Umfundi uyafa kodwa aze avuke: Ndadibana nengelosi
Umfundi wekhompyuter waya kwenziwa utyando eCosta Rica xa wasweleka; Uhambisa ukuba ubesele ebomini emva kobomi apho wadibana nengelosi eyamxelela ukuba 'abuyele' kuba bekukho 'impazamo'. Uvuke kwi morgue.
Umfundi wekhompyuter waya kwenziwa utyando eCosta Rica xa wasweleka; Uhambisa ukuba ubesele ebomini emva kobomi apho wadibana nengelosi eyamxelela ukuba 'abuyele' kuba bekukho 'impazamo'. Uvuke kwi morgue.
UGraciela H., oneminyaka engama-20, wabelane ngebali lakhe kwiwebhusayithi yeSiseko soFundo lwaamava osondele. Nali ibali lakhe:
«Ndabona oogqirha ababekhathazekile kwaye bangenelela ngokukhawuleza kum… .. Bakhangele iimpawu zam ezibalulekileyo, bandinika ukuvuselelwa kwentliziyo. Ndabona enye nenye baphuma egumbini, kancinci. Andiqondi ukuba kutheni besenza ngale ndlela. Ndaziva ndilungile. Ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiphakame. Kwakukho ugqirha omnye kuphela apho nam, ojonga umzimba wam. Ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndisondele, bendime ecaleni kwakhe, ndaziva ukuba ulusizi kwaye umphefumlo wakhe udanile. Ndikhumbula ndimphatha kancinci egxalabeni, emva koko wemka. ...
Umzimba wam uqalile ukuphakama, ngokungathi uphakanyisiwe ngamandla angaqhelekanga. Kwakumnandi, umzimba wam uya usiba lula. Xa ndigqitha kuphahla lwegumbi lokusebenza, ndafumanisa ukuba ndiyakwazi ukuhamba naphi na, ndifuna kwaye ndikwazi. Nditsaleleke kwindawo apho ... amafu ayeqaqambile, igumbi okanye indawo evulekileyo .... Yonke into ejikeleze amehlo am yayikhanya ngombala, ikhanya kakhulu, umzimba wam ubonakala amandla, isifuba sam sizele lulonwabo….
Ndijonge ezingalweni zam, zazikwimo nye, kodwa zazenziwe ngezinto ezahlukeneyo. Umbhalo ubunjengegesi emhlophe edityaniswa nokukhanya okumhlophe, ukubengezela okufanayo komzimba wam. Ndandiba mhle. Andinaso isipili sokubona ubuso bam, kodwa ndi ... Ndaziva ukuba ubuso bam buhle. Kwakungathi ndinxibe ilokhwe ende emhlophe elula. ... Ilizwi lam lalingumxube phakathi kwelolutsha kunye nolwentombazana ...
Ngequbuliso ukukhanya okucacileyo okuphuma emzimbeni wam kusondela kum…. Ukukhanya kwayo kwandimfamekisile, kodwa bendifuna ukuyijonga, kodwa andikhathalelanga nokuba ndihamba ndingaboni .. bendifuna ukubona ukuba ngubani. Ubethetha nam, enelizwi elimnandi kwaye wathi kum: "Awunakuqhubeka nokusondela ...". Ndikhumbula ndithetha ulwimi lwam kwaye ndilwenza ngengqondo yam. Bendilila ngenxa yokuba ndingafuni ukubuyela, wandithatha, wandigcina…. Wayezolile ngalo lonke ixesha, endinika amandla. Ndiva uthando namandla. Akukho thando kunye namandla kweli lizwe ukuze uthelekise nalo. ... Uye wathetha nam kwakhona: “Uthunyelwe apha ngempazamo, impazamo yomnye umntu. Kuya kufuneka ubuye umva…. Ukuza apha, kufuneka wenze izinto ezininzi. ... Zama ukunceda abantu abaninzi. "
Kwigumbi lokufa
Ndavula amehlo, macala onke kum bekuneengcango zensimbi, abantu belele kwitafile zentsimbi, umzimba omnye unomntu ulele phezu kwakhe. Ndayiqonda le ndawo: bendikwindlu yesidumbu. Ndabeva iqabaka kwiileyile zam, umzimba wam ububanda. Akukho kwanto ndiyivayo .... Bendingakwazi nokushukumisa intamo okanye ndithethe. Ndaziva ndilala ... Kwiiyure ezimbini okanye ezintathu kamva, ndeva amazwi, ndaphinda ndawavula amehlo am. Ndabona abongikazi ababini. ... Ndiyayazi into endifanele ukuyenza: jongana ngamehlo nomnye wabo. Ndandinamandla okuqhafaza kwaye ndiyenzile amaxesha ambalwa. Omnye wabongikazi wandijonga wothuka, wathi kuye lowo asebenza naye: "Jonga, jonga, ushukumisa amehlo akhe", wamhleka waphendula wathi: "Yiza, le ndawo iyothusa". Ngaphakathi ngaphakathi kwam, bendikhwaza, "Ndicela ungandishiyi!"
Khange ndivale amehlo kwade kwafika omnye wogqirha. Konke endikuvileyo kukuba wathi, "Ngubani lo wenze lento? Ngubani othumele esi sigulana kwi morgue? Ogqirha bayaphambana. " Khange ndivale amehlo am ndide ndiqiniseke ukuba ukude kule ndawo. Ndivuke emva kweentsuku ezintathu okanye ezine. Andikwazi ukuthetha. Ngomhla wesihlanu, ndiye ndaqala ukushukumisa iingalo nemilenze yam ... kwakhona ... ogqirha bandicacisela ukuba andinazimpawu zibalulekileyo ngexesha loqhaqho kwaye baye bafumanisa ukuba ndiswelekile, yiyo loo nto ndandise morgue xa ndivula kwakhona Amehlo ... andincedile ukuba ndihambe kwakhona, kwaye ndibuye ndiphile ngokupheleleyo.
Enye yezinto endizifundileyo kukuba akukho xesha lokuchitha kwizinto ezingalunganga, kufuneka senze konke okusemandleni ukuze kungenelwe thina ... kwelinye icala. Kufana nebhanki, okukhona utyala imali kwaye ufumana umvuzo, kokukhona uya kufumana isiphelo ”.