UVicka waseMedjugorje: ixabiso lokubandezeleka phambi koThixo
Umbuzo: Vicka, Inenekazi lethu belikhe latyelela le minyaka iminyaka kwaye lisinike okuninzi. Abanye abahambi ngezonqulo, nangona kunjalo, bazibeka umkhawulo kuphela "ekubuzeni" kwaye abahlali belalela umbuzo kaMariya: "Undinika ntoni?". Anjani amava akho malunga noku? IVICKA: Indoda ihlala ikhangela into. Ukuba sicela uthando lwenene nolunyanisekileyo kuMariya ongumama wethu, uhlala elungele ukusinika oko, kodwa ngokubuya ulindele into kuthi. Ndivakalelwa kukuba namhlanje, ngendlela ekhethekileyo, siphila kwixesha lokugcwala okukhulu, apho umntu akamenywanga ukuba angaceli kuphela kodwa kwakhona ukuba abonge kwaye anike. Okwangoku asikaziwa ukuba loluphi uvuyo olubakho ekuziseni. Ukuba ndiyazincama ngenxa yeGospa (kuba endicela ukuba) ndingazifuneli nto, ndibuze into kwabanye, ndiziva ndonwabile entliziyweni yam kwaye ndibona ukuba uLwethu uyonwabile. UMariya uyavuya xa ninikezela kwaye niyamkela. Umntu kufuneka athandaze kwaye, ngomthandazo, azinikele: zonke ezinye ziya kunikwa ngexesha elifanelekileyo. Umbuzo: Ngokubanzi, nangona kunjalo, ekubandezelekeni umntu ukhangela indlela yokuphuma okanye unyango. IVICKA: Inenekazi lethu lichaze amaxesha amaninzi ukuba xa uThixo esinika umnqamlezo-ukugula, ukubandezeleka, njl. - kufuneka samkelwe njengesipho esikhulu. Uyasazi isizathu sokuba asinike yona kwaye ayibuyise nini: iNkosi ifuna kuphela unyamezelo. Kule meko, nangona kunjalo, iGospa ithi: “Xa isipho somnqamlezo sifika, ungakulungelanga ukusamkela, uhlala usithi: kodwa kutheni ingendim omnye umntu? Ukuba, kwelinye icala, uqala ukubonga kwaye uthandaze uthi: Nkosi, enkosi ngesi sipho. Ukuba usenayo into yokundinika, ndikulungele ukuyamkela; kodwa ndicela undinike amandla okuthwala umnqamlezo wam ngomonde nothando ... uxolo luzakungena. Awunakuyicingela indlela exabiseke ngayo ukubandezeleka kwakho emehlweni kaThixo! ”. Kubaluleke kakhulu ukuthandazela bonke abantu abakufumanisa kunzima ukwamkela umnqamlezo: bafuna imithandazo yethu, kwaye ngobomi bethu kunye nomzekelo sinokwenza lukhulu. Umbuzo: Ngamanye amaxesha ukubakho kokubandezeleka kokuziphatha okanye ngokomoya kuyenzeka ungazi ukuba ungakulawula njani. Ufunde ntoni kwiGospa kule minyaka? VICKA: Ndimele nditsho ukuba ngokokwam ndonwabe kakhulu, kuba ndiziva ndonwabile ngaphakathi kwam kwaye ndinoxolo olukhulu. Ngokuyinxalenye lukufaneleyo lwam, kuba ndifuna ukonwaba, kodwa ngaphezulu kwayo yonke into luthando lweNenekazi lethu olundenza ukuba ndinjalo. UMariya usibuza ngokulula, ukuthobeka, ukuthozama ... Ngokokwazi kwam, ndizabalaza ngentliziyo yam yonke ukuba ndinike abanye oko uLady Wam andinika kona. Umbuzo: Kubungqina bakho uhlala uxela ukuba xa iNenekazi lethu likuthathe ukuba ubone izulu, wadlulela kwindlela "yokuhamba". Kodwa ndiyakholelwa ukuba ukuba siyazinikela kwaye sinqwenela ukwenza ngaphaya kokubandezeleka, indinyana ikho nakwimiphefumlo yethu, akunjalo? VICKA: Ngokuqinisekileyo! UGospa wathi izulu sele livele apha emhlabeni, kwaye ke ngoku iyaqhubeka. Kodwa le "ndima" ibaluleke kakhulu: ukuba ndihlala ezulwini apha kwaye ndiyiva entliziyweni yam, ndiya kuba ndikulungele ukufa ngalo naliphi na ixesha xa uThixo endibiza, ngaphandle kokubeka nayiphi na imeko kuyo. Ufuna ukusifumana silungile suku ngalunye, nangona kungekho namnye owaziyo ukuba luya kwenzeka nini. Ke "indlela enkulu" ayikho enye ngaphandle kokulungela kwethu. Kodwa kukwakhona abo bachasayo kwaye balwa nembono yokufa. Lo Thixo unezintlungu uzinika ithuba: umnika ixesha kunye nobabalo lokuphumelela kumlo wakhe wangaphakathi. Umbuzo: Kodwa ngamanye amaxesha uloyiko lukhona. VICKA: Ewe, kodwa uloyiko aluveli kuThixo! Kanye xa uGospa wathi: “Ukuba uziva wonwabile, uthando, ulwaneliseko entliziyweni yakho, oko kuthetha ukuba ezi mvakalelo zivela kuThixo. Kodwa ukuba uziva unqabile, ukungoneliseki, intiyo, ukuxinana, kufuneka wazi ukuba bavela kwenye indawo. Yiyo loo nto kufuneka sisoloko siyibona, kwaye kamsinya nje ukuba ukungazithembi kuqale kuguqukele ezingqondweni zethu, ezintliziyweni nakwimiphefumlo yethu, kufuneka siyilahle kwangoko. Esona sixhobo sihle kukususa yiRosari ezandleni, umthandazo owenziwe ngothando ”. Umbuzo: Uthetha ngeRosari, kodwa kukho iindlela ezahlukeneyo zokuthandaza… VICKA: Ngokuqinisekileyo. Kodwa into enconyelwa yiGospa yile s. IRosario, kwaye ukuba uyacebisa, oko kuthetha ukuba uyakholiswa! Nangona kunjalo, nawuphi na umthandazo ulungile ukuba uthandaziwe ngokusuka entliziyweni. Umbuzo: Ngaba ungasixelela malunga nokuthula? VICKA: Akulula kakhulu kum ngoba ndiphantse ndathula! Akunjalo ngenxa yokuba ungamthandi, ngokuchaseneyo, ndicinga ukuba ulunge kakhulu: xa umntu ethe cwaka unokubuza ngesazela sakhe, unokuqokelela amamele uThixo. Kodwa injongo yam kukudibana nabantu kwaye wonke umntu ulindele ilizwi kum. Ukuthula kakhulu kuyenziwa xa, kwinqanaba elithile kubungqina, ndimema abantu ukuba bathule, ngelixa ndithandazela zonke iingxaki nobunzima babo. Lo mzuzu uhlala malunga nemizuzu eli-15 okanye engama-20, ngamanye amaxesha kude kube sisiqingatha seyure. Namhlanje umntu akanalo ixesha lokuyeka ukuthandaza ethe cwaka, ngoko ke ndicebisa loo mava, ukuze wonke umntu afumane intwana yakhe aze ajonge ngaphakathi. Ke, kancinci kancinci, isazela siya kunika isiqhamo. Abantu bathi bonwabile kakhulu kuba ngala maxesha baziva behle, ngokungathi basezulwini. Umbuzo: Kodwa kubonakala kum ukuba ngamanye amaxesha, xa la maxesha 'kanaphakade' esiphelo, abantu baqala ukuthetha ngokuvakalayo kwaye bephazamisekile kwakhona, besasaza ubabalo abalufumeneyo emthandazweni… VICKA: Ngelishwa! Ngokuphathelene noku, i-Gospa ithi: "Amaxesha amaninzi indoda imamela umyalezo wam ngendlebe enye kwaye iwuyeke uphume komnye, ngelixa entliziyweni yakhe ingenanto ishiyekileyo!". Izindlebe azibalulekanga, kodwa intliziyo: ukuba umntu unqwenela ukuzitshintsha, apha unamathuba amaninzi; ukuba endaweni yoko uhlala ezifunela okona kulungileyo, ezokuzingca, uwaphule amazwi eNenekazi lethu. Umbuzo: Ndixelele ngokuthula kukaMary: ziqhuba njani iintlanganiso zakho kunye naye namhlanje: uyathandaza? Incoko? IVICKA: Ixesha elininzi iintlanganiso zethu zingumthandazo nje. Inenekazi lethu liyakuthanda ukuthandazela isazela, uBawo wethu, uBawo malube kuYise ... Siyacula kunye: asithi cwaka kakhulu! Ngaphambi kokuba uMaria athethe nangakumbi, kodwa ngoku ukhetha ukuthanda ukuthandaza. Umbuzo: Ukhe wachaza ngaphambili ulonwabo. Umntu namhlanje uyifuna kakhulu, kodwa uhlala ezifumana elusizi kwaye engonelisekanga. Ucebisa ntoni? IVICKA: Ukuba sithandaza ngentliziyo enyanisekileyo ukuba iNkosi isinike uvuyo, asiyi kuyiphosa. Ngo-'94 ndinengozi encinci: ukusindisa umakhulu wam kunye nomzukulwana emlilweni, nditshisile. Yayiyimeko embi ngokwenene: amadangatye athabathe iingalo zam, ityhubhu yam, ubuso bam, intloko yam ... Isibhedlele e-Mostar bathi kwangoko bandixelele ukuba ndifuna ukwenziwa iplasitiki. Njengoko i-ambulensi ibaleka, ndatsho kumama nodade wethu: cula kancinci! Baphendula bemangalisiwe: kodwa ungacula njani ngoku, uyabona ukuba ubonakalisiwe? Ndaze ndaphendula: kodwa sonwabile, siyabulela kuThixo! Ukufika kwam esibhedlele, bandixelele ukuba abanakuchukumisa nantoni na ... Umhlobo wakho undibone wathi: ukhohlakele nyhani, ungahlala njani unje? Kodwa ndaphendula ngokuthula: ukuba uThixo ufuna ukuba ihlale injalo, ndiya kuyamkela ngoxolo. Ukuba, kwelinye icala, ufuna yonke into iphilise ngokupheleleyo, oko kuthetha ukuba eli nqaku lisisipho sokuba ndisindise umakhulu nomntwana. Kukwathetha ukuba ndisekuqalekeni kwam, apho ndikhonza uThixo kuphela. Ndikholelwe: emva kwenyanga akukho nto ishiyekileyo, nditsho nesikhafu esincinci! Ndavuya nyhani. Wonke umntu uthe kum: Ujonge esipilini? Kwaye ndaphendula: hayi kwaye andiyi ... Ndijonge ngaphakathi: Ndiyazi ukuba kukho isibuko sam! Ukuba umntu uthandaza ngentliziyo nangothando, uvuyo alusoze luphele. Kodwa namhlanje sixakeke kakhulu kwaye sinezinto ezingabalulekanga, kwaye siyabaleka kwizinto ezinika uvuyo nolonwabo. Ukuba iintsapho zibeka kuqala izinto eziphathekayo, azinakuze zilindele ulonwabo, kuba izinto ziyazisusa kubo; kodwa ukuba bafuna uThixo ukukukhanya, iziko nokumkani wosapho, akufuneki boyike: kuya kubakho uvuyo. Inenekazi lethu, nangona kunjalo, lilusizi, kuba namhlanje uYesu ukwindawo yokugqibela kwiintsapho, okanye ngokwenene, akunjalo! Umbuzo: Mhlawumbi ngamanye amaxesha sixhaphaza uYesu, okanye mhlawumbi sifuna ukuba abe njengoko silindele. IVICKA: Ayisiyoxhaphazo kangako njengomboniso wamandla. Sijongene neemeko ezahlukileyo, kuyenzeka sithi: “Kodwa le ndingayenza ndedwa! Kutheni kufuneka ndikhangele kuThixo ukuba ngamanye amaxesha ndinokuba kwindawo yokuqala? ”. Kuyinkohliso, kuba singanikwanga ukuba siye phambi koThixo; kodwa ulungile kwaye ulula kangangokuba uyasivumela-njengoko sisenza nomntwana- kuba uyazi ukuba kungekudala siza kubuyela kuye. UThixo unika umntu inkululeko epheleleyo, kodwa uhlala evulekile kwaye uhlala elindele ukubuya kwakhe. Uyabona ukuba bangaphi abahambeli abazayo apha mihla le. Ngokwam, andisayi kuthi emntwini: “Kuya kufuneka wenze le okanye leya, kufuneka ukholwe, kufanele ukuba ulazi iNenekazi lethu… Ukuba ubuza kum, ndiza kukuxelela, kungenjalo, uhlale kwinkululeko yakho yasimahla. Kodwa qaphela ukuba awukho apha ngamathuba, kuba wabizwa yiGospa. Lo ngumnxeba. Kwaye ke, ukuba iNenekazi lethu likulethe apha, oko kuthetha ukuba ulindele into nawe! Kuya kufuneka uzifumanele ngokwakho, entliziyweni yakho, oko akulindeleyo ”. Umbuzo: Sixelele ngabantu abancinci. Rhoqo kubungqina bakho ubakhankanya. IVICKA: Ewe, kuba abantu abancinci bakwimeko enzima kakhulu. Inenekazi lethu lithi singabanceda kuphela ngothando lwethu kunye nomthandazo; ngelixa kubo esithi: "Bathandekayo, lutsha, yonke into eninikwa yona namhlanje iyadlula. Lumka: USathana unqwenela ukusebenzisa yonke imzuzu yasimahla ". Ngeli xesha uMtyholi usebenza ngokukhethekileyo phakathi kwabantu abancinci kunye nakwiintsapho, azimisele ukuzitshabalalisa. Umbuzo: Usathana wenza njani kwiintsapho? I-VICKA: Iintsapho zisengozini kuba akusekho ngxoxo, akusekho mthandazo, akukho nto! Ngesi sizathu, iNenekazi lethu lifuna ukuba umthandazo wosapho uvuselelwe: ucela ukuba abazali bathandaze kunye nabantwana babo kunye nabazali nabazali babo, ukuze uSathana angabinamandla. Esi sisiseko sosapho: umthandazo. Ukuba abazali babenexesha labantwana babo, ngebungekho ngxaki; kodwa namhlanje abazali bashiya abantwana babo baye kubo ukuze babe nexesha elingakumbi bona kunye nelokungenanyani, kwaye abaqondi ukuba abantwana babo balahlekile. Umbuzo: Enkosi. Ngaba ungathanda ukongeza into? VICKA: Ukuba ndizonithandazela nonke, ngakumbi abafundi be-Echo kaMary: ndiza kunazisa kwiNkosikazi yethu. INkosikazi yoXolo ikusikelele ngoxolo nothando lwayo.