndandinokukhumbula ukuba ndinetalente; Yonke le nto ilungileyo ndingakhange ndiyenze imkhathazile iNkosi.

INkosi yaphinda yathetha nam kwakhona ngokuswela uthando nenceba. Uye wathetha nam ngokufa kwam ngokomoya. Emhlabeni, bendiphile, kodwa enyanisweni bendifile. Ukuba unokubona ukuba yintoni ukufa kokomoya! Unje ngomphefumlo onentiyo, umphefumlo okrakra nocekisekayo yiyo yonke into, ugcwele zono kwaye ulimaza lonke ilizwe.

Ndawubona umphefumlo wam owawunxibe kakuhle kwaye unxibe kakuhle, kodwa ngaphakathi yayingumjelo ophantsi wendlela kwaye umphefumlo wam wawuphila enzonzobileni. Akumangalisi ukuba ndandixinekile kwaye ndinxinzelelo.

Yathi ke kum kum, "Ukusweleka ngokomoya kwaqala xa wayeka ukubamamela abamelwane bakho."

Ndikuyalile ngokukubonisa ububi babo. Xa ubonayo iingxelo zikamabonwakude, abafileyo, ukuxhonywa, imeko yeembaleki, uthe: "bantu bahluphekayo, indlela elusizi ngayo". Kodwa eneneni, kodwa enyanisweni waziva iintlungu kubo, akuziva nto entliziyweni yakho. Isono siguqukile saba lilitye.

Awunabucinga ubukhulu bentlungu yam xa iNcwadi yam yoBomi ivalwe kwakhona.

Ndaba nosizi ngoThixo, Bawo, ngokuziphatha ngale ndlela ngoba, ukuhlangula zonke izono zam, ukusindiswa kwam, konke ukungakhathali kunye neemvakalelo zam ezoyikisayo, iNkosi yazama ukundilinda de kube sekupheleni.

Undithumelele abantu abanempembelelo entle kum. Wandikhusela kude kube sekupheleni. UThixo ufuna uguquko lwethu!

Ewe, ngendingenakumbeka tyala ngokundilahla. Ngokwentando yam, ndonyula njengotata, uSathana, endaweni kaThixo.Ngemva kokuba incwadi yobomi ivaliwe kwakhona, ndabona ukuba ndikhangela equleni ezantsi kwalo kukho ucango lomgibe.

Okwangoku, bendikhawulezile ukuqala ukubiza bonke abaNgcwele baseZulwini ukuba ndizisindise.

Awunawo nhlobo onke amagama abaNgcwele abeza nengqondo, kum owayengumKatolika ombi! Ndabiza iSant'Isidoro okanye iSan Francesco d'Assisi kwaye xa uluhlu lwam luphelile, yathula yawa.

Ndiye ndaziva ndinesithuba esikhulu kwaye sohlwaywa ngokunzulu.

Ndacinga ukuba bonke abantu abasemhlabeni bakholelwa ukuba ndifile ngevumba lobungcwele, inokuba bona ngokwabo balindele ukuthethwa kwam!

Kwaye jonga apho ndandimi khona! Ndiye ndaphakamisa amehlo am ndadibana nomama. Ndibuhlungu, ndakhala kuye ndisithi: “Mama, ndinentloni! Ndishiywe ngumama. Apho ndiya khona, ngekhe uphinde undibone.

Okwalo mzuzu wanikwa ubabalo oluhle. Wolula engashukumi kodwa iminwe yakhe yaqalisa ukukhomba ngaphezulu. Izikali zixuthwe kabuhlungu emehlweni am: ukumkisa ngokomoya. Emva koko ndabona ubomi bam bangaphambili ngephanyazo, xa isigulana sam sandixelela. "Gqirha, uzithanda kakhulu izinto, kwaye ngenye imini uyakufuna oku: kwimeko yengozi, cela uYesu Kristu ukuba akugubungele ngegazi lakhe, kuba akasoze akushiye. Ndikuhlawula ixabiso ngegazi lakhe. "

Ngehlazo elikhulu, ndaqala ukugcuma: "Nkosi Yesu, ndibabale! Ndixoleleni, ndinike ithuba lesibini! "

Kwaye elona xesha lihle lobomi bam lizivelisa kum, akukho mazwi wokuchaza. U-Yesu uyeza kwaye eza kundikhupha equleni kwaye zonke ezo zinto zoyikekayo zazithobileyo emhlabeni.

Xa wandibeka phantsi, wathi kum ngalo lonke uthando Lwakhe: "Uzobuyela emhlabeni, ndiza kukunika ithuba lesibini."

Kodwa wayicacisa ukuba ayibangelwa yimithandazo yosapho lwam. Kulungile ukuba bacele kuwe.

Ndibulela ngokungazenzisiyo kubo bonke abo bangabaphambukeli kuni nabakhala, bathandaza kwaye baphakamisa iintliziyo zabo bathande kakhulu. "

Ndabona izibane ezininzi zivela, ngathi ngamadangatye amancinci othando. Ndabona abantu bendithandazela. Kodwa kukho ilangatye elikhulu ngakumbi, yayilelo elandinika ukukhanya okungakumbi kwaye lalikhanya ngakumbi kunothando.

Ndazama ukumazi ukuba ngubani lo mntu. Yathi ke kum kum: "Nguye othanda kakhulu, akakwazi nawe." Wachaza ukuba le ndoda ifunde iphepha kusasa.

Wayelilizwe elihlwempuzekileyo elihlala kumazantsi eSara Nevada yaseSanta Marta (emantla-mpuma eColombia). Le ndoda ihlwempu yayiye edolophini iyokuthenga iswekile emdaka. Iswekile ibisongelwe emaphepheni eendaba kwaye kukho umfanekiso wam, wonke utshisiwe njengoko ndinjalo.

Njengoko le ndoda yandibona ndinje, ngaphandle kokufunda inqaku ngokupheleleyo, yawa ngamadolo yaza yaqalisa ukuba nothando olunzulu. Wathi, “Nkosi, yiba nenceba kudadewethu omncinci. INkosi isindise. Ukuba uyamsindisa ndiyakuthembisa ukuba ndiza kuya kuhambo oluya eSanal of Buga (ekumazantsi-ntshona Colombia). Kodwa ndicela usindise. "

Khawufane ucinge ngale ndoda ilihlwempu, ayikhalazanga ukuba ilambile, kwaye yayinothando olukhulu kuba yayinikela ukuwela wonke umntu engamaziyo!

Yathi ke kum kum, Uthanda ummelwane wakho. Kwaye wongeza wathi: "Ngoku sowuza kubuyela (emhlabeni) kwaye uya kunika ubungqina bakho hayi izihlandlo eziliwaka, kodwa liwaka elinekhulu".

Kwaye ngelishwa kwabo abayi kuguquka emva kokuqonda ubungqina bakho, kuba baya kugwetywa ngokuqatha, njengawe xa ubuyela apha ngenye imini; Ngokukwanjalo bangcwele bam, ababingeleli, kuba akukho mntu usisithulu sibi kakhulu kunaye ongafuniyo kuva.

Obu bungqina, bazalwana noodade wethu, abusoyiki. INkosi ayifuni kusoyikisa. Lithuba elivelayo kuwe, kwaye enkosi ngoThixo, ndiyifumene into efunekayo ukuze uphile!

Xa abanye bakho besifa bavula incwadi yakhe yoBomi phambi kwakhe, uyakubona yonke into njengoko ndiyibonile.

Kwaye sonke siya kuyibona indlela esiyiyo, umahluko kuphela kukuba siya kuziva iingcinga zethu phambi koThixo: Eyona nto intle kukuba iNkosi iya kuba phambi kwethu, icele ukuguquka kwethu yonke imihla ukuze sibe sisidalwa esitsha kunye naye, kuba ngaphandle kwakhe asinakwenza nto.

INkosi ingakusikelela kakhulu.

Uzuko kuThixo.