Siyaphila, ingaba siyayiqonda?…. nguViviana Rispoli (yedwa)

Xa ndithandaza kusasa nangokuhlwa umlindelo, phakathi kwamagama amaninzi eendumiso kunye nemithandazo, ndicengceleza "Inceba yakho isikhokelele kwade kwafika eli lixa" umoya wam unjengothakazelelo yimincili yombulelo engqina Intliziyo kwaye yamkela uThixo ukuba uphile, uphile, ayilolungelo lam, ayisiyonto ukuba ithathelwe ingqalelo, kwaye ayisiyiyo nento ebendiyifuna okanye bendiyifanele kodwa sisipho esikhulu kakhulu esixabisekileyo endisifumeneyo kwaye ndilapha ukusukela UThixo uhambe, ithuba elikhulu esilinikiweyo kodwa elinokususwa kuthi nanini na kwaye ngenxa yoko kufuneka liphile ngokuzeleyo. Ukuxabiseka kwexesha elingabuyiyo, ukuxabiseka kwexesha elikhoyo ngoku, yonke into ekufuneka ityalwe ngenjongo yokuthanda, ukuhlala kwinyaniso yoko sikuko "singabantwana bakaThixo ngoko" ukuxabiseka kwexesha elisibizayo ukuba sibuyele kuthi uthathe isigqibo sokutshintsha izinto ezingalunganga, uthathe isigqibo sokuba ubomi bethu, esi sipho sethu, kufuneka sibengaphezulu nangakumbi sisipho kuThixo asinike sona, isipho sabazalwana abasibeka ecaleni kwethu okanye esenza sidibane ngethuba. Sincede Thixo wethu ukuba siphile ngombulelo ngobomi bethu nayo yonke into, usincede singachithi italente entle elilixesha oligqibeleleyo lomntu ngamnye kulo mhlaba. Zingaphi izinto esinokuziyeka zityibilike kuthi ukuba besisazi ukuba sinexesha elincinci, zingaphi ingqumbo, zingaphi izimangalo zabantu nokuba zilungile kodwa ezingasebenziyo ngenxa kaThixo, zingakanani izinto esinokuzithintela ekuchitheni ixesha ngobubhanxa, kwizikhalazo, kubuvila, kwizinto UBukumkani bamazulu abasenzi ukuba siqokelele nantoni na kodwa kunoko bayabusela kuthi. Hayi, ngeNkosi yakho yoBabalo kunye nokuthobela iLizwi laKho siza kuba ngabo abayoba iParadesi kwaye senze obu bomi bethu njengommangaliso wothando lwakho.