UVicka waseMedjugorje: Ndiza kukuxelela ngemimangaliso yeNenekazi lethu

UJanko: Vicka, ayibonakali ingaqhelekanga kuwe ukuba ubuze okuncinci ngemimangaliso kaMedjugorje?
UVicka: Ngokwenene. Ndiphantse ndacinga kakubi ngawe.
UJanko: Ndixelele ngokucacileyo ukuba ubucinga ntoni.
UVicka: Hayi. Ndineentloni ngayo.
UJanko: Kodwa yitsho ngokukhululekileyo! Uyayazi into ohlala undixelela yona: "Musa ukoyika!"
UVicka: Ndicinga ukuba awuzikholelwa zonke ezi zinto.
UJanko: Kulungile, Vicka. Sukoyika; kodwa khange uqikelele. Apha, ndiza kukubonisa kwangoko. Nam ngokwam ndibone ngamehlo ukuphiliswa ngequbuliso, okwenzeka kumsitho wentlanganiso ye-charismatics yase-Canada, ngexa babethandaza esidlangalaleni malunga nokuphiliswa, emva kwempumlo engcwele [iqela lalikhokelwa ngu Fr Tardif owaziwayo]. Uyazi kakuhle ukuba yonke into yayihamba kanjani. Ukushiya i-sacristy, ecaleni kwezitepsi, ndaphantse ndanyathela umfazi owayelila kwaye evuya luvuyo. Kwimizuzwana embalwa ngaphambilana, uNkosi wayemphilise ngokungummangaliso kwisifo esibi awayesinyange iminyaka, kwizibhedlele zaseMostar nase Zagreb. Uye wenza unyango lwe-spa. Vicka, ndidikiwe?
UVicka: Ngenxa yezulu, qhubeka!
UJanko: Eli bhinqa lalinengxaki yesifo sokuqina kwamathambo (multiple sclerosis) iminyaka, kodwa ngaphezu kwako konke lalikhathazwa kukungabikho kolungelelwano, kangangokuba lalingenako ukuzimela. Umyeni wakhe waphantse wamthwala ngobo busuku. Kuba, ngenxa yesihlwele esikhulu, abakwazanga ukungena ecaweni, bahlala ngaphandle, phambi komnyango we-sacristy. Kwaye xa umfundisi owayekhokela umthandazo wabhengeza: "Ndiva ukuba iNkosi iyaphilisa umfazi ophethwe sisifo sokuqinelwa yimithambo ngoku", inenekazi elikhankanyiweyo ngaphambili, ngalo mzuzu kanye, laziva ngathi lothuke ngombane emzimbeni walo wonke. Ngalo mzuzu waziva ekwazi ukuzimela. Ke undixelele ngokwakhe, kungekudala emva koko. Ukuhla kwezitepsi ndiye ndaqonda ukuba ikhona into eyenzekileyo emntwini. Eli nenekazi, lathi nje lakundibona, labaleka laya kum laphinda lakhala lisithi: "Fra 'Janko mio, ndiyaphila!" Kungekudala emva koko waya yedwa emotweni yakhe, eyayikumgama ongaphezulu kwekhulu leemitha. Njengoko ubona, uVicka, nam ndizibonele ngokwam la mathuba eMedjugorje! Ndivele ndahlala kancinci and I probably bored you.
UVicka: Ndiyacela! Ibinomdla kakhulu. Ngokwenene.
UJanko: Ndifuna nje ukongeza oku: Ndiyamazi lo mfazi ukususela ebuntwaneni. Kwiminyaka emininzi eyadlulayo ndamlungiselela uQinisekiso kunye noMthendeleko wokuQala. Emva kwexesha ndaphinda ndambona, kwanasemva kokuchacha kwakhe. Kwiintsuku ezimbalwa kamva ndadibana naye ngelixa eyedwa, ngaphandle koncedo lomntu, wayenyukela ePodbrdo, kwindawo yokubonakala kokuqala, ukubulela uThixo noMama wethu ngako konke abakwenze kuye. Ndaphinda ndambona ecaweni yecawa, kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, ehamba ngokukhawuleza njengabanye. Ngoku ndixelele, Vicka, ukuba bendikukhathaza ngokwenene.
UVicka: Sele ndikuxelele ukuba ibinomdla kakhulu!
UJanko: Ndifuna ukubonisa inkolelo yam malunga nokuphilisa kunye nemimangaliso.
UVicka: Ndiyayithanda, ngenxa yoko akusoloko kufuneka ndithethe.
UJanko: Kulungile. Nangona ndiyazi ngokwaneleyo, ndikhetha ukuthula xa kufikwa kunyango lomzimba. Oku kungenxa yokuba amaxesha amaninzi okungachazwanga ngokucacileyo kuye kwabizwa ngokuba ngummangaliso. Ndifuna ukukuxelela le nto: kum owona mmangaliso mkhulu xa umoni eguqukile, xa ngexeshana eguqukayo, kangangokuba ade abekho ngalo mzuzu, angakholelwa kubukho bukaThixo, abe ngumhlobo kaThixo kwaye ukulungele, ukuba obu buhlobo noThixo, bunyamezele konke izilingo nako konke ukudelela kwabo abo kude kube yimini engaphambi kokuba alwe noThixo.Vicka, iqhenqa lomphefumlo kunzima ukuphilisa kunalo lomzimba. Ndilingqina ke kuloo mpiliso. Uxolo ngoku ukuba bendithetha njengo "profesa". Ngokoluvo lwam, ukuphilisa ngokwasemzimbeni kuye kwanceda ukuphilisa umphefumlo.
UVicka: Ngoku ndingakuxelela into, endiye ndacinga ngayo amaxesha amaninzi kamva.
UJanko: Ndicela undixelele.
UVicka: Ewe kuwe, mhlawumbi ayizukubaluleka kangako, kodwa kum iya kwenzeka.
UJanko: Yiza, sithethe. Ingaba ingantoni?
IVicka: Imalunga nokuguqulwa kwengqondo. Indoda engaqhelekanga! Kwintlanganiso yethu wathetha nam kabini okanye kathathu ngaye. Udibanise yonke imibala. Into emzise kum sancokola. Mde, mde. Kubonakala ngathi akakholelwa kwanto; kwelinye icala, kubonakala kunjalo. Bendingasazazi ukuba ndenzeni naye, kodwa ebengafuni ukundishiya. Ndamthandazela ndamcebisa ukuba aye komnye umfundisi. Ndathi kuye: «Zama. Ngubani owaziyo! ".
UJanko: Kusenokwenzeka ukuba akazange akuthathele ingqalelo.
UVicka: Hayi. Kodwa xa ndafika ecaweni ngokuhlwa, ngelixa abantu bevuma phandle, ndambona: wayeguqe phambi kwakho. Ndacinga ngaphakathi kwam: ufike nje apho ubufanele uye khona!
Janko: Kwaye emva koko yintoni?
UVicka: ndiye ndaqhubeka ndaphinda ndamthandazela kancinci.
Janko: Yaphela ngoluhlobo?
UVicka: Akunjalo! Ubuyile emva kweenyanga ezintathu okanye ezine endlwini yam waza wazixelela ukuba sele eyenye indoda, ikholwa lokwenyani. Lo yayingummangaliso wokwenene kum. Ulunge kwaye unamandla angakanani uThixo!
UJanko: Nantsi indlela uThixo enza ngayo yonke into kwaye uphilisa ngayo. Ndonwabile ukuba undixelele le nto. Kuluvuyo olukhulu xa zisenzeka ezi zinto. Ngamnye kuthi ababingeleli, esihlala sisiza apha ukuza kuvuma, sinamava hayi kube kanye, kodwa amaxesha amaninzi. Kwakunjalo nangexesha lika Yesu.Wayehlala edibanisa ukuphiliswa komzimba kunye nomphefumlo. Amaxesha amaninzi, xa waphilisa umntu, wongeza wathi: «Yiya ungoni kwakhona». Ikwangulo Yesu uphilisayo nanamhlanje.
UVicka: Kulungile. Ndiyazi ukuba uza kuphumelela.
Janko: Kodwa ukusuka phi?
UVicka: Ukusuka kwam intandabuzo, yokuba ungakholelwa kwimpiliso.
UJanko: Kwakulula kakhulu kuba wawungenaso isizathu sokuthandabuza. Ukuba ufuna ukuyazi le nto, ngexesha lokuvuma izono ndeva malunga nokuphilisa okuninzi emzimbeni! Ndicebise wonke umntu ukuba eze namaxwebhu akhe kwaye aye e-ofisini yecawa, alumkise ngonyango, njengophawu lokubulela iNkosi elungileyo neNkosazana yethu. Oku kulungile. Kodwa kukho enye into enomdla kum.
Vicka: yintoni?
UJanko: Ukuba iNenekazi lethu latsho kwangoko, ngamanye amaxesha, ukuba umntu uza kuphiliswa.
UVicka: Ngokwazi kwam, khange athethe malunga nabani. Uhlala ecebisa ukholo oluqinileyo, umthandazo kunye nokuzila ukutya. Emva koko, yintoni uThixo aya kuyinika.
Janko: Ngaphandle kwezi zinto? V - Akukho nto!
UJanko: Kulungile, Vicka. Kodwa kubonakala kuyinto engaqhelekanga kum ukuba kwenzeke ntoni kuDaniel Setka omncinci. Kule meko abanye benu, kwasekuqaleni, bathi uyakuphila, ndingasathethi ke ngezi meko. Ndikuxelela ngokwento endiyivileyo kwirekhoda.
UVicka: Kodwa phakathi kweso siphithiphithi, ngubani onokucinga yonke into ngalo lonke ixesha? Lowo ubethetha, wayesazi kakuhle ukuba iNenekazi lethu lixelele abazali bakaDaniel ukuba kufuneka babe nokholo oluphilayo, bathandaze kwaye bazile. Ngaphandle kokuba akatshanga yonke into ngokukhwaza; inokuchazwa kuphela ngale ndlela.
Janko: Kulungile. Ngethemba uya kuyenza. Kodwa ukhe wandixelela, kuyenzeka kum ngoku, ukuba uLwethu wathi makaphilise umntu omncinci kwaye khange abeke meko.
Vicka: ndikuxelele ngabani ke? Ngoku andikhumbuli.
UJanko: Undixelele ngomfana omncinci ngaphandle komlenze wasekhohlo.
Vicka: Kwaye ndikuxelele ntoni?
UJanko: Ukuba uMakazi wethu uza kumphilisa ngaphandle kwemeko, emva komqondiso othenjisiweyo.
UVicka: ukuba bendikuxelele le nto ndikuxelele inyani. Inenekazi lethu lathi ngeloxesha uninzi luya kuphola kwaye ngalo mfana wayeziphethe ngendlela ethile.
Janko: Uthetha ukuthini ngaloo nto?
UVicka: Uzile kwi-app ye-Madonna phantse yonke imihla kwaye uMadonna ubonakalisile ukuba umthanda ngokukhethekileyo.
Janko: wazi njani?
UVicka: Nantsi indlela. Ngesinye isihlandlo, ngaphambi nje kweKrisimesi kunyaka wokuqala, wasibonisa umlenze wakhe ombi. Uye wakhupha inxenye eyenziwe ngeplastiki emlenzeni wakhe wasibonisa umlenze ophilileyo endaweni yawo.
Janko: Kutheni?
UVicka: andazi. Inokuba inenekazi lethu lalithetha ukuba liza kuphola.
Janko: Kodwa ngaba kukho into awayevayo ngalo mzuzu?
UVicka: Emva kwethu wasixelela ukuba kubonakala ngathi kukho umntu omchukumisayo entloko. Into enjalo.
Janko: Kulungile. Kodwa uMfazi wethu khange atsho ukuba uzophola!
UVicka: Yiya kancinci; Andikayigqibi okwangoku. Kwiintsuku ezimbini okanye ezintathu kamva, abantu abatsha beza kuthi. Sasidlala kwaye sicula; phakathi kwabo kwakukho naloo nkwenkwe.
Janko: Kwaye emva koko yintoni?
UVicka: Emva kwethutyana uMama wethu wabonakala kuthi kwangoko kunesiqhelo. Ecaleni kwakhe kwakukho laa nkwenkwe, isongelwe ngesibane. Wayengazi, kodwa wasixelela, kungekudala emva koko, ukuba ngexesha lokuvela kwakhe weva into, njengombane ohamba ngomlenze wakhe.
Janko: Ngowuphi umlenze?
UVicka: Uyagula.
Janko: Kwaye emva koko yintoni?
UVicka: Ndikuxelele into endiyaziyo.
UJanko: Kodwa khange undixelele ukuba umlenze uza kuphola okanye akunjalo!
UVicka: Inenekazi lethu lithe ewe, kodwa kamva.
Janko: nini?
UVicka: Emva kokuba esinike umqondiso wakhe, uya kuphiliswa ngokupheleleyo. Oku wasixelela phakathi kunyaka we-1982.
UJanko: Ithetha kubani le nto: kuye okanye kuye?
UVicka: kuthi. Kwaye samxelela oko.
Janko: Kwaye ngaba uyakholelwa?
UVicka: Ewe akunjalo! Wayeyikholelwa kwanangaphambi koko, xa iNenekazi lethu lalilibonisile kuthi.
Janko: Ngaba ungakhumbula xa i-Lady Yethu yayithembisa oku?
UVicka: Hayi, kodwa ungambuza; ngokuqinisekileyo uyazi.
UJanko: Kulungile, Vicka; kodwa andizukuyikhangela ngoku.
IVicka: Kuya kuba lula ukuyifumana; Uba nenxaxheba rhoqo ngengokuhlwa.
Janko: Kulungile. Kodwa ngaba usakholelwa kule nto?
UVicka: Ngokuqinisekileyo uyakholelwa! Ungomnye wethu; uyayazi nawe lo.
UJanko: Ewe ndiyazi, kulungile. Ixesha liza kuxela. Ungandixelela ukuba iNenekazi lethu lathi ngomntu kwangaphambili ukuba liza kuphiliswa?
UVicka: Uhlala engathethi ezi zinto. Andikhumbuli ncam, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba wayethe umntu ogulayo uza kufa kungekudala.
UJanko: Ngokoluvo lwakho nangokwe-Nenekazi lethu, ngaba ukholo oluqinileyo, ukuzila ukutya, ukuthandaza kunye neminye imisebenzi elungileyo iyimfuneko ukuze siphiliswe?
UVicka: Kwaye ke uThixo uya kunika ntoni. Ayikho enye indlela.
UJanko: Inenekazi lethu lifuna kubani kwezi zinto: ukusuka kwabagulayo okanye kwabanye?
IVicka: Okokuqala ukusuka kumntu ogulayo; kwaye ke ngamalungu osapho.
Janko: What if lomntu ugulayo umbi kangaka ade angakwazi nokuthandaza?
UVicka: Uyakwazi kwaye kufuneka okungenani akholwe; Okwangoku, amalungu osapho kufuneka athandaze kwaye azile ngokukhawuleza kangangoko kunokwenzeka. Utsho uMama wethu kwaye ke kunjalo, bawo. Kodwa ngoku ndinomdla kwenye into.
Janko: Makhe siyive.
UVicka: Ungandixelela, nangona engabalulekanga, zingaphi iindlela zokuphiliswa esele zazisiwe ukuza kuthi ga ngoku eMedjugorje?
UJanko: Ngokuqinisekileyo, andazi. Kude kube kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo bekukho ngaphezulu kwe-220. Okwangoku ndiyakuxelela oku. Mhlawumbi ngamanye amaxesha ndiya kukuxelela ngakumbi ngayo. Ngokuqinisekileyo kusekho ezinye ezingachazwanga.
UVicka: Ewe kunjalo. Akubalulekanga ukuba uyixele. U-Thixo kunye neLady yethu bayayazi into abayenzayo.
Janko: Vicka, ukholo lwam kukuphiliswa kucace ngoku?
UVicka: Ewe masiqhubeke.