Ileta evela kuPadre Pio isiya kumlawuli wakhe wokomoya apho achaza khona ukuhlaselwa kukaMtyholi
Ileta evela kuPadre Pio isiya kumlawuli wakhe wokomoya apho achaza khona ukuhlaselwa kukaMtyholi:
“Ngokuphinda-phinda ukubetha kwitshisi enesondlo kunye nokucoca ngenyameko umgangatho, lungisa amatye ekufuneka angene ekwakhiweni kwesakhiwo sanaphakade. Uthando luyaziwa kwintlungu, kwaye uyakuyiva lento emzimbeni wakho ”.
“Mamela into endiye ndahlupheka ngayo kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo zabawexuki abangahlambulukanga. Kwakusele kuhlwile, baqala ukuhlasela ngomsindo, kwaye nangona ndingazange ndibone nto ekuqaleni, ndaqonda kodwa ukuba le ngxolo ingaqhelekanga iveliswe ngubani; kwaye kude ndoyike ndizilungiselele umlo ngoncumo oluhlekisayo kwimilebe yam ngakubo. Emva koko baziveza kum ngeyona ndlela imasikizi kwaye bandenza umxhaphazi baqala ukundiphatha ngeiglavu ezimthubi; kodwa enkosi, ndibalungisile kakuhle, ndibaphatha ngokufanelekileyo. Bathe bakubona iinzame zabo zisiba ngumsi, babaleka beza kum, bandiphosa emhlabeni, banqonqoza ngamandla, bephosa imiqamelo, iincwadi, izitulo emoyeni, bekhala kakhulu bethetha amazwi angcolileyo.
Ngethamsanqa amagumbi aselumelwaneni kwaye naphantsi kwegumbi endikuyo alinabemi. Ndikhalaze ngayo kwingelosi encinci, kwaye emva kokundinika intshumayelo entle, wongeze wathi: “Ndiyabulela kuYesu oniphatha njengabakhethiweyo ukuba nimlandele ngokusondeleyo kwindlela eya eKalvari; Ndiyabona, umphefumlo onikelwe ezandleni zam nguYesu, ngovuyo kunye nemvakalelo yendawo yam yangaphakathi le ndlela uYesu aziphatha ngayo kuwe. Ucinga ndingavuya kakhulu ndingakuboni ubethwa kangaka? Mna, ndinqwenela kakhulu inzuzo yakho kwisisa esingcwele, ndiyakonwabela ukukubona kule meko ngakumbi nangakumbi. UYesu uyaluvumela olu hlaselo kumtyholi, kuba uvelwano lwakhe lukwenza ukuthandeke kuye kwaye ufuna ukuba ufane naye kwintlungu yasentlango,
yegadi kunye nomnqamlezo. Uyazikhusela, soloko ugcina kude kwaye uyadela oko kuthethwa kukubi kwaye apho amandla akho engenakufikelela khona ungazikhathazi, sithandwa sentliziyo yam, ndisondele kuwe “.
Yhini ukuzithoba, bawo! Yintoni endakha ndayenza ukuze ndifumane ububele obungaka obuvela kwingelosi yam encinci? Kodwa andikhathazeki ngayo kwaphela; ayisiyiyo inkosi inkosi ukuba ibanike ubabalo abo ibathandayo kwaye ifuna njani? Ndiyinto yokudlala yoMntwana uYesu, njengoko ehlala ephinda kum, kodwa okona kubi, uYesu ukhethe into yokudlala engenaxabiso. Ndiyaxolisa kuphela ukuba le nto yokudlala ayikhethileyo idyobha izandla zakhe ezincinci zobuthixo. Ingcinga indixelela ukuba ngenye imini uyakundiphosa emhadini ukuze ndingahlekisi ngayo. Ndiyakonwabela, akukho nto indifaneleyo ngaphandle koku ”.