Phila ubabalo lwam
NdinguThixo wakho, utata odala ubuqaqawuli obungathethekiyo. Nyana wam, musa ukuyithobela intliziyo yakho kweli lizwe, kodwa phila ubabalo lwam yonke imihla yobomi bakho. Amadoda amaninzi awandijonganga kwaye acinga ukwanelisa iimfuno zawo zasemhlabeni kodwa andifuni oku kuwe. Ndifuna ukuba undithande ngendlela endikuthanda ngayo, ndifuna ukuba undikhangele, ukuba undibongoze kwaye ndokunika zonke iziza ezifanelekileyo ozifunayo. Unyana wam uYesu ebomini bakhe basemhlabeni wayenobudlelwane obuqhubekayo kunye nam kwaye ndashukuma ecaleni kwakhe. Ndamenzela yonke into. Ndifuna ukukwenza nawe. Ndifuna ukuba undibize ngentliziyo yam yonke njengoYesu.
Kufuneka uhlale uphila ubabalo lwam. Zama ukuba nemfesane kubazalwana ababuthathaka. Ndim ngokwam ndibeke phambi kwakho bazalwana abadinga wena. Awuyi kuba sisithulu kubizo lwabo. U-Yesu wathi "ukuba wenza into kwaba bantwana bam abancinci kwaye wenze njani kum". Ilungile lo nto. Ukuba ubenzela imfesane ngenxa yabakhuluwa bakho abasweleyo kwaye uyenza njani kum, ndingutata wabo bonke kwaye nguThixo wobomi. Andifuni ukuba nicinge iziqhamo zakho zehlabathi kodwa ndifuna ukuba ubathande abazalwana. Unyana wam uYesu wathi "thandanani njengoko ndinithandayo". Kufuneka ulandele eli cebiso kunyana wam. Ndinalo uthando olukhulu ngani nonke kwaye ndifuna uthando olungenamiqathango nolwalamano lobuzalwana phakathi kwenu.
Phila ubabalo lwam. Ndicela usoloko uthandaza ngaphandle kokudinwa. Umthandazo sesona sixhobo sinamandla. Ngaphandle komthandazo akukho mphefumlo ngenxa yomphefumlo kodwa ngumthandazo kuphela onokuthi ufumane amabala amlindelwe kudala. Kukho abantu kweli lizwe abachitha ubomi babo bonke bengathandazi. Ndingabafumana njani aba bantu ebukumkanini bam? Ubukumkani bam yindawo yokudumisa, yomthandazo, yokubulela, apho yonke imiphefumlo imanyeneyo kuphela kum kwaye yonwaba ngonaphakade. Ukuba awuthandazi ungaqhubeka njani uhlala kule ndawo emva kokufa? Ngaphandle komthandazo ungalufumana njani uhlobo lokomoya losindiso? Kwiinkulungwane ezidlulileyo uMariya noYesu babonakala kwimiphefumlo ekhethiweyo ukusasaza umthandazo kwaye benza izithembiso zasezulwini kwabo bathandazayo. Kufuneka ukholelwe kule nto kwaye kufuneka uzinamathele emthandazweni ukuze ufumane ukukhanya kosindiso lwanaphakade.
Kufuneka uphile ubabalo lwam. Hlonipha imiyalelo yam. Ndikunike imithetho yokuhlonipha ukuze ukhululeke ungabi ngamakhoboka. Isono sikwenze ikhoboka ngelixa umthetho wam ukukhulula amadoda, amadoda athanda uThixo wawo nobukumkani bakhe. Isono silawula yonke indawo kulomhlaba. Ndibona abantwana bam abaninzi beya konakala njengoko bengayihloniphi imiyalelo yam. Uninzi lonakalisa ubukho babo ngelixa abanye becinga nje ngobutyebi. Kodwa ke kufuneka ungayithobi intliziyo yakho kwizilangazelelo zelizwe kodwa kum. Amadoda ayihloniphayo imiyalelo yam kwaye athobekile ahlala kweli lizwe bonwabile, bayazi ukuba ndisondele kubo kwaye ukuba ngamanye amaxesha ukholo lwabo kunye nokuvavanywa kwabo abaphulukani nethemba kodwa bahlala bethembela kum. Ndifuna oku kuwe sithandwa sam. Andinakuyinyamezela into yokuba awuhlali nobomi bam kwaye uhlale kude kum. Mna ndingusomandla ndinobuhlungu obukhulu kukubona amadoda angamanxuwa kwaye ehlala kude kum.
Nyana wam oyintanda kule ncoko bendifuna ukukunika izixhobo zokusindisa, izixhobo zokuphila ubabalo lwam. Ukuba unesisa, thandaza kwaye uhloniphe imiyalelo yam uyisikelelekile, indoda eyiqondileyo eyona ntsingiselo yobomi, umntu ongadingi nto kuba enayo yonke into, uphila ubabalo lwam. Akukho buncwane bukhulu kunesisa sam. Musani ukufuna izinto ezililize kulomhlaba kodwa funa ubabalo lwam. Ukuba uphila ubabalo lwam ngenye imini ndiya kunamkela ebukumkanini bam kwaye ndibhiyozele kunye nawe isidalwa sam esithandekayo. Ukuba uphila ubabalo lwam uyonwaba kulomhlaba kwaye uzobona ukuba awuzukuswela nto.
Bantwana bam baphila ubabalo lwam. Ngale ndlela kuphela onokuyivuyisa intliziyo yam kwaye ndivuya kuba ndifuna lo nto ingako kuwe, ndibabalwe ndim. Ndikuthanda kakhulu kwaye ndiza kushukumisela kwimfesane yakho bantwana bam abathandekayo abaphila ngesisa sam.