Intombazana eneminyaka emibini ubudala enesiphene esibuhlungu senhliziyo yayinombono ngoYesu
Akukho namnye owacinga ukuba uGiselle omncinci wayenengxaki yentliziyo de kwajongwa ugqirha kwiinyanga ezisixhenxe. Kodwa ubomi bakhe obufutshane obuzaliswe luvuyo buphela ngemibono kaYesu nezulu, intuthuzelo kwabo babemthanda kakhulu. UTamrah Janulis, umama kaGiselle uthi: “Andazi ukuba kwakutheni ukuze uGiselle azalwe ngale ndlela. "Lo ngomnye wemibuzo endizakuyibuza uThixo."
Kwiinyanga ezisixhenxe, oogqirha bafumanisa ukuba intliziyo izalwa inesiphene esaziwa ngokuba yi-Tetralogy of Fallot, oyena nobangela uqhelekileyo we-blue baby syndrome. UTamrah kunye nomyeni wakhe uJoe bothuka ngokupheleleyo xa oogqirha babaxelelayo ukuba uGiselle wayelahlekile nge-valve yemiphunga kunye nemithambo. UTamrah ukhumbula oku: “Ndacinga ukuba akukho nto iphosakeleyo kuloo nto. “Andizange ndizilungiselele. Ndisesibhedlele kwaye umhlaba wam ume ngokupheleleyo. Ndothuka, andathetha. Ezinye iingcali zonyango ziye zatsho ukuba uGiselle-omncinci kubantwana abane-angaphila iminyaka engama-30, abanye bathi akufuneki aphile tu.
Kwiinyanga ezimbini kamva, oogqirha benza utyando lwentliziyo bafumanisa ukuba unxibelelwano phakathi kwentliziyo nemiphunga kaGiselle kujongeka ngathi "sisitya sespaghetti" okanye "indlwane yentaka", enemithambo encinci, efana nemisonto evukile, izama buyisela imithambo engekhoyo. Emva kolu tyando, iingcali zicebise ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo zotyando, ezinye iinkqubo ezinqabileyo zithathwa njengezinobungozi. UTamrah noJoe bathathe isigqibo sokuphepha olunye utyando, kodwa balandela imigqaliselo yoogqirha yelitha elincinci lamayeza. UTamrah uthi: “Ndamnika iyeza rhoqo emva kweeyure ezimbini kwaye ndadubula kabini ngemini. "Ndamthatha kuyo yonke indawo kwaye andizange ndimshiye ngaphandle kwamehlo am."
Umntwana oqaqambileyo, uGiselle wafunda oonobumba kwiinyanga ezili-10. UTamrah uthi: “Akukho nto yamthintelayo uGiselle. “Wayekuthanda ukuya kumyezo wezilwanyana. Wakhwela nam. Uyenzile yonke. Silusapho olunomculo kakhulu kwaye uGiselle wayehlala ecula, uyongeza. Njengokuba iinyanga zihamba, izandla zikaGiselle, iinyawo, kunye nemilebe yakhe yaqala ukubonakalisa ubuntwana obunombala oluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka, iimpawu ezibonisa ukuba intliziyo yakhe yayingasebenzi kakuhle. Emva kokuzalwa kwakhe kwesibini, wayenombono wakhe wokuqala kaYesu.Iye yenzeke kwigumbi labo losapho, kwiiveki nje ezimbalwa ngaphambi kokunyamalala kwakhe. “Heyi Yesu. Molo. Molo Yesu, ”watsho, emangalisiwe ngunina. “Ubona ntoni, sana lwam? UTamrah wabuza. "Molo Yesu. Molweni" uqhubeke uGiselle omncinci, evula amehlo akhe ngovuyo. "Iphi? "Khonapho," watsho. UGiselle wayeneminye imibono emibini ubuncinci ngoYesu kwiiveki eziphambi kwakhe. Enye yenzeke emotweni ngelixa beqhuba enye ivenkile.
Ngenye imini emotweni, ngokuzithandela uGiselle wavuma ingoma esithi: “Yibani nemihlali! Vuyani! (E) mmanuel… “Wayengafundanga ukubiza” E “, ngoko ke yaphuma njengo” Manuel ”. "Wazi njani uGiselle ngengoma yeKrisimesi?" Udade Jolie Mae wayefuna ukwazi. NgokukaTamrah, uGiselle wayengazange alive iculo ngaphambili. Kananjalo, kwiiveki ezikhokelela ekudluliseni kwakhe, ngequbuliso uqala ukumemelela "Aleluya" njengoko wayejikeleza indlu. UCindy Peterson, umakhulu kaGiselle, ukholelwa ukuba isigqubuthelo esiphakathi kwezulu nomhlaba sitsaliwe kancinci ukubuyela ekulungiseleleni ukunyukela kwakhe ezulwini. "Wayenonyawo olunye emhlabeni nolunye unyawo ezulwini," uyakholelwa uCindy. "Wayejoyina unqulo ezulwini."
Kwiveki engaphambi kokunyamalala kwakhe, uGiselle wayelele ebhedini, engaziva mnandi. Njengoko uTamrah wayefunda ubuso bentombi yakhe, uGiselle wakhomba kwikona yesilingi. “Heyi ihashe. Molo, ”utshilo. "Liphi ihashe?" Kubuze uMama. "Nanku ..." watsho. Uye wakhomba "kwikati yekati" kodwa uTamrah uqinisekile ukuba wabona ingonyama, umbono omangalisayo wezidalwa ezihlala ezulwini. Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa emva koko, uTamrah kunye nomyeni wakhe uJoe babengazi ukuba ukunyamalala kwakhe kwakusondele. Kodwa kwiintsuku ezine ngaphambili, imeko kaGiselle yaya isiba mandundu. UTamrah uthi: “Wayesiya esiya esiba buthathaka. “Izandla neenyawo zakhe zaqala ukurhawuzelela kwaye izicwili zaqala ukufa. Iinyawo, izandla kunye nemilebe yakhe yayihlala iluhlaza okotshani.
UGiselle omncinci walishiya eli ngoMatshi 24, ezandleni zikanina, ekhaya. UJoe wayegone umama nentombi yakhe ebhedini yabo enkulu. Kwimizuzu nje engekagoduki, uGiselle wakhupha isijwili. UJoe wayecinga ukuba uyalila kuba uya kulikhumbula usapho lwakhe. "Ummangaliso wam kukuba wayehlala kamnandi njengaye," utsho uTamrah. "Yonke imihla kunye naye kwakunjengommangaliso kum." “Kundinika ithemba lokuba ndiyibonile iNkosi kwaye ndisezulwini kunye nayo. Ndiyazi ukuba uphezulu apho kwaye undilindile. "